Private Emotions – Invitations (The Private Emotions Trilogy) (3 page)

“So are you looking forward to living in your new apartment?”

“Definitely, it is much more spacious so I get to display more of my artwork but I am sure that my neighbors will not be as fantastic.” He smiled a smile that made his whole face light up. “So what would you like to drink?”

“The usual, a glass of red for me.”

“Sounds good, I’ll have the same.” Two glasses of red were brought to the table as we took a look at the menus. “So have you thought about it?” He looked at me in anticipation as he waited for my response.

“Thought about what?” Fucking hell yes! Of course I thought about it. It was the only thing that I could think about for the past two days.

“The offer I made to you at Au Chanté. You know what I am talking about, Emily.”

“Yes, I have thought about it. Just
so you know, I’m only doing it because I think that if I am going to trust anybody with my personal quest then both Ronnie and Mark are my best bet. So for now, I’ll put myself in your hands, Ethan.”

I could see that my decision had pleased him tremendously. “That’s wonderful to hear, Em, you will not regret it.” I was sure that I would not regret it but I was not sure if my heart could take it.

“We could start immediately on your first lesson or we could save it for desert?” His puppy dog eyes had me turning into a puddle under my clothes and I had to give into my desires. I wanted him so badly that the meal and even the desert, no longer held my interest.

“You know, I suddenly don’t have an appetite for food anymore.” Ethan caught on immediately and called for the check. I giggled as we rushed out of the restaurant and over to his car. He drove like a madman possessed as he ran his hand along my naked thighs. The warmth of his hands on my flesh instantly made me moist and I could feel my panties getting wetter by the second.

When we got back to my place he began crawling all over me and then easily worked the dress down past my heaving breasts. A gust of cold air from the air-conditioner breezed past my nipples but it was soon overtaken by the hot lips of this man. He used his tongue to slither over each protruding bud with a hunger that had me gasping for air.

“Fuck, Ethan, I don’t know how to tell you how this makes me feel.”

“Don’t try and just be in the moment with me.” My dress was now around my knees and he immediately delved his tongue into my panties, soaking them with his hot saliva, before finally shimmying the dress down my legs and onto the floor. He was the consummate lover and he paid attention to the little things that made a woman’s legs buckle under her.

His soft kisses on my lips were followed by lingering touches along my tingling skin. It was more than enough to unleash the wild beast that lay hidden inside me. I wanted to satisfy him as much as he was satisfying me. “Ethan, this time I want to do something for you. It’s your turn to lie back.” It was a bold thing for me to do and I was worried that I wouldn’t be able to back up those words.

Shaking with desire and nervousness, I pulled at his belt until the strap came loose and then I undid his zipper. His cock was awake and nestled in his underwear. The material hugged his form and he let me kiss his penis through it until I was ready for more. It was then that I looked up into his face and reached in to circle my hand around the circumference of his shaft. It throbbed a steady beat that matched his heart. He looked down on me from above. He didn’t make any move and just let me feel my way along.

His penis was out of his pants now and looked even more delicious than the first time. I was tentative our first night together but now I wanted the opportunity to explore the reactions I could get from his body. My lips opened over the head and this time I made sure to explore his every surface with the tip of my tongue.

He exhaled and said, “Oh wow, that is really good, just put a clockwise motion on it and it will drive me bananas.” I’ve learned that everyone was different with what turned them on. He seemed to really like getting head a certain way. I wanted to give him an unforgettable experience so I followed his directions.

I cradled his balls in my hands and his head turned towards the ceiling in ecstasy. He thrust forward with his hips and speared my mouth with his length. That nearly took my breath away but not enough to stop.

I knew I was getting him close to his climatic finale and he stopped me long enough to check to see if I was okay with what he was doing. Neither showing my approval nor disapproval, he took that as a signal that I wanted to try something a little more intimate between us.

“Oh god, Emily, I burn for you....ahhhhhhh”. His cock erupted and shot a volley of hot cum into the back of my throat and I didn’t back away or shy from it in any way. The fact that I allowed this man to cum hotly into my mouth was a wakeup call to signal how far I had come. He scooped my body up off the floor and laid me on the sofa with my feet dangling over his shoulders. He opened me like a flower about to bloom and pushed his oral digit into the heated confines of my pussy. He knew exactly what to do to me and within seconds I was at the pinnacle of my own eruption.

He suddenly caught me off guard when his little pinky touched my rosebud. It felt odd but exciting at the same time. Unfortunately my old self reared its ugly head and I pulled away.

“It’s okay, Emily, I was just trying something and if it’s not for you then we can move on and come back to it at another time.” He held me for a moment as he said, “It’s not all about a man getting his and I am perfectly fine in waiting for you to release your burden. I see that you were a little shocked by that and I’ll leave you to think about it. So, will I see you at the housewarming party tomorrow night? You never did give me an answer.”

I nodded my head “yes” while he zipped up then he left out the door. To think that he had just touched my forbidden zone and then played it off like it was no big deal. That intrigued and confused me at the same time. I was perplexed by this man as he was opening up new areas of sex that no man had been able to crack.

The housewarming was closing in and I was nervous as to what to expect but it was only a party so what could possibly happen? Those could be the last dying words of a woman that didn’t know what the hell she was getting into.

Chapter Two
The Scent of Her

The condo was in a gated community with a guard at the entrance. He had to look me up on the computer in front of him just so he could allow me in. It was a posh neighborhood and it made me feel totally out of place especially with my car that had seen a whole lot of better days. As I drove towards the visitor’s parking lot, I looked at the other parked cars. They all looked like what you saw in those fancy car magazines. The whole place and everything about it was very intimidating for someone like me but I was not about to let it make me feel any less of a guest. If Ethan did not want me to rub shoulders with his friends then he would not have extended the invitation in the first place.

A few people were already mingling and it certainly looked like Ethan knew a lot of people and most of them were women. Of course there were men in there as well. It was just that the women outnumbered them two to one.

Ethan wasn’t in the room yet so I decided to check things out and wander around the room for a bit. The condo was one of those split level places that had a bedroom and master bath on the second floor. Everyone was gathered in groups of three, four or even five, but there was one woman standing by the piano in the corner who wasn’t talking to anyone. Her attention was on the works of art on the wall and I guess my curiosity got the best of me. I walked over to where she was perusing the wall and got a close look at her. She was stunning, so much so that I just stared at her until she noticed that I was watching. This woman screamed sophistication on a whole new stratosphere. Her emerald green dress had a long deep V down to the small of her back. The striking color of the dress perfectly complemented her flaming red hair that curled and flowed over her back in rivulets. Her ‘fuck me’ heels gave her a commanding presence and made her tower over me by a few inches. I really felt like I wasn’t worthy to be in the presence of this regal lady.

“He does great work, doesn’t he? He just knows how to make a woman feel comfortable enough that she just drops her walls and allows him to create his magic. He is definitely a talented one.” Looking closer, I found my eyes drawn to one charcoal drawing that just looked so vivid and alive. Upon looking at it more closely, I came to the conclusion that this woman was the subject for the art.

“I can tell that you don’t see me taking my clothes off for a drawing but I owed a lot to him and he was very gentle and not at all pushy. This was the one time that I was most open and I just allowed myself to be the subject. Oh, I’m Sophie by the way, and you are?”

“Um, Emily.”

“Nice to meet you, Emily. So, how do you know the artist?”

“I...I don’t think I do.”

“Oh, pardon me, I thought you came for the housewarming for Ethan.”

“I did, but...” A clarity came over me and I said in a breathless whisper, “Ethan is the artist of these pieces?” The whole back wall was full of women in various degrees of undress but it all was perfectly tame, and didn’t compare to all the lewd material that I have seen on the Internet. I recognized a couple of the pictures from the night when I had dinner at Ethan’s apartment but I never thought that he was the artist. I automatically assumed that they were done by someone else. “Are all these works of art his?”

“Not all of them. They are a mixture of his work and some from a pool of new talent that are yet to be discovered. Ethan has a keen eye for spotting overlooked talent. He has been surrounded by art all of his life so it is only natural that he has become an expert in the field. It was one of the ways his family made their fortune.” She was just as beautiful in the flesh as she was in Ethan’s art. “Oh, Emily, you’re the woman that Ethan is taking under his wing. I was in the exact same spot you are in now. In fact most of the women here have been the product of his assistance and are better for it. If you get the chance, get him to nibble on your ears, you’ll thank me for that one day. Although, no one can know a woman better than another woman...am I right?”

“Um, I suppose that makes sense if you think about it in the right light.” I was not quite sure what Sophie was suggesting. Was this sophistication on legs of a woman showing sexual interest in me or was she just being overly-friendly?

“You mean to tell me that you haven’t ever done anything with a woman? Just looking around here, I would say that any one of these women would love a minute to change your mind and that includes me.” Okay, now it was official. This woman was coming on to me and we hadn’t even known each other for more than a couple of minutes. It was the oddest thing though; I was actually considering a one-time fling with Sophie. The comforting and carefree way she spoke made me feel at ease and of course she was incredibly stunning.

“Ethan, where did you find this rare gem? Did you know that she’s never been with a woman before? Maybe I could show her what she’s been missing?”

“Emily is a special woman and I don’t want you corrupting her to the ways of the female form. If I let you then you’ll have her upstairs on my king sized bed between my silk sheets, yelling for god over and over again.”

“Oooh, I love silk sheets, they just seem to melt around you and make you slide all over the place. Emily, I have to make the prerequisite rounds but I really want you to think about it. I promise to be nothing but a lady with you.” She winked then walked away as Ethan and I ogled over her. From the way she was moving, it was evident that she knew our eyes were on her.

Ronnie and Mark were both at the party and things were definitely strained between us. We started with baby steps with Ronnie taking the initiative by commenting on Ethan’s place. It was two hours before Ronnie and I began to get past what was done. It wasn’t going to be that easy for Mark to ingratiate himself back into my life. He was going to have to work doubly hard to woo me back to the stable.

I spent the night talking with Ronnie, Ethan and Sophie. Sometimes Sophie discreetly touched me while everyone was standing around. I was a bit surprised but did not make any note of it. Mark stayed with another clique across the room while the four of us continued our conversation. My friends and I stayed until we were the last few people at the party. Throughout the night, Sophie continued to lightly graze against me, touching my arm, giving me ideas of what could follow if I wished it.

By the time the party was over, Ethan said, “You know, Emily, if you would like to know what it feels like to be with a woman then Sophie is the only woman who I would trust. You couldn’t ask for a better person for your first time.”

“I am not sure if it is for me, Ethan. I am intrigued but apprehensive at the same time. It’s not like I don’t want to but I just don’t know how to approach her. Although she is the one who has been doing the work all night, I am still unsure.”

“Emily, you don’t have to do anything that you don’t want to do, always remember that. Sophie will not be offended if you say ‘no’ to her. Trust me, she can handle it. I must warn you though, she is one of a kind and you’ll be screaming your head off if you give her a chance. I’m going to bed but you are more than welcome to the main bedroom upstairs. I’ll take the guest room down the hall.” Sophie must have heard Ethan’s last sentence as she walked over to where we were standing.