A Beautiful Mess (14 page)

Just before I kissed her on the side of her neck I whispered, “You look beautiful.”

I looked at her in the mirror and could see a blush coming across her beautiful face and chuckled. Turning around in my arms Ash whispered against my lips, “Don’t laugh at me,” which only made me laugh more.

“Ashlynn, I’m not laughing at you. I just find it downright sexy that I can make a blush come across your beautiful face. Of course it makes me think of me getting you to orgasm.”

I didn’t know if Ashlynn would hate me talking to her like that because during sex I talked dirty in order to get off while picturing Ash but with Ashlynn I would fucking love it beyond belief. I looked down at her and saw her biting her lip and then she looked up at me and she had a look of sex.

Downright, bent-over, dirty, sweaty fucking.

She then smiled and leaned in and said, “Well, you can make me orgasm all night tonight if you want?”

She said it like a question which I was surprised about and I pulled her closer to my body so she could feel my hard cock up against her. I knew the second she felt my hard-on because she gasped and I said, “Ashlynn, I always want, with you.”

Before kissing me she wrapped her arms around my neck, twined her fingers within my hair and said, “Well, I guess we have that settled then.”

Leaning away I smiled down at her and said, “Yeah we fucking do.”

I couldn’t believe how quickly everything had changed for Jason and I, but a part of me deep down still wondered why he ignored me for a month and a half and I knew I would have to question him on it sooner rather than later. I also wanted to ask Jason what he talked to my dad about but I figured he would tell me when he was ready along with everything else going on in his life.

Waking up the next morning after Jason and I first made love was indescribable. At first I thought he left but then I smelled breakfast cooking and knew that it wasn’t just a onetime thing between us. Even though we both uttered the words, “I love you,” I still questioned it because it was happening extremely fast.

It was funny because after Jason left Jade couldn’t get enough of what happened between us and needed every single detail.

Of course I took her advice and substituted Jason’s name with the name Henry and Jade shrieked and clapped and yelled because as she said, “It was about damn time we got together.”

I think she was more excited than I was that Jason and I had gotten together because in her own words, “Finally you two sealed the
fucking
deal. Pun definitely intended.”

While I was happy to tell her about everything that happened between Jason and me I wanted to question her on what happened with the two of them and why they ignored everybody the last month or so of school. I also wanted to ask her why she never told me about what happened when she and Jason were children, but I wasn’t going to hold a grudge over it. I was just sad that she didn’t open up to me about it, but I knew down the line she would open up to somebody about it and I couldn’t wait for that moment to finally happen.

Jade deserved everything that Jason and I were starting to have and I just wanted to see her happy in the end. I knew that her finding a new guy to bring home every weekend was a way of rebelling and not getting hurt, but I often wondered who could tame Jade’s wild side and get her to settle down. When it came down to it I just wanted my friend to find happiness like I have found with her brother.

Tonight everyone was going to a local restaurant in downtown Baltimore to celebrate Sarah and Gabe getting married the next day. It was also the night that Jason and I were going to announce or show our friends that we had finally become a couple and I couldn’t wait. I also couldn’t wait to get back to our hotel room because Jason and I made plans to have wild, crazy sex all night long and I was already wet just thinking about it. I also had the vision of Jason looking down on me with a look of pure sex on his face while he said, “Yeah, we fucking do,” when I said, “Well, I guess we have that settled then.”

After pulling into the restaurant Jade, Jason, and I all walked in. At first I was kind of nervous with everybody’s reactions towards Jason and me dating now but Jason eased my mind when he gently took my hand in his and intertwined our fingers together.

The hostess escorted us to a private room in the back and Jade walked in yelling, “Party can start now, bitches!”

However Jason held me back and pushed me up against the wall and before I could think his mouth was on mine and his tongue was connecting with mine. I must have made a sound because Jason chuckled and pulled away from me quickly. I wanted to protest but he just smiled and said, “Ready?”

I took a deep breath and said, “Yeah, I am.” Not only was I answering Jason’s question about walking into the private dinner room but I was also answering him for the secrets he was going to tell me eventually. I knew that nothing could keep us apart when we had to work so hard to get together in the first place. They were just bumps along the long and winding road now.

Putting an arm over my shoulder we walked in and the room went from chatter and banter to complete silence in a matter of seconds. Everybody’s eyes were on both Jason and I and they all had the same look of confusion which quickly turned into excitement for the both of us.

Both Jason and I turned to look at one another at the same time and then I heard Sarah yell, “Well, kiss her already!”

Without taking his eyes off of me he said, “With pleasure,” and I knew there was a double meaning for later tonight.

He instantly picked me up by the hips and I wrapped my arms and legs around him just on instinct. I tried to lean in to kiss him but he had a hand on my lower back holding me up and the other was in my hair. He was holding onto my hair controlling when he was going to kiss me and I started to laugh because we would get closer and closer but then he would pull back and I could hear groans coming from everybody. I thought they were going to explode but then Jason crushed his mouth to mine and swiped his tongue along my lower lip.

By the end of our
kiss
I was dizzy and unbelievably wet but before Jason put me down he situated me so I could feel just how hard he was for me and I giggled.

Before setting me down on my feet he said, “That’s how you make me feel Ash and I can’t wait to make you come and scream my name later from just how hard I’ll be fucking you.”

To be honest I just wanted to leave the dinner and go back to the hotel so we could get to this fucking sooner but Jason must have read my mind because he whispered in my ear, “All in good time Ash,” and then kissed me on the cheek.

The dinner was amazing because it was a room filled with love and adoration for one another. Sarah and Gabe were getting married, Maddox and Isabelle were engaged, Jason and I were dating and Jade was majorly hitting on our waiter. Derrick and Patrick were also there but because I hadn’t told Jason my secret they had to keep quiet about their relationship so they would give each other stolen glances and light brushes of fingertips underneath the table.

The speeches people gave were my favorite part because they were filled with love and laughter, especially Maddox’s to both Sarah and Gabe:

“Sarah, you and I have been friends for as long as I can remember. We have grown up together and we have been through a lot. Love. Loss. Laughter. While I am humbled to be able to walk you down the aisle tomorrow I can tell you that while your dad may not be there physically, I have no doubt he will be their spiritually along with the rest of us in this room with tears in our eyes and smiles on our faces.”

Winking at Sarah, Maddox turned his attention to Gabe, “To you Gabe, you are my best friend and I was thrilled the day you walked up to Sarah and asked for her to cheer you on. I knew that you guys would last forever and I can tell you that if Sarah’s dad were here he would be saying those words to you as well. Finally, to the both of you: May your life together be filled with lots of love and zero regrets. Cheers everybody!”

The look on Sarah and Gabe’s faces were priceless. You could tell that the friendships that Sarah and Maddox, as well as Gabe and Maddox shared were extremely special.

As soon as dinner was over I thought Jason would drag me out of the restaurant but he wrapped my hand in his and smiled down at me and said, “I love you Ashlynn.”

I’m not sure if the tears in my eyes were still from the speeches but when I closed my eyes a tear fell down my face. When I opened my eyes I saw Jason looking at me and the look wasn’t of desire and passion but one of sincerity and almost like he was seeing me for the first time. I couldn’t take it any longer and needed his lips on mine so I wrapped my arms around his neck and stood on my tiptoes.

Before I said, “I love you too,” I kissed him and showed him just much I did love him.

The car ride back to the hotel was filled with complete silence, sexual silence. It was mainly silent because Jade said she would get a ride home later after she rode our waiter for the evening. Once we let ourselves into the room Jason and I were on one another. I was ripping his shirt off him and he was pulling my dress up and over my head. With clothes falling to the floor all I had on were my wedges, bra, and thong.

I started to step towards Jason but while unbuckling the belt on his pants he said, “Are you wet, Ash?”

I nodded because I could feel the wetness on my upper thighs so I nodded my head.

Jason shook his head and said, “Are you wet, Ash?”

Not taking my eyes off his I said, “Yes Jason, I’m wet.”

He shook his head again and said, “How do you know you’re wet?”

Again not taking my eyes away from him I placed my hand in my panties and started making circles around my clit and said, “I can feel how wet I am.”

I saw Jason’s Adam’s apple move up and down and while he took his pants off he said, “Touch yourself, baby.”

I thought doing this would be a little weird but when Jason stood up he started stroking himself and my mouth fell open. I never realized how sexual and hot it would be watching a guy stroke himself looking at you. I saw some pre-cum gather at the tip of his cock and I knew he wouldn’t last long which was totally fine with me because I knew with maybe a stroke or two and I would fall over the edge.

Releasing his grip on his cock in a husky voice Jason said, “I want you to bend over the bed and move your legs apart.”

I couldn’t do something as simple as nod my head so I took my hand out of my panties and walked over to the bed but heard Jason say from behind me, “Keep touching yourself, Ash.”

Reluctantly I placed my hand in my thong and rubbed slow circles again. I just couldn’t take it any longer and needed Jason to be inside of me.

Bending over the bed I heard Jason’s footsteps coming up from behind me and my heart was beating so fast. I couldn’t wait for him to be inside of me. He stopped right behind me and I could feel his hard cock up against my ass. He gave my ass a little slap and then said, “Spread your legs wider Ash, and lift your hips.”

I did so willingly and before I knew it Jason was ripping my thong from me and slamming right into me.

He moved all the way out and said, “Does that feel good Ash?”

I just moaned my answer and heard Jason chuckle behind me and then he said, “What about this?” He pushed all the way inside of me and had this steady rhythm going where he swayed his hips. The first was amazing but the second was …

Fucking alarming,

Fucking breathing,

Motherfucking astounding!

I couldn’t even warn him before I was coming and Jason thrust into me over and over again and rode my orgasm out. Somewhere along the way he had unclasped my bra and started pulling and rolling my nipples in his hands. My legs started to shake from just how powerful the orgasm was and Jason instantly wrapped an arm around my middle to hold me up. When I was able to gather myself I pushed back against him and met him thrust for thrust.

Between grunts Jason said, “Ash, I’m gonna fucking come,” and I felt an orgasm quickly building.

There was something about Jason telling me he was going to come inside me that was overwhelming. I pushed back against him two more times and when I screamed, “JASON,” he roared, “ASHLYNN!”

Catching our breath we both fell onto the bed on our backs looking up at the ceiling. I was about to turn over and look at Jason when the telephone rang.

The phone was right next to Jason and without taking his eyes off the ceiling he grabbed the phone and breathlessly said, “Hello?”

I wondered who was calling us but then I heard Jason say, “I apologize. We’ll keep it down,” and then he hung up.

I already knew what it was and just started laughing when Jason turned on his side and said, “The manager called and said they were getting noise complaints about this room.”

Shaking his head he said, “Fuck Ashlynn, what are you doing to me?”

I slowly sat up and unclasped the wedges I was still wearing and dropped them onto the floor. I was thinking about just lying back down on the bed but decided to seductively turn around and with a twinkle in my eye I reached a hand out to touch Jason’s cock. I knew he wasn’t prepared because his eyes were still closed and I heard him take a deep breath in. I placed a leg on either side of him and slowly moved my hand up and down him waiting for him to get hard in my hand.