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Authors: Emily McKee

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Of course I had read about that in books but I never thought it was possible until now. I started to grind the lower half of my body up against Jason. We timed it perfectly as hard as he sucked on my nipple that’s how hard I ground against him. Before I knew it I felt a zap run through me and I clenched my legs around him and it was like nothing I had ever experienced before. It was a mind-blowing, life altering, ground breaking, phenomenal orgasm and I couldn’t wait for Jason to be inside of me.

He started to suck on my neck while I got my breathing back to normal and then he moved up my body and said, “I knew you would be amazing. I just never thought I would be the one giving you this.”

Smiling at me Jason then moved down my body and began to trail kisses down my stomach and stopped at my belly button and licked it. I had my belly button pierced and he took the ring in his mouth and pulled away which gave a little bit of pressure but it was pleasurable.

He then got on his knees and looked at me and said, “God, you’re beautiful Ash.”

His hands were at my pants and a small smile came to my lips because I could feel his hands shaking. I lifted my hips to give him the answer to the question he was too afraid to ask but I knew was on his lips as well as his mind.

He began to pull just my pants down when I put my hands on top of his and said, “Both Jason.” He looked into my eyes and then put his thumb in the tops of my panties and began to pull them down as well. He was pulling them down so slowly and it caused me to get goose bumps and shake a little.

Jason instantaneously stopped what he was doing but I said, “Keep going Jason.”

As soon as they were off and falling onto the floor he looked at me and said, “Ash, we don’t have to…,” I cut him off right there and sat up and cupped his face in my hands.

Without taking my eyes off his I said, “Yes, we do. I mean I want to. Do you?”

He put his hands on top of mine and said, “You don’t even need to ask. You’re the only girl I’ve wanted Ash. You always will be.”

His lips were again on mine and he was pushing me back so I was lying down on the bed. He gave little light kisses and then I realized that Jason was still fully clothed and I brought my hands to the bottom of his shirt and started to pull it up. He looked at me and realized what I wanted and helped me out. As soon as his shirt hit the floor his mouth was on mine and I was rubbing my hands up and down his flat stomach and back.

Digging my fingernails into him.

He started to get up off the bed and put his hands to his jeans and without taking his eyes off of me he unbuttoned and then unzipped his jeans and pushed them off his hips. He left his boxers on and then climbed back on the bed.

Jason was just getting ready to kiss me when I asked, “Why’d you leave the boxers on?”

He looked at me and said, “I need a barrier, Ash. I want you but not like this.”

He started to lean into me when I placed my hands on his chest and said, “Jason, I don’t care where it happens. For all I care it could be in an alleyway or in the backseat of a car. The only thing that matters is that it’s with you.”

He started to sit back on his knees and said, “Ash it needs to be special.”

I sat up on my knees and took his hands in mine and kissed them. “It will be. Simply because it’s with you.”

He took a sharp intake of breath and then said, “I don’t even have –. “ I cut him off and said, “I’m on birth control.”

A couple of seconds went by and then he looked into my eyes. “Are you sure Ash?”

I wrapped my arms around his neck and right before I kissed him I said, “Yes Jason.”

His lips were hesitant at first but then he wrapped me in his arms and laid me back down on the bed. We made out like two sex-starved teenagers for a while and then he lifted his head and began to kiss down my body. I got up on my elbows and looked at him and then he stopped at my mound. He didn’t even have to ask because I moved my legs apart so he could get better access.

I saw him lick his lips and then he looked into my eyes and winked. I bit my lower lip and watched as he used his fingers to spread me apart and then licked my clit with his wet tongue. My legs started to shake and Jason looked up at me and I nodded my head for him to continue.

He licked my clit up and down and before I could moan he pushed a finger into me and moved it in and out. He moved his head away and said, “Fuck Ash, you taste amazing.” I just moaned because it felt so good.
I can definitely tell you it was ten times better than using my own fingers or my vibrator. Even though I was a virgin I still had sexual needs.

Jason then sucked my clit into his mouth and pushed another finger inside me. He was hitting the right spot and just as I was about to come he pushed another finger inside of me and I moaned his name over and over again as he pushed his fingers in and out of me.

I was still getting over my sexual high when Jason crawled up my body and looked at me and smiled. I instantly wrapped my arms around him and kissed him. I could still taste myself on him and I started to open my mouth when Jason’s head moved back.

I looked at him and my eyebrows pushed together. He shook his head, then looked at me and said, “I’m sorry Ash. I should have probably wiped my mouth. It’s just I’ve never done that before. I’m sorry.”

He was stuttering and apologizing and it was the most adorable thing. I just giggled because apparently while Jason did the deed he hadn’t done everything else. I sat up on my elbows and kissed him on the lips. “You’ve never done that before?”

Jason just shook his head back and forth and then looked at me. “The only girl I’ve ever wanted to do that to is you.”

My stomach started doing somersaults and my heart started beating wildly out of its chest. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down on top of me and kissed him. I sucked his lower lip into my mouth and heard him groan.I could feel his erection pushed up against his boxers and he was rubbing the lower half of his body up against me. He was grinding up against me causing a delicious friction but I needed more. So much more.

I couldn’t take it anymore so I wrapped my legs around him and started pushing his boxers down his body with my feet. We were kissing but then Jason started to laugh against my mouth. He moved back and looked at me and said, “What have I done?”

I looked at him and said, “Besides give me an amazing orgasm with your mouth and fingers?”

With that question his pupils dilated and he jumped up off the bed and pushed his boxers down the rest of his body. His erection was up and ready for me and my eyes bulged out of my head because he was really big and I wondered if it would fit.

Jason must have been able to read my mind because as he crawled back on the bed he said, “Don’t worry Ash, I’ll go slow.” He got situated between my legs and I moved my legs farther apart and lifted my hips to meet him. He placed one hand on the side of my face while the other was by my hips holding himself up. He leaned his head down and kissed me and started to push in.

I gasped because he was big but it wasn’t painful. A little uncomfortable because I wasn’t used to it but not where I needed him to stop.

He was going really slowly but I looked into his eyes and said, “Jason.” He stopped because he must have thought he was hurting me but I wrapped my arms around his neck and said, “Please.” At the same time he lowered his head and his lips touched mine he pushed all of the way in.

I had read in books and heard from friends that the first time it was really painful but this wasn’t all that bad. It was a mix between pleasure and pain.

Jason stilled so I took the initiative and started to move. He moved his head back and tilted it and just laughed and then began to thrust in and out of me slowly but I said, “Harder Jason.”

Those two words were all it took because he moved out of me completely and then slammed right into me. All of the air left my lungs and I screamed his name. He thrust into me a few more times and I could feel his movements were becoming shaky and uneven.

I looked into his eyes and cupped his face in my hands and rubbed my thumb against his lower lip. He lowered his head and kissed my lips and then said, “Ashlynn.”

I looked into his eyes and smiled and then he whispered, “I love you.”

I could feel tears forming and then shakily I said, “I love you too Jason.”

We moved our bodies together a few more times and then Jason looked into my eyes and asked, “Ashlynn?”

I just nodded my head and he placed his thumb on my clit to apply a little pressure.

Before I could even predict it something was overtaking my body and my pussy was clenching up around his cock. I felt him get harder and then I felt him come inside of me and then he collapsed on top of me. He was breathing heavily into my neck and I began to rub up and down his back.

We laid like that for a few minutes but then Jason slowly got out of me. I gasped, not because it hurt but because I felt empty. He looked at me and the look in his eyes was scared.

I giggled and said, “I’m fine Jason. I just … can’t wait for next time.”

I started to blush but Jason leaned down and kissed me on the cheek. “Neither can I Ash. Neither can I.”

I looked up at him and bit my lower lip and smiled. With that Jason winked at me and walked out of the room. He didn’t say anything as he left but he didn’t go far because I heard the water in the bathroom going on and off.
Plus he was naked and holy hell! Jason Williams has a “fine” ass, a fine ass indeed.

A couple of minutes later Jason walked back in with a wet washcloth and climbed up on the bed. I was laying the same way he left me but I started to bring my legs up to push them closer together out of pure embarrassment. Jason looked at me and lightly touching my legs they instantly fell open to him.

He placed the warm washcloth down there and wiped me up and said, “I’m sorry.”

At that I got up on my knees and wrapped my arms him and said, “I’m not.”

He moved back and looked into my eyes and shook his head back and forth. “I meant that I’m sorry for hurting you Ashlynn. I’m not sorry for what we just did.”

I gave a slight smile and then Jason started to get up off the bed. I unwrapped my arms from around him and watched him strut out of the room. Laying back down on the bed I covered my naked self with a blanket.

Jason walked back into the room and then climbed in under the covers and pulled me to him. I wrapped a leg and an arm around him. Jason wrapped an arm around me and started rubbing up and down my back while his other arm was behind his head.

My head was on his chest and I looked up at him the same time he looked down at me and we both giggled. I smiled up at him and he asked, “Are you comfortable?”

I nodded my head and said, “Now I am.”

He gave a light chuckle and said, “Yeah, I know what you mean.”

Chapter 9
Jason

Turning over in bed I couldn’t believe the beautiful view in front of me. Ashlynn was laying on her side with her beautiful swollen lips puckered out which of course only made me think of what the view would look like with her lips wrapped around my cock and her swallowing all of my cum when I came.

Anyway her golden hair was flowing all over the pillow and the blanket was around her waist which gave me the best view ever of her perky tits pushed together because of the way her hands were under her pillow. They were fully erect and just begging for me to suck on them, but I knew just having a taste of her tits wouldn’t be enough and I knew that Ash would be sore. I still couldn’t believe that Ashlynn gave me her virginity and I also couldn’t believe that I told her I loved her.

I wasn’t lying but I guess talking to my dad did some good because he showed me that I’m nothing like him and that I make my own choices in life and I will forever choose Ashlynn Paisley Miller to be in mine.

Ever so slowly I got up out of bed and put on my boxers and walked out into the kitchen. Thankfully Jade hadn’t come home last night because it would have been rather awkward having to see Jade first thing in the morning after having sex with Ashlynn.
No, scratch that because we didn’t have sex. We made love.

Rummaging through their fridge and freezer I decided to make Ashlynn and I some waffles because I was starving from what she and I did last night. I pressed the coffee pot to make myself some coffee and then made Ashlynn some hot chocolate. I had everything set and ready to go when I was halfway to her room and I heard Ash waking up and making these little purring noises from stretching.

I just stood in the doorway with the breakfast tray and watched as she arched her back and her tits pushed up towards the ceiling. The way her hands were above her head. Her eyes were closed and her mouth was wide open yawning and my cock instantly got hard because of the way she looked. It reminded me of her coming to orgasm and a part of me just wanted to drop the breakfast tray and push my boxers down my waist. Jump up on the bed between her legs and slide right inside her but then I remembered cleaning her up with the washcloth and seeing the small amount of blood.

As much as I wanted my hard cock to be inside her tight wet pussy I knew she would be sore for a few days but of course we could always do things with my talented tongue and fingers. I started to think about then when I heard a beautiful girl clearing her throat and I looked over at Ash who was up on her elbows with the blanket around her sexy, pierced bully button looking at me with a grin on her face. I swallowed and smiled and started to walk over to her bed.

I placed the breakfast tray in her lap and began to crawl on when Ash said, “Get naked Jason.”

I just laughed and in my best country accent I said, “Why, yes ma’am.”

She just giggled and said, “We’ll have to find you a cowboy hat Sheriff Jason,” and as soon as I stood up from taking off my boxers Ash saw how fucking hard I was and her eyes got huge. Then I saw her push the tray to the side and she licked her lips never taking her eyes off my cock.

I started to get up onto the bed but Ash put her hand to my stomach and in this sexy, husky voice she said, “Stay there.” She pushed the blanket off and got out of bed and then fell to her knees. Before I could comprehend what was going on, her mouth was on my cock.
Holy shit, could Ash give a blow job!

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