Shattered (3 page)

Falls
is talking to Storm. Come on man you know she doesn’t mean that right now. look at everything she has been through the last few days. Wouldn’t you want to be alone?

I am back to my window watching. I don’t care at this point. I here the door open. Then Storms voice, You will never get rid of me Rainy. I will always fight for you, when you are to weak to fight when you feel like you cant go on anymore ill be the one to fight for you and make you see that you still have some fucking fight left in you. Your my sister and for as long as I live I will fight for you. I will give my life for yours. You will see this. He stops talking and I hear the door shut.  I look around the room and im alone. This is what I asked for and what im use to. I close my eye  and hope sleep will take me.

Chapter 5

I feel Tylers hands around my neck his mouth is close to my ear. You’re a stupid little cunt, they cant save you. He lefts up and looks at me he has that stupid smirk on his face. One of his hands leave my neck to grab my boob, his other hand gives my neck one more hard squeeze then slides down my body to my shorts. He undoes my jeans, please Tyler don’t do this please. He doesn’t listen. His cock enters me and its painful, im not wet I don’t want this and he just fouces his self inside me. I let out a scream but he just keep throughsting inside me. He bites my neck so hard I think he may have drawn blood. His hands leave my body, I know what is coming next. His hand connects with my face, I taste the blood from my lip. Then his fist goes to my jaw, I get dizzy and my eyes looks focus. You will never be rid of me Rainy, Tyler says to me.

I jerk awake, god it all felt so real. To hear Storms words from Tylers lips just freaks me out. It have been 2 weeks since I been in the hospital. Both of my eyes are open now and I can talk, thou my jaw is still wired shut. The doctor says in another few days I should be able to get the wire removed. I’m healing nicely but that doesn’t mean much. Once I get home Tyler will just keep doing the same thing as awlays. I also know that Liam, Storm and Falls are right and I should leave. But I wasn’t lying when I told Storm I didn’t wanna be saved. I’m ready to let go and have it all end. I wont leave Tyler. Not again. I left him once, it didn’t end well.

I don’t know what had come over me that day, thinking this time would be any different then any other time that I had tried to leave Tyler. Turns out it would be very much different than any other time I tried to leave him. He wa going to make sure I heard him this time and that I would never try to run again.  I was cleaning my face up after one of Tyler’s “ you pissed me off” ass kickings, I still have no idea what I did, hell when do I have to do anything though. He came home from work in a rage wouldn’t say what about . I asked if there was something I could do, hoping today would be a good for once. I had gone to the store today and gotten him beer smokes and I made him a steak, bake potato and a salad for dinner. The kids where in their rooms playing and being quiet all I want it is a nice night. As soon as the question was out of my mouth  I knew it was a mistake, I should have just kept my head down and made his food. But no I want to see if I can help. Sometimes I can be a real dumb ass. So he kicked my ass all over the livingroom. I was trying not to cry out, the last thing I needed was for the kids to hear. They see this so much, but Tyler isn’t quiet. He is yelling at me saying he never should have trusted me that he knew I was a whore. When all was said and done, im laying on the floor holding my ribs, why does he always go for my damn ribs its hurts worse then the face shots sometimes. He is standing over me, breathing hard. Then he spits on me and tells me to get his food and beer, but to clean my face first. He doesn’t say it because he doesn’t want the kids to see I know this because he says, If you bring me my food with blood in it ill have to do that all over again, and im fucking tired.

I pull myself up from the floor and walk to the bathroom, my oldest son Liam comes to the door. Tyler wanted to name him Liam because back then they were best friends and he wanted to name his first born son after his bestfriend. Now we call our son Man its short for Manuel that’s his middle name. I look over at him and try to smile. He is 15, I can tell he is mad as hell. Man hates when his daddy does this but I would rather Tyler do this to me then one of the kids. I know what is about to happen, well I think I do anyway, but Man surprises me when he starts talking.

Im going to kill him one day mom. You teach me Callum and Malachi that women should not be hit. That a real man wouldn’t put his hands on a woman unless its in a loving way. You tell Genesis to never let a man touch her that way, you even have her going to self defence classes and she is only 10. But you stand here night after night and you let that bastard hit you. So this is what im going to say to you mom, I love you and Tyler Childs will pay for what he has done to you. I talked to grandma and she is coming to get us. We have packed you a bag mom, I want you out of this house away from him.

I have tears running down my face. I don’t think, this is my son and he is standing here telling me he wants me to get out so I pull Man to me. I pull so hard he slams into me. I ignore the pain that shots thur me from my ribs.

Ok Man, I say thur the tears, im coming with you. You come in here and tell me what my babies have come up with while I clean up then we will leave. I don’t want grandma to see my face like this. I smile at Man. My son is turning into  man. For the last few years I have had to stop Man from trying to fight his daddy, but I know what that man is capibal of doing. I will not have him to anything like that to my son.

Man stands in the door talking to me quietly about what my beautiful smart babies have come up with. When he is done he slides his thumb across my cheek and says, mom I want this to stop. I hate that he puts his hands on you like this. I will protect you mom. I wont let him do this again.

Before I can say anything Tyler is standing behind Man clapping his hands together. I don’t like the look in his eyes. I pull Man into the bathroom and make him stand behind me. He is fighting me the whole time, but Tyler isn’t playing a game. Tyler is about to try and teach Man a lesson and I will not stand for it. He knows he can do whatever in the hell he wants to me but he leaves my kids alone. The rule still stands.

What are doing Tyler? Im almost done here, then ill bring you your supper. I say this as he starts walking slowly toward me almost to the bathroom. I now have to wonder how long he was standing there and what all he heard he reaches the bathroom door and puts an arm on each side of the door. There is no way for either me or Man to get out. I keep my hand on Man keeping him behind me. When Tyler speaks I can feel and hear the evil coming from him. It sends chills down my spine and not in a good way.

I knew you wasn’t a good seed. You think you can get your mama to leave huh? The little baby wants his mommy all to his self, he doesn’t like sharing with daddy anymore. Tuff shit you little bastard. She is mine and she isn’t going anywhere.

Im about to speak and tell tyler im not going anywhere but Man starts to talk to his father in a voice I have NEVER heard him use before.  Man is 15 and already stands over his dad. Man is 6”2 he has black hair that is cute close to his head on the sides but is longer on top and for some reason he spikes it up, he has light blue eyes and the longest eye lashes known to man. My son is beautiful handsome.

Tyler, im taking mom, Cal,Chi and Gen out of here. Mom will be going, nothing you do will stop that. You are done putting you hands on her and treating her like your own personal punching bag. Now you have a choice Tyler.

When Man says that he picks me up and puts me behnd him. I see the fire in tylers eyes I will not let him hurt my son. I keep pulling on Man trying to get back in front of him. When did my son become so strong. Its almost like trying to move Storm. Then it all clicks. Fucking Storm im going to kill him myself. He has been working with Man training him and working out with him. Storm hates Tyler. He has to be the one that has blown Man’s head him making him think he can take his father. I start crying begging Man to stop that its alright ill fix everything. Im pulling his shirt trying to get my arms around him I yell at him him to move and noting fucking works. I have to get in front of him Tyler would love a go at Man. Keeping me behind him Man snaps his head to the side keeping his eyes on his father.

Mom chill, I told you I would take care of you and I will. Then he turns his head back to Tyler. Tyler has that stupid fucking smirk on his face.  I scream again Man move baby please just move. At this point Cal, Chi and Gen are in the hall. I have to calm down I cant let them see whats about to happen. I put my forehead to Man’s back get them out of the hall Man. They cant see. He barks at him

Cal, Chi get all our shit and take it outside grandma will be here soon. Take Gen with you. They stand there and look at him then me and back to him. I nod my head just as Man barks NOW. they jump and go back into the room grab the bags, then I hear the front door shut.

Back to Tyler now he says, your choices are to move and make this peaceful. Ill take mama and the other kids away from here and never come back, you can go on with your worthless life or we can throw down. Im not scared of a drunk that gets hard from beating women half his size. See mama raised me right and so did uncle Storm.

You think you can take me you little bastard? Tyler asks Man while he is bent off holding his stomach from laughing so hard.

I don’t know if I could take you seeing as how I have only ever seen you fight females I don’t know how you would fight a man.

Tyler stops laughing at this. You aint no man boy. You aint shit. You’re a 15 year old tittie baby. You will never be worth the time it took to make your sorry ass. He half laughs. I didn’t even want you. I didn’t and don’t want any of you. But that bitch right there he points to me, stay the fuck here. You wanna leave. Fare fucking well. Take the others with you. But her, she is my bitch. I will do with her how I please and when I please. He walks right up to Man and without warning punches him in the stomach, when Man doubles over tyler grabs me by my hair and pulls me to him. My back against his from. Not so smart or fast are you you little shit. Tyler has a hand around my neck the other is holding me close between my stomach and ribs. I see the pain in Mans eyes, I tell him not to worry everyting will be fine. Why am I always saying that when I know it isn’t true.

Tylers mouth is close to my ear. His hand that was at my throat is slowly going down the side of my body. When he gets to my side I feel his body go tight then his fist hits me so hard in the side. I yell out, but at the same time try to keep it down. Man already looks ready to kill.

AW does the little baby not like when daddy makes mommy cry. How would baby feel about this. Tyler grabs a fist full of my hair kisses me dead on my mouth pushing his tongue inside. He lifts from the kiss looks right up at Man then slams my head into the mirror over the sink. I see fucking stars, Man is yelling, I have fallen to the floor blood running different ways across my face.

YOU SONOFABITCH ILL FUCKING KILL YOU

I hear man scream. I see him charge Tyler. They go down in a mess of arms and legs. I need to get up. There is blood in my eyes. I have to stop this. Pull you fucking shit together Rain, stop this before Man gets hurt. I roll to the side and swallow the sharp pain. I have to get to them and make them stop. I look up at them, fists are flying, Man gets a right hook to his face and stubbles back. They cant do much we are in a bathroom. Man comes back with a left then a right getting in both shots to Tylers face which backs Tyler against the wall. I scream at them to stop just stop please, I know what I have to do. One is get my sorry ass off this floor and then go protect my son. I get standing and im dizzy. Holding on to the wall I get to the guys. Don’t ask e how I did it but some how I got myself in between them so Tylers knee ended up in my stomach again. Man is trying to pick me up but I have to get Tyler to stop hitting him. At this point my mom busts into the apartment she is in the door to the bathroom before I know it pulling Man out and he is fighting her trying to get loose.

Mom take them please, keep them safe. Man is yelling no I wont go without you mom. Tyler wraps his hand around my neck pulls me in, if you leave with them I will beat and kill each one while you are tied to a chair watching. Before I kill Gen Ill let her feel a real man before she dies. I know she isn’t mine because her mom is the biggest slut I have ever met. Then he kisses my cheek lets go of my neck and steps away from me.

My mom starts talking before I get the chance.

I didn’t raise you like this Rainy, you deserve so much better then that piece of shit. I will take my grandbabies but you listen and you listen well, they are mine, until you get your shit worked out stay the fuck away. Right now you are just as bad for them as he is.

No grams we cant leave her here, he will kill. Make her go grams. Lets go get Storm. Ill pick her up and carry her, but we cant leave her here.

Man i say I want to go to him but if I move I may fall and that wouldn’t help anything. Go with your Grams. Tears are running down my face I have one hand to my chest and the other holding my ribs. I don’t know what my face looks like but im sure it isn’t pretty. Help her and Storm raise them to be good people. I will talk to you soon. I love you kid. Im doing this for you and your brothers and your sister. I will always be with you guys. And ill see you again very soon. Come here baby. I get him to walk to me and throw my arms around him and hold him tight. I love you baby thank yu so much for loving me and wanting to tak care of me.. we will be together very soon. Now go and be good. He turns and walks away. With one more look from my mother before she walks away. I turn and look at Tyler and meet his smirk and a punch to the face. It was lights out for me