The Perfect Emotion (26 page)

“Katherine, Jesus, I-I I’m about to lose it,” I say as I run my hands through her hair careful not to get carried away.  She doesn’t stop though and when the groove of her tongue flicks against me I pull back stopping her.  Stepping out of my pants, boxer briefs and socks as quick as I can I pull her up and against me.  I slide my hands around to her back and unclasp her bra letting it drop to the floor.  When the cool air of the room hits her breasts her nipples harden.  If I thought seeing her before was erotic this is even more so.  She’s topless now with the lace thong and heels on.  Greedily, my hands roam to the front of her taking each of her breasts into them loving the feel of her hardened nipples between my thumbs and forefingers.  She arches back and moans out the sexiest sound.   I move my lips to her and practically swallow up her sounds of pleasure.  Her hands find my hardness and she begins to stroke.  I moan into her and find it hard to keep my teasingly slow pace with her.  Our lips move against each other roughly at times and tenderly at others. In between the licking and sucking I tell her how beautiful she is and that I want her, all of her. She agrees as she whispers a, “yes”. My lips move down her neck to the natural cleavage of her breasts and when I take one of her nipples into my mouth she quivers releasing her wandering hands from down below to grasp onto my biceps.

“Please, Reed, I need you so badly,” she rasps out in between her moans and heavy breathing. I flick my tongue against her nipple and love how she presses her legs together looking for relief… and that’s exactly what I plan to do.

Lifting her lightly by her waist I guide us onto the bed.  There is only the thin material of her thong that separates us now.  I hover above her searching her eyes for clarity and confirmation that this is what she wants… that she won’t leave me.  I brush my knuckles over her cheek and take in the sweetness that settles on her perfect face.  She reaches up and meets my lips bringing back our connection.  Her kiss is slow and tender while her hands roam my backside.  I move my lips down to her chin pushing her head back as I kiss at her throat and then across her jaw to the spot behind her ear that drives her mad.  She arches into me and wraps her legs around my hips. 
Damn
. As I press into her the wetness seeps through her thong onto me.

“Katherine, I can’t wait any longer. Are you sure you want this?” I ask against her ear softly.

“Y-yes, more than anything I’ve wanted in a long time. I want you,” she pauses to kiss me with her hands now holding my face. “I-I just…”

“What baby? Just ask me. You know I’ll tell you anything. I don’t like the worry that is on your face right now.”

“Have you been with anyone since me?”  The shyness that I often see on her reappears and I want nothing more than to ease her nerves.  I let my eyes sear into her for a moment.

“No.” Relief fills her eyes and her breathing is steady again. I’ll never want to intentionally hide anything from her so I decide to tell her everything. “But I did try to move past you after you left and I couldn’t. I didn’t want to, but I felt desperate and when it came to it you were the only one I wanted. I knew then I’d have to wait for you.”

“Thank you for waiting. I’m so glad you did. I’m sorry, so sorry for the way I handled everything.”

“Beautiful, I don’t regret it and you are worth it… so very worth it. You are all I think of and I’m always thinking about more with you,” I whisper against her hot skin.

“Me too.  More.”  With those words I run my hands down her sides to her hips and latch my fingers into the lace of her thongs ripping them as I pulled them down over her hips.  I kiss at her shoulder, neck and throat while one of my hands moves up to trace her breast.  Gently I pinch her nipple and she moans while her head falls back.  I move myself off to the side in order to pull her ripped thong down all the way.  When my fingers trail down her abdomen to her core I eagerly slip into her causing her to thrust herself down against me.

God, in the past I had never felt this need to please someone else like this before.  Kate’s moans and body silently begging me for more only charges me on.  It’s not that I was a selfish lover before Kate, but never had I felt something like this.  I didn’t like to leave any of the girls I was with before without something in return, but there was never a mental and physical connection like this.  This is what Katherine does to me.  She pushes me into unchartered waters emotionally.  Now all I can focus on is her needs and desires.  I’m secondary and this is how I prefer it for the first time. 

“Ah, Reed,” she exhales in between her panting.  I can tell she is close to the edge of bliss.  I maneuver myself down her and spread her legs and let my tongue find her sweet spot.  Her thighs shake in my grasp and I quicken my pace alternating my finger and tongue.  Within mere seconds she arches back and presses down on me letting out the sexiest moans and gasps I have ever heard.  Thank God, my other roommates are not here because I don’t want to share one bit of her pleasure with anyone else.  I let her rock against me until the waves roll off.  She lays back with her eyes open only a slit and I wink at her knowing that I am not even close to finished with her.  Again I think back to her mocking my good behavior at her parents.  She was right though; I was good with her, but that’s going to change.  If she thinks I am going to let her bask in the aftermath of her orgasm like I had done in the past then she is sadly mistaken.

I kiss my way up her abdomen taking my time to suck and nibble on each of her breasts. Her hand lazily glides through my hair. When I get to her throat I can feel her wiggling beneath me, her body awakening again. “Mmmmm,” she murmurs. I get to her ear and I teasingly flick my tongue against it.

“I’m not done with you, Katherine. I’ll show you just how good I am now.” I reach over and pull out a condom from the drawer in the nightstand next to my bed. She leans up onto her elbows with her eyes focused on me, watching me put the condom on. Carefully, she inches herself back more onto my bed and she looks breathtakingly beautiful. Her hair fans over her shoulders down over her breasts. Eager to feel her skin I crawl up on her being cautious not to put all my weight on her. I don’t give her a chance to take her next breath when I ravish her pretty lips against mine. I nibble down on her bottom lip and grip her hip with one of my hands. This kiss is more forceful and carnal than I have ever been with her, but I can tell by each of her whimpers and moans she likes it. My hand digs in a little more into her slim hip and I can feel part of her ass. My other hand wraps into the back of her head and into her hair. Pulling gently on her hair her head goes back and I kiss down her chin to her throat as I tell her, “Wrap your legs around me, Katherine.” She complies instantly. I reach my hand around her hip into her and stroke my finger over her sensitiveness. She gasps and then moans out of shock I think. I’m sure she isn’t expecting to be feeling this build up again so soon. I move my face just above hers staring intently into her eyes. “Don’t look away from me.” She doesn’t look away. I don’t hesitate a moment longer to sink myself into her because I can see her eyes and that she is feeling everything she should be.

“Ah, yes,” she says against my lips as I growl out into hers. 

“This is not you taking advantage of me, do you understand?”  I ask her as I settle into her with little movement.  Her eyes widen in surprise and I hold onto her face forcing her to keep her eyes trained on me. 

“Y-yes,” she rasps out breathlessly.

“Don’t run from this again.  This is more.  This is me giving myself to you.”  When she shakes her head in compliance I kiss her tenderly and softly.  “You mean so much to me, beautiful girl.  Don’t ever doubt this.” 

“You mean more to me, Reed.  Th-thank you.”  She arches into me and our mouths collide again. 

I start to pull back and move myself in and out of her at a pace I can tolerate.  If it wasn’t for this condom this moment would have been over the second I entered her.  She’s tighter than I remember and it feels like this is the first time.  Her hands run up and down my back over my ass roughly with her nails scratching at me every so often.  Caressing her breasts, pinching her nipples I can feel her building up and I just pray I can last long enough to let her release before me.  When she tightens her legs around my hips and locks her ankles around my back my head falls into her neck feeling lightheaded.

“Reed, please, pl-please,” she whispers into my neck.

“What baby?  Tell me.  God Kate, I can’t last much longer.”   I rock back and grind into her harder each time. 

“I need you,” she tells me and that just about sets me off. I reach my hand down between us eager to help her find release. I put just enough pressure and movement on her. Just as she starts to let go I let myself release making sure we have this experience together. “Reed, Reed, Reed,” she chants over and over again lightly against my lips and face. I know that this is something I will never ever have enough of. She’s mine and I don’t think I’ll ever want that to change.

C
HAPTER 20

My bare feet padded lightly across the wooden floor of his bedroom, down the hall and into the bathroom.  It was just after eight in the morning and I slept soundly.  Reed had cleaned me up after our intimate experience was over just like he had done last semester, but I was eager to take a shower.  My hair felt matted and my make-up had smeared under my eyes.  Luckily, none of his roommates were back yet.  I turned the shower on and let it build up steam.  I’m relieved to see a bottle of conditioner in here because otherwise my hair would never be manageable.  Stepping in and moving under the direct spout of the shower I closed my eyes enjoying the way the hot water beaded down over my body.  I ache a little this morning, but it’s a welcomed feeling because I know it is because of Reed.  I find a bar of soap and lather my hands up when I hear a creak and start to panic knowing I didn’t lock the door. 

“Hello?” I ask into the steam.

There’s no response and I practically scream when Reed opens the curtain and slips in behind me. “You scared me!” I shriek and swat him from behind even as his arms twine around me and his face settles into the nook of my neck.

“Good morning, beautiful.”  He kisses my cheek and then continues, “You should be scared.  What if that was one of my roommate? I’d have to kill them if they saw you.” I giggle at his teasing words, but find myself seriously happy it had only been him. His hands move into mine from behind lathering up with soap and then he begins to roam my body freely cleaning every inch of me. Embarrassment passes over me quickly as he pays extra attention to my breasts. I press myself back into him loving that he is excited for me and a soft moan slips past my lips. Continuing to press my backside into him he starts to growl and groan into my ear.

“Good morning,” I move my hand up to his face that is pressed into my neck kissing me.

“Mmmm, hmmm, I’d say so. I like waking up to you in my shower.”

“I want you, Reed,” I say as I rub my backside up and down his length. Boldly, I reach for his hand and move it down to the front of me and he begins to stroke me softly.

“Are you sore, baby?”

“Y-yes, a little, but I don’t care.  I’ve n-never…”  When his finger strokes over my most sensitive spot I whimper against him unable to finish my sentence. 

“Never what, Katherine?”  He flicks his tongue against the back of my ear as he begins to thrust his finger over the length of my throbbing core.  I practically buckle from the pleasure it brings me.

“I’ve n-never … taken a shower with anyone before,” I heave out the words in between my heavy breaths. 

“Damn, baby.  I think I’d like to hear you say I never … about everything and anything as long as I get to be the one to make it your first from here on out.”  The thought that Reed could make so many things for me my first excites me even more.  One of his hands stays at my core while the other explores my wet my body

“Reed, please make this my first,” I beg. He pushes me up against the opposite wall of the shower forcing my hands to lay flat against the wall while pulling my hips back a little and spreading my legs.

“Don’t move, I have to get a condom.”  Thank God, one of us is thinking clearly.  Even though I am on birth control I have never crossed that line.  Before he gets out his hands caress my ass and he whispers, “You look stunning like this.”

I do as I’m told and anxiously wait for his return.  I can hear the cabinets under the sink opening and the foil packet being ripped open.  Then before I can take another panting breath Reed’s hands wander over my breasts and around my ass.  When he grips my hips tightly and pulls my ass back a little further and pushes my back down and I comply with excitement.  He’s bent over me moving my hair off to one side with his lips kissing my shoulder, neck and then brushing against my ear.  The warm water spraying over us keeps the tingling sensation from prickling my skin. 

“Are you okay with this?” He whispers while running his hands over my frame. I stop to think for a moment about how I have never done anything remotely close to this sexually, but that I like it. I especially like that it is with Reed. Before I realize that I am taking longer to respond than I should Reed says, “We don’t have to do this. I would never want to do anything that you don’t want to do or don’t feel comfortable doing.”