Beautiful Goodbye (8 page)

I had planned
a dinner and invited everyone over. The front door flung open and
the guys plus Sadie, Libby, and Megan came in. Larkin was walking
beside Gage. Apparently, they kissed and made up. I wanted to make
a big dinner for the guys before their first pre-season game, and
hopefully last as a college student. I made a pot roast with
carrots, roasted baby red potatoes, homemade macaroni and cheese,
and rolls. Our apartment smelled awesome. Everyone filed into the
living room with me following.

"Hey," Larkin
whispered with his panty dropping half smile.

"Hi, Larkin,"
my voice was tight, but he was getting to me.

"Shit! Beer
run. Larkin let's go. Need your ID," Gage said as he walked over
and put his arm around my shoulders. "Babe, food smells damn
good."

"It should,
it’s your favorite."

Gage smirked,
dropped his arm and motioned for Larkin to follow him. Larkin
looked at me again, trying to get me to notice him. I kept my eyes
trained on Sadie as she went on some rant about her neighbors loud
dog. I heard Larkin sigh before turning to follow Gage out the
door.

"J, can I talk
to you for a minute?" Jinx lowered his voice as he came walking up
beside me.

"Sure, what’s
up?"

"Um can we go
to your room? I don't want everyone to hear."

"Ah sure." I
turned to follow Jinx into my room.

When we got to
my room, he closed the door and turned to face me. "Jenna you know
I love you like my sister, right?" I just nodded my head and he
continued, "Larkin is my cousin, we grew up just as close as you
and Gage. Even though Larkin is a year older than us, we were
always together until he moved. When he was twelve, he changed and
not for the better. He got into drugs, fighting, drinking, and
sleeping with anything that owned a vagina."

I was confused
and asked, "Ok? I'm not sure what you’re trying to say." Did this
guy think something serious was going to happen between me and Mr.
Mental Controlass?

Jinx closed
his eyes tight for a moment letting out a breath and said, "I just
want you to be careful. Larkin isn't a loving forever kinda guy.
He's more of a get in, get off, get out kinda guy. He left our
small hometown and came here trying to escape his past. The people
from his past, you don't just walk away from them. I don't want you
hurt because of my stupid cousin, not to mention I don't want to
know what Gage would do if something happened to you."

I started
shaking my head and calmly said, "Don't worry Jinx. I am not
looking for nor do I want something serious. The thing between
Larkin and I was just for fun. I'm not a loving kinda girl. I just
want to have fun right now. Larkin and I had our one night. It was
fun but we’re over it."

"Jenna, it's
not so much that I'm worried he will hurt you emotionally but that
his past will catch up to him and you will be caught in the middle.
I'm saying just keep Larkin at a distance and don't get close. And
trust me babe, it ain't over. You have him all torn up."

"Jensen,
listen to me, Larkin is the kind of guy I don't need in my life,
and there is no worry of me getting close to him. I let myself get
close to a guy one time and I got screwed."

Before Jinx
could say anything else, my door was opening and Larkin walked in.
Looking at Jinx and I Larkin asked, “What are you two
doing?”

"Nothing,
Larkin. What do you want?" I was trying to show irritation, but my
voice cracking gave me away.

Larkin looked
at Jinx for a moment then turned to me. "Jenna can we
talk?"

"Sure what do
you want?" I shrugged trying piss him off, so he would
leave.

Larkin looked
to Jinx then back to me and said. "Alone, Jenna."

"What the
hell, Larkin? Just say what the hell is on your damn mind. I don't
feel like playing games."

Larkin let out
a ragged breath. "Fine. Jenna, I want you, not just for some quick
fuck but I want to be able to take you out to dinner, call you just
to say hi. I shouldn't fucking want you, you’re too damn good but I
do. One taste of you wasn't enough, I need more."

I looked over
at Jinx who shrugged. Looking back at Larkin I said, "Larkin get
fucking real. I don't do drama shit and that’s what you are. I
don't want a boyfriend, I want the quick fuck. We are completely
different."

Jinx grabbed
my shoulder and squeezed it. "I think this is my que to leave.
Larkin I swear if you hurt this girl you better hope to God Gage
never finds you."

Larkin
narrowed his eyes and glared at his cousin, "Fuck off Jensen. This
has nothing to do with him."

Jinx just
shook his head and laughed, "That’s what you think. J isn't just
some girl from home Larkin, you can't treat her like the others.
She's special. You may be family but I wouldn't think twice about
knocking your ass out for hurting her."

"Jensen you
don't know shit. I am in no mood to deal with you. Just walk away
and let me talk to her."

I slapped my
hands down on my thighs and yelled "Are you fucking kidding me?
Jinx, thank you for looking out for me but I promise I will be ok.
Larkin maybe I have nothing to say to you."

"Jenna, please
just hear me out,” Larkin pleaded.

I shook my
head and said, "Larkin there is nothing to say. We had one amazing
night but that’s it. You want something I can't offer you and I
want nothing."

Jinx started
backing out of my room but stopped just before the door. "Jenna, we
are all right out here if you need us." I didn't take my eyes off
Larkin I just nodded and waved my hand letting him know I would be
fine.

After Jinx
shut the door Larkin took a few steps towards me. I countered,
taking a few steps back. Putting distance between us until my back
was against the wall, I saw the smirk form on his face and it was
my insta-piss button. "I swear you better wipe that damn smirk off
your face before I knock it off."

"Baby, I would
love to see you try." Larkin's eyes twinkled. The asshole was
enjoying this!

Larkin took a
few steps until he is directly in front of me and placed his arms
on either side of my face, caging me in. "You don't have any idea
how fuckin sexy you are when you’re pissed off and fighting with
yourself."

I placed both
my hands on his hard chest and pushed, he didn't budge. "Larkin
please stop, I don't want to do this with you."

"Really? Your
body is telling me differently."

I felt a
shiver run down my body, and I tried to hide it. "Larkin you know
you affect me. I can't change that but that doesn't mean I have to
act on it. You're the kind of guy a girl like me hooks up with but
that’s it. I'm not the normal girl who wants to fall in love and
have kids. I have no desire for any of that."

Larkin came in
close and ran his nose along my jaw, stopping with a kiss on my
neck. My body slumped and a small sigh escaped me. "See what I'm
saying baby. We can go as slow as you want just let me have that
sweet pussy of yours."

My eyes flew
open and my mouth formed a hard line. "It doesn't matter how fast
or slow we go, nothing more than sex will happen between us. Can't
do it. So either accept that and get your jolly’s jingled or don't,
and take your business elsewhere."

Larkin's full
blown smile covered his face, damn he was gorgeous. "Did you just
say you would jingle my jolly’s? Who the fuck am I, Santa
Claus?"

"I'm trying to
be serious!" I said through gritted teeth.

"I know, I
know. I can't help how damn cute you are and how much I want you.
But my answer is let’s get it on."

I shook my
head. "First we eat, then we fuck."

I started to
walk away but Larkin's hand caught my arm. "I have one question,
first."

"Ok?" I asked
hesitantly.

"Instead of
wearing Jinx's jersey, wear mine. I want to look up in the stands
and see my girl wearing my number and screaming my name. Well
screaming my name somewhere other than the bedroom."

"You’re
ridiculous! I swear if you’re number sixty-nine I will not wear
it." I leaned up on my tippy toes kissing the side of his
mouth.

Larkin started
laughing, "Nope, not sixty-nine baby. I'm number
twenty-one."

"Ok, I can
rock that." I started walking towards my door and asked, "Ready to
eat?"

Larkin walked
up to me with that damn panty dropping smirk and said, "Oh I can
eat, but I'm not thinking pot roast."

I rolled my
eyes. "Easy there big boy, let’s go eat roast with everyone else.
Maybe I have something special for dessert. Just for
you.”

Larkin spun me
around and shoved me against my wall, running his nose up my jaw.
“You have no fucking idea what you do to me.”

Whimpering, I
wrapped my legs around his waist as he plunged his tongue into my
mouth. Grabbing my waist he picked me up and sat me on my
dresser.

“
Take your shirt off,” Larkin bit out. Grabbing the hem of my
shirt I jerked it over my head before making quick work of removing
my bra. As soon as my bra was off Larkin had one nipple in his
mouth, sucking and biting.

Using one
hand, I ran it down his hard stomach and into his shorts. Feeling
his erection, I wrapped my hand around it, stroking from base to
tip. Larkin slipped his hand under my skirt and pulled my panties
to the side, sliding two fingers into me causing me to cry
out.

“
Fuck, Jenna.” Larkin pulled my legs from around his waist and
rested them on his shoulders as his fingers continued to slide in
and out.

Using one hand
Larkin pulled his shorts and boxers down. “Hold your legs, and I
want to fucking hear you. I want to hear how much you like
it.”

Nodding, I
grabbed my legs and leaned my head back on my mirror. Just as I
leaned back Larkin slammed into me. I couldn’t help the scream that
escaped my lips and from the smirk on Larkin’s sexy face it was
exactly what he wanted. Larkin pulled out placing one hand on my
lower stomach and using his thumb to rub my clit as he pounded into
me. I heard things crashing around us but I couldn’t take my eyes
of the sexy man in front of me, drilling into me causing all my
senses to drown in desire.

Using my inner
muscles I squeezed Larkin’s dick. “Fuck, you can’t do that shit,”
He said through gritted teeth.

Larkin picked
me up and tossed me onto my bed before crawling on top of me,
grabbing my ankles to spread my legs apart. Feeling his dick
twitching between my legs I let out a frustrated grunt. Larkin
raised an eyebrow and gave me a half smile. “I’m going to fuck you
hard and fast. Grab onto the headboard,” Larkin
demanded.

As
soon as my hands were on the headboard, Larkin pushed into me, but
this time, he didn’t stop. He brought one hand up to tug on my
nipple as his other hand found my clit and rubbed circles.
I could feel his dick piercing hitting my clit
every time he slammed into me.
Grabbing my hips, Larkin rolled me over so I was on
my hands and knees before his hard dick was pounding into me,
again.

“
Oh God,” I moaned out as Larkin’s thumb found my swollen clit
again.

“
That’s it baby, let me hear it.”

Not letting up
Larkin slammed into me over and over. “I’m going to come,
Larkin.”

“
Good, I want it loud. I want to feel you squeezing my dick as
you’re screaming my name,” Larkin grunted.

Slamming into
me again and smacking my ass was all it took before I was screaming
out his name as my head was hitting the headboard and knocking it
into the wall.

“
Fuck, Jenna. Shit,” Larkin gritted out as he got off and dug
his hands into my hips.

Collapsing
onto the bed, Larkin pulled me into his chest. “If that’s how we
make up I’m going to piss you off every chance I get. Fuck, that
was hot.”

Smacking his
chest I laughed, “It’s the piercing. I can’t say no to that damn
thing.” Climbing out of bed I fixed my shirt and panties before
putting my bra and shirt back on. I saw the mess we had made, two
picture frames and a candle had been knocked off the dresser. That
is a sure sign you’ve been thoroughly fucked, well that and the
fact I had the delicious soreness building up. Checking my hair and
makeup in the mirror I turned to see Larkin watching me.
“What?”

“
You’re so damn sexy and beautiful.”

“
You’re not so bad to look at either. Now let’s go before they
are knocking my door down.” I tugged on his hand, drug him out of
my room and into the safety of the living room. I knew if we stayed
in my room, he could have easily won me over, again, and me naked
within two minutes. Damn that boy and his hot body.

After dinner,
I made the guys clean up while us girls went out to get manicures
and pedicures.

Libby leaned
over and eyed me before asking, "So what’s up with you and Larkin?
That boy is sexy as hell. If you don't want him I'm sure I could
find a place for him."