Resolution (Saviour) (10 page)

“
Are you okay? Did he hurt you? You should have let me kill the fucker. What’s Stella doing the fuck with him?”

All I can think is that I want sex. With him. Right now!

“I'm fine, let’s go.”

He tucks my hair behind my ear and looks around him at everyone still watching us. He nods at Zac
, takes my hand and leads me to the door and outside. The bouncers shake his hand and ask if I'm okay, I nod and smile. We walk out to his Ute, parked right outside in a no parking spot and I smile for some reason. My rebel, my beautiful blue eyed rebel. And then suddenly it hits me, it comes up from my toes and I have no choice but to step around the car and vomit. And vomit. He holds my hair back as I bend over and vomit some more. Jesus! There can't be much more in me.

“
You okay?”

I put my hand up for him to shush. And vomit some more. One of the bouncers appears with a bottle of water and I hear Gabe say thanks
.

“
She alright mate? He didn't hurt her did he?”

“
Lauren, did he hurt you? Lauren?”

I shake my head as I stand up straight and take a gulp of the water.

“Sorry... I'm so sorry. I think it's just the shock. Thanks for the water, I'm fine, really.”

I pull the door open but Gabe takes over and helps me in. He says a few more words to the bouncer and jumps in, starts the engine and we pull away in silence
.

What the fuck was that all about? I've felt off all night, it must be the stress of this week’s events and what’s just happened tonight. I feel so much better now though. I take a swig of my water and look across at him. He doesn't look happy, in fact he looks thoroughly pissed off. I, on the other hand, can't wipe the smile off my face as I study his profile, just the smell from inside the Ute is doing things to me, it’s him, all him and I’ve missed it so much and all I can think is, he’s here, with me, we’re together.

It feels like just a minute later we pull into the drive. He turns off the engine and jumps out and walks around to my side, as he opens my door, I'm hit
, full force by the smell of him. I slide my feet to the ground and he pulls me into him, one hand on the back of my neck, one around my waste, he pulls me in tight and buries his nose into my hair. In my heels I can reach his neck and kiss his throat and his jaw. I don't want to kiss him on the mouth with my vomity breath so I rest my head on his chest and just breathe him in deeply.

“
Fuck Lauren I've missed you like you wouldn’t know.”

We stand like this for a while, just holding each other. He pulls away first.

“Let's get you inside and naked, I need to feel your skin on mine.”

How could I have left this behind
? I must be bloody unhinged!

We go into the house and I go straight to the bedroom, through to the en
suite and clean my teeth with his tooth brush. I sit on the edge of the bath and unzip my boots, as I do, I get that all too familiar tingle and know that he's there. I look up and he's walking towards me. He pulls off my boots, then takes my hand and leads me to the bed. Our bed.

Without a word being said he pushes me back, I push myself up on my elbows and watch him as he unbuttons my jeans and pulls them off, he lifts my foot and kisses the inside of my ankle, then all the way up the inside of my leg, every now and then he stops and strokes where he's kissed with the pads of his fingers. I shudder. It feels. Delicious. He starts at my ankle again on the opposite leg. This time when he gets to the top, he pulls me by the hand to a sitting position and pulls my blouse over my head. I lean back on my elbows
again, my legs open and hanging over the edge of the bed, Gabe kneeling between them. He brushes his fingertips over my cheekbone, along my jaw, over my lips, he parts them gently with the pad of his thumb. I slide my tongue between my teeth and brush circles over it, he runs it down my chin, and he brushes his fingertips over my throat. Breathe Lauren, fucking breathe. He places his whole hand flat over my chest and down to my cleavage. He stops and keeping his hand flat, he uses his palm to brush over first one nipple, then the other, he moves in circles. The friction causing my nipple to burn, although they still harden. There is absolute silence as he brings his head down and sucks gently; my breathing is short and erratic as I watch every move that he makes. The only light in the room is from the bedside lamp. His mouth switches to my other nipple, which he rolls between his finger and thumb whilst sucking and grazing his tongue over it. I give an involuntary jerk of my hips and close my eyes. Partly from embarrassment and making it so bloody obvious how much I want him. But also because I am in complete and utter ecstasy. He carries on with the flat of his hand down my belly, over my belly button, all the way down to between my legs, then out across to my hip, he follows where his hand has been with his mouth, tiny feather light kisses, the flick of his tongue, gentle little sucks. I give out the smallest of girly whimpers. He still doesn't look at me; he just focuses on where his hand and mouth are going. He sits back on his knees and gently strokes his fingertips over the landing strip of pubic hair that I have, then very gently he strokes the soft skin at the crease at the top if my leg.

“
Ah ah aaaah.”

The noise escapes unbidden from my mouth and I see the corner of his mouth twitch. He knows how turned on I am.
Once again, very gently, very slowly, he kisses where his fingers have stroked. His mouth comes back to kiss at the top of my slit. Gentle, feather light, butterfly kisses. He slides his hands down to my knees and pushes my legs wider apart, sitting back on his knees again, he takes a minute to just stare between my legs. Then he gently runs his fingertips up the inside of my thigh, he swipes down between my lips with his index finger and pushes it inside me.

“
Uhhuhhhhhaha Gabe,” is sort of the sound I make.

He leans in and his tongue follows the path that his finger just took. His thumb pressing down on and circling my clit. I'm going to explode
! I am quite literally going to combust any second now! My hands grab his hair. I want him to stop and look me in the eye, to say something. But I don't want him to stop, ever. His tongue works its magic on my body and I can't help but move my hips to his rhythm. He pushes two, maybe three fingers inside of me, all the while his tongue is still moving in circles over me.

“
Gabriel...I'm gonna come...Please.”

He stops what he's doing.
No! What the fuck is he doing? He sits back on his knees and pulls his t shirt off over his head; he stands and undoes his jeans. He's not wearing any jocks and his cock springs free. I lick my bottom lip and swallow in anticipation, my heart is pounding in my throat, in my clit, my fingers and toes. Fuck me, but he is gorgeous. How am I here? Why me, with my issues, stretch marks, wobbly bits and mental case husband. Why does he want me? Accept it for what it is Lauren, accept it and enjoy every moment.

He steps back towards me and lifts both my ankles up to the edge of the bed and kneels back down in front of me. I'm completely wide open to him. Exposed. And I instinctively attempt to push my knees back together, I don't even realise I'm doing it until he pushes them back apart. Again, I see the corner of his mouth twitch.
He knows me so well; he knows that I will be feeling embarrassed and uncomfortable lying in this position.

“
Touch yourself Lauren.” I jump at his words. I'm so lost in the moment and focused on his actions. I'm confused.

“
What?”

“
Touch yourself, use your fingers and show me how you touch yourself.”

For fucks s
ake. I've been doing that the past couple of days. It's his cock I want inside me, and now. Not my own fingers, Jesus. What's a girl gotta do to get a shag around here? Anyone?

He stands and goes to his bedside draw and pulls stuff out. I can’t see what.
Shit. What's he doing?

“
This is yours. I brought it for you yesterday. I wasn't sure if we would ever get the chance to use it. I had the most amazing wank this morning, imagining you, playing with this and letting me watch. But now you’re here, I don't have to imagine, so use your fingers and this and let me watch. Please?”

I nod. Oh. My. God. Oh. God. Oh
my God! I don't think I can last as I see the thick veined vibrator he holds in front of me.

“
Open your mouth.”

I do as I'm told.
Yeah, I can do that...sometimes.

He pushes it right to the back of my throat.

“Make it wet Lauren. Wrap your tongue around it. Suck it and make it wet.”

He drags it out of my mouth and turns it on pulling it down over my throat, over each of my nipples, over my belly and kneels back down in front of me.

“Fingers Lauren, show me how you use your fingers.”

Ok
ay girl. Let’s go for it. I can do this. Let’s put on a show for him. God I wish I was drunk. I slide my hand down my belly, up my inner thigh and stroke the inside of my leg, I use the tips of my fingers to trace over my lips, then using my middle finger I circle my clit. No penetration, just gentle pressure. Right. There. Oh my fucking God. My legs are already beginning to twitch. I watch him, as he watches me. Finally his eyes come up to meet mine. He licks his lips.

“
Is this what you like? I never knew you liked your clit rubbed like that. Just that will make you come?” I nod, incapable of speech.

“
You are so wet Lauren, I can see your skin glisten. Fuck, if you could see how sexy you look right now. Is this a first? Have you ever done this with anyone else?”

I shake my head. I've stopped circling; in the hope of making myself last longer.

“Good. We are going to spend all weekend doing things you've never done before. I am going to fuck every part of your body. The whole peninsula will know what we are doing with the way I'm going to make you scream my name. Fuck. They might even hear you in Geelong. Now push this inside you. I want to watch.”

I take the rubber, purple, veiny, fake cock in my hand and look at him. But his eyes are transfixed by what's going on between my legs.
I turn it on so that it starts vibrate, I use my index and middle fingers to spread my lips. He closes his eyes as I do this, then he kisses the inside of my knee very gently. I shudder, then grasp my new toy and circle the tip just where I open and it makes a noise because I'm so wet

“
Fuck!” We both say it at the same time and look at each other and smile.

God I love him. The way he's looking at me, with such reverence
, he makes me feel like I can do anything, be anyone. That I am the only woman in the world for him. He makes me feel beautiful. Something that no one in my forty five years has ever done. He laces the fingers of my left hand with his right, he turns it over and rubs his lips and his nose over the inside of my wrist, then gently licks the same spot and I instantly discover a new erogenous zone. I push the vibrator into myself further. It feels huge. But I love the stretching and full sensation.

“
Further. All the way in. Then fuck it for me.”

I let go of his hand and grasp my toy with both of mine and watch
as he starts to stroke himself.

“
All the way Lauren, take it all the way, then move your hips and fuck it baby. Don't worry about coming. I will have you coming over and over, all weekend.”

And that's it. I've never felt anything like it. My blood feels like ice in my veins but my skin is on fire.
My toes curl, my legs twitch and my hips convulse.

“
Gabe.”

“
I’ve got you baby, I’ve got you. Always.”

God, I love it when he says that. My whole body starts to jerk uncontrollably and out of nowhere Gabe comes over all over my belly and my tits. While I have my finger pressed on my clit, my orgasm still not over. He pulls the toy out of me, then he licks it. Oh my God. He fucking licks and sucks the giant purple cock and I can't help but moan out loud at the sight. He swipes it over my belly and my tits, collecting up his cum and pushes it into my mouth. Licking his own lips as he does.

“
I love how you taste baby. Now taste me. Taste how much I've fucking missed you.”

Jesus fucking Christ. I want to go again. I ache for him already
. Without a word he flips me over onto my front and moves my hair away from my neck. He strokes with just his fingertips, from my hair line, all the way down my spine. He nudges my legs apart and positions himself in between them, leaning forward to kiss my ear and the side of my jaw, across my shoulders, all the while he’s stroking my bare sensitive flesh on the backs of my arms and legs, over my bum cheeks and back. He places his hands on my hips and pulls me up onto my knees, my arse cocked in the air towards him. His fingers gently stroke up the inside of my thigh and I instinctively push my bum towards him, hoping he will move his fingers around to my clit and apply some pressure to the ache I have there, instead he splays his palms over my bum cheeks, pulling them apart as he kisses down my back, all the way down and doesn’t stop.