Deeper (8 page)

“Oh
my God!” she screamed loudly. “I’m, I, I’m going to…”

“Yes,
come for me Jess,” I grunted, feeling seconds away from coming.

I
felt a strong tingling at the base of my spine and as soon as her back arched
and her release was rolling down my dick, I was lost. I came harder than I ever
had and I was almost sure for a moment that I blew the top of the condom off.

We
both were struggling to catch our breath as we both came down from our sexual
highs. I had collapsed on top of her after I came so I quickly lifted myself
off of her so I wouldn’t suffocate her. When I opened my eyes and looked at
her, my breath caught in my throat for the second time tonight.

Her
long light brown hair was splayed out on the pillow around her face, her cheeks
were a light shade of pink, and her thick long lashes were barely fluttering
against her cheeks as she had her eyes closed, obviously trying to regain
herself. Her tongue darted out across her bottom lip and she moaned before opening
her eyes. I swallowed and could feel my dick starting to get hard again
already. As I looked at her lying naked beneath me, a whirlwind of emotions
rolled around in my head and I now that we’d slept together, I knew I needed to
work this all out soon before one or both of us ended up hurt.

Jessie

I’d
been dreaming; that had to be it. There was no other way to explain why I woke
up naked in a hotel room in Kris’s arms. I was about to close my eyes and try
to wake up again, this time to my reality, but when I shifted around I felt really
sore. My muscles were stiff and when I tried to stretch I felt tenderness
between my legs. I smiled to myself and bit my lip to keep from squealing like
an idiot. This really wasn’t a dream…Kris and I had slept together last night.

Kris
had his strong arm draped over me and I had to struggle to move. I winced in
pain as I rolled under his arm to face him. He was still sleeping and when I
looked at his face, I lightly gasped. I’d never seen Kris asleep before and he
was even more gorgeous in slumber. I couldn’t resist reaching up and touching his
face and when I did, he stirred.

He
smiled before opening his eyes and whispered, “Good morning, beautiful.”

When
his eyelids flickered open and those jade green eyes stared back at me, my
heart skipped a beat.

I
grinned; he looked as happy as I was to be in this moment.

“Good
morning,” I answered back, and I was surprised by my own voice. I sounded like
a giddy little child that woke up on Christmas morning to a toy she really
wanted.

“How
do you feel?” he asked, tracing my cheek with his long fingers.

“I’m
a little sore, but I’m good.” I was more than good…I was in heaven. “What about
you? Are you okay?”

He
took a deep breath and grinned that panty-melting grin.

“I’m
more than okay. Last night was amazing.”

“Yes
it was,” I answered dreamily. I felt butterflies in my stomach as he leaned
close and kissed me softly. I moaned and opened my mouth, inviting him in. He
touched his tongue to mine for just a quick second before pulling away.

“What’s
wrong?” I asked, my brows furrowing. “Why did you stop?”

“I
had to, Jess. If I keep kissing you I’m going to want to take it farther and
you are probably pretty sore this morning,” he answered, running a fingertip
over my bottom lip. “You need to heal a bit before we do this again.”

“So,
you want to do this again?” I asked, hopeful.

“Oh
yeah,” he said, giving me a sexy smile. “Last night was fucking earth
shattering.”

“Really?”
I blushed and bit my lip.

“Definitely.
You are amazing, Jess, inside and out.”

I
placed my hand over his heart and I felt it beating rapidly beneath my palm.

“So
are you, Kris. You always have been.”

“Jess,”
he whispered, and suddenly I felt his cock thicken and harden against my
stomach.

I
gasped as his hand left my face and snaked around the nape of my neck. His
mouth covered mine and I whimpered as his tongue slid past my lips my mouth
again and I kissed him back.

The
arm that was cradling me pulled me into his hard, naked body and I moaned and
wrapped my arms around his neck and combed my fingers through his hair. My leg
instinctively hooked up around his hip and I ignored the pain of my stiff
muscles…I wanted him and I didn’t care if I was sore and hurting. Feeling him
inside me again was worth any pain I felt.

My
entrance was quickly flooding with my own arousal and my nipples were hardening
as they brushed against his strong, sculpted chest. 

As
he moved his kisses down from my mouth down my neck, I panted, “Kris, I want
you.”

“Jess,
I can’t. I don’t want to hurt you.”

“I’ll
be fine, it’s not that bad. Please, I can’t take it…I need you.”

Kris
pulled away from me again and I grumbled in defeat.

“I
need you too but I will not hurt you.”

I
wiggled my hips into him and he groaned.

“But…I
want you so bad. I need…”

“I
know.”

Kris
kissed the tip of my nose and quickly threw the blankets off of us.

“Come
with me,” he commanded, taking my hand and pulling me gently out of the bed.

“What
are we doing?” I asked, smiling.

“Getting
clean,” he said, leading me into the bathroom.

He
turned the shower on and as it was getting warm he pulled me to his body and
held me close.

“We
both want each other and need some kind of relief, so I thought we could take a
shower together and help each other out.”

His
green eyes were smoldering and I felt a deep, delicious clench in my core.

As
he softly cupped my cheek, I batted my eyelashes at him and said, “Okay.”

He
leaned in and kissed me deeply as the water heated up. As soon as the bathroom
was filled with steam, he moved us into the shower and I moaned loudly as the
hot water rained down on my sore muscles. It felt so good, but feeling Kris’
hard chiseled body against me felt so much better. I leaned up onto my tip toes
to kiss him again but he backed away.

“What’s
wrong?”

“Let’s
get clean first before we get dirty again,” he answered, lust thick in his tone.
“Let me wash your hair?”

I
nodded and smiled.

“This
will definitely be another first for me. I’ve never had my hair washed by
anyone before.”

He
lifted the corner of his mouth in a sexy grin as he poured some shampoo from a
tiny little bottle into his hands.

“Well,
I think it’s about time someone started taking care of you, Jess.”

“And
you think you’re that person?” I asked, smiling.

“I’ll
always take care of you,” Kris stated, staring into my eyes intently.

My
body felt hot but it wasn’t from the heat of the water. He rubbed the shampoo
into each hand and started to massage it into my hair. My eyes rolled back and
tingles shot down my spine as he skillfully worked the soap into my long locks.

“My
God that feels so good. Add that to the list of things you rock at,” I
answered, closing my eyes.

I
was enjoying the moment so much that I hadn’t even realized my hair was rinsed
clean until I felt his hands leave me.

I
opened my eyes and asked, “Is it my turn to wash your hair?”

Smiling,
he answered me with a question. “Do you want to?”

“Just
give me the damn shampoo,” I demanded, and he laughed.

I
took my time washing his hair and massaged his scalp. Soon his hair was clean
and then we took turns washing each other’s bodies. I took my time washing him,
exploring every inch of his hard toned body with my hands. When it was his turn
to wash me, my knees nearly gave out as his hands roamed my entire body.

When
he rubbed the sponge between my legs, I gasped and had to hold onto the wall of
the shower to keep from falling. As he washed me, his fingers would linger and
roll around my most sensitive areas and I felt pleasure building inside me.

As
soon as he rinsed all of the soap clean from my body, I was already panting and
breathless with want. I didn’t know what he had planned for me but all I knew
was that I wanted it soon…I was about to combust.

He
took my face into his hands and pulled my lips to his. I completely melted into
him and felt fire flowing all through me.

“Kris,
please,” I begged, hooking one of my legs around his waist.

“We’re
not having sex,” he stated, and I was bummed.

I
understood his reason why he didn’t want to but I honestly didn’t think it
would hurt me too much.

“Just
trust me,” he whispered.

I
nodded and licked my lips. He kissed me again and roamed his fingers back
between my legs. He rolled his fingers gently around my clit and I moaned
loudly, my lips leaving his as I cried out. Everything happened so fast; he
dropped to his knees in front of me and before I could wrap my mind around what
was happening his mouth was on my heat and he was sucking me hard.

My
knees began to buckle beneath me and Kris guided one leg up over his shoulder.
My fingers combed through his wet hair and I did my best to stay upright as he
sensually tortured me with his tongue…my God this felt amazing. I’m glad I
waited for him because I knew that if anyone else was here in this moment
pleasuring me it just wouldn’t be as perfect as this.

I
felt clenching deep in my belly and tingles were shooting all through me. My
eyes rolled back in my head and when I opened them and looked down, Kris’ eyes
were open and locked on mine. Burning passion was radiating from his intense
gaze as my orgasm built higher and higher. My breathing became labored as I
watched him tasting me. He softly moaned and the vibration of the sound felt
incredible. My orgasm suddenly hit me full force and I gripped his hair in my
fists.

I
cried out and my body shook violently as I tried to keep from collapsing to the
floor of the shower. Kris gripped my ass and held my body to his mouth and he
continued to lick and suck, prolonging my release. When it finally tapered off,
I couldn’t hold myself up any longer and he pulled away just in time as I slid
down the shower wall.

“Oh
my god,” I whispered, trying to catch my breath.

“Feel
better now?”

Kris
asked, moving a strand of wet hair from my face.

“Oh
yeah,” I breathed.

“S-so,
is it my turn?”

Kris
grinned sexily at me. He caressed my cheek and answered, “You can do whatever
you want to, Jess. I’m not expecting anything.”

I
licked my bottom lip.

“I…I
want to try it. I want to make you feel like you just made me feel.”

He
groaned and shifted around on the shower floor. I could see his engorged length
twitching and my blood started racing faster.

“I’m
pretty sure that won’t be hard to do,” he stated, smiling.

“I
just…I might be bad at it. I’ve never done this before.”

“And
I love that about you, Jess,” he answered, leaning in to kiss me. “Just do what
feels right.”

My
heart started pounding as he stood in front of me. His thick, long cock stood
out proud in front of me and I grasped it with my shaking hands. I was
nervous…what if I did this wrong? I wanted to make him go crazy and feel so
good and I was afraid that I wasn’t going to be enough because of my lack of
experience. I wanted to be the only one that ever got to do this to him from
now on, and I prayed that I did it right.

He
moaned loudly as I began to move my hands, stroking him. He felt like a steel
rod that was sheathed in the smoothest velvet. I choked back my apprehension
and slowly traced the head of his dick with my tongue.

“Holy
shit,” he hissed out, holding my head gently to guide me.

I
explored his length, tracing every inch of his strong length with my tongue. I
must have been doing something right because he was moaning my name over and
over and flexing his hips.

“J-J-Jess,
I’m close,” he warned, and even though I was inexperienced I knew what he
meant…he didn’t want to come in my mouth. The thought excited me but if it
freaked me out I didn’t want to be embarrassed if I didn’t like it. I wanted to
please him. I kept licking and sucking as best as I knew how until he started
to pull me away.

“Jess,
I’m going to come,” he growled loudly, and I let go of him just in time to see
his release shoot out into the shower. I was breathless; I couldn’t believe I
just did that.

“Oh
my God Jess…”

I
stood to reach his eyes.

“Was
it okay?”

He
chuckled and wrapped his arms around me. He kissed me, sliding his tongue into
my mouth. I melted into him as his hands roamed up and down my bare back.

He
pressed his forehead to mine and answered, “Jess that was unbelievable. You
were amazing.”

I
felt a swell of pride and I grinned.

“Really?”

“Really,”
he answered before shutting the water off. I hadn’t even noticed it was still
on. I followed him out of the shower and he wrapped a towel around myself
before leading me back out into the room. He led me over to the bed and I sat
next to him. He took my hands in his and sighed.

“How
did I not notice you all this time?”

I
shrugged and smiled.

“That’s
a good question.”

Kris
let go of one of my hands and combed his fingers through my wet hair.

“So,
where do we go from here?”

“Well,
that’s up to you. I told you how I feel about you, Kris, so the next move is
yours.”

He
nodded but didn’t say anything for a minute. When he did finally speak, he
said, “Jess, whatever this is between us…I think I’m ready for it.”