A Life Plan Without You. (54 page)

“Stupido bastardo Andy, I’m thinking even you know what that
is without me telling you. Stop the inappropriate comments too. I
love Sam really love him Andy, and today your girl, because of you,
caused a massive row between us. Next time I won’t walk away, I
will smack the stupid out of her.” He smiled what did he like that
idea? He promised he would, as we walked back to the table. Andy
paid for the meal and the drinks, much to Sam’s amazement, but I
knew he’d only paid, because he felt guilty.

“In here Andy.” Zoë was dragging him into the Stockton Arms.
Oh, déjà vu, Sam held me close.

“Jenny’s in with the girls from last night.” She was coming
over.

“Did she do this to you Michelle?” I smiled. She looked
concerned.

“No, she didn’t you couldn’t see what she did this I got from
being head butted into concrete steps by a raving loony dog. Thanks
for worrying though Jenny.” She gave me a hug.

“See’s ya later cuz, she knows, were related and not to touch,
she’s been told you’d kill her so she’s giving you a wide berth
bye.” Off she flounced, and Sam relaxed his grip on me a
little.

“You make the strangest of friends Michelle and it’s nice that
she thinks of you as a cousin.” I looked at him.

“You’re the strangest one yet.” He full on kissed me right in
the middle of the pub.” I like my strangest friend’s kisses, they
are very nice.” He gave me the drink Andy had bought.

“Sip this one. Please.” I smiled and sipped.

“It’s just coke Sam I'm keeping sober for possible sex, but
hell don't think my fella has got over his commitment issues just
yet, he needs to hurry though or I will be jumping his bones whilst
he sleeps?” He had me wrapped in his arms.

“We will soon, I do want to, really want to, but when I give
my word I stick to it, shit the things we do now are enough, until
the weekend when everything will be all right, jumping my bones?
Are you trying to top smut school Missy?” I knew he was right, but
boy I wanted him regardless. He was kissing the back of my neck
when Mandy and Paul came in.

“Slumming, it then? I thought you were going to Manchester?” I
smiled at her.

“We decided, or rather I decided to leave that until next
week, I’ve booked a room in the Midland for the weekend, perhaps do
some shopping, the whole meals out, dancing and hotel room service
as well as other stuff.” Sam kissed the back of my neck
harder.

“I can’t get over you shouting at Mum she was furious, I
pissed myself, she’s had it coming forever. What did she say to
cause the Missy-fit to explode this time then?” I
laughed.

“She asked what we’d been doing in my room, she pushed the
wrong button, and I flipped, sorry I know she’s your mum but erg,
she pisses me off her and my lapdog Mother. Anyhow she would have
only had a heart attack if I told her.” She laughed and walked off
with Paul.

“Missy-fit is what? Midland it is then next weekend.” I
blushed.

“Missy-fit you’ve actually witnessed a few. It’s what Mandy
calls them and has done since she was on the receiving end of a
few. Mainly after I'd had a run in with her Mum, funny old thing.”
I turned and kissed him. “The weekend it’s all right for you,
really are you sure?”

“I don’t think either of us can go much longer. I know I want
to take you home and do the deed now, but this way we won’t be
worrying who's coming through the door or listening on the other
side. Yes I think your Mum listens too, and it's a pretty nice
place for your first time.” Oh, I thought he hadn't heard the
creaks and the steps, as we’d made out. Paul was hovering around he
was watching and listening. He gave me the creeps he always seemed
to be hanging around.

“Can we go please I need some fresh air?” I kissed him a full
on snog, with tongues teeth and sore lips.

“We’re off to the Odd Fellows before we go into Heaven. Are
you two coming then?” I nodded and we followed behind Andy and Zoë
she wasn’t actually drinking much. I held tightly to him he had his
arm over my shoulder, playing with the curls which had fallen out
of my up do, then it started to rain so I ran into the
pub.

I shook my hair loose, from the pins and it fell into long
loose curls again. So I needed to sort it and freshen up I made a
quick trip to the loo. Then two very drunk and loud girls came in,
as I sat humming. They were drunk by the sound of them and they
were both in the next stall. A girl’s voice saying Sam has just
come in catches me off guard. Shit, please not in here too, not
tonight, please I will kill some fucker tonight I swear? Was my man
a really bad boy before he met me? So help me, I'm not ready for
this tonight and so not in the mood to take more of Sam’s ex crap
tonight.

He did say he’d slept with a few girls in his past, how many
is a few? Was he still being a bad boy? No, there was no
opportunity did he not explain that Michelle? I sat and listened
again, girls always feel the need to talk in toilets I find, I also
learn if I listen. What would I learn tonight and would I like it?
They stumbled out of the toilet and were re applying their make-up,
it fell into the sink as I sat and listened to the very pissed
ramblings, of a pair of drunken tarts, that was the wrong word for
them, from their speech so far I would say they were
prostitutes.

“Sam’s in girl, what you going to do?”

“Nothing I’m finally happy with Simon, so revisiting any of
the Todd’s isn’t something I ever want to do again.”

“His new girl is his world according to Zoë quite young and
has him hooked in her net and she gets stuff off him all the time.
Expensive stuff too he takes her out treats her like a princess and
boy is she jealous.”

“Is she? I can’t be arsed, I could get him back at the snap of
a finger. Ha, I might even try just to get a rise out of him, just
for the laugh. The girlfriend won’t be a problem, because he still
loves me and Zoë? She was always in lust with Sammy boy, she never
stood a chance, and he won’t go with the same woman as his
brother.

He’s nothing like Andy more’s the pity because if he was I’d
have stopped with him, but sodding hell his limp dick fucks were
nothing to write home about.” I wanted to cry walk out now and deal
with her but no she’s still talking. “Best thing I did seeing was
both of them, Sam had no idea, and neither did Andy. Sam paid for
the things I needed and Simon well he got the full effects. He got
me anything I needed, the lingerie was expensive and damn nice, the
perfume, the treats, he was so eager to please, especially after
that awful first time thing.” She was laughing at his first
time?

“Go spill, he’s so hunky looking I can’t believe he’s not good
in bed, not after the girls who hang around him, wanting the
legendary market shag, apparently he’s got better, if all the
practice he’s had is anything to go by. I know a few that wouldn’t
mind a second portion, he doesn’t do it twice.”

“Nah he got it in and wham-bam-thank-you-Sam was born, my
nick-name for him and it has stuck all these years later. Pity it
couldn’t have lasted longer, he’s oh, blessed in the actual size
department. After that, he wasn’t too keen and was actually going
to call it off, but I managed to teach him a few tricks, there was
no way was he fucking up my plans. After that, he was so grateful
and oh-so in love with me. He bought me whatever I wanted. It took
him long enough to cotton on he was being used or that night
classes was code for party time at Andy’s house. Did he really
think twice a week was a relationship? No, he was just so desperate
for love and to be loved poor sad Sam, he’s a right Mummy’s Boy
too.”

Oh poor Sam. I loved my baby even more, but her she’s going
down and faster than the Titanic.

“I conned him into thinking he was loved, he’s such a fucking
easy mark, he told me every time he saw me he was falling in love
with me deeper and deeper, love is for fools. I have needs that
have fuck all to do with love and limp dicked revenge fucking isn’t
love, what we did was business and I cringed after each and every
encounter.”

“How did he find out about you and Simon you never said?” She
was laughing, and snorting like a pig.

“He was so upset that night he actually caught me in bed with
Simon. He shouldn’t have sneaked in the house it was his own fault,
he found a key and let himself into his own brothers house. He was
just a little stunned to say the least. I think it may have been me
in my bondage gear or that I was with Simon, who was naked and on
the bed? On the other hand, possibly could have been what we were
doing to each other? Well, we were doing the old sixty-niner, the
thing he always wanted to try on me. That may have caused him to
run and bloody hell did he run. Well, eventually and crying like a
baby too.

I just pulled Simons dick out of my mouth, he'd stood and
watched as I milked Simon and well bitchy I know, but I smiled up
at Sam and put him back in, giving him a show he was mortified and
as I taunted him fucking groaning and gagging on Simons whole dick
down my throat. I like a bit of deep throat, nothing better Andy
likes it too. Well he was stunned and glued to the spot.

As Simon pulled out his tongue out of my fanny and the dildo
from my bum, he had me all over his face. Asking me did I require
more from my devoted slave, I told him I did, and loved the last
three orgasmic crashes I‘d already had his Mistress was being
greedy. I told him they were adequate, but to go deeper. He said I
was going to have the best fisting ever. Well, he had on a
blindfold, so he didn’t see Sam stood there, and he happened to
mention he thought it was time to put the dumping Sam plan in
action and get a new client, who actually paid for the
sex.

Sam needed to pay for his quickies and not just in underwear,
cuddly toys, chocolates and perfume. We needed actual cash for our
weekend on the sex farm. He wanted to see me riding a proper man
not just watch as Sam got his dick in and out for two minutes. He
does like watching me ride the others, he said watching Sam was
really a waste of my talents, but it was good to see a comedy
routine once in a while. He always watched from the room Andy had
built for the voyeurism clientele we had at the club, his friends
liked it too, they had a laugh or two. Something he may have
mentioned, he still didn’t know Sam was there.

I made Simon watch at first to see what I expected of him, he
needed to learn how to please me he loved it watching Andy and me
fuck. He couldn’t hold back especially when Andy did me and I made
him join in, two fucking studs in me at the same time wow, Andy
likes the thrill of the double ride too, Princess Zoë? Well she
doesn’t do two at a time, that’s so not her thing.

She's into those awful rope tricks Andy likes, she’s good at
the hanging thing, so not my thing. He can get a little too rough,
even with safe words. She has to be pissed to do the dark stuff he
does to her when she’s hanging up there. It may have been fun to do
the brothers Todd, at the same time. Sam could learn from
Andy.”

She was horrid and not likeable at all. I may just have to go
out and kick the crap out of her. No, she’d better keep her mitts
off my man. She was speaking again, bitch-troll-ho, my blood was
boiling, Zoë too is back on my have to smack list.

“He stood there like a fool for what seemed like forever. I
nearly asked him did he want to watch and learn. Sam heard Simon
tell me my come was like nectar well I have been told I am a
goddess, a sex goddess and off he ran as I said crying like a baby.
I had just had an offer of running my own place too. I was actually
thinking of calling it quits soon anyway. I’d had as much of his
limp dick as I could take his constant need for reassurances. Then
him having to ask what to do all the time, and asking me for the
more personal things. If he’d had anything about him he would have
just not asked and done it, but he never did.

Besides, I didn’t want to be that acquainted with Sam, that’s
not something I give for free; it was bad enough I had to have sex
with him, straight sex missionary, nothing else. It kept him happy
though for the ten minutes, twice a week. I never came once when I
was with him, he was bloody useless. He kissed me as if he was
sucking lemons. Shit I needed to have Simon, after he had gone to
get my fill, he was better at it when I’d finished with him, just.
Shit he was like a puppy forever having to show him what to do,
again and again.”

Vaffanculo, her friend was now laughing too. My baby was being
ripped to pieces by her.

“Sometimes you need someone who knows what they are doing, I
got fed up. I met Simon, who was just supposed to be a one-night
stand when Sam was with his Mum in hospital again. Unfortunately,
on his day for a session. I went to the club and picked Simon up.
Well we have lasted over two and a half years. I have him perfectly
trained to please me, oh, and he is so perfect, he can last for
hours he takes the pain I dish out. Sam I smacked his arse once, he
came as soon as he did. Can you imagine him taking a
flogging?”

I couldn’t hear her mate’s side of the conversation this girl
was gobby and loud and still Andy has contact, why was she living
in his house and if he owned a house, why is he still living at
home?

“Good job it wasn’t the night before, if he thought that was
bad, I had Andy and Zoë in there, and a couple of others, a group
orgy. It was a good night and we had a very nice time, a bit of
girl on girl and shit, a whole lot of Andy and his cock. He very
nearly dumped Zoë, when I offered to try the ropes, but he
frightens me, no amount of money’s worth the darker side of Andy,
he sensed it was just for show when he got them out, so he took Zoë
to the basement instead, and they played in there for hours. She
slept for two days after that night, and the screams from in the
room were loud.” Well I suppose that explains the house
then.