A Life Plan Without You. (33 page)

His tongue slowly parted my lips and he began kissing me
deeply. As his fingers circled within my sex, his thumb massaged my
sweet spot and if I thought the first orgasm he gave me was a
killer, this was a murderous rampage, this feeling was out of this
world, I lay beneath him as he kissed me and then he played harder
and quicker I couldn’t hold back.

“Let go Mi cielo, come for me, you’re so wet and ready I can
feel you.” I had my mouth on his shoulder and bit into him trying
to muffle the screams and he let out a gasp and kissed me again. I
came as he put his fingers further in and pulled them out quickly,
that was amazing. I shuddered and shook beneath him. He held me
tightly and when I’d finished he pulled me up and kissed me again,
he got up quickly and went to the toilet. Coming back, he had a
massive grin on his face, as I sat like a fool hugging my legs. He
sat closely by my side. That was out of this world and amazing. Umm
one happy and sated Michelle, hold me please? He positively does
read minds because he pulled me onto his lap!

“I told you there are loads we can do before the full sex
thing, and I’m more than happy to wait, more than happy are you?”
The stairs creaked, who had just listened to that? Sam hadn’t
noticed, but I had.

“Umm, a
promise is a promise after all and yes angel I will wait, we will
wait, how many numbers did you get tonight, I got
seven?”

“What, when who? You didn’t do anything I was with you all
night!”

“Umm
seems I may have to go there again, but only with you
angel!”

“What did
you do with the numbers?”

“Gave
them the girl who was mooning over you, one of several as I
saw!”

“My old stomping ground, ask Shane he will tell you all you
need to know!”

“Why have
you lied?”

“No.”

“Well I
have no need to ask Shane anything, and as I said old news and yes
it will take time for them to drop off, but they will or be told as
was the little bitch who called you baby!”

“Umm, my fighting dancing girl will keep her hands to herself,
none of them are you baby none of them!” We kissed again, four in
the morning and we were still up, I was knackered too but didn’t
want to go to bed! I went through to the back, threw all my clothes
in the washing hamper and put on my nightdress. Teddy bears such a
good look. I went back in the front room with the sheets and the
pillow. He laughed at my nighty, how very rude. My dad would flip
if they were the sexy stuff I had looked at.

“Someone, is gonna get a thump, there’s nowt wrong with pink
teddies, Mum has left these out angel apparently you’re expected to
stay on the couch, do you want company? You’re very good at not
doing the actual thing then. We can go to yours first thing, and
use the back path, if that’s ok? Before that let me do something
for you?” He took hold of my hands and pulled me down onto his lap,
for yet another kiss.

“You’ve done that a few times tonight, hence the rush to the
littlest room, when we were in the pub and again when you were
dancing with me in the competition thing, it got a little tricky to
say the least, you really are a bad, good girl, but I wouldn’t
change you for the world. I’ll stop as long as you sleep in your
bed tonight and I'll still be here tomorrow, we have to be up in
five hours get that sexy butt to bed.” He kissed me and I tottered
off upstairs, I needed the toilet anyway.

If he passed today’s trial everything would be fine. Dragon
Nan was the hardest taskmaster of all and even her children lived
in fear. Grandad was a sweet man, so nice and lovely, boy my Gramps
and Grandad were true gentlemen. Grandad, I think he is going to
love Sam. Nana though? She is going to a bloody awful old witch. I
wasn’t her favourite that was Tom. I may have stood a chance if I
didn’t look so much like my dad. Hey what can I say, I’d rather be
a Welles, than a Dunn. Sleep Michelle, I was so tempted in the
middle of the night to go down and sleep with him I didn’t though.
God help me, he was turning me into a nymphomaniac, doing it with
him was all I could think off, him and sex sheisk…

I woke, when Susan put a coffee on the table and I sat up and
drank it. Smiling just thinking of our previous night’s antics, I’d
come in my pants again! Oh, God I needed her, and I want her. I
want to bury myself deep inside her. I folded the sheets and placed
them in a neat pile, I finished the drink, and I opened the
curtains. JJ came running in and sat on the couch.

“Who are you Mister?” I smiled as he looked just like a
miniature version of Michelle, even down to his shinning blue
eyes.

“I’m Sam, Michelle’s friend.” He offered me a Kit-Kat,
Michelle had told me he guards these with his life.

“Thank you JJ. What does JJ mean?” Michelle had never
actually said.

“I’m Michael, James, Joseph Welles, I am three and I goes to
big boy school. You goes to big boy school, you big enuff?” I
laughed and he gave me another Kit-Kat, I wondered why it wasn’t
MJ?

“No I don’t go to school and you keep the biscuits for later
JJ.” He put it in his pocket. Becky came in next, she was like her
Mum blonde straight hair and so unlike Michelle…

“Sam, why are you going out with our Michelle?” I was about
to answer when Susan came in.

“That is none of your business Becks did you sleep alright on
there?”

“I did and made her go to bed, sorry about the other night we
were talking and she fell asleep on my arm and I couldn’t and
didn’t want to move her, she was asleep. I know I should have but I
fell asleep too, busy week with hospital and studies and work,
sorry but nothing happened!”

“It’s fine I didn’t think it had and neither did Mick when he
saw you he was livid apparently you had words and you’d broken your
promise. He thought you had, well you haven’t and well, we don’t
want her doing that anywhere but in a safe place, and well she’s
co…” Beck came in with more toast, bloody hell they do talk between
them, what did Becky interrupt what was she telling me? I smiled,
questions from her sister are a little intrusive, and she’s a gobby
kid but hell, I love this normal family stuff.

“Decide why you going out with smarty pants, Princess
Michelle of Stockton?”

“I go out with her because I like her a lot!” She
laughed.

“Why though? She’s a bit of a pain and unless you do as she
wants, she can give you a ton of grief. She won’t have you telling
her what to do.” I smiled, she wasn’t wrong but that was a part I
liked she was feisty and strong willed, nothing wrong with that
Becks.

“Well why wouldn’t I do what she asked me?” She
smiled.

“Because, you shouldn’t have to do as she says, don’t do as
she says you will get a gob full, or boss her around and you get
shouted at. We do, why you would be any different? Fifty pence says
if your boss she around she shouts at you?” I shake her
hand.

“Would you like another coffee and toast we are having
another?” Becks was despatched to do the honours.

“JJ, go wake Michelle tell her she needs to get her bum out
of bed, she’s at Nanas later.” He looked at me I can see why
Michelle loves her baby brother, and he’s a funny little
thing.

“Nasty Nana, you is stupid, she mean an shout a lot, maked me
cry…” I smiled.

“No. I’m going to see your Nana Dunn. I don’t think you
should call her Nasty Nana JJ it’s not nice.” He smiled and went to
get Michelle up.

“Don’t worry Sam my Mother isn’t as bad as everyone says, well
not really, JJ broke her late mother’s
favourite vase, he threw his action man at Dad and Dad missed,
and pow world war three and a smacked bottom for JJ, Dad didn’t
fare much better and she was a little upset, normally she’s well
behaved. Children should be seen not heard, she’s very old school
is my Mum?” She laughed, but then I had to wonder if a three year
old didn’t like her would I? There was laughter
upstairs.

“JJ you little sod, come here I don’t want a Kit-Kats, gimmy
a mush you little bugger lugs!” He came down the stairs on his bum
laughing.

“She avin a wash, she look funny and mells ov pooh, she gets
down in two tits.” I laughed Susan went red and laughed.

“Two ticks JJ, she smells of pooh?” He looked at me and he
was studying me!

“She smells like you’s and Daddy pooh fags!” We
laughed!

“Smoking her, I don’t think so! Do your friends smoke Sam?” I
nod!

“That’s not a bad habit she has, nor does she drink, Shane
sends his love, Susan! He looked out for Michelle like a hawk, one
of Michael’s friends?” She laughed!

“No, well yes, but he’s more Michelle’s friend, they ride
horses together, but don’t worry they are like brother and
sister!”

“Horse’s he did say something about ponies and going riding?
Is there nothing she can’t put her mind too?”

“You should see her skating Sam she’s really good, and fast,
you want to see her on the ice, Shanes horses are damn mad like
her!” Becky praising Michelle, would wonders never cease? I sat
watching Michelle’s normal happy family when, Becky brought me in
my coffee and toast.

“Cheers Becks do you like skating too, perhaps we can take
you to Altringham, there’s a rink there?”

“Yeah, I went on Friday Michelle paid for my school trip
there, but I’m not as good as her I have a fear of falling and
hurting my bum, she spins jumps and well is mad!” I laugh my girl
is both fearless and talented!

“Mum can you, oh never mind got it.” She came down looking so
nice again. I missed watching her sleep last night I half hoped she
would come down I know her Mum did to check, I pretended to be
asleep. I’m dreading meeting her Nana too, but can’t wait for her
to meet aunty, and my cousins. We just have to survive the visit,
to her grandparents first…

I woke later than I wanted, to JJ squishing a Kit-Kats in my
face, a quick rant at the little git. Shower, hair scrubbed, it
smelt of fags JJ was right, I pooh smell. Cleaned and refreshed,
fresh undies, underskirt, cheesecloth dress, cream sandals. Cream
scarf tied around the wet hair. Sam was already up, eating toast
and having a coffee. JJ had even offered him a Kit-Kat, blinking
heck he must like him? Becky was giving him the third degree
typical. I went to make myself a drink, and Mum was looking at my
stuff from last night.

“Please don’t say anything it looks nice, it felt nice so I
bought it. I will be buying more too, I need to grow up a bit,
isn’t that what you keep telling me, and to act like a lady? I will
be doing loads of overtime in the holidays.” She didn’t say a
thing.

“I’m only at Grams until Sunday, I have jeans and tee shirts
there, and so I just need to take a couple of dresses and it all
should fit in the two bags Aunt Liz got me, for my birthday. I’ll
do the packing when I get home.” I headed into the front room he
had finished his drink and toast.

“Here let me get those off you and get around to yours.” He
stood up took his own plate and mug to the kitchen, thanked Mum and
thanked her for allowing him to stay. He came back to the front
room, took a Kit-Kat off JJ. What had pissed him off at me now? I
looked at the faces in the front room and he started talking again,
still as stroppy with me as before. Shit, he’s ordering me
around.

“Get a coat or something, the suns not going to be out all
day.” I went to the pantry grabbed my fluffy cream cardi. I was in
a bad mood now and I hadn’t done anything to upset him or perhaps I
had?

“Really? Have you finished barking orders at me now Samuel
Todd?” He really was pushing his luck. He gave Becky fifty pence.
What the bloody hell were they up to? They laughed, and Sam grabbed
me smiling.

“See told you she don’t take crap from us, why should you be
different?” Bitch will pay for making me think I’d done something
wrong.

“Coming, or staying here, I think you may be safer here, with
your fan club?” We walked out, doing the short walk to his house.
The house was empty when we got there. He explained about the Becky
thing, I had proven her right. I don’t like taking orders, just
giving them.

“Where is everyone?” He shouted up the stairs and made his way
to the kitchen to make us a drink and he found a note on fridge.
“Jimmy and Mum are already at Aunt Allison’s for tea, they will
meet you there. Dad out first thing and I’m at Zoë’s, all was fine
last night.” I looked at the clock, what did he mean all was fine
last night and where’s he drinking at this time?” He followed me to
the front room and laughed. I pushed him on to the couch and sat on
his lap.

“Payback Sam is a bitch.” I unzipped his fly as he watched
everything I did. This I had to hope was going to be good? I pulled
him free of his pants got to my knees, and pulled them down. He
looked down and I smiled sweetly. I had overheard a girl saying
this was the best thing she had given her fella. After she had
offered him this, he was putty in her hands. I worked his package
and played with him, he was at my mercy. He loved it and closed his
eyes, as I worked his full length from root to tip. He loved it and
ummed and I took a leap of faith that he would like the next thing
too.