Van, Becca - Alpha Panthers [Terra-form 1] (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting) (12 page)

Gage felt pain stab at his heart. He knew Saxon and Ben felt their mate’s pain, as well. She had told them how her parents, her flesh and blood, had treated her without any emotion whatsoever, but he could see the pain to the depths of her soul. His mate had never had the love of another human being. She kept part of herself hidden away, even from herself. He could see the compassion she had for others. She had shown it with her actions already. His mate was so fragile. Gage was afraid that one more false move, one more indelicate statement of arrogance from him, would break her. Gage wasn’t sure whether to continue to make love to April, or to pull her into his arms and cuddle her. He was about to ask Saxon and Ben what they thought when his little, fragile mate came apart.

The first sob caught him off guard as much as it had April. He could tell by the shocked look on her face. The tears couldn’t be controlled anymore. They needed to come out. The dam wall had broken.

Gage reached for April as Saxon and Ben quickly released her from the binding restraints around her wrists. He scooped April up into his arms, pulling her onto his lap. Saxon and Ben moved in until they had surrounded their mate with their bodies. They tried to comfort her, Gage holding her against his chest, Ben at her back, and Saxon at her side. He rubbed her with his large hands, trying to comfort her, caressing her skin anywhere he could touch. The noises April made sounded like a wounded animal. He wanted to take her pain away and bear it for her himself. April cried for what seemed like hours. She tore his heart out with her pain. Her tears finally began to calm, until her body was spasming with hiccups as she lay slumped against his chest. Finally her breathing evened out, her tight muscles relaxing. She had cried herself to sleep.

Gage picked her up and stood, cradling their mate in his arms, against his chest, the occasional spasm still wracking her body. He walked into the bathing room, down the steps into the pool, and sat with her on his lap as Saxon and Ben washed and soothed April. Gage massaged her from head to foot, knowing even though he told himself he was trying to give her comfort and make sure she would feel clean when she woke, he was doing it for himself, as well. He had a need to touch his mate, to show her he loved her with his whole heart, and finally to prove that she was real. Really here, with them. Not just a figment of his imagination. Someone he would shower with love, cherish with his body until death separated them once and for all.

Chapter Ten

April woke hours later to find herself surrounded by heat. She moved her head to see Ben and Saxon lying on either side of her in bed. Gage was lying between her legs, his head resting on her stomach. She was totally naked, without any bedcovers, and knew she would never have any need for them with her mates surrounding her with their body heat. April’s legs were aching from being in one position for so long. She had to move them to relieve that ache. She tried to move without disturbing her mates, but they seemed to be attuned to her, because they all sat up to look at her at the same time.

“How are you feeling, sweetheart?” Gage asked from his position between her thighs.

“Okay,” April replied, heat suffusing her face as she remembered how she had cried all over him.

“You have no need to be embarrassed about feeling, honey. We love you, April, don’t you get that? We want to spend the rest of our lives with you, make babies with you, grow old with you. We want you to be happy. Do you think you could be happy, here with us?” Ben asked her.

“I don’t know. I’m not like you. I can’t change my shape like you can. I don’t think your people will ever accept me. I’m too different.”

“April, you have already been accepted by our people. They would all give their lives for you. Don’t you know that? You took a blade in the shoulder, which was meant for Saxon. You made me see how hard my people work and that they should have their bellies full of food before we do. They have accepted you, the way you have accepted them. You place the needs of our people before your own, which is the way it should be. You have shown me how selfish I have been, how I took my own people for granted. For that, I thank you. I love you, too, April. We have all accepted you for who you are, not what you can and can’t do. You are the most loving, compassionate woman I have ever met. Please, will you stay and accept us as your mates?” Gage asked.

April didn’t need to think about it anymore. Other than Olivia, she had nothing to go back home to. She was already home. “Yes. I love you, too. I love all of you. I don’t know how or why I came to be here, but I never want to go back.”

“Will you let us love you, honey?” Ben asked from her side. He was stroking her arm with light, delicate touches, making her flesh rise with goose bumps.

“Yes. Please, make love to me, all of you.”

April looked at Ben as he leaned over her and took her mouth with his own. He was gentle at first, coaxing her to respond to him. He licked his tongue along the seam of her mouth until she opened up to him. She heard him growl deep in his throat as he ravaged her. His tongue slid in between her lips, sliding along then tangling with hers. He moved his hand down over her jaw, neck, and chest, until he held her breast in his hand. He kneaded her flesh until she cried out into his mouth, arching her chest up into his touch. She felt the mattress dip as Saxon moved closer to her, as well, and then Saxon took the turgid nipple of her other breast into his mouth.

Gage smoothed his hands up her inner thighs, pushing her legs wide apart, giving him access to her pussy. He didn’t play around this time or hesitate at all. He sucked her clit into his mouth, framing it with his teeth, flicking his rough, raspy tongue over her elongated flesh rapidly. The three men had April on the verge of orgasm in moments. She arched her body up off the bed, demanding the release so close to the surface. They gave her what she wanted.

Ben released her mouth, licking and nibbling his way down her neck until he reached her chest. He sucked on her hard nipple to the point of pain. She cried out into Saxon’s mouth as Saxon pinched her other nipple between his finger and thumb and devoured her mouth.

Gage released her clit from his mouth with a loud pop, and then his fingers replaced his mouth. He swirled those fingers over her sensitive clitoris then filled her aching hole with two fingers from his other hand. He pumped into her with a slow, steady pace until he had her mindless with need. She felt the walls of her pussy flutter around his fingers and knew she was close to her peak. She felt him twist his fingers around, until his hand was palm up, massaging the walls of her vagina as he moved. His digits pushed into her body as deep as possible. She arched up, begging to be touched. He pumped his fingers in and out of her pussy, curving them up as he slid against her sweet spot. He slid those two fingers in and out of her faster and faster, harder and deeper, then pulled at her labia from the top, exposing her clit to his fingers, and she knew he was releasing it from the protection of its little hood.

April pulled her mouth from Saxon’s as she sobbed out loud. Her whole body was on fire, burning up from the inside out. Liquid, molten lava flowed through her, making her limbs tremble, her pussy convulse, and her breath rasp in and out of her lungs. She felt her body striving for something she’d never felt before. She was afraid to let go, afraid she would lose herself, but she knew they wouldn’t let her.

“Don’t fight it, baby. We just want to show you how much we love you. Let it go. You won’t fall, April. We’ll catch you,” Saxon whispered into her ear.

April threw her head back and screamed out her release. She had never felt anything like it. It was the same as the last time they had pleasured her, but totally different. Maybe it was because they now knew she loved them and they loved her. Her pussy clamped down hard onto the fingers Gage was thrusting in and out of her body while he lapped at her clit. Thoughts vanished from her mind as pleasure consumed her whole body. She was jerking uncontrollably, her muscles spasming and twitching, her cunt expelling cum in a liquid rush. Gage didn’t stop his fingers sliding in and out of her as she began to come down. No, he upped the ante. He slid the pads of his fingers over the sweet spot he’d found inside her, massaging that flesh as he pumped his fingers in and out. He sent her off again, her body beyond her control as she jerked and thrashed from the pleasure, her pussy spurting more cream from her body, covering Gage and herself with her cum. She couldn’t catch her breath. Her lungs were screaming for oxygen as she panted rapidly. Finally, when she didn’t think she could bear any more, her twitching body slowed, her muscles feeling like cooked noodles and her lungs finally getting the oxygen they craved.

April finally opened her eyes to see all three of her mates grinning down at her. They looked so pleased with themselves at having given her so much pleasure. April felt the corners of her mouth turn up in response to the joy and love she could see on their faces as they looked at her. She felt the grin on her face spread and knew they could see the love she had for them in her eyes, as well.

“Wow,” April said around her grin. “Can we do that again?”

Her men burst out laughing. Gage and Ben traded places. Ben was now kneeling between her spread thighs. He picked her up and, without any preamble, impaled April onto his hard, throbbing cock. He leaned down and took her mouth with his own, the carnality of the kiss quickly setting fire to April once more until she was again burning from the inside out. April tried to wrestle control from her gentle bear, but he was having none of that. He grasped her hips and held her steady, all the while ravishing her mouth. April moaned out her protestations until she felt warm, wet fingers begin to massage her puckered ass. She pulled back from Ben’s mouth and turned her head to see Saxon kneeling up behind her. She turned her head the other way, only to have Gage’s cock brush across the lips of her mouth as she moved.

April didn’t hesitate. She opened her mouth and licked around the head of Gage’s cock. She groaned as she licked over the small slit at the top of his penis, tasting his pre-cum along with his flesh. It wasn’t enough. She didn’t think she’d ever get enough of her men. She opened her mouth wide and slowly sank down on him. The sound of Gage’s moan was like music to her ears, so she moved back up his length, opened her mouth again, then slid back down. She was the one moaning as she glided back over his flesh as Saxon thrust two of his fingers into her ass, stretching her tight muscles out.

April was breathing in and out of her nose rapidly as she got into a rhythm, bobbing up and down on Gage’s cock. When she felt Gage hit the back of her throat, she felt her muscles convulse as her gag reflex kicked in. Gage pulled back, but April dug her fingers into his thighs, letting him know she didn’t want him to move. She repeated the process until she was able to take him down her throat. Her muscles finally obeyed her mind, relaxing at her command as she breathed in and out of her nose. She swallowed around the head of his cock to get rid of the saliva pooling in her mouth and was delighted to hear Gage yell out from the pleasure her actions gave him.

“Fuck, sweetheart. That feels so good.”

April was the one moaning next, as Saxon began to push his oil-covered cock into her asshole. She tried to release her muscles as he slowly but firmly forged his way into her body. She groaned again when Saxon slid his cock back, until just the tip was still enveloped by her sphincter. She knew the vibrations from her throat were enough to tip Gage over the edge of his control. He moaned out loud and grabbed her hair in one of his hands then began to thrust his cock in and out of her mouth.

April couldn’t stop the noises emitting from her throat as Saxon and Ben began to set up a slow, steady rhythm. They pumped in and out of her ass and pussy, one of them always buried in one of her holes as the other slid out. All the while, Gage pumped in and out of her mouth. She could feel the coil in her lower belly begin to tauten, her pelvic floor muscles beginning to flutter around the shafts pumping in and out of her body. Ben and Saxon picked up the pace until they were pounding in and out of her holes, fast, hard, and deep. April had to close her eyes as black spots began to dance before her vision. And then she was there. Right on the edge of that cliff, knowing she was about to fall over the edge, wanting to stop the rush of pleasure, but wanting it, needing it more. She let herself go. Let the men loving her push her up and over, making her scream as she flew apart.

April heard Gage’s roar just before he pushed to the back of her throat, his semen spewing from the end of his cock as he reached his peak with her. Saxon and Ben bellowed in the next instant, and she felt her body being pumped full of their cum. Her whole body was once again shaking, and she felt her cunt push out her cum to drench Ben. Then her walls contracted back in as her muscles gripped their cocks again. She tried to open her eyes as her body quieted, slumping down onto Ben’s chest, but her eyelids were too heavy for her to keep open. She felt Saxon pull then slide out of her ass and groaned when her body’s reflexes took over, clamping down on him as he withdrew. That was the last thing she remembered as her tired, satiated mind and body slid down into slumber.

Chapter Eleven

April yawned and stretched, then groaned as her aching muscles protested the movement. She opened her eyes to see her mates still lying in bed with her. She didn’t know exactly what time it was, but from the sunlight streaming in through the window, she knew it had to be close to midday.

Gage lifted up over her body, kissed her lips, then moved back again with a big smile on his face. “How do you feel, sweetheart?”