Authors: K. S. Augustin
As an experiment, she opened her tether again. According to the instrument, she had been inserted nine minutes and fourteen seconds ago. She continued staring at the tether’s small display, but the seconds’ indicator didn’t click over to fifteen. She stood and watched for what she estimated to be a good minute. The number of seconds didn’t change.
As she snapped the lid shut again, Tania realised that she was now truly a part of the Blue, operating at the speed of cyberspace. She had been clocked up.
She found Carl a day later, machine time. She was skimming levels, floating upwards and downwards, trying to focus on buildings that looked different, using the level where she had been inserted as her home location. She figured that Carl would need a patch of real estate somewhere to establish as a base, and that he would make it as distinctive as possible in the hopes of attracting possible rescue parties.
This begged the question of how, with so much information to sift through, she would be able to find the right place in an acceptable period of time. The only tactic that seemed to make sense was typing “Carl Orin” into the little screen on her tether. When she executed the command, the universe around her started to rearrange itself. The change wasn’t massive. The highways, buildings and vehicles looked much as they did before. But there was a subtle difference in the kinds of buildings she now saw. Fewer banks, for example, and more community groups and corporate firewalls. These locations were where Carl Orin had been in the recent past, leaving traces of his passage, like sticky fingerprints on a stainless steel wall. Being digital, however, the traces were either there, or they weren’t. It was impossible to tell exactly how long ago Carl had visited a particular site, although Tania was hoping that a greater concentration of visits within a particular locality meant that Carl had frequented the area more recently. With determination, she followed her intuition and began looking directly for Carl’s digital handprints.
When she finally found his refuge, Tania had to admit to herself that the building was certainly distinctive. Built as a single-storey cube, its exterior looked exactly like the corridor leading to her apartment, right down to the flecked brown carpet that covered it. Even the number on the door was her apartment number.
212.
She raised her fist, hesitated for a second, then knocked.
Silence.
She was wondering whether she should knock again when the door was flung open and Tania found herself staring down the large black barrel of a weapon.
“Wha—”
“Who the—? Tania, is that really you?”
The barrel dropped and her upper arm was grabbed. She was yanked inside and the door slammed shut behind her with a solid thud.
Tania saw an interior that only superficially resembled her apartment and a man who only superficially resembled Carl before she was slammed against the wall. The giant gun barrel appeared again, aimed between her eyes. Tania’s attention was riveted to it.
“What’s your name?”
“Tania Flowers,” she said. “Carl, what—”
“What was the name of our lab?”
“It didn’t have a name.” She felt her irritation rise. “We called it Basement Five as a nickname.”
“Where was the last conference we attended together?”
“Together?” she frowned. “We
never
attended a conference together.”
It finally dawned on her that, rather than being amnesiac, Carl was testing her. The image of the rabbit sprang to mind. If someone could create an avatar based on a fictional character, she realised, it was entirely possible that someone else could create one based on
her
.
“Carl, it’s me,” she said, thinking quickly. “Your body is in the inner core of Basement Five, in one of the insertion rooms, overlooked by the observation section. There’s another, identical room next to it. That’s where my body is.”
The barrel wavered and Tania had time to see the person behind it. Her eyes widened.
Carl! But...not Carl.
“You reach the inner core through another layer of security,” she continued. “The walls are made of brushed metal that always made me think I was inside a caterer’s refrigerator.”
She had made that same comment to him over dinner one night – their first dinner together. Would he remember? Her statement was as much a test for him as it was for her.
He lowered the weapon and slid it into a holster at his hip.
“A restaurant refrigerator,” he said.
She let out a long slow breath of relief.
“You sure as hell took your time getting here.” His voice was bitter. “Why did Basement Five shut down its servers for so long? Is that a tether on your belt? Is it working?”
Tania had been expecting several reactions but not the hostility that was beating at her. She blinked in confusion.
“I came as fast as I could,” she said. “Yes, that’s a tether. And yes, it’s working. It’s our way home.”
“Home?” He snorted. “There’s no way I’m going home, darlin’, not while the Thing is out there.”
This was worse than being in the Blue. What was Carl talking about? What was the “thing” he referred to? Was he delusional? And why did he look so...old?
Her eyes narrowed, Tania took in Carl’s appearance as he paced away from her, muttering under his breath.
Yes, this was Carl Orin, but not the man she recognised from their time together. His hair, once a rich blond, was now much lighter, the pale gold strands overwhelmed with pure silver. The colour dusted the short sideburns next to his ears. There were wrinkles fanning out from his cornflower-blue eyes, etched beside his firm lips. His cheeks were more sunken than she remembered, throwing his cheekbones into sharper relief. Beneath the one-piece suit that he still wore, his body looked firm but thicker. In short, he looked like he’d aged twenty years.
“Did Don send you?” he asked, from the other side of the room. Between them was a lab set-up that resembled the observation room of Basement Five’s inner core.
Tania looked at the equipment then over to the man who had been her lover.
“Yes.”
Hums, from the rows of monitors running various applications, filled the air.
He shook his head. “Why?”
She frowned. “Why send me? To find you, of course.”
“After all this time?” He shrugged. “Not that it matters. I’ve got work to do here. I can’t leave. Not yet.”
Tania’s next question was drowned out by a large thump that shook the building. It sounded like a bomb had detonated nearby. She opened her mouth to ask a question, make a statement, but Carl beat her to it.
“Shit!”
He yanked at a drawer of the desk closest to him and withdrew another weapon that looked suspiciously like the one he’d shoved in her face. He threw it to Tania and she caught it with both hands. It felt lighter than it looked. To one side, above the trigger, a small light blinked green.
“If anything comes through the door, walls, floor or ceiling, you blast it,” he said. “I bet it’s your goddamn tether. Gave us away.”
The feeling that she was caught in the middle of a video arcade game was inescapable. Another vibration and dull thud shook the building. Stabilising herself, Tania stood with her feet slightly apart and scanned the room, wondering what the hell she was supposed to shoot at.
She was about to ask Carl what the intruders looked like when the first blood-red sphere came through the wall to her left. There was no doubt about its intent. Before it had even cleared the wall, it oriented itself towards her and a rifle sprouted from its smooth shell. As the skin of the house ripped to let it through, Tania sighted down her weapon and pulled the trigger. She was expecting noise and a sense of recoil but there was neither. All she saw was a dotted line of blue shooting from the barrel of her gun. The leading bolt hit the sphere and the object exploded. Tania closed her eyes and turned away but no fallout hit her. Opening her eyes again, she saw the wall repair itself until it was once more a seamless white surface.
A quick glance over to Carl showed her that he was battling four of the spheres. He seemed to be holding his own, so Tania concentrated on her own half of the apartment.
Two spheres were trying to burrow in from the ceiling and another was bulging up through the floor. Tania waited until the walls cracked before letting off a barrage of shots. The small light on the barrel blinked amber and Tania took a few deep breaths while waiting for her strange weapon to recharge.
As the spheres around her exploded, it seemed to her that a fifth seemed to hesitate. Was it going to retreat? Tania didn’t give it a second chance. Coolly, she sighted down the barrel and blew the invading globe into multi-coloured shards.
The battle lasted little more than a minute after that.
“Nice shooting,” Carl said.
Tania turned to say something, ask something, but he was already busy, his attention no longer on her. Instead, he was concentrating on one particular screen lit up on the wall.
“Let’s hope we got them all.”
Tania put her weapon down on a nearby desk surface and approached him.
“Got what all? What
were
those things, Carl? What’s going on here?”
“They’re bots, sent to sniff out particular information signatures. Once they find what they’re looking for, they’re programmed to either destroy the target or head back to their base and report their findings.”
Destroy? Base? Report findings? This was starting to sound less like a retrieval assignment and more like a war.
Irritated, Tania grabbed Carl’s arm. He looked down at her fingers in surprise for a moment then let himself be turned around.
“I don’t understand any of this,” she said, searching his weathered face. “I don’t understand why the spheres attacked us or where they came from. I don’t understand why they should be after my tether. I don’t know how yours got severed or why you say you won’t come back.”
She paused, then continued in a more broken voice. “I don’t understand why you look so old. Carl, what happened to you?”
Carl tried covering his face with one hand, then let it drop. He looked dejected, his onetime expression of smug self-satisfaction pulled down by age and worry.
“I was about to ask you why you still look so young, but then I realised that it doesn’t matter how you look out there.” He jerked his head and Tania knew he was referring to the real world. “In here, you can look however you want. However you feel.”
“I don’t understand.”
They stared at each other.
“Come with me,” he said. He sighed heavily. “You need to understand something. And then you’ll have a decision to make.”
She motioned to the front door. “What about those bots? Are there any more of them waiting outside for us?”
“We got them all.” He smiled grimly. “Sentience isn’t all it’s cracked up to be.”
Tania didn’t understand that last statement, but she let it slide. Her ex-rival, ex-lover was looking tense and haggard and she was willing to cut him some slack if he was willing to explain exactly what the
hell
was going on.
They left the apartment and immersed themselves in the multi-dimensional world of wild cyberspace.
“Can we talk here?” Tania asked. “Or will there be more of those bots out there, listening for us?”
Carl looked at her, an eyebrow lifted. “The bots were after you. And no, they’re not sensitive to sound.” He looked around. “Not that sound, as we know it, exists here. This is all made up anyway.”
He took her hand and watched her face as they both lifted into the air, a slight smile playing around his lips.
Tania knew what to expect. She had done it herself at the start of her insertion while searching for him. But that still couldn’t stop the feeling of magic that engulfed her.
Flying. That normally happened in her dreams but here, in the Blue, she was conscious and rational and could direct wherever she wanted to go. The only thing missing was a breeze blowing against her face and she wondered if she could program that in for a future visit.
She looked down at where the fingers of her hand were enmeshed with Carl’s and snuck him a quick look.
He had changed.
The man she had known for the past half a year was brash and cocky. He had given her the best orgasms of her life then, after the last one, left her, blindfolded and oblivious, in her bed. And he had done all of that, just so he could get the coveted position of first Basement Five operative inserted into cyberspace. She knew all about
that
Carl and could imagine him pulling her along impatiently in order to get to his destination. She could imagine him making fun of her for her tardiness, or attempting to get her into bed at the first available opportunity, killer bots or not. She could
not
imagine him travelling at a steady pace, happy to have her hand in his. Their current speed was too domestic a pace for the Carl she’d known.