Authors: K. S. Augustin
She was still debating which was the better option when Don sidled up to her.
“The decision was made,” he said.
She spun around, eyeing him hopefully. That was quicker than she had expected. More than twelve hours quicker.
“They’re sending me in?” Her voice was breathy with anticipation.
“There’s more to it than just the tether. Follow me.”
He led the way to a bank of monitors at the back of the observation room.
“See that?” he asked, his voice quiet.
Tania looked at the black screen, and at lines of green, blue and red zigzagging up and down on an orange baseline. Resembling an EKG, it recorded the “heartbeat” of the Basement Five computers—the information being received and sent by the lab’s powerful data servers.
“What am I looking for?” she asked.
Don pointed at a faint red line, his index finger following its trajectory as it rose and fell on the screen. “That.”
“That's incoming traffic.”
“Spiking badly. Server Two has never had this amount of activity associated with it.”
“Crackers?”
Crackers were people who went beyond hacking. Not content with merely finding out how things worked, they had malicious intent on their minds and were often used as guns-for-hire by high-tech burglars and system infiltrators.
Don stepped back. “You tell me.”
“We’re stopping it though, aren't we?” Her voice was a little unsure. On top of their current problems, did they really need a bunch of internet thugs trying to break into their systems?
“Whoever it is can’t get through our DMZ,” Don said, “but they’re fast. Very adaptable. Doesn’t like a rote script-kiddie attack at all.”
Tania raised an eyebrow. Fast and adaptable.
Just like...Carl?
“What if
that’s
Carl?” she asked suddenly. Her voice gained strength. “What if it’s Carl trying to find a way back? And we’re stopping him?”
Don looked sceptical. “Analysis of the data packets show some very sophisticated strategies, beyond the skill set of most individuals. We think it would take a
team
of crackers deep knowledge of our servers plus several months of testing to put these kinds of attacks together. Carl was only inserted hours ago.”
“Then who do you think it is?” Because, from his tone of voice, Don Novak obviously had a culprit in mind.
“The board and I think it’s a foreign government. We think they somehow found out about Basement Five and are trying to infiltrate our systems.” He tightened his lips. “
That’s
why we’re sending you in.”
Tania didn’t hesitate. She didn’t care if the board thought they were saving the planet from an alien flying saucer attack, as long as they okayed her insertion into cyberspace. She spun around and strode towards the second insertion room.
“Hold on, Tania,” Don called out when she’d covered a little over half the distance.
She turned. “What is it?”
“You go in. Tomorrow.”
“Tomorrow?” She frowned. “Why not now? If the board believes this is a foreign government intrusion, then we can’t afford to wait.”
Don shook his head. “I’m pulling the plug tonight. The DMZ servers will be shut down in fifteen minutes.”
That would isolate everything in Basement Five from the internet: foreign governments, crackers…and Carl’s way home. It was the data equivalent of a top-rated biohazard suit and, although Tania didn’t like the decision, she could at least understand the reasoning behind it.
“Can we afford to do that?” she asked. “Shut ourselves off so completely like that? I thought we had data links with other centres. Collaborative projects, that kind of thing.”
He laughed. “Tania, when’s all said and done, we’re a
secret
laboratory. We can do whatever we like.” He paused and sobered. “As long as it’s with the board’s approval.”
“Then what happens?”
“Tomorrow morning, we bring everything up again. And you go in.”
“We could do it right now. Save everybody the delay.”
“I’d rather you had a good sleep. I don’t know what I’ll be sending you into.”
“I don’t know how well I’ll sleep.”
“Even a couple of hours are better than nothing. And who knows, your subconscious might come up with something that will save our bacon. Carl’s too.”
She looked Don square in the face. “I hope so.”
The room was cold.
Tania sat on the edge of the metal medical-style bed, feeling like a patient about to undergo surgery. She tried hard not to shiver. Was Carl’s room this chilly? Her hands gripped the bunk's smooth tubular rim, curling around it with her fingers, warming the steel. Behind her, a technician was carefully fitting the neural headset to her head. At least technology had advanced enough that she didn’t have to shave her head in order to have the tiny sensors pick up her brain impulses. In front of her, Don watched the technician at work.
“You know what to do?” he asked for the third time.
Tania swung her legs back and forth and sighed up at him. “I’m not a child, you know.”
He flicked a glance at her feet and their movement. “Could’ve fooled me.” But his voice held the hint of a smile.
She curved her lips, thankful for the small levity that cut through the room's thick tension. “I know the drill. I go in. I find Carl. I haul him back by his arse. I pummel the living shit out of him.”
“You do
not
sever the virtual tether.” His voice was stern.
“I do not sever the virtual tether,” she repeated.
“You send an acknowledgement the
minute
you hit the Blue.”
“I send you an acknowledgement the moment I’m inserted.”
“You do not take time out to do a bit of sightseeing.”
She cocked an eyebrow. “I will not do anything that relates to why I was chosen for this project in the first place.”
He shook his head. “Listen to me just this once, Tania. Forget your scientific curiosity and just play it by the rules this time. If everything goes to plan, we’ll send you into the Blue again with a first-class ticket to all the cyber-wonders of the world.”
She paused, then cracked a smile. “You always know how to show a girl a good time, Don.”
“Strange, my wife says that as well.”
“Have you been married long?” Although she knew a lot about Don’s professional life, he was less forthcoming about what he did in private and, right now, Tania needed some distraction. The technician hadn’t finished adjusting the neural headset and she didn’t want to have to wait in leaden silence, with nothing to occupy her but her thoughts.
“In October, we would have been married twenty-four years.”
Ouch! Twenty-four years!
“That’s, er, quite a while.”
Tania couldn’t imagine being together with anyone for twenty-four
months
. A picture of Carl’s face rose in her mind and she frowned as she dismissed it.
Don laughed. “It’s not as bad as you think.”
“We’re ready,” the technician said. A hand touched Tania’s shoulder. “Could you lie down please?”
With a last look at Basement Five’s director, Tania swallowed and lowered herself onto the bunk. Intent, the technician made final adjustments to the headset and checked that the rest of the sensors on her body were firmly connected. He regularly looked over at the shelf of screens in a corner of the room, making sure they were picking up every one of the sensor signals. Mirroring her, head to head, in the other insertion room, Carl was still alive but unresponsive. As she stared at the ceiling, she knew the DMZ servers were being brought up at that moment. That was part of the plan.
She tried to find a pattern in the porous-looking tiles above her head, connecting imaginary lines between the small dark indentations and trying not to think of anything beyond that. Overlooking the insertion room, engineers moved between sets of monitors, watching the information traffic, waiting for the surge of data that meant she was being inserted into the Blue. That was when everything that made up Tania Flowers—her memories, emotions and experiences—would be flushed into a stream of electrons connected to a bank of machinery, before being released into cyberspace.
“How are you feeling?” Don’s voice.
“Scared shitless, to tell you the truth,” she said and swallowed. Did she have that swallow reflex when she and Carl had been inserted into the secure sandpit environment? Tania tried to recollect a previous insertion experiment but her mind drew a sudden blank. She couldn’t remember. But there was one thing she
did
know. One thing that had occurred to her the night before, while she was tossing and turning in bed.
“Don!”
“What is it, Tania?” He hovered into view, looking down at her with a worried gaze.
“An alternate path, in case something happens to the tether. Route an input cable from the two insertion rooms to one of the DMZ servers.”
“A back-up plan?”
“Yes. If everything else fails, we’ll try to come in via a transport protocol.”
“User Datagram?”
She wanted to shake her head but realised it might affect the neural headset connections.
“No, it’s too unreliable. Try Transmission Control. Keep port 27014 open for two hundred milliseconds every half an hour.”
Don frowned. “Port 27014? I don’t think I know that one.”
Tania managed a grin. “It’s used by a game company. A rarely used server port. Under the circumstances, I doubt anyone will be sniffing for it.”
“Will do. We’ll open the port on Server Three.”
Tania took a deep breath. “Good.”
The silence in the room started to close in on her as Don stepped out of view.
“Heart rate is increasing,” the technician said, “but it’s well within tolerances.”
“Can we just get on with this?” Tania asked. Her voice was testy.
Don didn’t say a word but he must have nodded. Quite clearly, as if it was the only sound in the world, Tania heard one heavy click.
And she was gone.
Tania would have said there was a loud rushing in her ears, except she knew she had no conventional sense of hearing. She felt squeezed, stretched, blindfolded, unmasked to be shown a blaze of lights, before having her vision shuttered again.
She thought she was panting, drawing frantic breath as she was catapulted into the Blue. It had been like this in the sandpit environment as well, this feeling of dislocation and speed.
Everything stopped. She opened her eyes. Saw black. Felt herself falling.
Down the rabbit-hole again, Alice....
She hit a hard surface, staggered and fell over, then just lay there for a while, eyes closed, catching her breath.
My breath doesn’t exist here. My lungs don’t exist here.
The realisation that she had no body had the potential to drive her insane, so Tania put it from her mind. She concentrated on the calming breathing exercises she and Carl had learnt during their training sessions.
Breathe in....
It didn’t matter that her body didn’t exist. Her mind was still used to its habits, and that was a link – and a powerful one – back to her own reality.
Breathe out....
She moved her hand and felt a smooth surface beneath her fingertips, a texture like glass or polished stone. She opened her eyes and rose to her knees then to her feet, taking her time while looking around.
This was it. Not a test environment. Not the sandpit. This was the real deal.
Cyberspace. The Blue.
A rushing sound that she thought was part of her passage into cyberspace become more distinct. It was a distant waterfall thundering and echoing around her. As she looked, fuzzy outlines appeared, coalesced into sharper detail then disappeared. She knew this was her mind’s way of adapting to the Blue, translating the bits and bytes of cyberspace into a coherent landscape she could make sense of. If she didn’t push it, didn’t force her brain to go faster than it wanted to, a full image would form, a true virtual world.
She looked down at herself. She was wearing the one-piece suit she had worn in the sandpit. Around her waist was a belt. On that belt hung a carabiner hook. And swaying gently on the clasp, a thick disc – the size of her hand – blinked green.
Unhooking it, Tania brought the circular tether device closer to her face. She pressed a small indentation near the top of the disc and the lid popped open.
It was like the fanciest compact mirror in the universe, Tania thought, looking at the small rectangular screen in the centre of the tether. Little dots ran across the tiny monitor, trailing faint coloured lines behind them. Some dots followed a path already laid down, making the line darker and thicker. Others went off on a tangent, straight for a while, then turning and shooting off an edge. They were all data packets from the Basement Five servers.