One Step Too Close - Coffin Nails MC Louisiana (Gay Biker Stepbrother Romance) (Sex & Mayhem Book 6) (15 page)

Jed’s breath against his
neck, as they stood in the rain, had Ryder’s pulse slowly getting down to
manageable. It was still all too quick because of Jed’s closeness, but knowing
Jed was alive when he could have been lost forever, made relief pump all the
harder in Ryder’s veins. He didn’t have to awkwardly pull away after a few
seconds either, and for once just enjoyed the closeness of Jed’s big, bulky
body in his arms without the fear of overstaying his welcome.

“I’ve got you,” he
promised, pressing a kiss to Jed’s hair, so smooth and wet against his lips.
“I’m sorry Jed, I really am.”

“What about?” Jed
whispered, holding on to Ryder as if he were his lifeline. Ryder hated knowing
that the fucking kettlebells were still tied to Jed’s foot, a warning that
danger wasn’t out of the way yet.

“It’s my fault that
you’re so fucking miserable. I just wanted you happy all this time,” whimpered
Ryder, gently stroking Jed’s back. “I wanted to help you, make it easier for
you than it was for me.”

Jed shook his head. “I’m
sorry I pushed you into the kiss. I’m messed up, I know. You were only trying
to do good. I can’t be like you. I can’t just forget about what’s inside of me.
I hate myself for it. Everyone thinks it’s disgusting.” He sniffed, but at
least his body was shivering less.

Ryder gritted his teeth,
but he still couldn’t help the gasp that left his mouth. “You didn’t
push
me. You’d never have to push me,” he whispered, saying the truth for once. He
too wasn’t nearly as perfect as Jed believed. He was the one who talked his
younger brother into watching him fuck a woman, because he found those eyes on
him so unbearably exciting. He was the one to pull Jed into a threesome, just
to have an excuse to watch him fuck. If anyone was rotten to the core, it was
Ryder.

Jed backed away
slightly, to look into his eyes, and it felt as if they were truly seeing each
other for the first time. With all the lies and masks stripped away, all that
was left was Jed’s beauty in its purest form, and the uncertainty of what would
happen next. “No?” Jed said so quietly that the rain almost drowned his words,
and he left the most tender kiss on Ryder’s jaw.

Ryder’s teeth rattled,
and he squeezed his hands into fists, fighting a panic that crawled into his
body and refused to let go. He exploded with words that he had kept buried so
deep inside his heart he hardly recognized them as his own. “No. I love you,
and I miss you every time you’re away from me.” He couldn’t force himself to
meet Jed’s gaze. A punch in the face was what he deserved for pushing him so
far that he’d rather kill himself than have Ryder hate him.

But Jed seemed
completely mesmerized with Ryder, and as scary as it was, Ryder was relieved to
see Jed’s focus change from the dark water below to him.

Jed leaned some of his
weight on Ryder, and he left another kiss on Ryder’s lips. “So you don’t mind
when I do this?” He ran the tip of his tongue over Ryder’s top lip, sending a
bolt of excitement to Ryder’s cock.

“Oh, fuck...” Ryder
slumped against the fence and grabbed Jed’s hips, savoring how angular they
were in comparison to a woman’s. “You’re beautiful.”

And the shy smile that
appeared on Jed’s lips after those words made him even more so. “Me? Do tell…”
Jed breathed heavily and gave Ryder another glorious kiss, letting his hands
run down Ryder’s chest, igniting a fire that could dry the lake beneath them.

Ryder trembled
uncontrollably, overcome with a sensation he couldn’t describe. He never felt
anything like this. “You’re on my mind all the time. I love your hair. You’re
so pretty I just want to lock myself up with you so that no one can see us.”

Ryder didn’t even care
about the rain anymore when he got a kiss in return for his confession. Fucking
Max had been unnerving and eye-opening, and freaking hot at that, but this was
something else, something deeper, more intense, fueled by many forces other
than lust. “Sometimes, I get a bit closer to you so I can smell you,” Jed
whispered, and pushed against Ryder, sliding his hand down Ryder’s stomach, all
the way to the cock in his pants.

Ryder gasped and got the
quickest erection in his life as his mind blanked from blood rapidly draining south.
“I do that too. I imagined fucking you while you were wearing my clothes,” he
uttered, blindly massaging Jed’s chest. It was so gloriously meaty under the
clothes. No one before had felt like this. None of the girls Ryder thought he
loved. Certainly not Max. It was Jed who made shivers travel all over his body.

"You did?"
Jed's eyes went wide, but it was lust in them, not repulsion, as he gave
Ryder’s cock a squeeze that was better than many blowjobs Ryder got in his
life. Everything with Jed seemed intensified. As if Ryder had been living in a
black and white world, and woke up to Technicolor. “I slept in your T-shirt
when you were away, just to feel closer to you.”

Ryder’s breath shook,
and he pulled Jed closer, drinking from his lips as they kissed. “You have me
now.”

“Do I?” Jed nipped on
Ryder’s bottom lip, and it was good that he did, because Ryder needed a pinch
to make sure he wasn’t dreaming. “You sure you want to do this?” he asked, but
was already unbuckling Ryder’s belt.

At this moment, Ryder
would probably say yes to anything Jed wanted. He nodded and cupped Jed’s face,
stealing another bone-melting kiss, swallowing the warm tongue and cool
rainwater that dribbled down their faces. “I don’t fucking care anymore.”

The greedy kiss he got
in return was all he needed to know, and for a brief moment, Jed pushed against
him hard enough for Ryder to feel Jed’s erect cock against his thigh. It had
his head spinning, but not as much as seeing Jed slowly sink to his knees in
front of him. Just like that, with the weights still tied to his legs.

“Me neither.” Jed put
his hands on Ryder’s thighs, and leaned closer to kiss Ryder’s cock through his
jeans. “I just want this so bad…” He said and looked up at Ryder, as if
searching for approval. He’d get all the approval he ever dreamed of.

Ryder gave a fervent nod
and petted Jed’s head gently, still paralyzed by disbelief. His cock was
straining against his clothes so hard it was making Ryder crazy. He too had dreamed
of this moment, only in different circumstances. Without the fear and
bitterness that colored this encounter. He wanted to make Jed happy. “Have you
done this before?” he asked, shivering when his thumb rolled across Jed’s full
lips.

Jed laughed nervously
and shook his head. “You afraid I’ll be shit at this?” He pulled Ryder’s pants
lower, revealing his cock to the cool air and rain, but that didn’t mean a
thing when Ryder’s purplish, heavily erect cock swayed in front of those
beautiful lips. Ryder was completely mesmerized, and yet also relieved that Jed
had never done this to another guy. Possessiveness burned at the back of
Ryder’s brain, but he chuckled and gently petted the seam of Jed’s lips.

“No... I’m just... I
just want to see you do this.”

Even despite the chilly
weather, Jed’s face was darkening, and he took a deep breath. “Your cock is so
fucking hot.
You
are so hot.” His eyelashes fluttered, and he leaned
down, suckling on Ryder’s sac, but a sharp tremble went up Ryder’s spine as
Jed’s burning hot tongue trailed a line up his balls, gently pulling on the
hoops adorning the skin. One at a time, Jed stuck the tip of his tongue into
the ring and pulled, only to move on to the next piercing. He then repeated the
movement at a quicker pace, lapping up Ryder’s nuts as if they were the
tastiest things he’d ever had in his mouth. Just watching the steel against his
pink, warm tongue was making Ryder giddy with lust.

He mewled when the touch
was gone but Jed didn’t waste any more time and opened his full lips, to close
them over the cockhead, never taking his eyes off Ryder’s face. The soft heat
inside his mouth was so inviting Ryder wanted to push in deeper, and fuck that
pretty face, but he was completely petrified of hurting Jed in any way, or
making him do something he didn’t want. Sure, he had cared about his other
lovers, most of them at least, but this was different, he didn’t want to ever
lose Jed. And on top of that, Jed had never done this, and Ryder knew he needed
to ease him in gently.

All thoughts evaporated
from his frying brain as pleasure kicked in, making Ryder slump against the
fence. He grasped the wire with his free hand and moaned, gently pulling Jed
closer as that wet, luscious mouth sucked around his cock, and the softest of
tongues tickled the underside of the head. If that wasn’t exquisite, he didn’t
know what was. Ryder whimpered Jed’s name, but his train of thought broke, and
he wasn’t even sure what he wanted to say in the first place.

Jed kept glancing up,
but as he took his time checking how much more cock his mouth could take, his
cold fingers slipped under Ryder’s T-shirt, making him tense up. Goosebumps
broke out all over skin, and Ryder almost came when his cockhead pushed against
the back of Jed’s throat, making him gag slightly. It didn’t seem to bother Jed
though, as he kept bobbing his head over Ryder’s dick at a quickening pace.

Ryder groaned and pushed
his fingers into Jed’s wet hair. His body was alternating between hot and cold,
but each movement of Jed’s slippery mouth and tongue was pulling Ryder closer
and closer to the edge. The last time he felt like this was when he was a
teenager and couldn’t hold it for more than two minutes, but for some reason it
didn’t make him embarrassed, only proud of Jed’s natural talent for this.

“This feels so fucking
good,” he whispered, overwhelmed by a wave of lust when Jed’s blue eyes met his
over pink lips stretched around Ryder’s thick cock, complete with the
banana-shaped piercing at the base. Altogether, it made a beautifully debauched
picture.

Jed sucked harder, and
Ryder wished the rain would end, so he could hear those delicious slurpy sounds
and the way Jed was gagging every now and then. But it was seeing Jed put a
hand down his own jeans that pushed Ryder over the edge. Not only was he
sucking on Ryder’s cock so hard Ryder was worried for Jed’s throat, but doing
so turned Jed on so much he needed to jerk off at the same time. As soon as
Jed’s hand disappeared in his pants, he rocked his hips a few times, moaning
over Ryder’s cock, and making him come with the delicious vibrations around it.
Knowing that Jed found sucking cock so exciting that he came just from doing
that was the biggest turn-on.

Ryder didn’t want to
pull on Jed’s head too hard, but Jed wasn’t going anywhere, sucking up and
swallowing all the cum Ryder had for him. Jed was panting so hard through his
nose that it tickled Ryder’s pubes.

Ryder closed his eyes,
pumped out after the amazing orgasm. This wasn’t just getting off and having
fun. However unskillful, Jed’s blowjob was much more intense than any other
Ryder had ever received. “You’re so good,” whispered Ryder, getting hot from
just thinking about his seed oiling up Jed’s throat.

Jed slowly pulled away,
looking up at Ryder and still exploring his stomach with his fingers. “What
does this make me?” he whispered. “I loved it so bad. I still feel your cum on
my tongue, and it’s making me horny all over again.”

Ryder gasped and pulled
him up, greedy to feel what Jed just described. Their bodies clashed as Ryder
stroked his tongue over Jed’s, shuddering at the salty taste of his own cum
combined with Jed’s sweetness. The lips, the flesh inside seemed plumper than
before, and he absolutely loved it. “You say you love me? It makes sense for
you to enjoy it then, right?” asked Ryder, stroking Jed’s flushed face.

Jed wrapped his arms
around Ryder’s waist, and it felt so new and strange to have a man hold him
this way. “I’ve wanted to suck your cock since you let me see you fuck that
girl, way back. I came in my pants so hard, and all I could think about was
your dick, and cum dripping down your fist when you came on her stomach. Fuck,
I could get hard again just thinking about it.” He delved into another kiss,
more aggressive this time, more confident, and Ryder wanted it even more than
the shy touches from before. This was so masculine, so unmistakably Jed. The
pull to have more and more made Ryder think of all the times he fucked women
underneath this bridge. They could technically go down, out of plain sight, and
go for it. But when he looked into Jed’s eyes, so trusting and vulnerable, he
already knew he couldn’t just do it under some dirty bridge, with old, used
condoms remembering his teenage years lying all around them.

“I could feel that,” he
whispered into Jed’s ear, teasing it with his tongue.

Jed moaned and hugged
him harder, with the buckle of his belt jingling against Ryder’s. “You did? I
give off vibes?” He didn’t sound all that happy about it.

“What? No, I mean... I
could feel you were enjoying it,” said Ryder, somewhat flatly.

Jed relaxed slightly in
Ryder’s arms. “Ah, okay. I was… It was throbbing inside me.”

Ryder couldn’t help but
instantly imagined where else inside of Jed it could be throbbing.

“Oh, fuck, that’s so
hot,” whimpered Ryder and kissed Jed again. “You have the most amazing mouth on
the planet.” His hand delved lower and dipped into Jed’s open pants, shuddering
at the sticky dampness of his underwear.