One Step Too Close - Coffin Nails MC Louisiana (Gay Biker Stepbrother Romance) (Sex & Mayhem Book 6) (18 page)

“Huh?” He panted,
wondering whether there was something off about his body. Maybe some people
were just too tight down there and couldn’t take anal sex? What if he was one
of those people? What if he’d disappoint Ryder?

“You okay?” asked Ryder,
stilling over him, but Jed could see in his eyes how much he wanted to move
those hips and fuck Jed hard, like he’d fucked that girl they double-teamed.
His lips were trembling slightly, and he was constantly swallowing, his eyes
fixed on Jed.

“I just…” Jed gasped for
breath, only now realizing that he’d been holding it. The moment he took the
deep breath, his body eased a little, and the pain was still there, but his
whole body relaxed slightly. It was manageable. Ryder’s cock throbbed inside of
him, and that was an unexpectedly exciting feeling. Not to mention the steady
hold on his wrists. Turn-on. Definitely. “Your cock feels even bigger than it
looks, you fucker.” Jed managed a grin, still catching breaths and trying to
focus on the glorious body above him.

Ryder’s thighs pushed
against Jed’s ass, and he lowered himself. “It’s still mostly out,” he
whispered and placed a soft kiss on Jed’s pec, brushing Jed’s skin with the wet
streaks of hair. “Deep breaths. I’m not gonna fuck you if it hurts. We’d have
to wait.”

Jed nodded, but he was
set on keeping his mouth shut. He was
not
waiting. He’d waited twelve
years for this, and he was fucking having it. Maybe once the head was in, it
would be easier. And his body did seem to slowly adjust, going hot and ready to
accept all that Ryder had to give.

“Sorry I’m not… ugh,
experienced.” Jed laughed nervously and arched up for a kiss.

Ryder’s mouth curved
into a smile and he demonstrated a slow, deep breath, urging Jed to follow his
example with his eyes only. “I’m popping your cherry then. Can’t say I’m
complaining.”

Jed groaned but did as
he was told. “Asshole. I’ve fucked before.” He realized that the short exchange
had his focus shift, and his body relaxed more, now just weirdly throbbing, not
actually hurting. Progress.

“I know, but not like
this. This is just mine,” whispered Ryder, staring at Jed with his intense
eyes, shivering slightly, as if it took a great amount of effort to hold back
from just thrusting in and burying his dick all the way to the balls.

Jed unclenched his fists
as the bad kind of tension was leaving his body, making room for more arousal.
It was hot to have Ryder holding him down and not letting him jerk off in the
process. His cock was begging for action, but for this Jed could wait.

“Yours only,” Jed
whispered and kissed Ryder’s chin. He couldn’t get enough of the stubble.

Ryder gasped and slowly
pushed his hips forward, inching his dick deeper into Jed’s tight hole. He
stopped the moment Jed grabbed his hand again, gasping for air. “Breathe,
okay?” insisted Ryder, kissing Jed’s Adam’s apple. “Relax. You’re so tight I
can’t really move. What if I come before I’m all the way inside?”

Jed shouldn’t laugh, but
he did. “You’ll be a happy man?” He arched his head back for more kisses, and
steadied his breathing, slowly relaxing as he lay under Ryder. It seemed that
Ryder did know what he was doing and had things under control, but Jed was
still afraid of spoiling things for him. Ryder should enjoy it, not hold back
and stress out over Jed’s comfort.

Ryder hummed, and in the
midst of the kiss, Jed felt a tug on his cock, which had softened from the
pain, but the sensation of a large, masculine palm touching him was enough to
slowly ease it back into a hard-on.

“Look at me,” said
Ryder. “I want to fuck you so bad. Let me in.”

Jed crossed his feet
behind Ryder’s back and looked into his eyes, slightly bucking his hips into
the touch. Ryder’s dick pushed in a bit farther as well.

“I want it.” Jed took
deep breaths, feeling confident that he was easing into the feeling of being
spread wide open like that. His body was overtaken by a flood of heat that only
got stronger as Ryder moved his cock around a bit, inching it back and forth.
“I want you to come in me.” He was so excited about that, he didn’t even blink.
That’s what always happened in his fantasies. Ryder’s cum filling him, all warm
and thick even as it oozed out of him after the sex. He didn’t even consider
asking for condoms. Ryder was too responsible to do anything that could
endanger them.

Ryder chewed on his lip,
smearing precum all over Jed’s cockhead, which instantly shifted the focus
there from the pain in his ass. “You’re so smooth inside,” Ryder whispered,
pushing on, and this time, Jed’s body didn’t clench, trying to refuse him
entry. The way Jed’s hole stretched around Ryder’s thick tool still burned, but
it wasn’t nearly as searing of a pain as before. Most of all, Jed wanted to
feel the motion, he wanted to get fucked. In his mind things were always
easier, the fucking raw and rapid, but at least Ryder’s eyes were just as
intense as they were at the beginning. The raw lust in them could light fires.
Jed groaned, but when Ryder’s balls nestled against his skin, it felt like
champagne popping all around the bed in celebration.

Jed smiled against
Ryder’s mouth, overcome by a giddy feeling that seemed to carry him above the
mattress, light as a feather. “All the way now, big boy.”

Ryder’s eyelids
fluttered, and he leaned into a deep, satisfying kiss that seemed to charge
Jed’s ass with electricity. “You feel so fucking good. I love it.”

The kiss intensified
Jed’s hunger, and he rocked his hips just to get a feel of the cock inside.
Getting to rub his ass against Ryder’s thighs was heaven too. As their tongues
danced around each other, hot and slick, Jed imagined the way Ryder invading
his lips to be equivalent to the way he was about to fuck Jed. Intense. Hard
and fast.

“You can’t wait, can
you?” whispered Ryder, propping his elbows on both sides of Jed’s head while
still holding on to his wrists. He was the one in control, and Jed was ecstatic
about the powerful dominating vibe that streamed through Ryder’s every action.
He gasped when Ryder started slowly pulling out. They were still a very tight
fit, and Jed felt slightly sore, but there was pleasure to the burn inside him
as well.

“I’ve had a crush on you
since I was a teenager. Do you think I can wait?” Jed gasped with a small
smile, open to whatever Ryder was about to do. He sniffed Ryder loudly and
groaned in approval at the fresh smell of rain in his hair. Rain and sweat.

“Oh, fuck,” groaned
Ryder and pushed all the way in again, and when the head of his cock pressed on
the flesh inside, the sensation bordered on pain while being extremely sweet.
“I could have had you for such a long time?” he asked, his hips making small
movements back and forth, to an increased heat somewhere inside Jed. It was a
strange feeling, like an inner pressure teasing his cock. In the soft cocoon of
the warm bedding, in the orange light of the bedside lamp, Jed was completely
safe and comfortable to look into Ryder’s eyes. The embarrassment and fear were
gone, leaving only heat.

Jed gave Ryder’s lips a
quick lick. “If you’d just said the word, you could have been taking
me
to the bridge. I’d suck your dick any day.” He moaned and curled his feet at
the harsher push of the cock inside. His own dick was hardening by the moment,
as if growing in the heat between them.

Ryder shuddered, and so
did his cock. Jed could only imagine it leaking precum into his ass. “You were
too young back then, but I’d have taken you up on the offer a few years
afterward. And I want more than just sucking cock from you. You and me, we’re
not just about that.”

Jed nodded, in awe of
the complete understanding between them. He groaned at the way Ryder’s cock
moved in him, the way his hips pushed against Jed’s ass when he slammed back
in. “No. You get me. I don’t want anyone else.”

Ryder smiled and took
Jed’s mouth in an aggressive kiss, pushing his tongue just as deep as the cock
that he rammed in so hard the piercings on his balls clanged. Jed’s insides
went up in flames at the sudden flash of pleasure that seemed to explode from
the root of his dick. His whole body broke out in goosebumps, but when he
stirred, with a shocked moan on his lips, Ryder went completely still above
him.

“Sorry,” he whispered.

Jed stared into his
eyes, still trembling from the completely new sensation. He pulled Ryder closer
with his legs. “No. Fuck. I— Do that again.” His dick was rock-hard, and he was
getting sweaty just thinking of feeling that bolt of arousal again.

Ryder stayed up this
time as he drew back. Just this motion created a strange tingling sensation,
but as he pushed in again, Jed’s body went insane with the pleasure that
originated somewhere inside him. It was a crazy feeling. Was this something
gays had in them so they’d enjoy getting fucked up the ass? Jed sure as fuck
craved more of it already. Surely scientist would know of this if that were
true?

“Like that…” Jed moaned,
feeling as if he were losing his mind. Nothing else mattered now, just Ryder
making him feel ecstatic again. Over and over until they both came.

“Good?” whispered Ryder,
gasping against Jed’s lips as he too seemed to slowly lose his inhibitions. His
strokes were deeper, slightly harder, even though from the tension in his
muscles Jed could recognize that Ryder was still holding back. That only had
Jed imagining what it could feel like once Ryder let go. Ryder was at the gym
almost every fucking day. He was ripped and strong as an ox. He could fuck like
a machine.

“Fuck yes!” Jed hissed
at another push on the pleasurable spot that made even more precum drip from
his cock. Not every thrust hit the right spot, so it was a bit hit and miss,
but it seemed that it was a question of the right angle. Jed was becoming
fervent with need to have that lovely fat cock brush against the right place
inside every time. He stirred his ass up and pulled Ryder closer with his legs,
increasingly excited with the pulsing in his cock. He wanted to feel those
bolts of heat every time his beloved fucked him.

Ryder seemed to
understand what was going on and rewarded Jed with firm yet slightly chaotic
thrusts. Each time he pushed all the way in, the piercings on his balls burned
Jed with their touch. It was so unbelievably hot. The hard thrusts still hurt a
bit deep within, but as Jed’s eyes met Ryder’s, the tenderness and lust he saw
reflected in them untangled the nervous knots in his muscles. Ryder would never
hurt him, of that he was certain.

As Ryder’s thrusts
became bolder and more intense, Jed didn’t hold back any moans and yelps. There
were no neighbors around, and he could be as loud as he wanted. At one point,
Ryder found the perfect angle, and Jed made sure to let him know, so Ryder
stayed in the right place and every time he pushed his cock in up to the hilt,
the pleasure intensified, making Jed’s cock twitch and stir between their
bodies. It awakened a lust different than Jed ever imagined possible. His hairs
bristled, his body trembled, and even in the cool room he was getting all too
hot.

Ryder held his wrists
with even more power, and the punishing rhythm in which he thrust his hard cock
in made Jed lose control and cry out. Only after half a second, he realized he
was coming.
Without jerking off.
And each push of Ryder’s cock had him
flushed and shivering, spurting come on his own stomach and calling out Ryder’s
name without shame. His ass pulsed with the aftershocks of orgasm, clenching
around Ryder’s dick as it was still pumping in and out.

Ryder’s face above him
contorted rapidly as he stared at Jed wide-eyed. He thrust into him a few more
times before arching his back with a powerful groan. Ryder’s dick throbbed
rhythmically, and Jed realized that Ryder was unloading his seed deep in his
body. He caught a sharp breath and let go of Jed’s hands, pressing his
trembling lips against Jed’s. “Oh, fuck...”

Jed didn’t even have the
words for what he was feeling. All the trembles that went through his body
seemed to make him hypersensitive, and even the kiss was almost too much.
Almost. He wouldn’t pass on a kiss from Ryder. His arms ached slightly after
being held back for so long, but they went up on their own accord, and he
wrapped them around Ryder’s neck. They created the most perfect cocoon of two
bodies clinging together in pleasure.

Ryder closed his eyes,
and pulled Jed closer, fervently kissing his lips, then his face and neck. His
heart beat fast and hard against Jed’s ribcage, and even as the cock inside Jed
shrunk and softened, Ryder only pressed his hips harder against him, as if in a
desperate attempt to still be inside.

“I love you so much, you
don’t even know.” Jed clung to Ryder, not bothered anymore by the position. Any
awkwardness and anxiety were long gone. He was free. “This was the best thing
that’s ever happened to me.”

Ryder bit his lip,
watching him for a long moment before pulling away. His cock slid out of Jed’s
ass with a slippery sound, and Ryder lay down next to Jed, pulling him close
and kissing his brow. “I’m sorry. I pushed you so hard. But you’re fine the way
you are. You make me happy.”

Jed pulled the comforter
on top of them, and cuddled up to Ryder. His ass felt strangely numb, as if he
could still feel Ryder’s cock inside. “I tried to change it, but I just can’t.”
He let a kiss speak for his affection.