One Step Too Close - Coffin Nails MC Louisiana (Gay Biker Stepbrother Romance) (Sex & Mayhem Book 6) (17 page)

“Yeah, sorry. But I want
it so bad.” Jed slid his fingers along Ryder’s strong arms. They were rock-hard,
just like his cock. “I’m not a pussy. I can take a bit of pain. I just want to
know how it feels.”

“I know you’re not a
pussy,” whispered Ryder, pressing his cheek against Jed’s. He slipped his hands
under Jed’s back and hugged him tightly. “It might hurt, but I’ve been told
it’s all stress. Just relax and enjoy it.”

Jed hesitated if he
wanted to spoil the mood and ask the next question, but as much as he wanted to
impress Ryder, he also realized, he felt comfortable enough to not pretend, to
be himself. “Do you think it’s possible to be bad at it?” He kissed Ryder’s
neck and hugged him back. He couldn’t get over how freaking sturdy Ryder’s body
felt. No girl ever felt this way.

Ryder laughed into his
ear. “Someone who just lies down like a log is shitty at it, but I doubt
that’ll be the case with you.”

Jed hugged him closer,
still worried about being physically hurt, but he would never know how it felt if
he didn’t go through with it. He licked up the pulsing artery on Ryder’s neck.
“Just thinking about it turns me on, but let’s take it slow. Your cock is
fuckin’ massive.”

Ryder snickered. “I
know, right? It is a beast, and it’s gonna be in you very soon,” he said,
lapping all the way from Jed’s collarbone to his temple.

“Fuck, that’s hot.” Jed
moaned and closed his eyes, squeezing Ryder’s hair. “You’re such a sexy
fucker.”

Ryder gave him a loud
smooch and shifted. The whiff of cool air told him Ryder was reaching out from
their little comforter sanctuary. The mass of fabric became orange as Ryder
switched on the lamp on the nightstand, and Jed was faced with his big
beautiful cock, which was comfortably resting on Jed’s stomach, dripping clear
fluid on to his skin.

Jed bit his lip, and
wouldn’t dare blink. He could just lie back, have a smoke, and jerk off
watching that pierced beast. It was the single most arousing picture on the
planet, with a bulbous head, and veiny shaft. He smiled just remembering that
he’d already had it in his mouth tonight. He pushed himself up on his elbows,
still unnerved about bottoming, but then again, he’d been a little scared when
he first mounted a bike, he’d been nervous the first time he took speed, and
both of those had turned out great, so why would getting fucked like this—and
by Ryder at that—be any different? Even if it hurt, he was sure the excitement
of having that meaty dick inside of him would make it all good in the end.

Ryder’s six-pack flexed
under the smooth skin and dark hair, and Jed petted it with a grin growing on
his face. Ryder dove back underneath the comforter, flushed, with lips swollen
from intense kisses. Ryder wasn’t a fan of public sex with hangarounds, and so
it had been ages since Jed had seen him like this. He tossed a few items to the
mattress and licked his lips, watching Jed’s dick. “Raise your hips.”

Jed followed the
request, arching a bit more than necessary, just for Ryder’s viewing pleasure.
His attention was scattered as he tried to take everything in. Ryder’s handsome
face, the tattoos on his arms, the piercings… All combined into a sexy package
of a big frame and sweaty skin. He could still hardly get his head around his
long-time dream coming true. Maybe he had actually died and was now in heaven?
Then again, if there was a heaven or hell, he’d be going to the latter. Pastors
claimed all sinners went to hell. And if all the junkies, party animals, and
gays went to hell, it would be more fun there anyway. Fucking Ryder every day,
sucking his cock, having his own sucked. He bet incestuous bastards like him
ended up in hell.

Ryder pushed a thick
pillow under Jed’s ass and leaned down, brushing his stubbly cheek against
Jed’s inner thigh. His breath tickled Jed’s balls, and he could feel them draw
closer to his body from the pleasure of it, but he yelped in surprise when a
gentle touch to his ass sent all kinds of phantom crawlies all around his skin.

His breath got quicker,
his body hotter, his dick harder. No guy had ever dared touch him this way,
even if they wanted to. Just fucking Tom, but that cunt didn’t count. Jed
looked down at Ryder, curling his toes in excitement, all of a sudden more
aware of his ass in general, of his anus clenching slightly. How much could it
actually hurt? Most girls didn’t like it, probably for a reason, but then
again, gays did it all the time, so it couldn’t be
that
bad.

“Okay?” asked Ryder,
looking up at Jed as he sucked in some of the flesh on his thighs. His hand
cupped Jed’s ass, the thumb stroking him over the arch of one buttock, and just
that, the simple touch, had Jed on the edge. Caught between the slight pain
from the bite and the strange but pleasant sensation at his ass, Jed was more
than confused.

“Yeah, I like you down
there.” Jed gave Ryder a cocky grin, pushing through his anxiety. It would all
be fine. It was Ryder, not some nasty fucker in a public restroom. Ryder
wouldn’t ever intentionally hurt or humiliate him, even if Jed turned out to be
a complete cock slut by the end of this night.

Ryder grinned, and his
gaze briefly slid over Jed’s stiff cock and swollen balls, but he seemed not
ready to deal with them yet. There was a popping sound right after Ryder
removed his hands from Jed’s ass, and he sat back on his heels, pouring lube
into his hand. Jed knew it was coming, and he spread his legs a bit more in
encouragement that Ryder undoubtedly didn’t need.

Jed enjoyed the view of
Ryder’s stiff cock arching up between his legs, glistening with precum, and his
thick thighs stretched from Ryder sitting on his heels. Strangely enough, it
didn’t feel all that awkward to be exposed to the light with his legs spread
and ready to take a cock. It was just him and Ryder, no one to judge him.

Ryder looked up, and his
mouth stretched into a smile as he leaned in, resting one hand at Jed’s hip and
delving the other between his spread thighs.

Jed shuddered when cool,
slippery liquid poured between his asscheeks, with some of it trickling down to
his back moments before thick fingers rubbed some more of the lube around Jed’s
entrance. The skin there was more sensitive to touch than he’d imagined. Even lying
in his bed, jerking off on his own, he’d always been too conflicted about
touching himself there.

Jed raised his knees
higher to give Ryder better access, but his attention was shared between the
teasing fingers and the handsome face with thick dark eyebrows and streaks of
wet hair clinging to Ryder’s cheeks. Jed had to be the luckiest gay fucker on
the planet.

“You like that?” asked
Ryder, massaging Jed’s hole with a gentleness Jed didn’t expect to ever receive
from a man. The light touch, combined with the slick lube, made for an
incredibly arousing sensation.

Jed dared to look
straight into Ryder’s eyes, and squeezed his hand around the base of his own
dick. “Yeah, feels good.” He’d felt a strange tingling in his anus, and he imagined
it was his body already anticipating a thick, beautiful dick.

Ryder grasped Jed’s
ankle and raised his foot, propping it on his shoulder. He did the same with
the other foot and grunted, gently pushing at Jed’s anus, his face a mask of
focus.

Jed gasped, and his eyes
opened wider. He sort of knew this was coming, but the change of position still
took him by surprise. He’d never been this vulnerable with anyone. When he was
with girls, he could stay closed off, get himself to come thinking about men’s
chests and asses, and that was that. Here, it was him who had to open up to
Ryder and hope for the best.

Ryder’s eyes shot up.
“Okay?” he asked, keeping the tip of his finger inside Jed’s clenched hole. It
was the strangest sensation.

“I wanna feel you fuck
me. I wanna know how it is to be fucked by your cock,” Jed whispered and slid
his hand to Ryder’s pec. So fucking hard.

Ryder grunted and chewed
on his bottom lip, pushing the finger inside. It burned slightly but was
bearable, though Jed instantly wondered how this would compare to having a cock
in. The finger wasn’t exactly a pleasant sensation, just weird as it wiggled
somewhere inside.

Jed wasn’t sure how it
was supposed to feel either, but he watched Ryder’s face and began slowly
rocking his hips, his mind already full of images of Ryder on top of him and
his dick buried so deep inside Jed that he’d feel those rings on Ryder’s balls
against his ass.

“You’re so tight,” said
Ryder, petting the side of Jed’s thigh as he moved the finger around, pushing
it in, only to pull it out. And after a short while, the friction turned into
pleasant heat.

Jed was surprised that
he didn’t feel weirded out by Ryder’s words. On the contrary, a sense of pride
crept in as he imagined how tight he’d feel around Ryder’s cock, how his ass
would milk it until Ryder came.

His eyes met Ryder’s
again, and he ran his hand over Ryder’s forearm. “I bet you can’t wait to stick
your dick in me.”

“Never thought I would,”
said Ryder and kissed Jed’s knee as he slowly teased the rim of Jed’s hole with
a second finger. “I’m gonna make you feel good. You’re gonna love it.”

Jed’s lips curved into a
smile. He loved hearing that, and he was sure that if there was someone who
could take good care of him, it was Ryder. Jed’s skin was hot from
anticipation, but he didn’t want to rush Ryder, end up regretting it, and then
not be able to fuck again for a few days if they went at it too hard.

“Was it me who was on
your mind when you fucked girls?” Sure, it was needy, but Jed didn’t care.

Ryder laughed. “Maybe,”
he said, panting harder as he finally speared Jed with two fingers. It was a
bit much, and Jed clung to Ryder’s arm, but as the initial burn wore off, the
fingerfuck started feeling more like a massage of Jed’s inner walls than an
invasion.

“Oh, fuck!” Jed clenched
his eyes shut, overwhelmed by all the sensations. He focused on Ryder being so
close to him, on the fact that for the first time in his life sex felt real.
Like everything he’d done with girls was like talking through a wall, and now,
he was finally face to face with his lover. The relief in his heart was so
intense he had to stop Ryder from jerking him off, because he was afraid he’d
come too fast.

Ryder went slow with
him, and stretched his body with three thick fingers. There was no comparing
those to slim girl fingers, and the way Ryder touched him with his other hand
had the confidence and strength Jed had always dreamed of in a partner. Even
with getting fingerfucked and prepped being so weird, his excitement always
stayed at peak level, and he was fucking
ready.

But this certainty ended
the moment Ryder pulled out all his fingers and drizzled lube over his huge
dick. Now that it glistened with a generous helping of the slick gel, it seemed
even bigger, thicker. Ryder was flushed all over, and his chest shone with
sweat as he leaned over Jed, staring straight into his eyes as the broad head
of his cock settled at the entrance to Jed’s body.

“Go on, do it,” Jed
whispered, pulling Ryder lower by the neck. All he wished for was for Ryder to
feel as horny as he did. So that they would get addicted to fucking each other
and never again want a different person. His hole throbbed as if it were
missing the fingers, but he was increasingly anxious. After the fingers though,
at least he thought he knew how the real thing would feel.

Ryder grabbed Jed’s
wrist and pinned it over his head, leaning his massive chest above Jed. “The
other one,” he demanded, tapping Jed’s palm. The cockhead shifted up and down
against Jed’s hole, and they both groaned.

Ryder didn’t need to
repeat himself, Jed was all too eager to follow Ryder’s lead and let Ryder’s
hand grip both his wrists. The surge of excitement at Ryder’s strength went
straight to Jed’s balls, and his cock twitched on his stomach as he panted,
unsure when Ryder would actually push in. It could be at any moment. Jed’s face
was hot, his breath shallow, and he felt like drowning in the hot air yet
wouldn’t have it any other way.

Ryder’s eyes were
intense, and their cool gray color burned holes in Jed’s soul as they watched
one another, motionless like statues. And then, Ryder’s dick pushed inside, and
Jed’s anus exploded with pain, clenching around it like a vise.

Ryder gasped, closing
his eyes and squeezing his hand tighter over Jed’s wrists. “Fuck...”

Jed said the same thing
in a whimper, clenching his hands into fists, tensing his thighs on Ryder’s
shoulders, and biting his lip. His ass clamped down around the cockhead inside
of him with a strength he wasn’t aware he had in him. There was no way out now,
and the conflicting sensations bombarded Jed with the arousal that came from
his brain at the fact that Ryder’s hot, hard cock was pushing inside of him,
and the pain of the actual physical experience. He was happy Ryder was pinning
him down, because his body went rigid, and he wouldn’t know what to do with his
hands anyway.

This was it. He had a
man on top of him, fucking his ass. He was gay. No way around it now.

“Jed?” uttered Ryder,
moving his cock farther in, much to the protest of Jed’s sphincter. It was as
if his body and mind couldn’t agree on what they wanted.