Let Me Love You (Love #4) (27 page)

I’ve got one week before I have to report back to baseball and make it my life again. I want to take this next step with Jaylinn before I have to leave and I thought what better time to use our Christmas present than now.

I called up MacKenzie to help me set it up. She called and scheduled the whole next week for Jaylinn and me to spend together.

I sent Jaylinn to the gym with Layla for at least an hour. I sent MacKenzie to Jaylinn’s house so she could pack a bag for her. MacKenzie meets me at my house right before Jaylinn is due home. My sister stands on her tip toes and hugs me. “I love you. Please, I’m begging you to take this time and figure out whatever is going on with you guys. You both love each other Cooper, we all see it.”

I hug her for a second longer before releasing her. “I’ve got this, trust me.”

MacKenzie smiles, “I trust you big brother.”

We say our goodbyes and MacKenzie is pulling out of the driveway as Layla is pulling in. Jaylinn jogs over to me, “Why did MacKenzie leave already?”

I tip Jaylinn’s chin up to me and kiss her lips. “She helped me pack.” Layla beeps to us as she drives away. “We’re going away.”

Her eyebrows furrow, “I can’t leave, I’ve got soccer practices and a scrimmage on Saturday morning.” While MacKenzie was packing Jaylinn’s bag I called Jay’s assistant coach and explained that I was taking her away for the week and to see if she could cover. I added a little Cahill charm and she agreed.

“It’s been handled.” I reach inside the door and grab one of the bags and hand it to Jaylinn. “We’ve got to get going.”

“But.”

I place a finger over her lips, “It’s all been handled. Let me get you out of here for a little while. Trust me.”

“Trust you.” Jaylinn repeats.

“Yes, do you trust me?”

Jaylinn bites on her bottom lip and nods. My dick twitches every time I see her doing that. Get your mind out of the gutter Coop and get her out of here.

“Good, then help me so we can go.”

I practically force her out the door. I don’t want her asking questions; I just want to get her there. We get my truck packed and are on the road within thirty minutes.

With each passing mile I visibly see Jaylinn relaxing. My hand is in hers the entire way, our fingers tangled together. We’ve waited so long for this night that I begin to think that maybe things won’t go as planned.
Like the goddamn weather.

I had these envisioned it being sunny so I could take her to the lake for a little while but the closer we get, the darker the clouds are.

I’m cursing the damn weather when we pull into the driveway hours later and Jaylinn is laughing. As soon as the truck stops she opens the door and giggles. I smile, watching her as she dances around in the rain with her hands over her head. This girl, right here, is the girl that I fell in love with. My brave, fearless girl.

The house is a beautiful log cabin tucked into the Pocono Mountains. It’s a secluded area, all you see are trees. There’s a small stream that runs along the side of the house and past the driveway. I take it all in before I get out and walk over to her side of the truck and lean against the bed, watching her.

My plans are shot to hell but right in this moment I don’t give a fuck. Looking at her, all wet and sexy. Yup, right now the rain is looking damn good.

She stops dancing when she sees me leaning against the truck, and seductively makes her way over to me.

I can’t wait another minute. Would it make any sense to? The way she’s staring at me with those pretty blue eyes, I know she can’t wait anymore either.

I have her pressed against the side of the truck, my hands on her waist, edging her shirt up. “Fuck,” It’s clinging to her body and being a little impatient, I rip it off. It makes a slapping sound as it hits the dirt. With my legs positioned just right I reach down and lift her up so she can wrap her legs around my waist.

She makes a moaning sound, a plea maybe, and I want it to be my name she’s screaming, right then. With the urges ripping through me, ready to finally make her mine, my mouth is everywhere, I can’t get enough. The wind picks up, the skies open up and she jumps in my arms as thunder cracks.

“I got you.” I whisper in her ear. I wrap my arms around her, protecting her.
I will forever protect her.
I can barely see through the pouring rain but there’s just something about this moment that keeps me here. I know once I get her inside there is nothing that will keep me from finally taking her virginity. But here, right now, in this storm, we’re both so fucking bare. We’re at the mercy of the storm.

Jaylinn is watching me, waiting for me to move. I hold her here, wanting her to see this is the last moment that we have before it’s gone.
Before everything changes.

I mouth the words I love you, barely above a whisper. She smiles and tangles her hands in my wet hair, grasping at it. My eyes dart from her eyes to her lips, and lower. When she sighs, my eyes find hers again. “What are you waiting for?”

“Nothing.” I say, smirking. “I’m just enjoying the view.”

Jaylinn takes one hand from my hair and reaches for the clasp on her bra. She has it off in a second. “You’re at second base, now what?”

Ah, my girl wants to play baseball, I never turn down a game. I lift her up a little more and get a good grip on her ass. I get her tits right where I want them. In my face.

I don’t waste another second before I take her right nipple in my mouth, sucking the water off them. Jay moans at the sensation, her body shudders. She uses both hands to press me into her. Her legs tighten and we slump against my truck, she slips from the rain and I have to stop what I’m doing to catch her.

Her eyes go wide in panic as I laugh. “I’ll always catch you.”

I hope she sees the meaning behind those words and how true that statement is. She needs to know that before we go any further.

She laughs, the sound turning me on even more than I already am. Jaylinn reaches around me for a better grip but her hands slide right off from the rain. Giving up, she fists my shirt between her fingers and starts to tug. I help her out and move my legs again to support us both, and then pull my shirt over my head, throwing it near hers.

We are now both bare from the waist up. At this rate we’ll both be naked before we make it to the door.
Thank you for this secluded area, I am not going to share her with the world.
If she keeps looking at me with those sweet innocent eyes we will be naked. I’m okay with that because she understands that I’ll catch her. I can feel it in the way she’s kissing me, slow and full of passion. We’re inhaling the future.

The rain picks up again, as do our kisses. I’m not holding back. I’m giving it all to her.

With a firmer grip on her this time, I push back away from my truck and turn around as I start walking towards the cabin. Her mouth never leaves mine and there are moments that we stop, over and over again, feeling, kissing, and taking what we need all the way to the house.

Eventually we make it to the front door where I fumble with the keys. Once I get the door open and step inside I slip and fall. My wet shoes have no traction on a freshly polished hardwood floor but thankfully I twist just in time so she lands on my chest.

Jaylinn starts laughing uncontrollably. “Only us, Coop. We’re about to have sex, it’s pouring and we just slipped on the floor.”

“I don’t see a problem with that.” I say, rolling her over so I’m hovering over her.

“Yeah,” she gives me a coy smile, “I don’t see one either come to think of it.”

“Well,” my hands move to her hips and the waistband of her jeans. “We’re already half naked, and we’re on the floor.”

She helps me by wiggling out of her wet jeans and then goes to work on mine. That’s when it hits me that this can’t happen on the floor. It needs to be in the bed. I didn’t wait this fucking long to take her on the floor.

I stand before she can get my pants off. She’s only in her panties right now as I reach down for her hand. “There’s a bed waiting for us.”

“Yeah, I bet there is.” She says, taking my hand.

As we move into the bedroom, my mind goes a little crazy.

I’m not taking her virginity. I’ve been hung up on that for a while, thinking that I don’t deserve it. But she’s giving it to me, I’m not taking it. There’s the difference, it’s one I didn’t see for a long time.

As I lay her on the bed, I look down at her body, spread out before me against a sea of white.

I smile, wondering how’d I get so lucky?

After removing my jeans, I lay down on her, careful to keep my weight off her.

That’s when she gives me a little squeal. “Wait,” and she pushes back on my shoulders wiggling away up to the headboard.

“For what?”

Her eyes are excited, and glance around the room. “I forgot something in the truck.”

“Are you kidding me right now?”

Jaylinn rolls her eyes. “It won’t hurt to wait just a second. God knows I’ve been waiting long enough. I’ll be right back.”

I growl and flop back against the bed, breathing heavily. She jumps up, wraps the sheet around her and runs outside for what she forgot.

She’s gone for just a second, her bare feet squeaking as she runs around the corner and into the bathroom. She disappears into the bathroom with her bag and I don’t think much about it. For the first ten minutes as least.

After that, I’m starting to get a little nervous and impatient while she’s in there. What the fuck could be taking that long?

Those thoughts are lost when she emerges from the bathroom in barely anything, but exactly something Jay would wear for me. It’s a pin striped halter top looking thing with ties in the front that has a matching garter belt and white stockings.

“Why do you have a bat in your hand?” I smile but it’s weak. She has a bat in her hand. “Where did you even get that?

She has this playful grin plastered on her face that lights up her eyes as I take in the outfit. “It came with the outfit.”

I give her a warning glare, not liking that she has a bat in her hand. “Put it down.” I’m going to kill my sister for packing that. “How the hell did my sister know you even had that?”

Jaylinn shrugs her shoulder, “She was with me when I got it.”

Jay steps closer, just one step, and grips the bat at the handle as if she’s going to swing it. Shaking her ass, she holds it in position. “What, are you afraid I’ll hit a homerun?”

“I think you already did. Look at me.” I motion to my naked body, winking at her.
If she’s playing dirty, so am I.

I lunge for her and have her pressed against the bed and unable to move within a second, or maybe two, hovering over her. “You didn’t think you’d actually slide into home that easy, did you?”

“Or maybe I let you…”

I chuckle but my mind isn’t on games anymore. It’s on this girl in bed, waiting for me. My hands start to work on the ties of the top and when I get that off, I work on the rest of it. “Why did you wear this when I’d just be ripping it off anyways?”

She moves her lips to my ear and whispers, “Curve ball.”

“Well, let me show you a thing or two about a line drive.” My mouth moves to her shoulder, then lower and a lot slower than she wants, before my tongue circles her nipples. I don’t stay there long because I want my mouth lower, between her bare thighs. I make my way over her ribs, to her tattoo and then to her hip bone. I bite at it playfully, earning me a laugh as she squirms under my touch.

I kiss the inside of her thigh; my favorite place. I take a moment to glance up at her. She’s so beautiful. Her hair is still damp, pieces sticking to her flushed cheeks and swollen lips.

I’m not sure if she’ll be able to come when I’m inside her. I’ve never had sex with a virgin before; but I want to make this good for her. This is a first for the both us.

My fingers touch her opening first, a softer touch than I want because I’m so fucking worked up that just feeling my dick against the mattress has me turned on. It’s not that at all. It’s this, my hands and mouth bringing my girl to pleasure that has me worked up.

Jaylinn moans, her body shaking as I add another finger and swirl my tongue around her clit. Her back arches off the bed, her hands fisting in my hair, a grip that leaves me wanting so much more. We don’t say anything because words aren’t needed right now. She trusts me with herself; she’s giving herself over to me, fully. You don’t need words for that.

Her thighs squeeze my head so I can’t hear anything, but the grip on my hair gives me an indication she’s enjoying it.

I knew the second she came though; I think the people across the lake did too.

Laughing as she pulled me up, I smiled. “Good?”

She seems a little embarrassed having known she was pretty loud. “Yes…”

“Hey…” My fingers brush the few strands that stuck on her cheek away. “It’s sexy.”

That seems to relax her. I move up her body slowly, kissing as I go. When my lips find hers, I wait to see what she’s going to do. She’s never kissed me after I’ve gone down on her, never expected her to either.

She kisses me.