charming smile, the shock of nutmeg hair fal ing across his
forehead and know that he could have his pick of girls.
They would simply assume that like any normal teenage
boy, he would be out enjoying the perks of being young and
attractive. Only those close to him knew that Xavier was
completely committed to me. Not only was he
breathtakingly gorgeous, he was a leader, looked up to and
respected by everybody. I loved and admired him, but I stil
couldn’t quite believe he was mine. I couldn’t fathom that I
had been so lucky. Sometimes I worried he might be a
dream and if I let myself lose focus, he might fade away.
But he was stil sitting beside me, solid and secure. He
answered Ben when it became apparent that I had zoned
out.
“Relax, Carter, it’s a party,” he said, laughing.
“Where’s your costume?” I asked, forcing myself back to
reality.
“I don’t do dress-ups,” Ben said cynical y. Ben was the
sort of guy who thought everything was puerile and beneath
him. He managed to maintain his contemptuously superior
persona by engaging in nothing. At the same time he
always turned up just in case he might miss out on
something. “My God, they’re sickening.” He wrinkled his
face in disgust at the lacy underwear lying on the porch. “I
hope I never fal for someone so hard that I agree to have
sex in a tractor.”
“I don’t know about the tractor,” I teased. “But I’m betting
one day you’l fal in love and there won’t be a thing you can
do about it.”
“Not a chance.” Ben stretched out with his arms crossed
over his head and shut his eyes. “I’m too bitter and jaded.”
“I could try and set you up with one of my friends,” I
offered. I quite liked the idea of matchmaking and was fairly
confident in my skil s. “What about Abby? She’s single and
pretty and wouldn’t be too demanding.”
“Dear God, please don’t,” Ben said. “That would have to
be the worst match in history.”
“I beg your pardon?” Ben’s lack of confidence in my
abilities was disappointing.
“Beg al you want.” Ben snorted. “My decision is final. I
won’t be set up with a cooler-drinking, stiletto-wearing
bimbo. We’d have nothing to say to each other except
bye.
”
“It’s good to know you have such a high opinion of my
friends,” I said crossly. “Is that what you think of me?”
“No, but you’re different.”
“How so?”
“You’re weird.”
“I am not!” I exclaimed. “What’s so weird about me?
Xavier, do you think I’m weird?”
“Calm down, babe,” Xavier said, eyes twinkling with
amusement. “I’m sure Carter means
weird
in the most
flattering sense.”
“Wel , you’re weird too,” I hit back at Ben, realizing at the
same time how petulant I sounded.
He chuckled and downed the rest of his beer. “Takes one
to know one.”
The sound of raucous voices coming from inside drew
our attention. The screen door was thrown open and a
group of boys from the water-polo team appeared on the
porch. It was amazing, I thought to myself, how much they
reminded me of young lion cubs, jostling and tumbling over
one another. Xavier shook his head in gentle
admonishment as they stumbled toward us. I recognized
the faces of Wesley and Lawson among them. They were
easy to pick out; Wesley with his slick, dark hair and low-
set brows and Lawson with his white-blond crew cut and
hooded blue eyes. They were a dul blue, I noticed, they
didn’t sparkle like Xavier’s. Both boys were shirtless and
striped with war paint. They acknowledged my presence
with a curt nod in my direction and I thought fleetingly back
to a time when men would click their heels and bow in the
presence of a lady. I returned their acknowledgment with a
smile. I couldn’t bring myself to do what my friends cal ed
the “s’up nod”—it made me feel as if I were in one of those
music videos Mol y watched on MTV where men in hoods
rapped about “homies” and something cal ed “bling.”
“Come on, Woods,” the boys cal ed. “We’re headed to
the lake.”
Xavier groaned. “Here we go.”
“You know the rules,” Wesley cal ed out. “Last one there
has to skinny-dip.”
“My God, they real y have discovered the pinnacle of
intel ectual stimulation,” muttered Ben.
Xavier got up reluctantly and I stared at him in surprise.
“You’re not going, are you?” I said.
“The race is a Bryce tradition.” He laughed. “We do it
every year wherever we are. But don’t worry, I never come
in last.”
“Don’t be so sure,” Lawson crowed as he leapt off the
porch and pelted toward the woods at the rear of the
property. “Head start advantage!” The rest of the boys
fol owed suit, shoving one another unceremoniously as they
ran. They went crashing through the overgrown shrubs and
headed for the open fields like a stampede.
Once they’d disappeared, I left Ben to his philosophical
brooding and went inside to find Mol y. She and the girls
had moved and were now huddled secretively in a little
cluster by the foot of the stairs. Abigail had a supersize
paper bag tucked under her arm and they al looked very
serious.
“Beth!” Mol y clutched my arm when I joined them. “I’m
glad you’re here; we’re about to get started.”
“Get started with what?” I asked with curiosity.
“The seance, of course.”
I groaned inwardly. So they hadn’t forgotten about it. I’d
hoped the plan would be abandoned once the girls started
having fun.
“You guys can’t be serious?” I said, but they were looking
at me with complete sincerity. I tried a different technique.
“Hey, Abby, Hank Hunt is out back. He looked like he could
real y use some company.”
Abigail had been crazy about Hank Hunt since junior high
and hadn’t stopped going on about him al term. But tonight,
not even he could distract her from the plan at hand.
“Who cares about him,” Abigail scoffed. “This is heaps
more important—let’s go find an empty room.”
“No,” I said firmly, shaking my head. “C’mon, guys, can’t
we find something else to do?”
“But it’s Hal oween,” Hal ie said, pouting like a child. “We
want to talk to ghosts.”
“The dead should stay that way,” I snapped. “Can’t you
go and bob for apples or something?”
“Don’t be such a party pooper,” Savannah said. She got
up and began to drag me up the stairs after her. The others
fol owed eagerly. “What could go wrong?”
“Is that a rhetorical question?” I said, pul ing away. “What
couldn’t
go wrong?”
“You don’t actual y believe in ghosts, do you, Bethie?”
Madison asked. “We’re only trying to have some fun.”
“I just don’t think we should play around with this stuff.” I
sighed.
“Fine, don’t come,” Hal ie snapped. “Stay down here by
yourself and wait for Xavier like you always do. We knew
you’d bail anyway. We’l have fun without you.” She shot me
a betrayed look and the others nodded in support of her. I
wasn’t having any luck impressing upon them the danger
associated with their plan. How could you tel children they
were playing with fire if they’d never had the experience of
being burned? I wished Gabriel were here. He radiated
authority and he’d know exactly what to say to change their
minds. He had that effect on people. Here I was sounding
like nothing more than a wet blanket. Some ministering
angel I was turning out to be. I knew it wasn’t within my
powers to stop them, but I couldn’t let them go without me. If
anything happened, at least I could be there to deal with
whatever they encountered on the other side. They were
already climbing the stairs, clutching one another’s arms as
they whispered in excitement.
“Guys,” I cal ed out. “Wait up … I’m coming.”
4
Crossing the Line
UPSTAIRS the house smel ed musty and stale. On the
landing the striped ivory wal paper was peeling away in
sheets from the rising damp. Although we could hear the
party raging on below us, it was preternatural y stil on the
second floor as if in anticipation of some paranormal
experience. The girls lapped it up.
“This is the perfect setting,” said Hal ie.
“I’l bet this place is already haunted,” added Savannah,
her face flushed with enthusiasm.
Suddenly my concerns seemed disproportionate to the
situation. Was it possible that I was overreacting? Why was
I always assuming the worst and letting my conservative
nature bring down the mood of everyone around me? I
scolded myself mental y for always jumping to dire
conclusions—what were the chances of these fun-loving
girls actual y making a connection with the other side? It
had been known to happen, but it usual y required the
guidance of a trained medium. Lost spirits general y didn’t
appreciate being cal ed on as a source of teenage
entertainment. Anyway, the girls would probably get bored
when they failed to get the results they anticipated.
I fol owed Mol y and the others into what had once been
the guest bedroom. Its tal windows were opaque from a
fine layer of accumulated dust and grime. The room itself
was empty except for an iron bedstead pushed up against
a grimy window. It had a rickety iron frame that had once
been white but had tarnished to a buttery color over time.
There was an equal y faded quilt scattered with pink
rosebuds. I guessed the Knox family didn’t even visit the old
country house much anymore, let alone invite guests down
for the summer. The window frames looked weathered by
the sun and there were no curtains to block out the
moonlight. I noticed the room faced west and overlooked
the woods at the rear of the property. I could see the
scarecrow standing guard in the field, its straw hat flapping
in the breeze.
Without needing any prompting the girls arranged
themselves cross-legged in a circle on the threadbare rug
on the floor. Abby reached into her paper bag careful y as if
she were withdrawing a priceless artifact. The Ouija board
she unpacked from its green felt cover was so wel -worn it
might have passed for an antique.
“Where did you get that?”
“My grammy gave it to me,” Abby said. “I went to visit her
in Montgomery last month.”
She placed the board with exaggerated ceremony in the
center of our circle. I hadn’t seen one before other than in
books, but this one looked more decorative than I’d
expected. Around its perimeters, the alphabet was
scrawled in two straight lines along with numbers and other
symbols I didn’t recognize. In opposite corners and
surrounded by curlicues were the capitalized words
YES
and
NO.
Even someone who’d never seen a Ouija board
before couldn’t miss its association with the dark arts. Next
Abby withdrew a fragile, long-stemmed sherry glass
wrapped in tissue paper. She tossed the paper aside
impatiently and placed the upturned glass on the board.
“How does this thing work?” Madison wanted to know.
Aside from me, she was the only other participant not
brimming with anticipation. I suspected it was more due to
the lack of alcohol and boys in the room than any concern
about our safety.
“You need a conductor like a piece of wood or an
upturned glass to communicate with the spirit world,” Abby
explained, enjoying her role as resident expert. “Strong
psychic powers run in our family, so I actual y know what I’m