A Desconian Happily Ever After (Siren Publishing Ménage Amour) (9 page)

Several weeks later Ally was still smiling at the love she could feel between the two men. It had always been obvious that they cared deeply for each other, but now it was overlaid with something more, something deeper. She didn’t know enough about relationships to define the shift in mood, but she understood it was leading exactly where they all wanted to go. The soft smiles, gentle touches, and achingly beautiful sex between all three of them made her feel like she’d finally found where she and Alex belonged.

“When will Kallum get home?” she asked as she stepped into the kitchen. The food Drew was preparing smelled delicious.

“Soon,” he answered, glancing at the time on the digital news display. He had the volume down in deference to Alex’s afternoon nap, but the stream of news and information was rarely turned off. “Is Alex asleep?”

“Yes,” she said with a grin. “Getting him into a routine has been much easier here than it was at the compound. Thank you for inviting me to stay with you.”

Drew reached out and grabbed her hand, drawing her into his embrace. “I’m very glad you said yes. Are you ready to make plans for the mubella claiming ceremony, yet?”

She blushed, heat traveling over her face and chest as she imagined being naked in front of so many people. Apart from the obvious discomfort of being on display, it also seemed a little embarrassing to offer such ordinary sex for something so special.

“Aren’t claiming ceremonies filled with kinky sex?”

“Not always,” Drew said, tightening his hold on her slightly. She wasn’t about to run away, but it did feel a little cowardly to still only be having sex with her men when she was the one on top. Considering some of the educational videos that she’d watched about claiming ceremonies, her “performance” was less than ordinary.

“I just…” She frowned, unable to find the words to explain.

“It’s a big step,” Drew said quietly, his soft caress on her spine reassuring. “If you’re not ready to make a commitment that’s understandable, especially considering your circumstances.”

“No…no…I mean, yes, I
am
ready to make a commitment. I just…don’t want to bore people with my version of sex.”

“Your version?” he asked, sounding both amused and confused at the same time.

“Yeah, well it’s not exactly earth shattering.”

Drew laughed loudly, catching her by surprise. “I didn’t realize you found it so boring.”

“I don’t,” she said quickly, shaking her head as his unexpected interpretation of her words left her flustered. “It’s…I mean…I don’t…” She blew out an exasperated breath, made an effort to form in her mind the words she wanted to say, and then tried again. “I do enjoy it. I just don’t think others would find it very inspiring to watch.”

“Apparently you aren’t seeing what Kallum and I see.” He lowered his hand to caress over her breasts, the nipples instantly straining against her clothing as arousal wound through her. “Watching you climb to your peak is very satisfying.” He lowered one hand to her crotch, rubbing the soft material of her pants against her aching clit. “And when you shatter I feel like the luckiest man in the universe.”

“But it’s nothing like what you and Kallum do together.”

He kissed her forehead and continued to caress her. “Kallum and I have been married for eleven years. We know each other’s likes and dislikes. The same will happen with you over time.”

She hadn’t considered that their relationship would grow and deepen the longer they were together, but it definitely made her feel better about the claiming ceremony. She knew that there were many different styles and variations to the claiming, but she didn’t want to be the bride known for her awkward, fear-induced sexual restrictions on her men.

“Can we try something new? I mean, I love you for worrying that I might freak out, but I want to experience more of the things we’ve watched on the videos.”

“You haven’t been able to watch some of them through to the end. What makes you think you’re ready to experience something you can’t even watch?”

She shrugged, not sure how she could explain herself.

“Perhaps,” Drew said, pushing his hand into the front of her pants so that he could slide his fingers against the slippery lips of her pussy, “it would be easier to watch them
after
you’ve experienced the reality for yourself.”

“Yes,” she said, nodding as relief wriggled through her. How was it that this man could interpret her own thoughts before she could?

“So what did you have in mind?” he asked, stroking her pussy with one hand as he plucked at her hard nipple with the other. “In the shower? Up against the wall? Doggy style?” He thrust two fingers into her pussy, a third finger pressing against her anus as he whispered his final question. “Anal sex?”

“Y–Yes,” she said, wanting everything he offered.

“Perfect.” He lowered his mouth to hers and kissed her more passionately than ever before. His fingers wriggled inside her pussy, the one at her anus pressing harder against the tight muscle. “Come for me.”

“What?” she asked breathlessly, surprised by his order. She’d grown used to the gradual buildup to orgasm while impaled on their cocks. Coming in the middle of the kitchen with her pants pushed halfway down her thighs seemed kind of strange.

“You wanted kinky,” Drew said with a soft laugh. “If you come for me right now I’ll bend you over the table and take you doggy-style. Isn’t that something you wanted?”

“Yes,” she whispered breathlessly as she finally realized what he was doing. After orgasm she was far more relaxed, the chances of fear overwhelming her much lower. Drew doubled his efforts, his thumb working over her clit, his fingers pushing into both her pussy and her anus, his mouth sucking greedily on her lips.

The familiar climb to orgasm thrilled her, but this time it was much faster, more violent, hotter than anything she’d experienced before. Her knees failed, but he held her up, his strong arm supporting her as he tilted her backward, her orgasm going on and on as he continued to thrust his fingers into her pulsing flesh.

Exhausted, she let him maneuver her into the position he wanted, placing her facedown over the table. She’d watched him take Kallum in this position only the night before. She gasped, just as Kallum had done, when Drew pushed his cock straight into her body. Fear clawed at her throat for a brief moment, the sense of not being able to escape grasping at her consciousness, but then other sensations weighed into the argument.

This was Drew. One of the men she loved. He had never hurt her. She felt confident he never would. When he started to move, he held her hips gently, keeping her thighs and pelvis safe from being slammed into the tabletop. He leaned over her, pressing his mouth to the back of her neck, his loving kisses a strangely appealing counterpoint to the hard fucking.

Again and again he slammed into her pussy, pulling her back onto his cock as he surged forward, his hard shaft sliding through her sensitive flesh in a way that both thrilled and terrified her. When he stilled, pushed to the hilt inside her, she whimpered her disappointment. Yes, she was afraid, but she was working through it, using techniques that had seemed ridiculous when the counselors had first suggested them.

“It’s okay, baby,” he said against her ear. “I’m not about to stop. Just getting us both more comfortable.”

She breathed a sigh of relief, trusting him completely as he lifted her feet off the ground and arranged her on the table on her knees.

“Much better,” he said as he pushed his cock to the hilt again. He caressed her spine, encouraging her to relax her head on her hands as he shifted slightly. “You’re not as tall as Kallum, but like this you’re at the perfect height for me. Ready, baby?”

She turned her head to the side, embarrassed to realize she was basically fully dressed except for the pants Drew had dragged down her thighs.

“Problem?” he asked as his hands roamed over her, pushing under her shirt and wrapping around to caress her breasts. He pinched the nipples tightly, the unexpected sting both painful and surprisingly appealing.

“No problem,” she gasped breathlessly. “Please fuck me.”

Her words seemed to stun him for a moment, but then he groaned, pushed against her, pulled his cock almost all the way out, and thrust deep once more.

“You’re an amazing woman, Ally. Don’t ever doubt that Kallum and I love you.”

She nodded, breathless with need as Drew finally started to fuck her the way she’d imagined. The fear still niggled, but it was overwhelmed by the incredible sensations of being with him this way. Drew was breathing harder, his movements growing more bold, more forceful, more thrilling. She gasped as he found her clit, his fingers rubbing and pinching the aching bud as orgasm swirled closer.

“Kallum’s home,” Drew said as he pumped harder and harder into her.

Ally barely registered the words until a warm hand touched hers.

“You look very beautiful like this, Ally. Come for Drew. Show him how much you love being fucked like this.”

Kallum’s soft, heartfelt words shattered what little control she had left. She screamed, unable to stop the instinctive release of sound as her body shook uncontrollably and orgasm slashed through her. Drew stopped moving, groaning as her pussy pulsed around him, caressing his cock rhythmically, urging him to climax with her.

* * * *

“Goddess,” Drew growled, his cock jolting inside Ally as he tried to hold back his own orgasm. He had so much he wanted to share with her and with Kallum. He didn’t want to come right now.

He practically ground his teeth to dust as he rode out her orgasm. Kallum gave him a smile that said he knew what he was doing and how hard it was to do. Finally, Ally’s orgasm passed, her body twitching with electric little aftershocks, the sensation far too appealing to want to separate from her now.

He leaned over her, cuddling her close as Kallum pressed a kiss to his lips.

“You okay, sweetheart?” Drew asked quietly.

“Never better,” Ally said with a soft hiccup in her voice.

Kallum gave Drew a concerned look and then moved away so that Drew could see Ally more clearly.

“Then why are you crying, Ally?” Kallum asked quietly.

Worried, Drew eased his cock out of her heavenly warmth and carefully lifted the woman into his arms. She gave him a watery smile but couldn’t stem the flow of tears.

“Baby?” Drew asked as dread slid through him. Had he misread her reactions?

“I don’t understand why I’m crying,” she said, swiping at the tears that continued to fall. “I loved every moment of that. I feel stronger somehow.” She dragged in a shuddering breath. “I feel better…than I have in a very long time.”

“They’re probably tears of relief,” Kallum suggested as he removed his shirt and used the soft material to dry her eyes. “Sometimes, even when we don’t think we’re worried about something, it turns out that we are.”

“That’s true,” Drew said as relief of his own washed through him. “You were brave enough to ask me for kinkier sex, but perhaps at the back of your mind you were worried that you’d freak out.”

“I suppose that makes sense,” Ally said, smiling at him through her tears once more. “I’m sorry I worried you.”

“Never be sorry for how you feel, Ally,” Kallum said before pressing an affectionate kiss to her lips. “We support each other. It’s just how marriage works.” He touched her face lovingly, his voice dropping deeper as he became very serious. “I can’t tell you how proud I am to know you. You’re truly amazing and I thank the goddess each day for bringing you and Drew into my life.”

“I love you both,” she whispered in an equally serious voice. But then her demeanor changed, and the smile on her face became playful instead. “I really, really enjoyed that, but I think we need a lot more practice before we set a date for the claiming ceremony. I’m pretty sure,” she said, rubbing her bottom against Drew’s rapidly returning erection, “that someone suggested anal sex as well.”

Drew could barely get the words past his throat. “I believe we did.” The woman in his arms shivered with renewed arousal, her soft moan all the encouragement he needed. “Bed,” Drew practically growled as he carried Ally out of the room.

* * * *

Ally could barely believe the excitement coursing through her. Never, not even in her wildest imaginings, had she ever thought she might feel like this. The incredible need to explore this side of life with these two amazing men left her breathless.

“I love you,” she whispered again. Kallum and Drew had become as important to her as her son. She couldn’t imagine a future without all three of them in it.

“We love you, too, baby,” Drew said as he laid her in the middle of the bed. Between the two men they stripped her of clothes and then turned to each other to do the same. Ally admired their beautiful bodies—Drew tall and muscular, Kallum narrower, sleeker, but just as appealing, just as amazing. Kallum crawled over her prone form, his careful movements telegraphing how much he wanted to protect her.

“It’s okay,” she said, reaching up to press her lips to his throat. “I’m ready for this.”

Kallum nodded, his expression one of simple wonder as he pressed his cock into her body, her pussy pulsing around him as he built a gentle rhythm. It felt truly amazing. She was trapped, she knew she couldn’t go anywhere if Kallum didn’t want her to, but the trust she felt for both men made her feel safe, cherished, loved.