A Desconian Happily Ever After (Siren Publishing Ménage Amour) (8 page)

Surprisingly, her strongest memories of that time were of David. The way he’d taken care of her. The way he’d sat beside her and quietly offered his loving support as she’d healed from her injuries. The way he’d hidden her through her pregnancy, provided everything she needed, delivered her baby, and held her child so carefully in his arms. They’d loved each other. She knew that now, recognized the emotions for what they were. He’d loved her and she’d loved him even when she’d had no words to describe the connection between them.

But now she loved Drew and Kallum as well.

* * * *

Drew watched Kallum hold Ally tight and marveled at the strength of the human spirit. Ally was truly amazing. Not only had she managed to relax enough and let orgasm happen—something that many rape survivors struggled with even years later—but a few moments ago she’d tensed up, memories perhaps flooding her mind, and instead of freaking out she’d obviously fought through them. Now she wore the most serene and beautiful smile on her face that he’d ever seen.

The woman truly was a wonder.

Kallum stroked over her hair, mouthing the words “I love you” to Drew as he and Ally slowly recovered from their orgasms.

Drew reached over to the side of the bed, grabbed a laser cleaning wand, and very carefully used it on both of his partners. It didn’t matter that they hadn’t yet organized a mubella claiming ceremony. In his head and his heart he was already married to both of them.

Ally gave him a sleepy smile as she rolled onto her side and faced both him and Kallum.

“You’re probably right about me being a little bit tender, but can I stay and watch you two together?”

“Absolutely,” Drew said, smiling widely. Desconians were well known for their exhibitionist and voyeuristic tendencies, and he was thrilled that Ally seemed willing to embrace them.

Kallum wore an uncertain smile. Before Drew’s illness they’d enjoyed a healthy and active sex life, but that had slowly fallen away as Drew’s physical, emotional, and mental health had become serious problems. Even at the time, Drew had known how desperately difficult it must have been for Kallum to cope, but Drew had literally been too ill to do anything about it. His feelings of helplessness, of being a burden and no longer being able to contribute, had made things even more difficult for them both.

In hindsight, watching Drew’s illness and being unable to do anything to stop it may have been even more devastating for Kallum to watch than it had been for Drew to live.

He glanced at the sleepy, satisfied look on their wife’s face and decided today was the day for new beginnings. He was no longer the ill man who’d almost died. He was very much back to the way he’d been before the illness, with perhaps one exception.

“Come here, lover. Help me undress,” he said to Kallum, grinning widely when he saw his husband’s reaction to his tone. It had been a long time since he’d taken control of their lovemaking. It was good to finally come back to a place where it felt right.

Kallum scrambled to his knees, crawling the short space across the bed to reach for Drew’s shirt. Drew wrapped a hand behind his husband’s neck, urging him up so that he could take his lips. He groaned, his cock growing even harder as Kallum opened his mouth and accepted his invasion. Over and over he stroked his tongue into Kallum’s mouth, relearning his flavor, his hands traveling all over his lover’s skin, reacquainting him with his husband’s shape.

“I’ve missed you,” Kallum said quietly as they came up for air. A single tear rolled down his face as he stared at Drew.

“I’ve missed you, too, sweetheart. I’m sorry that things have been so tough.”

“Not your fault,” Kallum said, clearly trying to drag his emotions back under control.

“Don’t,” Drew said as he hauled his husband into his arms and held him tight. “Don’t hold back what you’re feeling. You’ve been strong long enough. It’s time to let me support you again.”

Kallum clung to him, shaking in his arms as his emotions overwhelmed him. It had been a very long time in coming, but finally Drew felt like they’d broken through to the other side of his illness. They were at the beginning of a brand-new life together, and he didn’t plan to miss a moment.

* * * *

Kallum clung to his husband and cried like a baby. As a doctor who often had to deliver sad news, he was well aware of the different phases of grief. What he hadn’t been prepared for was having his husband returned to him whole and healthy. It seemed ridiculous, even as he worked through the emotions, that they’d taken so long to surface, but with everything that had happened today maybe it was necessary.

He felt Ally move behind them and instinctively reached for her. He smiled through his tears as Drew did exactly the same.

“I should go,” she said quietly. “Give you two some space.”

“No,” Drew said, helping Kallum to draw her into a three-way embrace. “We’re a family now. Families support each other, always.”

She nodded, wrapping her arms around Kallum’s waist and resting her head against his heart. He wrapped one arm around her shoulders, the other around their husband, and held tight to both of the people he loved.

It was a struggle to hold back the tears. He’d never been prone to crying, but he knew it was a necessary catharsis. Drew had always been someone Kallum had looked to for advice, for wisdom, and for emotional support. When he’d gotten ill, the roles had been reversed, and despite knowing how much Drew loved him, for Kallum it had been both very difficult and surprisingly enlightening. It had forced him to be more independent, to make the difficult decisions outside of his chosen profession as well as deal with the stresses of being a doctor. In some ways it had made him stronger, given him a confidence in himself that he’d always lacked, but it had also left a gaping hole in his emotions.

The fact that Drew was the type to take care of someone rather than accept being taken care of had made it harder for both of them to cope. Eventually Drew had grown too ill to even protest, but the injustice of being forced to accept roles neither wanted had made the situation nearly unbearable.

Being able to accept his husband’s support once more—even knowing that he was strong enough to get through tough times without him if he had to—made the cuddle they shared now somehow monumental in his mind. Perhaps it was even a turning point for them both. They could never go back to the relationship they had before. Too much had changed in both of them, but at least now they had a choice on what roles to take.

Kallum shivered as some of the sexual experiences they’d shared over the years played through his mind.

“I hope that’s a good shiver,” Drew said with a touch of humor in his voice. Perhaps he’d been remembering the same things. Considering the hard cock pressed against his thigh, that was very likely.

“Yes, that was a good shiver,” Kallum said, leaning over to press a kiss to Ally’s lips before turning his attention back to his husband. “I’ve missed having you inside me.”

Drew laughed softly. “I’ve missed that, too.” He leaned over Kallum to press a sensual kiss to Ally’s lips. When she would have pulled away, he wrapped his hand behind her head, gently holding her to him as he devoured her mouth. Finally, he broke away, panting hard. “Remember that last educational video we watched?” he asked Ally.

“The one about oral sex?” Drew nodded and she grinned.

“Would you like to try some of the things you learned while I make certain our husband is ready to take my cock?”

Ally glanced at Kallum, her uncertainty nearly palpable, but just when he thought she might try and decline politely, she grinned and nodded instead. “As long as it’s okay with Kallum.”

It was like all of the air had rushed from his lungs. Kallum nodded enthusiastically.

“Perfect,” Drew said as he carefully rolled Kallum onto his side. “Slide down the mattress, sweetheart, and take that hard cock into your mouth.”

Kallum could barely breathe at the first warm touch of her lips. He groaned softly and dropped a hand to her head, caressing her scalp as she took him into her mouth.

“I think he likes that,” Drew said with a soft laugh, his hands caressing all over Kallum’s naked ass and thighs. He rolled away, the sound of lube being squeezed from the bottle reaching Kallum’s ears a moment before Drew’s hands returned.

Drew’s fingers were warm and slippery as they caressed lube between the cheeks of his ass. Kallum’s anus throbbed with anticipation as Drew gently prodded the tight muscle and pushed in slightly.

“Relax, babe,” Drew said as he worked a single finger into his ass.

“Relax?” he asked in a near-hysterical-sounding voice. Ally closed her lips around the head of his cock, the gentle suction turning him on in ways he’d never expected. “I’m not sure that’s possible.”

Drew laughed softly and Ally’s movements became bolder, her lips moving farther down Kallum’s cock as Drew pushed a second finger into his ass. Instinctively, Kallum thrust forward, his movement thwarted by Drew’s hard grip on his hip. The forced immobility only served to turn him on even more. Just the feeling of being at the mercy of his husband’s sexual intentions had him ready to come.

“Ally, wrap your hand around the base of his cock. Squeeze him quite hard.” Ally did as Drew instructed, the strength in her fist taking Kallum by surprise. He panted as his need to orgasm receded slightly. “Good girl,” Drew said, reaching over to caress Ally briefly before returning to his hold on Kallum’s hip. “When he makes those little whimpering sounds it means he’s about to come. Squeeze him hard when he does.” Drew thrust his fingers deeper into Kallum’s ass, finger fucking him gently. “Our husband doesn’t get to orgasm until we decide he’s allowed to.”

Ally looked a little surprised, but thankfully didn’t seem upset. She nodded her understanding and then wrapped her lips around Kallum’s cock once more.

The third finger into his ass was slightly painful, the need to move away once again thwarted by Drew’s tight grip. “Relax, baby,” Drew said again in his ear. “You know my cock is bigger than this. Let me stretch you so that I can fuck you into the mattress without hurting you.”

Kallum shivered violently, Drew’s raw words easily bringing him back to the brink of orgasm. Ally squeezed the base of his cock—goddess, the woman was a fast learner—and Kallum groaned as his climax once again moved out of reach.

The first slippery touch of Drew’s lubed-up cock was like finally coming home, the sensation both familiar and new. He pushed in slowly, his need to protect Ally from being overwhelmed very obvious. Finally pressed to the hilt inside him, Drew reached over and got Ally’s attention.

“What do you think? Would you like to taste your husband’s cum?”

“Husband?” she asked with a broad smile. They’d only just talked about marriage, but it seemed that Drew had taken it a step further in his mind. Apparently, so had Ally because she nodded, gave them both a beatific smile, and then sucked him into her mouth once more.

This time she didn’t hold back. She suctioned her mouth around his cock, licking and laving her tongue over the sensitive head as she used her hand to caress his shaft. He gasped, half expecting her to halt his orgasm once again, but this time she moaned, her hand moving faster as he instinctively fought against Drew’s grip to push closer.

He groaned as cum burst from him, his ass throbbing around Drew’s cock as he filled Ally’s mouth with his seed. She swallowed, moaning softly as she licked him over and over.

Drew groaned.

“Sorry, my sweet,” he said as he urged her to move away, “but I really need to fuck him now.” Ally wriggled backward slightly, giving Drew the space to push Kallum facedown on the mattress. “Brace yourself, lover. Things are about to get rough.”

Kallum groaned, reaching a hand out to grab Ally, worried that their lovemaking might overwhelm her. But instead, she lay down beside him, her soft, warm hand on his cheek as Drew fucked him harder and harder and harder.

He could feel Drew’s cock growing, the return to their usual sexual activity obviously as pleasing to him as it was for Kallum. “I love you,” Drew said on a gasping groan as his orgasm began, his cock throbbing rhythmically inside Kallum’s ass as he filled him with cum.

“I love you, too,” Kallum said, smiling when he realized that his husband was, for the most part, still fully dressed. It felt amazing to know that Drew wanted him so much that he’d not taken the time necessary to drag his own clothes off.

“I love you both,” Ally said bravely, the expression on her face showing just how true that admission was. He held her close as he imagined a lifetime of happy days just like this one.

He wasn’t certain when he closed his eyes, but he woke to the intercom sounds of a happy child chattering to himself. Kallum smiled at Ally as she lay beside him and listened to her son. Drew lay behind her, his arm over her belly, his expression just as happy.

“I’m sorry I fell asleep,” Kallum said as guilt assailed him.

“Not a problem,” Drew said as he leaned over and then pressed a kiss to his lips. “I have plans for tonight, so it’s a good thing that you’re well rested.” Drew ran his hands over Kallum’s naked ass, his fingers dipping shallowly into his crease again before skimming away.

Kallum shivered at the implication. For too long their sex life had been reduced to a shadow of its former self. Just the promise of things going back to the way they once were had him shaking with desire. He felt Ally’s warm hands join Drew’s and realized that it wouldn’t be like old times. It was definitely better. Everything he’d ever wanted was in arm’s reach and he had no intention of wasting his second chance.