What My Eyes Can't See (8 page)

“Sacaria!” I yelled when I didn’t see anybody manning the station.

“Yes baby, and why are you yelling?” Sacaria came scooting around the corner, wearing one of my t-shirts.

“You cooked?” I inquired.

“Yes, I cooked. I wanted to cook something for my man,” Sacaria said, as she went up on her tippy toes and pecked me on the lips. “I want to show you how much I love you.”

“Or hate me,” I said, laughing. “Baby, you never cook.” I wrapped my arms around her waist. “I was only gone for a few hours and you are already trying to poison me?”

“Oh, you got jokes. No, I called your mom and she walked me through it.” Sacaria stirred the mashed potatoes. “I’m cooking some garlic mashed potatoes, steak with blue cheese butter, and asparagus, with some peach cobbler on the side for dessert.”

“You know it won't be as good as my moms though. I can tell you that right now,” I said, with a chuckle.

Sacaria stood there pouting, with her arms folded. “I'm playing baby, you know that I love you,” I said, and then I kissed her lips softly.

My baby has been in here slaving over the stove all day. I have a good girl. Shit, nobody is perfect. I don't understand why my boys can't see that I have a good thing.
Sacaria served me a plate. I couldn't wait for her to sit down, before I took a bite of the food. She was chewing to one side as she always did when she had an attitude.

“Oh, so you wasn’t going to wait for me?”

“My bad baby, it just smells so good, I just had to taste it. I am starving. Todd had me on some Hennessy and you know alcohol makes me hungry.” I peeked up from my plate and noticed Sacaria giving me a disapproving look.

“Where was y’all at, one of those trifling strip clubs?”

“Yeah, but you know I don't give those thots the time of day.”

“Um… hmm,” Sacaria replied, as she rolled her eyes at me and took a bite of food.

“You know you're the only one for me,” I replied.

“I better be.”

“So, what's up with Erica and Taniyah these days? You haven't mentioned either one of them in a while.” Sacaria had been home a lot lately and concentrating on her studies and me. Truthfully, I hadn't been studying much. I am taking some business classes and so far, they have not taught me much that I did not already know. Therefore, I focused on helping Sacaria decide on her major. My grades are great, but she seems to be struggling a bit. I do not want her to lose focus and start partying again. Speaking about partying, Todd was right about one thing. I didn't know Erica and Taniyah. I realized that I did need to keep an eye on those bitches, no matter how cool Sacaria thought they were.

“Wow! That was random, but they are cool I guess. I have not talked to them much, because my classes have been kicking my butt. I was thinking about asking Taniyah to tutor me though. She is on Dean's Honor List right now. You would never know by looking at her, but that girl is smart. I think she used to go to private school or something”

“Yeah, yeah, but what do you mean, ‘they are cool I guess’. Those are your girls, yet you don’t know what is up with them? I mean they seem like cool bitches… are they?”

“Shayvon!” Sacaria snapped.

“What?”

“They are not bitches; they are my friends and of course they are cool, or else I wouldn't be hanging with them, baby. I don’t keep tabs on my friends, Shay. Wait… why are you so concerned about them? Todd and Q’Mari have been in your ear again, huh?”

“Nah, I was just being interested in you, bae. Is that wrong? I can't be interested in my bae?”

“Yes you can, and that's one of the reasons why I love you,” Sacaria said, while pulling my down my sweats and dropping to her knees.
Damn bae, I was trying to eat.

I was not really in the mood to be giving Shayvon some head at that moment, but if it meant getting Erica and Taniyah’s off his mind, then that is what I had to do. Shayvon could never resist my sex, so I used that to my advantage every chance I had. Sometimes I just needed to distract him from worrying about, or getting into my private business. I am a good girl that loves him and I will always be by his side. That is all there is to it and he did not need to be concerned about anything else.

Speaking of Erica and Taniyah, I better text them or something, before they get crazy. I do miss those crazy bitches.
No sooner than I thought to text, then Taniyah FaceTimed me.

“We miss you, girl. I get that school is kicking your ass, but bring your man and come chill. Erica and I are throwing a kick back. Come and let that pretty hair down.”

“Cool, when and where?”

“Erica’s uncle’s house near the beach. Never mind, you probably don't remember it. I will text you the address.”

“We will be there.”

We arrived at Erica’s uncle’s house finally, after getting lost; even with the navi directing us, we’d gotten lost. There were nice cars everywhere. I wasn’t sure about going at first, but when I spotted the cars parked out front, I thought it might turn out quite nice. Erica even had the nerve to have some dudes outside valet parking cars. There was no way one of those fools was parking my car for me. I kindly asked them to point out a parking spot and parked my own whip, please and thank you. When we got to the door that was already partially open, Sacaria peeped her head through the opening, and then lifted her hand to ring the doorbell. Before she could ring the bell, Erica snatched the door all the way open.

“Hey girl! I’m glad that you guys could make it,” she said, as she gave us both small hugs.

“Thanks for the invite,” Sacaria replied.

“Nice place your uncle has here. What does that brother do for a living?” I asked as I took in the scenery.

“He’s a financial advisor,” Erica replied in a snotty tone, as if to say that I was being nosy. “Come on in and make yourselves at home. There are drinks and food in the kitchen, and outside near the pool. Please remove your shoes. Uncle would kill me if I let you guys wear shoes in his house.”

Taniyah came running towards us when she heard us at the door.

“Hey boo! I didn’t think you was coming. You been acting funny and shit,” Taniyah said, and then started hugging Sacaria.

As Sacaria was hugging and catching up Erica and Taniyah, I slowly crept away and headed towards the drinks. There were all sorts of people at the party; not just a few D-boys, but everybody from nerds, white boys, to some little Chinese executive-looking dude. I didn't mind though, because with my background, I am used to being around every creed and color. I thought the melting pot made for an interesting night. Not to mention, the big titty, blonde-haired woman that kept eying me from across the room. If Sacaria saw that, she would flip. I did my best to stay as far away from that woman as possible. I just needed to find a place to sit back and observe.

Hey bae, are you enjoying yourself?” Sacaria asked.

“We just got here, but it's cool,” I responded.

It was nice to be a part of the festivities for once. Sacaria had been partying without me for a while. Now I can get a chance to see what Erica and Taniyah are really about without Todd and Q’Mari goofy asses getting in the way.

"I'll be back," said Sacaria.

Erica grabbed Sacaria’s hand, dragged her over near the entertainment area, and turned up the volume to Usher’s song,
“I Don’t Mind”. They started dancing and holding their drinks in the air. It sure was nice to see Sacaria having a good time with her friends. Her smile made me smile. Rather than sit there like a hall monitor, I decided to check out the rest of the party. I walked outside and sat near the fire, when Taniyah approached me with a drink.

“I noticed your drink getting low, so I brought you another one,” said Taniyah.

“Thank you,” I replied.

Taniyah handed me some brown liquor, which had the taste and appearance of Rémy and passed me a blunt. I choked off the blunt real fast and took a sip of my drink. “This is a nice ass view,” I said, while blowing out the rest of the smoke. “Rather reminds me of the view from my house.” After I hit the blunt again and knocked back the rest of my drink, I started to feel some type of way.

Taniyah led me to the bar and poured me another. I knocked that back too. It was as if time was standing still, but it had passed and fast. I didn’t even know what song was playing. Everything was running together on me. I remember asking where Sacaria was several times, before Taniyah finally said that Sacaria had gone to lay down. I was feeling somewhat weird myself, so I asked her to take me to where Sacaria was, and I laid next to her.

I tried to open my eyes, but they were so heavy—my body felt good though. I could feel Sacaria riding me. I guess she was feeling better, because she was going crazy. The room was so dark; there was nothing but silhouettes and the scent of Sacaria’s perfume. This was like the best sex we ever had. It felt like I came, but my dick was still hard and she was still riding me like crazy, and kissing me in the mouth. All I could do was lay there at first, but then I was able to flip her over. I started digging all in her. She was not loud as usual, but I could hear her moaning on the low key. Maybe she was still not feeling so good, or didn’t want her friends to hear us. Either way, I couldn’t tell that by the way she was sexing me. I wasn't wearing a condom and I know I was about to cum inside of her. It felt so good that my pullout game got weak as fuck. She was wetter and tighter than she had ever been before, and I think we had sex all night long.

“D
amn bae, turn off that light,” I groaned, shielding my eyes from the blinding rays.

“I can't baby, it’s the sun. Come on; get up and let's go home,” Sacaria said and slapped my leg. I got up slowly, put on my pants and slid on my shoes. I don't know why I felt weird, because this was not the first time that I woke up in unfamiliar territory, but I did. I looked around and saw other people passed out in various places around the house. This must have been one hell of a party; if only I could remember it. When me and my boys party, I don't bother remembering anything that don't come to me right off, but those are my boys. We watch each other’s backs. Even though I was with Sacaria, I just wanted to be sure that she kept an eye out for me while we were there. The last I knew is that we were both sleeping side by side, so all should be good.

On the ride home, I kept thinking about the sex we’d just had. I kept looking at Sacaria, hoping we could start up again when we got home, but truthfully, I was tapped out. I think I had way many drinks or something, because ya boy was whooped. My head was hurting and I had no appetite. I haven't been wasted like that, since the night I got caught up. From my peripheral, I looked at Sacaria’s belly, wondering if we had created something. I could easily picture her carrying my baby and a ring on her finger. That was the first time I ever seriously thought about going that far into a relationship with any female, but it was a good feeling. I didn’t want to be without her, and I couldn’t see my future without her in it.

Sacaria didn’t realize that I was adoring her the entire way home. During the ride, she kept her face turned looking out of the window. I wasn't used to her not reciprocating my affections, but her mind was obviously somewhere else. Maybe she was just as tired as I was. Whatever it was, it didn’t worry me. I just needed to get home and sleep off this hangover. I decided not to let it bother me that I couldn’t remember everything that happed at the party. If Sacaria wasn’t getting at me about it, then it must be good.

I had way too much fun at the party last night. It was even more exciting to be doing me, with Shayvon right in the next room. I have never known him to be sensitive to alcohol, but Taniyah went into the pricey stash and got the expensive stuff for my baby; Louis XIII, I think it was. I thought he was used to the finest but I guess not, because the next thing I knew, he was passed out. As for me, well I saw those mollies and couldn't help myself. I'm still high right now, as a matter of fact, but I'm good at hiding it from Shayvon. If I go down on him, he will fall asleep and be out of my face fast. Then I can enjoy my high in peace, but it's hard to stop at just that when I'm high like this. The next thing you know, we will be two hours into a sex session. Today for some reason, I don't want to be around him right now, so I will make this a quick one.

Just then, I got a text message from Taniyah.

Taniyah: How are you doing baby girl? Did you enjoy yourself? I would facetime you, but I don’t have no eyebrows on.

Sacaria: I did, and I assume you did. I missed you guys so much. Wait bitch, you ain’t got no eyebrows? I was giggling as I typed.

Taniyah: Girl nah, my joints are balder than brand new pussy. And we missed you too, bitch. Call me when you get up and get dressed so we can grab some lunch or something. Kay-kay, talk to you later.

It's nice weather outside today. The sun is shining bright, with a cool gentle breeze. Today is a perfect day to get out and about. Since I was able to shake off that hangover, I'm about to go shoot some hoops with Todd and Q’Mari at the gym. Q’Mari can't stand hooping at the gym. He says real G’s shoot hoops on the same raggedy ass court they grew up shooting on. That fool is crazy. To be honest, we really need to fuel up the yacht and sip some champagne. In fact, I think I might plan something for next week. There is nothing like laying back on a yacht, surrounded by water. Nature can be a trip if you really take the time to notice.

Soon as I jumped into the Rover, I get a call. Who is this now? Every time I get ready to leave, somebody hit me. Nothing is about to stop me from getting this time in with my boys. I will tell you that much.” Hello,” I said, with irritation.

“Hey Shay, it’s Erica; sorry to bother you, but I have a slight emergency. I need your help. Everyone is still hung over and I can’t find anyone to help me.”

“Then call 911.”
Da fuck?

“No, it’s not that kind of emergency. Just come over please. I’m at home.”

“Did you call Sacaria?”