âI know it. Quiet, tucked away in a hidden corner of Belgravia. Not perhaps the setting I'd have imagined for a friend of Bob's, but the beer is good. That probably explains it. Yes, I do think, if you can set something up with Mr Joe Smith, I'll accompany you.'
âOh, no. You're going to set it up. I got the distinct impression Joe chooses his friends, and might not cotton to foreign women. I'll come along for the ride. Here's his number, and the phone.' I cravenly retreated to the kitchen to dish up supper.
âWell?' I asked when I came into the dining room with the chicken and a salad. Alan had set the table and brought a bottle of white wine from the fridge.
âWell.' He sat down and spread his napkin on his lap. âThe gentleman was apparently at the Horse and Groom, and had been for some time, I believe.'
âOh, dear.'
âQuite. He was inclined to be truculent, but that may simply have been the drink. The burden of his song, insofar as I could understand it, was that it was a free country and if I liked to come along and have a pint in the same establishment he was occupying, it was no business of his.'
âThis is the edited version, I presume?'
âVery considerably abridged and expurgated. I said we'd be along on Monday, but Dorothy, are you sure you want to do this? The fellow sounds like a lout, and I can't imagine he'll be of any use at all.'
âHe's Bob's friend,' I argued, âand Bob isn't a lout, though he can sound like one when he's in his cups. It's our only chance, isn't it? Jonathan is bound to have talked to Jemima by now, and the spit is going to hit the fan any time now. If we can't find out anything useful from good old Joe Smith, we'll just have to call it quits and tell Jonathan we tried our best. Speaking of whom, you haven't heard from him, have you?'
âNot a word, and I tried twice more. I wish I knew what he was playing at.'
âHe's been under a terrible strain for months now,' I said. âMaybe it's just suddenly caught up with him, and he's pulled the covers up over his head.'
âFine time to climb out of the water, after he's dragged us in with him,' said Alan, in a fine flouting of metaphor agreement. âMore wine?'
Alan resolutely refused to discuss the matter for the rest of the evening, but as we tried to read and watch television and relax, the phone sat, screamingly silent.
âI
am getting very tired of trains,' I said next on Monday morning. We'd spent a quiet Sunday at home, taking some comfort from the usual lovely Eucharist at the Cathedral, but though we'd kept our problem off the spoken agenda, it hadn't been far from our minds. This morning we'd decided to go into town much earlier than was necessary to meet the truculent Joe Smith, in the hopes that we could track down Jonathan. We had no idea whether he had returned to his flat in London or was still with Aunt Letty; she wasn't answering her phone, either.
âThat could mean anything,' I said drearily as the train moved through an uninspiring countryside. Rain streamed down the dirty windows, all but obscuring the view of sodden pastures and fields and misty oast-houses, making the latter look more than ever like witches' hats. âIf the worst has happened and the news is out, they could be hiding from the media. Or they could be hiding from the police, if they're still trying to keep the lid on the thing. Or they could have been tracked down by the murderer and silenced.'
âHave some chocolate,' said Alan, handing me his usual cure for my glooms.
This time I refused to be placated. âOh, I admit the last idea is foolish, but it's infuriating that the man got us into this and has now disappeared. He should have told the police the minute he recognized the girl. Or we should have gone to the police the minute he told us.'
âYes, dear,' said Alan, and buried his nose in his newspaper.
There are times when I could smack the man.
Victoria Station was even more hectic than usual, which is saying a good deal. The floor was wet and dirty, and I had to hang on to Alan's arm to keep from slipping. It wasn't yet lunchtime, but queues were already forming at the many fast-food stalls on the ground floor.
âI want some coffee and something sweet, and I don't want to eat it standing up,' I informed Alan. âLet's pop into the Grosvenor.'
âIt isn't the Grosvenor any more,' he reminded me.
âYes, it is.' I pointed to the sign. âThey've changed it back. Anyway, whatever it's called, it's
here
, and I'm tired and cross, and I want a little pampering.'
The Grosvenor Hotel is one of the grand old ladies of London, a relic of the glory days of rail. In Victoria's day, railway hotels, attached to the major stations, were the last word in luxury. Many of them are gone now, but the Grosvenor, though showing her age, maintained for years a kind of faded opulence. Now she's been given a wash and a brush-up, and she's certainly convenient; there's a hotel entrance actually in Victoria Station.
We went through the lobby to the lounge and talked a somewhat reluctant waiter into coffee and chocolate croissants. We could have had identical fare in the station for a quarter the price, but we couldn't have sat in plush chairs and wiped the chocolate from our faces with linen napkins.
âRight,' I said, looking regretfully at the last pastry crumbs on my plate. At home I would probably have licked a finger and blotted them up, but I do know how to behave in public. âSo we try first to find Jonathan?'
Alan pulled out his phone. âI'll try calling him one last time.' He punched in the numbers, and I saw his expression change. âJonathan? Alan here. I've been trying to reach you.'
That was the English restraint at work. I would probably have said, âWhere the hell have you been?'
âI see,' said Alan, nodding. âYes. Yes.' He clicked the phone off and put it in his pocket.
âThat wasn't terribly informative, dear. What did he say? Where is he?'
âIn hospital, St Thomas's. If you've finished, let's go.'
We took the Tube, which at that time of day can be much faster than a taxi. On the way, Alan told me a little.
âHe fell. I don't know where, or anything much about the circumstances.' He looked around the crowded car, and I understood. Discretion was required.
âDid he injure himself badly?'
âHe didn't say much. We'll know more when we see him.'
He was sitting up by his bed, in a four-bed ward that looked like hospitals all over the planet. He was pale, but that was his usual state.
âSo, old chap,' said Alan, âhow are you?'
âNot so bad, considering.' He dismissed the subject with a wave of his hand. âI'm sorry I haven't been in touch. I'm sure you've been wondering . . .' He looked around the ward with the same expression Alan had worn in the Underground train.
This non-communication was getting frustrating. âJonathan, tell us what
happened
! We've been worried sick about you.' That wasn't quite true. We'd been annoyed. But I didn't want to say that to an invalid.
âReally, it's nothing serious. I was at . . . I was visiting Jemima, and fell, that's all. Bruises and grazes, nothing worse.'
âThen why are you here?'
âDicey medical history. But truly, I'm doing quite well.'
âYou don't look it.' I was rapidly getting past being either sympathetic or tactful. âYou look perfectly dreadful. But since you're insisting you're fine, can you walk? Or wheel your chair?'
âDorothy,' Alan began in a reproving tone.
I turned on him. âWe can't talk here, and we need to talk. Now.'
âI'm allowed to move about the floor.' He gestured to his wheelchair, folded against one wall. âThere's a small lounge at the end of the unit. I don't know if it's any more private.'
It was deserted, at least for the moment. Alan and I sat on the plastic chairs that were cleverly moulded to no human contours I could imagine.
âNow,' I said in a low voice. âYou went to see Jemima.'
âYes, and a hell of a time I had getting her to come out of the palace to see me. I couldn't go inside, you know.'
I nodded. âYes, the terrorists have a lot to answer for. Sometimes I think they've won, they've changed life so completely. But you managed to prise her out, eventually. And showed her the picture.'
Jonathan closed his eyes. We waited.
âYes,' he whispered at last. âIt was bad.'
My sympathy returned. I exchanged glances with Alan. We waited some more.
âI told her the whole story,' he said finally. âI thought she was going to faint when I showed her . . . but when she was better, I asked her a few things. It's much harder when you know the family, isn't it?' he said to Alan. âI've never faced that before, and I thank God I'll never have to do it again.'
âIt's best to keep it as impersonal as possible, I found,' said Alan, keeping his own voice impersonal. âSo you asked the usual questions?'
âDid she know of anyone who had reason to harm Melissa? Had Melissa said anything? The critical one: when had she last seen her daughter?' His eyes closed again. We were getting to the worst part, I thought.
âIt was on Tuesday. Melissa must have come straight to her when she left Letty's that morning. And she told her about the pregnancy.'
âOh, dear.' I felt a little faint myself. The shock to a mother of hearing that her fourteen-year-old daughter was pregnant . . . no, I couldn't deal with that. I swallowed, to try to ease my dry throat, and asked, âDid Melissa say who the father was?'
âNo. Of course Jemima asked. Melissa said she wanted an abortion, and it didn't matter who the father was.'
âWait. Was this in the palace?' asked Alan.
âNo. Melissa wasn't allowed inside, you remember. For that matter, no one is who isn't official, but Melissa wasn't even allowed to go on a tour, after the time she made a scene and ran away. No, she phoned her mother from the street and asked her to come out. I gather it wasn't convenient, and Jemima was irritated. So, when Melissa refused to tell her who the father was, Jemima . . . well, she lost her temper and told Melissa she was telling lies to get attention, and she could turn right around and go home to Letty, that she, Jemima, washed her hands of her.'
âAnd those were the last words they exchanged. Oh, poor Jemima!' I was nearly in tears.
Alan struggled to return to the impersonal note. âAnd I suppose that was what she wanted to talk to you about when she spoke to you after the Investiture.'
âYes. She thought I might have some advice, or might be able to talk sense into the child.' He looked down. âChild. I suppose that's not an appropriate term, is it, when she was going to have a child of her own. Or not have it, as the case might be.'
There was nothing I could say, nothing anyone could say, that would make the situation any better.
After a long pause, Alan asked, âIs Jemima going to Carstairs with the identification?'
âShe's going to talk to her superior, see what the repercussions might be. The woman is a battleaxe. I doubt she'll get much sympathy. Or that's what she planned to do when I saw her. I didn't intend to be out of touch for such a long time.'
âYou never told us,' I reminded him. âWhat actually happened?'
âJemima was leaving. We'd been talking just over the way, at the edge of the Green Park. She was angry and confused and upset, and I was afraid she'd ignore the traffic. She looked ready to run across the street without waiting for the crossing signal. So I tried to run after her, and I tripped over my own cane. Sheer stupidity.'
I don't know quite why, but I didn't believe him. Something was going on, something nebulous . . . âJonathan, do you think Jemima would see me if I asked? Not near the palace, I mean, but somewhere else?'
He shrugged. âYou can ask.' He moved a hand towards where his pocket ought to be, and remembered he was wearing a hospital gown. âLetty will give you her mobile number. The palace number is only for emergencies.'
âHow is Letty?' Alan asked.
âBearing up,' said Jonathan briefly. âShe's been spending a lot of time here with me.'
That explained the unanswered phone. âDoes she have neighbours or friends who will help?'
âShe has neighbours. I don't know how much help they'll be. They mostly thought Melissa was a huge pain, so they won't be too sympathetic that she's gone. Relieved, probably.'
A nurse came up then, scolded Jonathan for being out of bed too long, and whisked him off.
âI
hate hospitals,' I said when we had escaped into the fresh air.
âYes,' said Alan. âWhere shall we go to get the taste out of our mouths? A spot of lunch? We don't have to meet Joe for at least another two hours.'
âYou'll find it hard to believe, but I'm not hungry. Let's go back to Green Park and walk. Then we'll be close to the palace and the pub, when the time comes.'
âIt may rain again at any time.'
âWe have umbrellas.'
St James's Park has a good deal more shelter than Green Park, in case of rain. Alan knew why I didn't suggest it.
The Green Park, as it's officially called, is at its best in April, when drifts of daffodils spread across its expanses of grass, and make me go all Wordsworthian. The rest of the year it pretty much lives up to its name, and today, still early in the season and after a rain, it looked and smelled . . . well, green.
The benches were all beaded with water. Alan, anticipating the problem, had bought a newspaper in the Tube station, and spread it over the seat.
âRestful,' I said after we had sat in companionable silence for a while. Our silence, that is. Around us, children shouted, dogs barked. Traffic noises came from Piccadilly and, farther away, The Mall. But somehow the grass and trees isolated us.