Authors: Hammond Innes
âWhat's wrong with McAvoy?' I asked.
âHe's an alcoholic. He's ashore now. He's been ashore all during the engine overhaul. I know where he is, an' his condition. But he's on the list, and I'll get him on board before we sail so they can't stop me.'
âWhat about the second officer?'
âLuke? Luke is from New Britain. Inshore he's fine, but not on this run. A fisherman's son, passed his exams, but can't be left to navigate an ocean passage.
He knows the theory, but panics when he's out of sight of land.'
âSo you're on your own.'
âFor the run to Bougainville, yes. Coming over, I was five nights on the bridge. Five bloo'y nights with no sleep.' He straightened up, leaning forward, his voice urgent again as he said, âWell, is it a deal? You sign on as a deckie, as one of the crew; then once we're at sea I make you an acting ship's officer, okay? There's no union where I come from, so no problem, and that way, if anything goes wrong, I'm covered.'
âNothing I'd like better.'
He laughed then, suddenly relaxed as he reached for the bottle and poured me a stiff drink, slopping some of it on to the table in his excitement. He tipped the rest of the bottle into his own glass, then raised it. âWelcome aboard, Mr Slingsby. If you're what you seem, then for once I'll have had a slice of luck.' He gulped down most of his whisky. âBit of a change, that. Luck and I don't seem to have been on speaking terms for a long while.'
We finished the whisky, and as I was about to leave, I asked him whether he had ever come across an aborigine half-caste named Lewis. But the name meant nothing to him, and he had never heard of Black Holland. âRed Holland, yes â but no' Black Holland. No blacks, only mixeds in my fam'ly.' And he gave a drunken titter. He tried to get up to see me off, but by then he was almost out on his feet. Slumped back on the settle again, he pulled himself together sufficiently to say, âSee you Friday morning.' And then with a
great effort, âYou meant it, didn't you? 'Bout standing watch.'
âYes,' I said. âSend a boat for me at nine. Darling Island, I'll be there.'
He nodded. âDar'ing â âarling Island. Nine. Boat. I'll be there. Tell Luke.' His head lolled back, his eyes rolling, the whites yellow.
âYou all right?'
âSure. Sure I'm awright.' His eyes closed, his mouth falling slightly open.
I hesitated, wondering what it was had started him off on a lonely drinking bout. Something he was scared of, but it wasn't the sea or the condition of his ship. And it wasn't the prospect of five sleepless nights. Well, doubtless I'd get it out of him in due course. I went back through the wheelhouse and down the bridge ladder. I didn't have to signal the
Yamagata
; there was a big inflatable with outboard at the bottom of the rope ladder now, and the man who had greeted me ran me the short distance to the wharf steps.
Before stepping ashore, I asked him his name, and he said, âLuke Pelau.'
I told him who I was and that I'd be sailing with him. âRemind Captain Holland to meet me here at o-nine-hundred Friday morning. Meanwhile, get him to bed.' I was on the point of making some comment, but he didn't look as though he was in the mood to respond to a touch of humour, his black face blank, almost sullen.
âGutbai,' he said, and gunned the engine, swinging the inflatable out into the dark waters of the harbour,
heading back to the slab-sided hull of the LCT, a black silhouette now against the headlights streaming across the Harbour Bridge.
It was a long walk back to the hotel, and I had plenty of time to consider Holland's strange behaviour. I suppose it was that, and the realisation that in two days' time I would be at sea with him, that started me thinking again about Carlos Holland and the disappearance of the
Holland Trader.
I had sandwiches brought up to my room and scribbled a note to Josh Keegan, passing on to him the stamp dealer's description of the Solomons Seal ship label and enclosing a copy I made of the missionary's letter confirming Lewis's ownership. As soon as I had posted it, I went to bed, but I couldn't sleep. I was too excited. It was the thought of being on the bridge of an LCT again, this time heading out into the Coral Sea towards an unknown Pacific island â I was as excited as I had been that first time, years ago joining ship in the Clyde, and as nervous. But it was a different sort of nervousness now, more a feeling of uneasiness, almost trepidation.
First thing the following morning I went to the Maritime Services building in George Street. To my surprise they not only had records going back to the year 1911 but were able in a very short time to produce the details I had asked for. The
Holland Trader
had arrived from England via the Cape on July 4, 1911. She had discharged one member of the crew, a seaman, and had signed on two others. She had taken on coal and sailed for Port Moresby on July 10. They were
even able to give me the names of the crew members who had been shipped at Sydney. One of them was named Lewis â Merlyn Dai Lewis. He had been signed on as a stoker.
I would have tried the newspaper offices then, to see what had been said about the ship's disappearance, but I hadn't time. The restrictions covering currency remittances overseas were very tight so that I had the bank as well as the lawyers to contend with. In the end I only just managed to purchase the additional items of clothing I thought I would need before the shops closed.
Friday morning everybody seemed to be checking out of the hotel at the same time, and on top of that I had to wait for a taxi. It was past nine before I reached the Darling Island docks, sun glinting on the water and the wharves seething with activity.
He was there waiting for me, pacing up and down, a stocky figure in dark blue trousers and jersey, cap pushed back from his forehead. His face lit up as he saw me. â'Fraid you'd had second thoughts about it.' There were dark circles under his eyes, but otherwise he seemed himself. He was even smiling as he took my bags. âWell, let's get the formalities over.' He passed my gear to the two black crew members manning the inflatable, told them to wait for him, and then we took my taxi on to the Maritime Services building, where I signed on.
Just over an hour later we were back on board, the engines thrumming under my feet and the anchor coming in. We loaded at a roll-on, roll-off ramp, the
cargo reconditioned Haulpaks for the Bougainville copper mine, and shortly after noon we had cleared and were steaming out under Sydney Harbour Bridge.
I was in the wheelhouse then, checking the instruments and following our course through Port Jackson towards the Heads. Besides the helmsman and the pilot there were just Holland and Luke Pelau on the bridge, no sign of McAvoy, and when I asked Luke where the first officer was he said, âMr McAvoy little tired this morning.'
Holland heard him and laughed without humour. âYou won't see Mac on the bridge unless he's in one of his moods. Then he'll come and tell us how to run the ship. That's right, isn't it, Luke?' And the black officer nodded.
âHow long has he been like this?' I asked.
âSince my grandfather's death. They'd been together a long time, and he never forgave himself for being away after a woman when the Colonel started out on his last voyage.' He was staring out towards the Heads, which were separating now to show the empty heaving expanse of the Pacific in the gap. âGo down and check those Haulpaks are properly secured, will you? She'll be rolling a bit when we get outside.'
Down on the tank deck the Haulpaks were huge, their fat rubber-tyred wheels standing taller than myself. The crew, all black, were tightening up on the securing chains. The bos'n, an elderly man with a great mop of frizzy black hair streaked with grey and a broken-toothed smile, was standing over them. The ore trucks were larger than anything they had carried
before, but he knew his stuff, and though I went round every vehicle I had no fault to find.
Already there was movement on the ship, the faint beginnings of the swell coming through the Heads. I went for'ard to the storm door and, having checked that, climbed the vertical ladder to the port catwalk. For'ard, under the ladder to the foredeck, was the bos'n's locker and workbench. The watertight door leading to the controls for the electric motor powering the bow door thrusters was open. One of my jobs had always been to check the bow doors and the ramp before sailing. I ducked through to the narrow platform that looked down into the well behind the bow doors, and there I got a shock. The steel cross-members that should have been bolted into their transverse position to hold the bow doors securely shut were still in their vertical housing.
I hurried back and yelled for the bos'n, telling him to get some men on to the job right away. But he didn't understand what I wanted. Even when I took him with me and showed him, he only shrugged and pointed to the hydraulic thrusters, indicating in a complicated mixture of Pidgin and English that that was what kept the doors shut. âNo use ol ain girders,' he added, referring to the cross-members.
âWell, you use them this trip.' And I told him to get on with it. Good God! With the sort of seas we might encounter on the run across to Bougainville, the bow doors could be burst wide open. What really appalled me was the knowledge that they must have come all the way to Sydney with the bow doors held
on the thrusters only. This was apparent as soon as the cross-members had been dropped into position. They couldn't find the securing bolts. âBetter get hold of the Chief Engineer,' I told the bos'n, who seemed to understand what I said even if he couldn't speak proper English. âIf he hasn't got any the right size, then he'd better make some quickly.'
He was just leaving, looking puzzled and unhappy, when one of the crew, squatting on his hunkers below the workbench, held up one of the missing bolts. All eight of them were there where they had fallen, covered with dirt and a pile of steel and wood shavings. The place looked as though it had not been cleaned out since the ship had been handed over by the Army.
I stayed until the cross-members were securely bolted together; then I took the bos'n with me up to the bridge. Holland had to be told. A first officer who was drunk, never took a watch, never checked the cargo, was one thing. But not checking the bow doors, leaving those cross-members unsecured â that was something different: gross negligence that endangered the ship and everyone in her. But we were dropping the pilot, and Holland wasn't on the bridge, only Luke. I turned to the bos'n. âWhere's Mr McAvoy's cabin?' I was so angry I decided to have it out with the man myself. âWhere is he?' I repeated as the bos'n stood there gazing dumbly at his feet.
âOkay, kum,' he said reluctantly. âMi suim.'
I was thinking McAvoy must have some hold over his captain; otherwise Holland would never put up with it. But that was no reason why I should. And
then to find him tucked up in his berth in the obvious place, in the first officer's quarters right across the alleyway from the spare cabin I had been allocated aft of the wardroom. He was lying flat on his back, his pale blue eyes wide open, a vacant stare, the skin of his face haggard and drawn, and so drained of blood he looked positively yellow, as though he were suffering from jaundice. âMcAvoy. Can you hear me?'
He must have been getting on for sixty, a hard little monkey of a man with battered features and a scar running white under the hairs of his half-bare chest. âWhy aren't you up on the bridge? Why haven't you secured the bow doors?' I didn't expect any reply, but I thought I saw a flicker of comprehension in those dull, lifeless eyes. They were like two pebbles that had dried out and lost their lustre. âWhere do you keep the stuff?'
That at any rate got through to him, his eyes suddenly wide and alarmed. âFu'off. None of your fu'ing bus'ness.'
I started searching his cabin then, emptying drawers, lockers, the lot, and flinging everything on to the floor. âGe'out,' he screamed. âGe'out, d'ye hear me?' He had hauled himself up to a sitting position, his head gripped in his hands as he groaned. âWha'ye looking for?'
âYou know bloody well what I'm looking for.' I reached over the bunk and shook him. âThe bow doors. Don't you know enough to have them braced? Now come on. Where is the stuff?' He started to fight me off, his nails clawing at me, his teeth bared. âAll
right,' I said, flinging him back on the bed. âI'll find it in the end. And when I do, I'll break every goddam bottle. Understand?'
âYou do that,' he breathed, âI'll kill ye. Aye, I will.' He was staring at me, his eyes alive now with malevolence. âWha' are ye doing on this ship anyway?'
âStanding in for you, you useless bastard.'
The malevolence deepened to blazing anger. âYou call me that againâ'
âI'll keep on calling you that until you're on your feet and sober enough to do your job. You're supposed to be the first officer. You're a bloody menace. A danger to the ship, do you hear me?' I left him then, knowing I had got under his skin and wondering just how dangerous he'd be when the drink was out of him. If I hadn't been so angry, I might have been a little gentler with him.
The bos'n was waiting outside the door, and I made him show me all the likely places. In the end we found it tucked away in a locker behind the life-jackets, half a dozen bottles of whisky and two of vodka. We carried them through the wheelhouse and out to the bridge wing, where I jettisoned the lot. We were out through the Heads now, and the ship was rolling.
Holland came into the wheelhouse just as I was getting rid of the last bottle. âWhat's that you're throwing overboard?' he asked me. And when I told him, he said, âYou shouldn't have done that.' He didn't wait for me to explain, but added as though to justify his forbearance, âHe suffers from melancholy. He's a
manic-depressive. I think that's the medical term. Without a drink inside of him he's no good at all.'