Standby (The Emile Reed Chronicles, 2.5)
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Authors: Nicole Sobon
Tags: #cyborgs, #seattle, #short story
Standby
The Emile Reed Chronicles, 2.5
Published by Nicole Sobon at Smashwords
Copyright © 2013 Nicole Sobon
Copyright © 2013 Nicole Sobon
First Edition: December 2013
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Standby (The Emile Reed Chronicles, 2.5)
The Emile Reed Chronicles:
Program 12
Program 13
Allegiance
Deprogrammed
Standby
Rebooted
New Beginnings
The Emile Reed Chronicles Extras:
Rebirth
(Standalone McVeigh Novel)
The Program Manual
The Untold Stories
Program 22: Session 15
He isn’t perfect, but he is
as close as we will get
.
Emile
was one of a kind, though I don’t believe Charles understands that. She wasn’t created, she remained underneath the programming, long before I began messing around with her system.
It is
important
that
we hide
his true being from the others for now. They are fearful of the unknown, and we don’t know what he is capable of, which makes him a danger to all of us.
At least, that is what they believe.
There’s still a bit of human left inside of him; a will to survive, to fight off the machine, and the truth is that they are terrified by that. They are terrified that something they’ve created could possibly destroy them.
Subject: Grant
He reminds me of her. He’s eager for freedom, for a way out, something that is rarely seen in Programs. I had programmed him to be a certain way, to act a certain way, but these thoughts? These thoughts are Grant’s, not Twenty-Two’s. He’s more human than I thought he’d be, but he’s still a machine, as hard as it is to believe.
But I need to ensure McVeigh doesn’t find out. If he knows just how advanced Grant is, who knows what he’ll do, but I’m most certain it won’t be anything good.
Log 22013:
There are things I have been forced to do during my time here; things that I’m not proud of. Performing an update on Tommy’s deactivated body was one of them. I’d known this boy for years, long before he’d started seeing my sister. Seeing the vacant look in his eyes and the pale coloring that overtook his skin, I couldn’t help but to think what I was doing was wrong. He was fading away, and now McVeigh expected me to bring him back, but for what? To suffer some more?
None of this is right. None of it. But I know that he deserves a second chance. They all do. I only wish that I could fix them all. Until then, I will continue trying to right the wrongs of a sick man, in hopes of restoring humanity to how it once was.
I almost feel as though there is no way out of here outside of death, and that terrifies me. I just want to save her, to save Grant – even though I only knew him as a Program, and to start over. But I don’t see him allowing that.
I’m here to save her, but I’m afraid I’ll die before I get the chance.
A
s I lay on the table, with White Coats hovering over me with their scalpels in tow, the sharp edges of which tear into my skin, all I found myself thinking about was her. Not the pain. Not that I missed my old life.
None of that.
All I could think about was her.
And it wasn’t just because I had missed her – I did, more than anything – but it was also because I felt as though I had failed her somehow.
Maybe that was a ridiculous thought considering the circumstances. I’d fought hard, and I knew that, but I couldn’t help but to think that it hadn’t been enough.
I could’ve saved her from this
, I thought to myself, even though I knew that it was ludicrous to think such a thing. I tried like hell. I did everything that I could. I risked everything to protect her, because she was worth saving – she was worth losing everything for.
She was my baby sister, and I had done everything that I could to see to it that she stood a chance at escaping this terrifying world that she’d been forced into.
But even with my need to protect her, I knew that she was more than capable of protecting herself. She had already shown me her strength once before, having survived the transformation and regained control of her body. She was strong, determined, and quite stubborn, but even knowing all of that, I still couldn’t help but to think that I should have done more.
Having spent months working for Charles McVeigh had not helped to ease my worries any, either. If anything, working under his thumb had only helped to increase my fears. The truth of the matter was that he was a terrifying man, and he wanted her more than he had ever wanted anything.
I had read the files. I knew that, in the beginning, she was meant to be nothing more than a throwaway experiment; a test to create a satisfactory teenage Program. But she had been more than he had ever dreamed of.
She was
everything
he had aspired to create within a Program.
Emile was his prized possession, and he wasn’t going to let her go. Not without a fight, and certainly not without causalities.
She was everything to him.
And I was his ticket to getting her back.
In McVeigh’s eyes, I was Emile’s one weakness; her only remaining – living – link to the life that he had stolen from her. He knew that she’d want to rescue me. He knew that killing me would destroy her, and that hadn’t mattered to him. All that mattered was that he got what he wanted – that, in the end, she was back inside of Vesta Corp where he felt she belonged.
I only hoped that she wouldn’t fall for his trap.
She’s smarter than that
, I’d told myself.
And she was.
But even I knew that the heart had a tendency to be more convincing than the mind.
I could hear the computers booting up around me. Their screens flickered on, one by one, in the dimly lit room. I imagined what those before me had felt when they had undergone the transformation – the fear they must’ve felt at the unknown.
Me? I was calm, collected. Not because I wanted this, but because I had
expected
this.
I knew that this would be my outcome.
I knew it the moment that I took the job at Vesta Corp.
That didn’t mean that I wasn’t in horrendous pain. With each new tear, I wanted nothing more than to scream; to fight back against the pain. But I’d known better than to show weakness.
That was what they expected, what they hoped for, and I’d be damned if I was going to give them any bit of satisfaction. They’d already destroyed everything else that I’d held dear. I wouldn’t allow them to destroy me, too. I wouldn’t allow them to toss me onto a hard-drive and lock me away in a storage room.
Weakness was one’s worst friend in life, and right now? Right now I was still alive.
You can’t forget
, I told myself.
You can’t forget who you are.
“Prepare for injection,” a female voice called out.
She leaned over me, a large needle within her grasp. Her face was hidden behind a surgical mask. I looked into her eyes, which were a soft shade of green, eager to sense something –
anything
– but there was nothing.
Not an ounce of remorse. Not an ounce of sympathy. Nothing. Her eyes lacked any sort of life, any bit of humanity, even though I knew that she was human.
“No better than the others,” I said, my voice uneven as the needle slipped beneath my skin. “You are no more alive than the Programs that you help to create.”
My eyelids grew heavy as the cold liquid made its way throughout my body.
I could hear them talking above me, though I couldn’t make out what was being said. At one point, I could’ve sworn that I’d heard them say Emile’s name, but that also could’ve been my paranoia taking over.
I lay there, unable to fight back against the White Coats as they ripped through my flesh, rebuilding my insides with inhuman parts, slowly finding myself plunging deeper into darkness.
And I welcomed it.
I welcomed it because it was an escape from the pain; a temporary source of relief.
But I should’ve known better.
I’d watched as McVeigh and his White Coats performed the same surgery on many other “donors”. I knew what he was capable; of the torture he could unleash upon his victims.
My mind was so wrapped up with worry for Emile that I hadn’t even thought to expect what came next.
They lay strapped to two surgical tables, white clothes draped over their pale bodies. Charles McVeigh stood near the ends of the tables, his hands cupped at his waist, and a smug smile spread upon his lips.
“What do you want with us?” My mother pleaded. “Why can’t you just let us go?”
McVeigh let out a frustrated sigh, dropping his hands to his sides. “You know why I cannot allow you to leave,” he’d told her. “We both know you have been made well aware of what takes place within these walls.”
My mother lay silent, tears pooling at the corners of her eyes.
“You are here today because of your daughter and her selfish tendencies.” McVeigh ran his finger along the edge of my mother’s table, slowly making his way towards the head of the table. “In order to assure she returns, I needed to take out a bit of insurance.”
He’s showing you what he wants you to see
, I reminded myself,
don’t believe any of it
.
But that was the thing about becoming a Program, you fell victim to the machine; you gave life to McVeigh’s creations.
And you lost yourself to your worst nightmare.
I
tried to fight the pull of the darkness as it wrapped itself around me, pulling me further and further away from the light. But it was useless.
I was losing myself to the machine.
Program Forty-Six activated
, the robotic voice sounded inside of thoughts.
Volts of energy surged throughout my body, and I wanted to scream out in pain as the burning sensation traveled at full speed with no clear end in sight, but I didn’t.
Pain showed weakness
, I reminded myself.
And weakness should a loss of control.
I was still here.
I was still present beneath the machine, and I wasn’t going to give up.
Y
ou can’t forget.
The words kept replaying in my thoughts. They were words that held a significant meaning, one that I couldn’t recall.
“Forty-Six,” a harsh voice called out. “Can you hear me, Forty-Six?”
I knew that I should have answered. I knew that a response was expected of me. I could feel the words trying to escape, but they never made it past my lips. I was too lost in my thoughts. I’d been consumed by the images of a girl that kept replaying in my mind. Images of a girl; one that I knew I shouldn’t have known, but did.
“His memories are stronger than hers,” a male voice called out. I felt my body jolt as a hand clamped down on my shoulder, forcing my eyes open. “How is that possible?”
A petite woman stood before me, a small tablet held out in her hands. Her eyes looked over the screen briefly before looking back up at me. “
He
is stronger than her, Harold. He has retained more of his human identity than Thirteen.”
I leaned forward in the chair, the restraints binding my wrists – the only things keeping me from moving closer towards her. It was as though with each word she spoke, I felt myself being pulled towards her; as though she was in control of my every action – of
me
.
“But if he’s stronger than her, that makes him dangerous. Shouldn’t we alert your brother, Mrs. Ward?” The old man who I had presumed to be Harold leaned against a metal desk, clutching his wire frame glasses tightly in his right hand.
I could sense his nervousness across the room. I could hear his heart beating inside of his chest as anxiety overcame him. He was the complete opposite of Mrs. Ward.