Shiftr: Swipe Left for Love (Jessica) BBW Bear Shifter Menage Romance (Hope Valley BBW Dating App Romance Book 8) (13 page)

“If you’ve got any doubts, you’d better tell me now, because you can’t imagine what a hard time I’m having keeping my bear under control right now.” Her lips parted in a smile.

“I have no doubts at all,” she said. He held her head very gently in his massive hands and dipped his head towards her, until his lips met hers. At the first contact, he let off a rumbling purr. His kiss wasn’t gentle; it was searing, his teeth grazing her lips, his tongue urgently seeking out her own, and it filled her with a wild hunger. He wasn’t her best friend anymore; he was a man-bear, who desired her as she desired him. He tangled his hands in her hair, and ran them all the way down her back, pressing her close. And then there was another pair of hands on her hips.

“Jessica,” an equally deep voice growled in her ear. Suddenly, Christian was no longer kissing her, and her head was being tipped back, and being met by another hungry mouth. As Lucas’ tongue slid between her lips, another bolt of desire shot through her body. Both men kissed differently, but with an equal need. As Lucas kissed her, Christian’s hands roamed over her body. She was sandwiched between them, as she had been up on that windy hill in London so long ago, and it felt so right. Exciting and safe and exhilarating all at the same time. She sensed the power that resided just beneath their skins, but she knew they wouldn’t hurt her. Little growls and snarls escaped their lips as they kissed and caressed her, and she felt their need, pressing hard against her body.

One pair of hands began to lift the hem of her shirt, and she froze. The thought of these men knowing her body as intimately as they knew her mind was as terrifying as it was arousing. They stopped immediately, sensing her reaction, and she marveled that they were capable of keeping their desire under control.

“Are we moving too fast, Jessica?” Lucas muttered, his breath hot on her ear. “Do you want to wait until we’re indoors?” She looked into Lucas’s gray-blue eyes, and then into Christian’s dark ones.

And then she cast a glance around the clearing. It was a special place for the guys, and she felt that it possessed a kind of spiritual calm. For her first time with them, it couldn’t be more perfect.

“No. I want you to mate me now. Here,” she said, her voice a little shaky but clear, and desire running in her veins.

Slowly, gently, Lucas lifted up her shirt and pulled it over her head. Then he and Christian whipped their shirts off too. As two muscular, velvet-skinned torsos pressed against her own, she let out a sigh of pleasure. At last, she dared to touch them, running her hands all over Lucas’ chest while Christian stroked her soft belly and waist, before cupping her breasts through the lace of her bra. As his fingertips grazed her erect nipples, she let off a moan. It was wild, like the cry of an animal, and the guys both responded to it, Lucas crushing his mouth on hers, and Christian tugging at the waistband of her skirt.

“I want to be gentle with you,” Christian growled in her ear. “But we’re bears, and when we mate, our basic instincts take over.” As he spoke, his hands suddenly felt like claws at her hips, and her clit began to throb.

“I like it,” she gasped. “I want you to mate me as the bears you are.” They both made a sound of satisfaction. And as Christian’s tongue explored her mouth, Lucas’s fingers deftly unzipped her skirt and eased it down. He wrapped his hands around her waist and, through her fog of arousal, she figured out that he wanted her to sit down, and she let herself fall down, into his arms. Christian came with her, and the three of them sank into a soft patch of grass and leaves, spread over with the guys’ shirts. The air smelled sweet, mingling with the rich, musky scent of their bodies. It was incredible being caressed by two men at the same time. Her attention flitted from one to the other and, while she was occupied by Christian gently stroking her full cleavage, she barely noticed Lucas unfastening the clasp of her bra. She tensed a little as he slid it off her shoulders, a little self-conscious about the size of her breasts, but as it fell down, exposing them to Christian’s gaze, there was no mistaking the approval in his eyes. He purred as he cupped them in his hands, weighing them, chafing her nipples. With a snarl, Lucas turned her bodily, lifted her up and drew her left nipple into her mouth. He was a little rough, and she gave a squeak of surprise, before surrendering to the blissful sensation of his mouth on her.

While Lucas sucked and licked her breasts, driving her into a frenzy, Christian took advantage of the position she was in to slip her panties off, stripping her completely naked before she was even aware of it. His hands roamed over her ass and hips, while little sounds of appreciation rose up from his throat the whole time. His hands rode higher on her thighs, tantalizingly close to her wet and aching pussy, while she felt his cock, hard and urgent, rubbing against the cleft of her ass. She was desperate for him to touch her there, to satisfy that deep ache. Suddenly his hand closed over her mound and she gasped. His fingertips grazed her little triangle of dark hair, moving lower and lower, until they reached her wetness. He made a deep sound of satisfaction, and began to tease her clit. Lucas raised his head and kissed her hard on the mouth again, while his hand slid between her legs as well. And, while Christian stroked her clit, Lucas’s strong, incredibly long fingers slid inside her. Two hands on her pussy, two hands on her breasts, and a very skilled mouth on hers was too much for her. She felt like a goddess, and thought she was going to black out from pleasure. As Lucas slid in and out of her, fucking her with his hand, a tremor began to build deep inside her. Her hands tightened on the napes of their necks, and her hips bucked as her vision went blurry and she exploded in a deep, sensual orgasm, bursts of ecstasy like shooting stars all over her body.

While the world was still spinning, the guys laid her down on the bed of leaves and shirts. They stripped off their pants, and for the first time she saw them naked and fully erect. They both had big, thick cocks. She realized they were pulsing with desire for her, and a blush of pleasure warmed her cheeks. They lay on their sides on either side of her, caressing her body again, murmuring their appreciation for her curves. She was so ready for them, and couldn’t wait to feel them inside her. She reached out for them, snaking her hands down two sets of perfect abs, before grasping their cocks. They both let off growls, seizing her thighs and spreading them wider. She ran her hands up and down their thick shafts, wondering how she was going to cope with both of them. They’d obviously been wondering the same thing. She sensed that they were poised, preparing to mate her, but unwilling to make the first move. She decided to make it easier for them. Scooting down their bodies, she parted her lips and took the tip of Christian’s cock into her mouth. His hips jerked hard, and she used her hand to prevent him from going too deep. She began to suck on him softly. He groaned and tangled his fingers into her hair, and she tried to take in as much of him as she could.

She was very aware of Lucas. He’d stopped touching her, but she felt his gaze burning into her. She raised her head as much as she could, and saw that he was watching, holding his cock in his fist. She gave him a smoldering look, and he moved behind her, raising her hips until she was on her hands and knees. And then he spread her labia and pushed the tip of his cock inside her. A pleasure bomb detonated in her brain. If Christian’s cock hadn’t been filling her mouth, she would’ve cried out.
Oh my god, I didn’t know it was possible to feel this amazing,
she thought. Lucas thrust himself all the way in, and her pussy muscles fluttered as he glided on her wetness, his hands gripping her hips, and his pelvis butting against her ass. She could tell he was trying to be gentle with her, to give her pleasure, but, before long, his movements became rougher and rougher, and he fucked her hard, with abandon. She had the sense that his bear was just below the surface, threatening to burst out of him. His guttural animal growls were driving her crazy, and before long, a second climax hit her like a tidal wave, powerful spasms taking control of her body, leaving her weak and gasping.

Through her post-orgasmic fog, she became aware that she didn’t have her mouth on Christian’s cock any more, but he’d moved behind her. Suddenly, Lucas pulled out of her, and she was penetrated in a slightly different way – maybe Christian’s cock was a little thicker, but slightly shorter, she thought dazedly, as he entered her with a roar. Her pussy throbbed. It was so exciting to be having sex with both of them that her brain couldn’t process it. If she was a computer, she’d be crashing right now. Lucas moved in front of her, and she reached for him, encouraging him to bring his cock close to her lips. He obliged, and she took him in her mouth eagerly, tasting her own juices as she swirled her tongue around the tip.

Christian fucked her hard. She’d brought him almost to the brink with her mouth, and he could barely control himself. He slammed into her, his hips butting her ass, and she responded by sucking harder on Lucas’ cock, as she came again and again, scarcely knowing when one orgasm ended and another one began. Their sounds became rougher and wilder and suddenly Christian’s fingertips, as sharp as claws, bit into her hips, and he let off a wild roar, as he climaxed, shooting his seed deep inside her. At the same moment, Lucas exploded in her mouth with a snarl, and she swallowed him down fast.

Jessica moved so she was between them, and collapsed onto the ground.

“Wow,” was all she could say.

“I’ve never felt so complete in my life,” Christian said, after a comfortable silence. “After Jay’s death, I thought that I’ll always be half broken, but now I feel that I’m starting to mend.”

She smiled at him, put her hand on his chest and kissed his lips gently.

“I’m so happy to hear this, baby,” she whispered.

The two men snuggled into her, and for a long time, they all lay quietly, the guys caressing her affectionately, while she caressed them in return.

After a while, the caresses became more sexual again, Christian’s fingers sliding inside her, while Lucas pleasured her breasts with his mouth. And then they were inside her again, as she lay between them, one of them fucking her and then the other. It was unspeakably erotic, these sexy, virile shifters sharing her, demanding her body again and again.

At last, as night began to fall, they were finally sated. As they got up and got dressed, she discovered that they’d been in the forest for almost eight hours. Her body was sore from mating, but she felt deeply, intensely relaxed.

Christian and Lucas held her hand on the way back, helping her through the woods in the dark. They were all quiet, as if in awe of what they’d just done. A thousand questions were flitting through Jessica’s mind. Would mating always be as intense as this? Would they always have sex in a three, or would she mate with them individually as well?

When they got back to the property, Mrs Taylor was waiting for them. A strange, knowing expression crossed her face when she looked at Jessica, and Jessica was certain that she knew, that her bear instinct had told her that they’d just mated.

“Mom, what is it?” Christian said immediately. His mom grinned.

“Your father’s wide awake. It’s going to be a long road, but it seems that he’s going to make it. Most of the bullet fragments have been removed, and the ones still inside him aren’t currently doing him any damage.” He gave a long sigh, that seemed to come from someplace deep inside him.

“That’s great news!” he said and ran up and hugged her.

“Something tells me you might have some news for me too?” she said, her lips curving with a hint of mischief. Christian went over and stood next to Jessica. She noticed that he always gave Lucas space, didn’t try to assert dominance over him.

“Mom, I’m very proud and extremely happy to say that Jessica has agreed to be mated to both of us, and form a triad,” he said. His mom gave them a genuine smile.

“I’m very happy to hear that, all of you,” she said. Jessica knew that Christian’s mom was doing her best, and it would take a while before she fully accepted the fact that Christian wasn’t going to be alpha.

*

Later that evening, Jessica was on her way downstairs after her shower when she overheard Christian and his mom talking.

“Your father’s on the mend,” she was saying. “and that’s the best news imaginable right now. I know that Grayson will be a great alpha too. And that there’s no point pushing you to do it if your heart’s not in it.”

“Thanks, mom. Your blessing means a lot,” he said. Jessica sensed that they were coming closer, so she kept walking. When Christian saw her, his eyes lit up with love and affection. He held his arm out and she slipped under his shoulder, loving the feeling of being protected in his arms. 

“Hi, Jessica,” Mrs Taylor said warmly. “I wanted to speak to you, as we need to start planning your mating ceremony as soon as possible.” Jessica’s eyes widened.

“We do?” she said, before she could stop herself.

“Don’t worry,” Christian said, planting a kiss on the top of her head. “It’s nothing like as serious as a wedding. You just go into the woods with the alpha of the clan, your close family, and the elders, and speak some vows. Then you can have a party if you want. But it’s all pretty low key. You don’t even need to wear a frothy white dress.” Jessica clapped her hand over her mouth in mock horror.

“I don’t? But that’s been my dream, like forever!” she said. The mother and son laughed.

“Then you can have a wedding afterwards, dear, and be as over the top as you like,” Mrs Taylor said. Jessica giggled.