Scandalous Redemption (Ladies and Scoundrels #3) (6 page)

“Catch me if you can,” she called over her shoulder.

His chuckle did strange things to her. Her blood heated and a throbbing started at the apex of her thighs. She contemplated throwing herself into his arms, but opted to run faster instead. His long legs gave him an advantage. Before she could get much farther, a light tap warmed her shoulder.

“Tag.” His voice washed over her.

She twirled around and s omehow, her wild swing managed to make contact with his side. “Tag.” She laughed as she ran out of Lord Shillington’s reach.

“I will catch you, little hoyden,” he called after her, his tone playful.

Claudia did not dare look back. With a grin, she continued to run along the river’s bank. Whatever had possessed her to act in such a way, she could not credit it. What’s more, she didn’t care.

He wrapped his strong arm around her waist then pulled her against his chest, causing her heart to flutter. “I have you now.”

The warmth of his breath teased her ear as he whispered the words. Heavens, she wanted him. She turned in his arms to face him. “And now that you have me…” She wet her lips. “What will you do with me?”

“I’m not entirely sure.” He stared deep into her eyes as if he were searching for something.

Breaking their connection, she trailed her gaze across the lines of his jaw before settling it on his lips. She ached for a proper kiss, to have his lips pressed to hers, his hands exploring her body. She cupped his cheek with one hand. His warmth seeped through her glove and spread through her. “Kiss me.”

Without a word, he lowered his mouth to hers. She met his lips, hungry for whatever he had to give. She boldly rubbed her thumb across the contour of his cheek and angled her head so he could deepen their kiss.

He held her tighter against his hard chest and nipped at her bottom lip, sending a thrill straight through her. She parted her lips for him as he deepened the kiss. When their tongues met, her knees threatened to buckle. She wrapped her arms around his shoulders, clinging to him with all her strength.

She lost herself in the feelings he aroused. Nothing mattered but them in this moment. His lips pressed to hers. Their arms wrapped around one another. Two people swept away on a wave of passion, desperate to hang on to one another.

SCANDALOUS REDEMPTION

CHAPTER SIX

Henry could not
help himself. When Lady Akford spoke her breathy plea,
‘kiss me,’
all logic fled his mind. He lowered his lips to hers as if he had no control, no say in the matter at all. When he felt her silky flesh against his and she rubbed his cheek with her delicate thumb, he lost all notion of right or wrong.

His body ached for her as he continued to kiss her. The taste of her drove him mad when he swept his tongue into the honeyed sweetness of her mouth. He could feel her heart beating against his chest. The softness of her breasts smashed against him sent white-hot passion spiraling through him. Encouraged by her responses, he deepened the kiss, losing himself in her.

“Henry,” she gasped against his lips.

The breathy sigh of his name drove him mad. He tugged her closer, aching to posses her in every way.

The neigh of a horse broke through the fog enshrouding his good sense. This was Lady Akford. The last woman in all of England he should dare to hold. He pulled away, turning his back to her. Bloody hell, what had he done? What was it about this lady that caused him to act so out of character? Once he regained some composure, he faced her.

She stared back at him, green eyes wide, tender lips swollen from his kisses. Desire clenched at his stomach and he worked hard to ignore the longing. “I should not have--”

“Don’t you dare. Do not say another word,” she cried.

“I am afraid I lost myself for a moment.”

He reached for her hand, but she jerked it away. Her anger was palpable, but the hot embers of passion stilled burned in her eyes. Henry swallowed hard. “It will not happen again.”

“Even if that is not my wish?” She took a step toward him.

The mixture of emotions seated in her gaze challenged him. He wanted to pull her back into his arms and run away from her all at the same time.

He could not have her. After what she had done in the past, he could not trust that she wanted him. It was not long ago she declared her love for the Marquess of Luvington. He refused to be the catalyst that made it possible for her to hurt Sarah, the Marchioness of Luvington, again. “Lady Akford--”

“Claudia.” She placed her hands on her hips. “I detest being addressed by that brute’s name.”

His heart fractured but he forced himself to continue all the same. “I would like for us to forget what happened. I should not have--”

She held her head high. “If it is truly your wish, I will forget what we shared here, but do not insult me with apologies. I am not sorry, Henry, I would do it all over again.”

The sound of his given name on her lips tugged at his heart. If he was being honest, he was not sorry either. He only regretted that he could never allow himself to kiss her again. “Very well. Let us return to the house.” He proffered his arm.

She breezed past him, ignoring his offer.

“At the least, allow me to help you up.” He moved to stand beside her horse.

Without a word, she grabbed the saddle and lifted one booted foot for him. She took up the reins the moment she was able and left him standing by the bridge, watching after her.

A new heaviness settled in his heart at the knowledge he had hurt her. If only he could trust her motives, he would be first in line to court her. As it was, he did not trust her and could not allow himself to.

He mounted is horse and set it into motion. Even if she were no longer interested in Luvington, a courtship with her would likely upset his friendship with Sarah. Something he was not willing to do. Sarah had helped him through his upset after the now, Duchess of Goldstone, tossed him over for the duke. He liked to think he helped her as well. At the least, he played a role in convincing her to give Luvington a chance. He cherished their friendship far too much to risk damaging it.

The late evening air lashed at him as he broke from the forest trail onto open land. He spotted Claudia a good distance ahead, her curls blowing in the wind. By the time he reached the stables, she’d be safely inside the house. He fought the urge to catch her. It was for the best they did not speak again this evening. He needed some time alone to process his emotions, to build his resolve.

Finally reaching the stable, he dismounted and handed the reins off to a stable boy. Most nights took care of his own horse, but right now, he longed for a drink. “See that he is properly rubbed down.”

“Yes, my lord.” The lad bowed.

As he assumed, Lady Akford had already disappeared into the house. He walked with long strides toward the door. Once inside, he handed his gloves and hat to the butler before going to the smoking room. He was in no mood for company but he would suffer through it for a glass of port. Besides, company could not be avoided when one was at a house party.

After walking down a maze of halls, he turned into the smoking room. Going straight to the sideboard, he poured a snifter of port. The amber liquid slid down his throat and he relished the comforting warmth it unleashed. He swirled the liquor in his glass before drinking what remained.

If only he could drink enough to erase the memory of Lady Akford, no, Claudia, from his mind. Alas, Lady Wexil had a musical planned for tonight and he could not very well attend foxed. He refused to embarrass his hosts or himself.

Those morals were what got him involved with Claudia in the first place. He clenched his jaw. He wagered she would make an appearance tonight, for where else would she go? He should take the opportunity to explain himself to her. Make her understand why he could not kiss her again.

First, a change of clothes was in order.

* * * *

Claudia sat at the vanity table dreading the idea of seeing Henry after making such a cake of herself. Tossing herself at a man who did not want her. Asking for his kiss, then begging him not to apologize. Could she be more bird-witted?

She trailed her fingers over her lips as memories of Henry’s kiss still burned within her. Had she imagined the passion they shared? Or did he ravage every lady he kissed in the same way? Her mind flashed to their earlier encounters. She recalled his awkwardness around her. The way he had tripped over his chair that day in the breakfast room, then spilled his water. The time he nearly toppled them both to the ground in the garden betrayed his experience. She did not believe he had kissed many ladies. He had wanted her as much as she had desired him. Nevertheless, where did that leave her? And what had caused him to pull away?

The bloody scandals.
She was not to blame for the scandal of her youth. However, she could not deny her later actions. She had gone to Julian and made quite a scene. That particular morsel was not
ton
knowledge, but Henry clearly knew of it. The Luvingtons must have shared the tale with him. Did he still believe she wished to use him in order to get to Julian, or worse, hurt Lady Luvington? She never intended on causing anyone pain. She had not even known about Lady Luvington when she went to Julian’s townhouse that day.

When Henry had escorted her outside the night they met, she had no inclination of who he was or his relationship with the Luvingtons. Even if she still harbored hope for herself and Julian, which she most certainly did not, the idea of using Henry had never crossed her mind. In truth, she had romanticized her past relationship and clung to it over the years. Harboring hope for a future with Julian had given her strength when Akford was at his worst. Whatever love she and Julian had shared belonged firmly seated in the past.

What difference did it any of it make? There was no way to prove herself to Lord Shillington or her peers. Leastwise, not that she could think of at present. She picked up her fan and moved to the door. She was to play the pianoforte while her cousin sang to open the nights entertaining. Vivian would be overset if she did not arrive in the music room on time.

With her head high, Claudia stepped into the hall and made her way toward the stairs. She would not allow Henry to upset her further. Nor would she become London’s newest ladybird. Instead, she would remove him from her mind, give up the idea of taking a lover, and focus on her new life. She was finished tossing herself at gentlemen who did not return her affection.

“Lady Akford.”

Claudia stilled and looked behind her. “Your Grace.” She offered Duchess Abernathy a curtsey.

The duchess smiled and moved to her side. “It seems Lord Shillington has taken an interest in you, my dear.”

Claudia fell into step with Duchess Abernathy as they continued down the hall. “Appearances are often deceiving,” she said, tartly.

“Are you quite certain?” the duchess pressed.

“Indeed.” Claudia fidgeted with her fan wishing they could talk about anything else.

“More’s the pity. He is a fine catch. A gentleman and in line for an earldom. He will make some lady a splendid husband.”

“I will give that lady my best regards.” Claudia nearly choked on the words. What was wrong with her? She had no wish to marry him or anyone, and yet jealousy gripped her deep inside. The very idea of Henry wed to another pulled at her heart.