Authors: James Lee Burke
The airbags are turned off. Junior had grandchildren, didnt he? Pam said.
Yep.
Think he fell asleep at the wheel? she said.
Could be. But he went missing in the middle of the day.
Pam looked up the side of the arroyo at the broken guardrail. Theres no curve up there, either. Maybe he dropped a tie-rod.
The turnoff to his place is almost ten miles back. What was he doing down here? Hackberry said.
Above them, an ambulance pulled to the side of the road. Two paramedics got out and looked down from the guardrail, their faces small and round against a blue sky.
The driver is dead. Therere no passengers. Give us a few minutes, will you, fellows? Hackberry called up.
Yes, sir, one of them said.
Holding his breath and a wadded-up handkerchief to his mouth, Hackberry reached inside the vehicle to turn off the ignition. Except it was already turned off. A rabbits foot dangled from the key chain.
Look at this, Hack, Pam said. She was standing behind the vehicle now. Theres a big dent in the bumper. Theres no dust on the dent at all. The rest of the bumper is filmed with dried mud.
You think somebody plowed into the back of Junior and put him through the rail? Hackberry said.
Junior was a master at passive-aggressive behavior, she replied. Two weeks after he was put in charge of the picnic committee at his church, half the congregation was ready to convert to Islam.
The ignition key is turned off, Hackberry said. He had stepped back from the cab but was still holding the handkerchief to his mouth.
It looks to me like he probably died of a broken neck, Pam said. He could have stayed conscious long enough to turn off the key to prevent a fire. I would if I was in his situation.
No, this one is hinky, Hackberry said. He took a breath of clean air, then opened the door. Therere glass splinters all over his shirtfront but almost none on the seat belt. He used his index finger to feel inside the mechanism that automatically rolled up the safety belt when the driver released the latch on the buckle. Theres glass inside the slit. This belt was released, then pulled back out again.
Somebody took Junior out of the truck and put him back in it?
Hackberry went to the rear of the pickup and looked at the damaged bumper. He cleared his throat, spat to one side, and waited for the breeze to clear the air around him. We thought Junior might know where Vikki Gaddis is, he said. Maybe somebody else came to the same conclusion.
Somebody ran him off the road and beat it out of him and then broke his neck? Pam said.
Maybe thats why Junior went by his house without turning off. He didnt want to put his wife in danger.
A skein of small rocks trickled down the arroyo. Pam looked up at the empty space in the guardrail. Theres R.C. and Felix and the coroner. What do you want to do?
We treat it as a homicide.
Hackberry walked to the far side of the pickup, opened the passenger door, looked inside, and searched behind the seat. The glove box hung open, but nothing inside it seemed disturbed. Then he saw the bright rectangular wedge mark where a screwdriver had been inserted to snap the tongue on the lock.
Why would someone need a screwdriver to open a glove box if the key was hanging in the ignition?
Hackberry tried the ignition key on the glove box, but it wouldnt turn in the lock.
He walked farther up the arroyo and mounted a flat rock that gave him an overview of the truck and the path of its descent from the guardrail. The two deputies who had just arrived, R. C. Bevins and Felix Chavez, were helping the coroner climb down the incline. Hackberry squatted on his haunches and pushed his hat back on his head, his knees popping, the butt of his holstered .45 revolver cutting into his rib cage. A breeze puffed through the bottom of the arroyo, and a cloud of black butterflies lifted off the wash bed. The sun was already a red ball rising over the hills, but the arroyo was still in shadow, the stone cool to the touch, the riparian desert ambience almost beautiful.
Maybe that was the history of the earth, he thought. Its surface was traversed by pain, inhumanity, and mass murder, but the scars were as transient and meaningless to the eye as blowing sand. The most poignant expression of our sufferingthe voices of the dyinghad no more longevity than an echo disappearing over the edge of an infinite plain. How could millions of years trail off into both silence and invisibility?
He stood up and thumbed his shirt tight inside his trousers. Down below, not twenty feet away, a beige envelope lay in a tangle of driftwood that reminded him of elk horns piled on the edge of a hunters camp. He climbed down from the rock he was standing on and picked up the envelope. It had a cellophane window in it and had been torn open raggedly on one side, destroying most of the return address. It was empty, but enough of the printing remained in the upper-left-hand corner to identify its origins.
Whatd you find? Pam asked.
An envelope from the Department of Veterans Affairs.
You think its from Juniors glove box?
Thats my guess. The valet key was in the ignition, but the key to the glove box wasnt.
Pam inserted her thumbs in her gun belt, her elbows sticking straight out from her sides. Then she scratched her forearm, her eyes gazing back at the wrecked pickup. Junior went out to Pete and Vikkis place and got Petes disability check for him. But he didnt forward it, she said, more to herself than the sheriff. Why not?
Probably cold feet.
Or the fact he could be a mean-spirited, self-righteous bastard when he wanted to, she said.
How about it, Sheriff? one of the paramedics shouted from above.
Come on down, he replied, just as the sun broke above the rim of the arroyo and lit its sharp surfaces with a glare that burned the shade away within seconds.
FIVE HOURS LATER, Darl Wingate, the coroner, came into Hackberrys office. He had been a career forensic pathologist with the army before retiring. Regardless of the skill or knowledge he had acquired in his own field, he seemed to apply none of it to his own life. He smoked, ate poorly, drank too much, had terrible relationships with women, and appeared to make a religion out of cynicism and callousness. Hackberry often wondered if Darls profligate attitude toward both morality and his own health was manufactured, or if indeed he wasnt one of those whose experience in the world had caused him to believe in nothing.
Did yall find a tooth in the vehicle? Darl said.
No, we didnt.
Darl had pulled up a chair and was sitting on the far side of the desk. He had a face like a parody of a stage characters, with a cleft in the chin and a tiny mustache, the cheeks slightly hollowed by either age or a sickness he disclosed to no one. Hackberry smelled a mint on his breath and wondered what time that morning Darl had poured his first drink.
Vogel had a gaping hole where a molar should have been. It wasnt broken off. There were deep bruises inside the lips, Darl said.
He was tortured?
Have you eaten lunch?
No.
How much do you want to hear before you eat?
Get to it, will you, Darl?
There was a lot of penile and testicular damage. It was probably done with a metal instrument. Probably the same pliers somebody used on his mouth. Cause of death was a coronary.
His neck wasnt broken?
It was broken, all right, but he was already dead when that happened.
Youre sure about all this?
Darl fitted a cigarette into a gold holder, then put it and the holder away, as though remembering Hackberrys proscription against smoking in the building. Maybe he pulled his own tooth, he said. Or maybe the steering wheel hit him in the face and cut him inside the mouth but not outside. Or maybe his genitals were remodeled by the airbag that didnt inflate. You want to know what I really think?
Go ahead.
That whatever information this poor guy had, he begged to give it up unless his wick went out first. I hope thats what happened. I hope he sank down in a big well of blackness. I got to have a smoke. Ill be outside.
I need to make a phone call. Go to lunch with me.
I already ate.
Go to lunch with me anyway, Hackberry said.
After Darl had gone outside, Hackberry called the FBI agent Ethan Riser. Ive got a problem of conscience here. Im going to lay it off on you, and you can do whatever you want with it, he said.
Whats this big problem? Riser said.
Junior Vogel was probably run off the road yesterday and tortured to death. Your man from ICE, this character Clawson, wanted to put him in custody, but I talked him out of it.
Clawson was talking with Vogel?
You didnt know?
I dont always have an opportunity to talk with Clawson directly.
Hackberry wondered at the amazing amount of latitude bureaucratic language could create for its practitioners. I think Junior had Pete Floress disability check in his possession, he said. I think he was probably going to forward it to Pete. We should have been on top of that check, you guys as well as me and my department.
We were.
Sir?
Clawson had another agent on it. They messed up.
You sure thats all there is to it? Hackberry said.
Want to explain that?
I think your man Clawson has serious psychiatric problems. I dont think he should have a badge.
Hes not
our
man.
Nice talking to you, sir, Hackberry said, and eased the receiver back into the phone cradle.
PREACHER JACK COLLINS had once read that the neurological and optical wiring of horses created two screens inside their heads and allowed them to simultaneously monitor two broad and separate visions of their surroundings. To Preacher, this did not seem a remarkable step in the evolution of a species.
For him, there had always been two screens inside his head: one that people walked onto and off of and that he looked at or ignored as he chose; on the other, the one on which he was a participant, there were dials and buttons that allowed him to reverse or change the flow of traffic, or to distort or smudge out images that didnt belong there.
He had a dark gift, but it was a gift nonetheless, and he had been convinced since adolescence that his role in the world was preordained and it was not his province to question the unseen hand that had shaped his soul before he was conceived.
A floor fan in the back of the saloon fluttered his trouser cuff and cooled the skin around the edges of his cast. From where he sat with a white mug of black coffee hooked on his index finger, the long boxcar-like structure of the saloon was almost like a study in mans journey from the womb to the last page on his calendar. The early sunlight shone on the outside windows with the kind of delivery-room electric glare that blinded the newborn. The saloon had been a dance hall once, and the checkerboard floor was still in place, walked upon by hundreds if not thousands of people who never looked down at their feet and saw the mathematical design in their lives.
The only light source in the building that never changed shape was the brilliant yellow cone created by the tin-shaded bulb over the pool table. It lit the mahogany rails and leather pockets and green felt of the table and swallowed the arms and necks and shoulders of the players who bent over it. Preacher wondered if any of them, their buttocks arched tightly against their jeans, their genitalia touching the wood, the right arm tensed to drive the cue like a spear into a white ball, ever saw themselves as fools leaning into their own coffins.
The waiter brought Preacher his refill in a metal pot painted blue and flecked with white specks. The waiter left the pot on the table alongside a saucer with six sugar cubes on it. The two screens in Preachers head were muted now, as they often were at sunrise, and in moments like these, he wondered if the silence was part of a larger design or an indication of divine abandonment.
In Elijahs search to hear the voice of God, he had awakened to find that during the night an angel had provided him a jug of water and a cake cooked on a hot stone. But the voice of Yahweh was not to be found in an earthquake or the wind or even inside a fire. Thats what the scripture said. The voice would speak in a whisper at the entrance to a cave, one that Preacher would enter when it was time.
But how would he recognize it? How would he know it was not just the wind blowing through a hole in the earth?
The fire-exit door opened suddenly, causing Preachers hand to jerk, spilling his coffee. Bobby Lee stood framed against the sunlight in the alleyway, wearing bradded orange work pants and a white T-shirt and a top hat, his wideband suspenders notched into his deltoids, his jaw unshaved.
Didnt mean to give you a start, Bobby Lee said, wiping his nose with the heel of his hand, surveying the saloons interior. What a dump. You actually eat in this place?
Dont you ever come up behind me like that again, Preacher said.