Authors: James Lee Burke
So where does that leave us?
Nick didnt have an answer. In fact, he couldnt keep track of anything he had said. Im not a criminal. I dont belong in this.
Maybe we can be friends. But you have to talk to me first, Preacher said.
Nick set his jaw and stepped inside the SUV, then heard the door slam behind him. The kid in the top hat floored the SUV onto the service road. The surge of power in the engine caused Nick to sway against the seat and lose control of the safety strap he was trying to snap into place. Preacher continued to look at him, his hazel eyes curious, like someone studying a gerbil in a wire cage. Nicks hand brushed the stiff outline of the .25 auto in his side pocket.
Preacher knocked on his cast with his knuckles. I got careless, he said.
Yeah? Nick said. Careless about what?
I underestimated a young woman. She looked like a schoolgirl, but she taught me a lesson in humility, Preacher said. Whyd you want to meet me?
Yall are trying to take over my businesses.
I look like a restaurateur or the operator of a strip joint?
Theres worse things.
Preacher watched the countryside sweeping by. He closed his eyes as though temporarily resting them. A moment later, he reopened them and leaned forward, perhaps studying a landmark. He scratched his cheek with one finger and studied Nick again. Then he seemed to make a decision about something and tapped on the back of the drivers seat. The road on the left, he said. Go through the cattle guard and follow the dirt track. Youll see a barn and a pond and a clapboard house. The house will be empty. If you see a car or any lights on, turn around.
You got it, Jack, the driver said.
Whats going on? Nick said.
You wanted a sit-down, you got your sit-down, Hugo said from the front passenger seat.
Take the pistol out of your pocket with two fingers and put it on the seat, Preacher said. Half of his right hand remained inside the fold of the newspaper on his lap. His mouth was slightly parted, his eyes unblinking, his nose tilted down.
I dont have a gun. But if I did, I wouldnt give it to you.
Youre not a listener? Preacher said.
Yeah, I am, or I wouldnt be here.
You were planning to shoot both me and Hugo if you could catch us unawares. You treated me with disrespect. You treated me as though Im an ignorant man.
I never saw you before. How could I disrespect you? Nick replied, avoiding Preachers initial premise.
Preacher sucked on a tooth. You attached to your family, Mr. Dolan?
What do you think?
Answer my question.
I have a good family. I work hard to provide for them. Thats why I dont need this kind of shit.
You true to your vows?
This is nuts.
I believe youre a family man. I believe you planned to take out me and Hugo even if you had to eat a bullet. Youd eat a bullet for your family, wouldnt you?
Nick felt he was being led into a trap, but he didnt know how. Preacher saw the confusion in his face.
That makes you a dangerous man, Preacher said. Youve put me in a bad spot. You shouldnt have done that. You shouldnt have patronized me, either.
Nick, with his heart sinking, saw the drivers eyes look at him in the rearview mirror. The tips of his fingers inched away from the outline of the .25 to the edge of his pocket. He glanced at Preachers right hand, partially inserted inside the folded newspaper. The paper was turned at an angle, pointed directly at Nicks rib cage.
The SUV turned off the service road and passed through a break in a row of slash pines and thumped across a cattle guard onto farmland spiked with weeds and cedar fence posts that had no wire on them. Nick could see moonlight glowing on a pond, and beyond the pond, a darkened house with cattle standing in the yard. He folded his arms on his chest, burying his hands in his armpits to stop them from shaking. The driver, Bobby Lee, looked at Nick in the mirror again, a dent in each of his cheeks, as though he were sucking the saliva out of his mouth.
I knew itd come to this, Nick said.
I dont follow you, Preacher said.
I knew one of you bastards would eventually blindside me. Youre all the sameblack pukes from the Desire, Italian punks from Uptown. Now its an Irish psychopath whos a hump for Hugo Cistranos. None of yall got talent or brains of your own. Every one of you is a pack animal, always figuring out a way to steal what another man has worked for.
Do you believe this guy? the driver said to Hugo.
I dont steal, Mr. Dolan, Preacher said. But you do. You steal and market the innocence of young women. You create a venue that makes money off the lust of depraved men. Youre a festering sore in the eyes of God, did you know that, Mr. Dolan? For that matter, youre an abomination in the eyes of your own race.
Judaism isnt a race, its a religion. Thats what Im talking about. All of you are ignorant. Thats your common denominator.
Bobby Lee had already cut the headlights and was slowing to a stop by the pond. The open end of the newspaper in Preachers lap was still pointed at Nicks side. Nick thought he was going to be sick. Hugo pulled open the back door and ran his hand along Nicks legs. His face was so close that Nick could feel Hugos breath on his skin. Hugo slipped the .25 auto from Nicks pocket and aimed it at the pond.
This is a nice piece, he said. He released the magazine and worked the slide. Afraid to carry one in the chamber, Nicholas?
It wouldnt have done me any good, Nick said.
Want to show him? Hugo said to Preacher.
Show me what? Nick said.
Preacher tossed the newspaper to the floor and got out on the other side of the vehicle, pulling his crutches after him. The newspaper had fallen open on the floor. There was nothing inside it.
Tough luck, Nicholas, Hugo said. Hows it feel to lose to a guy holding a handful of nothing?
Bobby Lee, open up the back. Hugo, give me his piece, Preacher said.
I can take care of this, Hugo said.
Like you did behind that church?
Take it easy, Jack, Hugo said.
I said give me the piece.
Nick could feel a wave of nausea permeate the entirety of his metabolism, as though he had been systemically poisoned and all his blood had settled in his stomach and every muscle in him had turned flaccid and pliant. For just a moment he saw himself through the eyes of his tormentorsa small, pitiful fat man whose skin had become as gray as cardboard and whose hair glowed with sweat, a little man whose corpulence gave off the vinegary stink of fear.
Walk with me, Preacher said.
No, Nick said.
Yes, Bobby Lee said, pressing a .45 hard between Nicks shoulder blades, screwing it into the softness of his muscles.
The cows in the yard of the farmhouse had strung shiny green lines of feces around the pond. In the moonlight Nick could see the cows watching him, their eyes luminous, their heads haloed with gnats. An unmilked cow, its swollen udder straining like a veined balloon, bawled with its discomfort.
Go toward the house, Mr. Dolan, Preacher said.
It ends here, doesnt it? Nick said.
But no one spoke in reply. He heard Hugo doing something in the luggage area of the SUV, shaking out a couple of large vinyl garbage bags and spreading them on the carpet.
My family wont know what happened to me, Nick said. Theyll think I deserted them.
Shut up, Bobby Lee said.
Dont talk to him that way, Preacher said.
He keeps sassing you, Jack.
Mr. Dolan is a brave man. Dont treat him as less. Thats far enough, Mr. Dolan.
Nick felt the skin on his face shrink, the backs of his legs begin to tremble uncontrollably, his sphincter start to give way. In the distance he could see a bank of poplars at the edge of an unplowed field, wind flowing through Johnson grass that had turned yellow with drought, the brief tracings of a star falling across the sky. How did he, a kid from New Orleans, end up here, in this remote, godforsaken piece of fallow land in South Texas? He closed his eyes and for just a second saw his wife standing under the colonnade at the corner of St. Charles and Canal, raindrops in her hair, the milky whiteness of her complexion backlit by the old iron green-painted streetcar that stood motionless on the tracks.
Esther, he heard himself whisper.
He waited for the gunshot that would ricochet a .25-caliber round back and forth inside his brainpan. Instead, all he heard was the cow bawling in the dark.
What did you say? Preacher asked.
He didnt say anything, Bobby Lee said.
Be quiet. What did you say, Mr. Dolan?
I said Esther, the name of my wife, a woman who will never know what happened to her husband, you cocksucker.
Nick could hear the tin roof on the farmhouse lift and clatter in the wind.
Whats wrong, Jack? Bobby Lee said.
You swear to God thats your wifes name? Preacher said.
I wouldnt cheapen her name by swearing to a man like you about it.
Dont let him talk to you like that, Jack.
Nick could hear Preacher breathing through his nose.
Give me his piece. Ill do it, Bobby Lee said.
Bring the vehicle around, Preacher said.
What are you doing? Bobby Lee asked. He was taller than Preacher, and his top hat was silhouetted against the moon, giving him the appearance of even greater height.
Im doing nothing.
Nothing?
We leave this man alone.
I dont get it.
Esther told King Xerxes if he killed her people, hed have to kill her, too. Thats how she became the handmaiden of God. You dont know that?
No, and I dont waste my time on that biblical claptrap, either.
Thats because youre uneducated. Your ignorance isnt your fault.
Jack, this guy knows too much.
You dont like what Im doing? Preacher said.
This is a wrong move, man.
Nick could hear the wind and a sound like grasshoppers thudding against the side of the farmhouse. Then Bobby Lee said, All right, to hell with it.
Nick heard Bobby Lees footsteps going away, then the voices of Bobby Lee and Hugo merging together by the SUV. Preacher inched forward on his crutches until Nick could smell the grease in his hair.
You take care of your wife, Preacher said. You take care of your kids. You never come near me again. Understood?
But Nicks mouth was trembling so bad, from either fear or release from it, that he couldnt speak.
Preacher threw Nicks .25 auto into the pond, the rings from the splash spreading outward, rippling through the cattails. As Preacher worked his way back toward the SUV, his shoulders were pushed up by his crutches, close to his neck, as if he were a scarecrow whose sticks had collapsed. Nick stared dumbly at his three abductors as though they were caught forever inside a black-and-white still taken from a 1940s noir moviethe giver of death in silhouette, stumping his way across the baked earth, Hugo and Bobby Lee looking at Nick with faces that seemed aware that a new and dangerously complex presence had just come aborning in their lives.
9
J
UNIOR VOGEL HAD told his cook he was going to have lunch with his wife. But he did not show up at his house, nor did he come home that evening. Junior was a temperate man, a member of the Kiwanis, a deacon in his church, and was not given to erratic behavior. That night his wife called 911. By dawn his wife was convinced he had been abducted.
At 7:16 A.M. a trucker carrying a load of baled hay reported what he thought was a wrecked vehicle at the bottom of a steep arroyo, just off a two-lane road eight miles south of Juniors house. The guardrail on the road shoulder was broken, and the mesquite growing out of the rocks on the other side had been bark-skinned or stripped of leaves by the vehicles descent.
Hackberry Holland and Pam Tibbs parked the cruiser in a turnout and threaded their way down the arroyo, slag and gravel sliding from under their boots, the dust rising into their faces. The wrecked pickup truck looked like it had rolled, crumpling the cabs roof, blowing out the windshield, coming to rest on a wash bed of dry rocks coated with butterflies trying to find moisture.
The driver was still behind the wheel. The airbags had not inflated.
Hackberry worked his way between a boulder and the drivers door. The driver was round-shouldered and slumped forward, his uncut hair extending over his collar. From the back, he looked as though he had fallen asleep. The morning was still cool, and the pickup was in shadow, but the odor that had collected inside the cab was already eye-watering.
Pam came around the front of the vehicle from the other side, pulling on polyethylene gloves, staring past the dashboard and the shards of glass that sparkled on top of it. Junior Vogels eyes seemed to stare at the dashboard, too, except they contained no expression, and his brow was tilted forward as though he were involved with a final introspective thought. A blowfly crawled across one of his flared sideburns.