Pushing Reset (9 page)

“My bathroom in ten minutes?” Brandon breathed and Jude clenched his jaw and nodded as heat and need rushed through him.

“Ten minutes,” he agreed before he stepped past Brandon and strode quickly toward the house. He ignored the soft laugh he heard from behind him and kept his expression serious as he pushed the kitchen door open.

“There you are, dear!” Mrs. Kelly said brightly. “I have a plate for you in the microwave, want me to heat it up?” She asked and Jude shook his head as he moved through the kitchen.

“No, but thank you,” he kept his voice low and soft. “I’m not hungry. Can you put it in the fridge and I’ll heat it up later if I change my mind? I’m going to tell Noah goodnight and head to bed.” Jude offered her a weak smile as he passed into the hall.

Jude felt a little guilty as he rushed up the stairs but his body had needs. And at the moment, his body needed a hot shower, a lot of soap and Brandon’s naked body. Jude stopped before he reached Noah’s door and took a deep breath and willed his body to relax. He adjusted his hard-on and hoped that it wasn’t too obvious before he tapped lightly on the panels and pushed the door open.

“Hey,” Jude said when he found Noah in bed flipping through a book. “Want me to read that to you?” He asked and Noah’s nose scrunched before he shook his head.

“I think we’ve all had a long day and I’m ready to turn in,” he said before he yawned and Jude laughed softly as he sat and leaned over Noah.

“Good call,” Jude whispered as he kissed Noah on the forehead. “I love you more than all the stars in the sky,” he said softly and Noah’s arms wrapped tight around his neck.

“I love you too, Uncle Jude,” Noah mumbled before he released Jude. He gave Noah another kiss before he stood and pointed at the lamp.

“Want your dad to turn that off?” He asked and Noah nodded as his eyelids fell. He stretched and rolled onto his side and Jude backed away slowly.

Jude paused at the door and all of the tension and doubt from the day was gone as he watched Noah drift off. With the exception of one meaningless conversation, the day had been pretty amazing. And that one meaningless conversation had led to a pretty meaningful conversation. Jude stepped out of the room before the giddiness that began to swell could get the better of him. He couldn’t help but hum as he strode quickly toward his room. Jude grabbed his robe off the hook on his door and was reaching for his bedside table when he remembered that he’d left his lube in Brandon’s room. He shrugged as he turned on his heel and pulled his door open. He popped his head out of the door and his heart started to beat faster when his eyes met Brandon’s at the far end of the hall. Brandon’s hand was on his door and he paused and leaned against it. His lips curved in a soft, cocky grin that made Jude’s balls throb before Brandon pushed the door open and disappeared.

“Oh, he’s going to beg for it tonight,” Jude murmured under his breath as he pulled his door shut.

Chapter 21

It took about a minute for Brandon to shed his clothes and he was reaching to turn on the shower when Jude’s hands wrapped around his chest.

“Do you have any idea how incredible your ass is?” Jude murmured as his lips slid up the back of Brandon’s neck.

“Really?” Brandon asked as he adjusted the heat and a soft growl rumbled in his ear and he felt Jude’s cock press into the cleft of his ass.

“You have got to start paying attention when you look in the mirror. Your ass is so round and hard, it’s perfect,” he said as he ground against it and Brandon groaned as every part of his body became tense. He immediately pictured Jude’s ass and remembered that he’d meant to discuss something with Jude.

“You don’t have any hair on your ass,” Brandon cringed. Why did his brain break whenever he thought about Jude’s body? Jude laughed softly as he backed away. Brandon turned to find Jude pulling his shirt over his head.

“I don’t have any hair anywhere except my head, arms and legs,” Jude said as he unzipped and kicked his trousers away. Brandon was distracted for a moment by the shifting and twisting muscles of Jude’s back as he stripped off his socks. He licked his lips as Jude stood and pushed his boxers down his legs.

“Should I…do whatever?” Brandon asked as he waved toward Jude’s hairless torso and Jude shrugged.

“Do you want to?” He asked as he stepped closer and Jude’s fingers curled as they slid through the soft dusting of hair on Brandon’s chest. “I like this,” Jude said as he backed Brandon into the shower. Brandon sighed as hot water covered his body and he curved his arm around Jude’s chest and pulled him close.

“Wouldn’t you prefer me to be smooth, like you?” Brandon asked as he slid his tongue along Jude’s jaw. He’d shaved before dinner and his skin was slightly bitter from his aftershave. Jude shook his head as his hands slid down Brandon’s back.

“You’ve seen the men in my family, they’re all hairy fuckers. My ears would have beards if I didn’t stay on top of them,” he joked and Brandon chuckled as he imagined it. “You’ve got the perfect amount of hair and it’s in places that make sense. I spend a ridiculous amount of time shaving and get waxed every few weeks so I look like a human,” Jude admitted and Brandon’s eyes slid down Jude’s chest to his groin.

“I think I’d like to try shaving this and my ass,” Brandon said as he pushed his hand through his pubic hair and then cupped his sack. Jude shrugged as he reached for Brandon’s body wash.

“We can do that,” he said. “Pubes never seem to be well attached and tend to tangle themselves around my tonsils, so I wouldn’t miss them. Let’s not get carried away with your ass though,” Jude murmured as his hand curved around a firm swell and squeezed. His fingers slipped into the cleft and stroked. “I don’t mind if we shave in here, it cuts back on the friction,” he explained and Brandon couldn’t stop the shiver that rushed through his body. Jude’s hand cupped one cheek and glided back over the curve of Brandon’s ass and scratched lightly. “But I love how soft and warm this is.” He gave Brandon a firm slap and he jumped.

“Ok. Want me to get a razor?” He asked shakily and Jude shook his head as he poured a generous amount of body wash in his hand.

“I’m not shaving you tonight. I just want to feel every inch of your body and get off,” Jude stated and his eyes were a deep, glowing emerald when they met Brandon’s as he handed him the bottle.

Jude’s hands covered Brandon’s chest and he hummed happily as they spread across his skin. Brandon’s cock swelled and twitched between them and he gasped when it rubbed against Jude’s. Jude’s gaze was endless and drugging when it met Brandon’s again. He bit his lip and his hands became more insistent as they gripped and dragged over Brandon’s chest and stomach. Brandon’s eyes drifted to Jude’s chest and need swelled within him and he filled his palm with body wash. Within seconds their hands were sliding and clawing over every inch of each other’s slick, bubble covered flesh.

Jude backed Brandon against the tile and his fingers swirled around Brandon’s nipples and twisted causing him to groan and buck against Jude as his nerves flared and tightened. His cock slid along the length of Jude’s and his nerves sparked brighter. Jude cursed as he turned Brandon and reached for the body wash. Brandon hissed as cool gel dripped down his back and Jude chuckled as his fingers splayed and spread over Brandon’s back, pressing and tracing muscles. Brandon sighed as his body became nearly boneless. Soap slick fingers slid into the cleft of Brandon’s ass and he shut his eyes and rested his cheek against the tile. Despite his initial concerns, Brandon was out of his mind with curiosity and he longed for Jude to do more to his ass. So far, Jude had teased him a few times with his fingers and thoroughly explored Brandon with his tongue. While Brandon really enjoyed that, he was beginning to feel impatient. He felt a strange gnawing ache in his ass every time Jude’s fingers got close and a warm tingling would flood his sack and his passage. Brandon was on the verge of breaking down and telling Jude he needed more when Jude’s fingers brushed over his puckered flesh.

A long groan poured from Brandon and his ass instinctively pressed back against Jude’s hand. Jude murmured encouragingly as his fingers stroked over Brandon’s tight hole. They danced around the tight bud and Brandon rose on his toes as goosebumps broke out over his skin despite the heat of the water that fell on them. Jude’s hand swept up his chest and Brandon gasped as he felt fingers rolling around his nipple as the other hand continued to tease his ass. Broad firm strokes pressed against Brandon’s flinching, tingling hole and his body began to shake. Brandon’s hands slid up the tile until they reached his head and fisted in his hair.

“Please, Jude…” Brandon moaned as his cock pulsed angrily. Teeth grazed his ear lobe and Brandon’s eyelids fell as more heavy warmth settled into his groin.

“What was that?” Jude chuckled and Brandon clenched his jaw.

“You’re torturing me, you asshole,” he ground out and Jude made a shushing sound as he turned Brandon and pushed him back against the tile.

“What do you want?” Jude asked as his lips slid across Brandon’s. Brandon reached between them and grabbed Jude’s cock.

“This,” he murmured as he stroked and Jude’s head dropped to Brandon’s shoulder. Brandon suddenly felt a little less at Jude’s mercy. “Fuck me,” Brandon breathed in Jude’s ear and he shook his head.

“Not yet,” Jude’s eyes were dazed as they rose to Brandon’s. His tongue lapped at Brandon’s lips and Brandon growled in frustration.

“Do something, I need to come and I need you to come with me,” Brandon urged. “Please,” he begged and Jude nodded as he reached for the bottle.

Jude lined his hips up with Brandon’s and one hand guided his cock until it was resting against Brandon’s. He held the bottle over them and Brandon jumped when cool gel dripped onto their erections. Jude set the bottle down and Brandon was mesmerized as he watched Jude’s hand gently wrap around their cocks. It slid and curved slowly around their hard-ons, coating them in slick lather. Brandon’s eyes widened as Jude’s hand tightened, pressing their cocks together as he stroked. Currents of pleasure streaked from Brandon’s groin, down legs and up his spine as his sack tightened. The hard heat of Jude’s erection rubbing along his and the soft bounce of Jude’s balls against Brandon’s had him spellbound.
How can it feel this much better, just pressing them together?
Brandon mused as he tilted his shoulders so he could see better.

“Holy shit, that’s so hot,” Brandon mumbled and Jude nodded drunkenly before his hand closed around Brandon’s neck and his lips crashed into Brandon’s.

Jude sucked on Brandon’s tongue as the hand tugging at their throbbing lengths tightened and pulled faster and Brandon’s brain stopped working. His hands wrapped around Jude’s head and his tongue thrust and swirled around Jude’s as pressure swelled up the base of his shaft. Brandon shouted into Jude’s mouth as his body shattered and come burst from the head of his cock in hot, thick streams that splashed across Jude’s chest and Brandon’s stomach and quickly coated their erections and Jude’s hand stroked frantically. His eyes flared then rolled and he moaned against Brandon’s tongue as a hot flow of come erupted from his cock. Brandon hissed as Jude rubbed it all over his rigid length and he shuddered as a tremor of pleasure rippled through him. He pulled Jude against his chest and fell back against the wall and waited for his brain to restart.

Jude was the first to come to his senses. He stood and pecked at Brandon’s lips as he washed their stomachs and chests before he pushed Brandon under the water to rinse. He washed their hair and once they were rinsed, Jude turned off the water and reached for two towels. He tossed one at Brandon and they managed to dry off without their lips parting for more than a few seconds. They kissed and danced toward Brandon’s bed and Jude laughed when Brandon crashed into the bed and fell back, pulling Jude with him.

Chapter 22

“Wow,” Brandon breathed as he stared at the ceiling. “You just jerked us off in the shower and it was the hottest thing I’ve ever experienced.” He laughed as he reached for Jude’s hand and pressed it to his lips.

“Me too,” Jude said softly. His stomach clenched and growled and he grimaced as he squeezed Brandon’s hand. “I need to eat something.” He groaned as he sat up and pushed his hand through his damp hair. Brandon swung his legs over the side of the bed and went to the closet.

“Here,” he said as he leaned out and tossed a pair of pajama pants at Jude. “I’ll go with you. I wasn’t in the mood for dessert earlier but Mrs. Kelly made her strawberry pie,” Brandon announced as he walked out in a pair of pajama pants. Jude nodded as he pulled his on and his stomach roared angrily.

They quietly slipped down the hall, checking to make sure Noah was sleeping soundly before they shut his door and quietly rushed down the steps. Brandon closed the kitchen door behind them as Jude rushed to the fridge. He pulled the door open and chewed his lip as he considered. Brandon’s hands slid around Jude’s waist and splayed against his chest and stomach as Brandon plastered himself against Jude’s back. Jude hummed happily as Brandon’s lips caressed his neck. Jude’s hand covered one of Brandon’s and they were still for several moments as they stared into the fridge.

“You know, whenever I was close to a woman, like when we were dancing or when I was with Emma, I felt like a cat that had its fur rubbed the wrong way,” Brandon whispered and Jude held his breath as jealousy and loathing rippled through him. “It always felt so…uncomfortable. I thought that maybe there was something wrong with me. After Emma died and it was so easy to be celibate, I wondered if I was asexual,” he explained and Jude shook his head in disbelief. He couldn’t imagine easily settling into a life of celibacy. “Does that make sense?” Brandon asked and Jude nodded. It made perfect sense for Brandon. Jude had often wondered if Brandon was one of those rare people that could exist without sex.

“It would seem that we were both very wrong,” Jude murmured as he eyed the plate Mrs. Kelly had wrapped in Saran Wrap. A game hen and roasted sweet potatoes was a little more ambitious than he was feeling up to. Brandon’s lips tugged at Jude’s earlobe and he shivered as a soft laugh wafted his ear.

“But this feels incredible,” Brandon whispered and a heavy, warm flutter swept through Jude. “Everything feels so natural and easy when I touch you, Jude. I’m always turned on but it’s so much better than that. I feel like I was always meant to be with you like this, like I’m home.” His voice became a low rumble and Jude shut his eyes to keep them from watering.

“I never really cared about being with anyone like this. It never seemed right. I think, deep down, I knew no one would feel right because they weren’t you,” Jude admitted and Brandon’s arms tightened around him.

“Let’s hurry up and eat so we can go back upstairs,” Brandon suggested and Jude nodded in agreement.

“You said there was strawberry pie?” Jude asked and Brandon hummed thoughtfully as he released Jude and began to hunt. A moment later he cheered softly as he emerged from the pantry with a covered dish. Jude pressed his hand to his stomach to calm it as he collected a plate and a fork.

“There might be ice cream too,” Brandon mumbled as he opened the freezer and Jude felt genuinely excited when Brandon held up a pint of vanilla. “Just bring a fork and a spoon,” Brandon commanded as he dropped to the floor. Jude raised a brow before he shrugged and joined Brandon.

“Sex and a picnic. This night keeps getting better,” Jude teased as he scooted close to Brandon until their chests were almost touching and pulled Brandon’s legs around his waist. Brandon grinned as he held up a large bite of pie.

“Sometimes, I’m romantic,” Brandon said and Jude rolled his eyes as he opened wide. Jude moaned happily as Brandon deposited a heap of strawberries, syrup and pastry crust on his tongue. Jude sighed as he chewed and Brandon shoveled a large bite into his own mouth and nodded in agreement. Jude opened the ice cream and was almost giddy as he dug in with the spoon. He waited for Brandon to finish chewing before he offered it to him. When the spoon slid past Brandon’s lips he laughed as he covered his mouth and swallowed. “I know this is my kitchen and technically, these are my groceries, but I swear this tastes better because we’re sitting on the floor and sneaking it,” he said and Jude grinned as he raised the spoon to his lips. The ice cream was soft, sweet and decadently smooth.

“I think you’re right,” he murmured as he gestured for another bite of pie.

Within a few minutes, they reduced the pie to a few stray bites and were nearly to the bottom of the ice cream. Brandon scooped a generous amount into Jude’s mouth and watched as he chewed. As soon as he swallowed, Brandon’s lips crashed into Jude’s and his tongue was cool and sweet as it slid around Jude’s tongue. Brandon growled hungrily as he explored Jude’s mouth. When he raised his head, his lips were swollen and his eyes were heavy.

“I like it better that way,” he said and Jude licked his lips.

“Yeah?” He asked as he twirled the spoon through the softening ice cream.

Jude held the spoon up and Brandon opened his lips. Jude didn’t wait for Brandon to swallow. He dove in and a rapturous moan echoed in his chest as his tongue was coated in silky vanilla cream as it danced around Brandon’s. A similar sound poured from Brandon as his hand cupped the back of Jude’s head and their tongues tangled and chased every trace of ice cream until it was gone. When Jude pulled from Brandon’s lips, a trail of vanilla laced saliva slid down his chin. Jude licked it greedily as he found Brandon’s eyes.

“It tastes better on you,” he said with a wink.

Brandon raised a brow as Jude picked up the ice cream and dipped his finger into the cup. He gave Brandon a pointed look as he raised his finger and applied a dollop to Brandon’s nipple, causing him to jump. Jude lowered his head and Brandon cursed as Jude’s tongue lapped at his skin. Jude flicked the pebbled tip and Brandon’s head fell back as he gasped Jude’s name. Jude pushed Brandon back onto the floor and hovered over his lips for a moment as his hand worked at the waist of Brandon’s pants. As soon as Brandon’s cock was free, Jude swiftly crawled down Brandon’s body.

“Jude!” Brandon whispered urgently. “What if Noah wakes up?” He asked and Jude made a shushing sound as he reached for the vanilla.

“He’ll bust through the door like it’s a raid and we’re behind the island, we’ll have a few seconds before he gets to us,” Jude reassured and Brandon pushed his hands through his hair as his head fall back onto the floor.

There was a muffled shriek when Jude coated two fingers with ice cream and smeared them along Brandon’s throbbing length.
This could be the highpoint of my life,
Jude decided as his tongue washed over Brandon’s erection. The ice cream melted quickly, coating his cock and dripping down the sides onto Brandon’s stomach. Jude licked and sucked until Brandon was clean, taking extra care with the head before he filled his mouth with Brandon’s thick length. Jude’s head bobbed up and down slowly as he pushed Brandon’s pants down his legs and gently pulled them off. Brandon was insensate, moaning and undulating on the floor as his head lolled on the tile. It wasn’t until Jude spread his legs wide and pushed them back that Brandon raised his head and blinked down at Jude. He hissed and twisted when Jude slathered ice cream over his tight hole. Jude chuckled softly as he settled between Brandon’s thighs and draped them over his shoulders. He held Brandon open then dropped his head and feasted.

“Holy shit, Jude!” Brandon panted as he pulled his legs back and arched off the floor.

Jude nibbled, sucked and laved until Brandon was clean before he stuck two fingers in his mouth and coated them with saliva. They were still cool from the ice cream when Jude teased the tight pucker of Brandon’s ass as he raised his head and took Brandon deep in his throat. As soon as Brandon was lost in the rhythm of Jude’s lips sliding up and down his cock, Jude pressed against Brandon’s hole and slowly pushed forward. A long, loud gasp filled the room and Brandon froze. Jude tightened his lips and sucked hard as his fingers curled around Brandon’s prostate. He massaged it with firm strokes as the head of Brandon’s cock nudged the back of Jude’s throat and a strangled sob erupted from Brandon as his fingers dug into Jude’s scalp.

“Oh, fuuuuuuuck…” Brandon moaned drunkenly as he thrashed beneath Jude. “Fuck! What are you doing to me?” His voice was thin and weak as his body started to shake. “I think you have to stop,” Brandon hissed urgently and Jude raised his head and stared up at Brandon. His fingers continued to stroke deep as he watched Brandon’s eyes roll back into his head.

“I don’t think you want me to stop,” Jude said gently before his tongue collected a dribble of pre-cum that hung from the end of Brandon’s erection. Brandon swallowed hard and shook his head.

“Nooooo…” He whimpered. “But I think something’s going to break. This is…” Brandon’s breathing hitched and his eyes flared as pre-cum started to pour from him and Jude’s head fell to the side as he watched in appreciation. He’d always wanted to find a guy that could leak like that. Brandon squeaked and his hands fisted on the floor. “I don’t think that’s supposed to happen,” Brandon whispered urgently and Jude didn’t mean to but he laughed. Brandon sounded legitimately worried.

“I promise, you’re going to be just fine,” Jude said soothingly as he made his strokes firmer. “You’re about to come really hard,” Jude warned and Brandon pulled in a long ragged breath.

Jude licked the slick of pre-cum from Brandon’s stomach and wrapped his lips around the head of Brandon’s cock just as the gland beneath his fingers drew very tight and Brandon’s cock began to pulse. Brandon’s hands wrapped tight over his lips and he screamed as a thick, heavy jet of come flooded Jude’s mouth. Jude swallowed quickly as he continued to massage deep within Brandon until he’d completely milked every drop of come from Brandon’s sack. Brandon jerked and spasmed on the floor until Jude released his cock and slowly pulled his fingers free. Then, it was as if someone had let the air out of Brandon. He exhaled long and loud and his body became completely limp. When Jude crawled up Brandon’s body, his eyes were dazed as he stared at the ceiling.

“What did you doooo?” He slurred as he flung an arm around Jude’s neck and pulled his lips to his. Jude grinned against Brandon’s mouth before his tongue slid between Brandon’s lips. The kiss was languid and heavy and Brandon hummed in delight as he tasted his come on Jude’s tongue. Jude sucked on Brandon’s lower lip before he pushed off the floor and stared down at Brandon.

“I just introduced you to your prostate,” Jude announced and a lazy smile tilted Brandon’s lips.

“I love my prostate,” he mumbled and Jude laughed as he straddled Brandon’s legs and pulled Brandon into a sitting position.

“We should put that on a t-shirt,” Jude said as he gathered the pie dish, their silverware and the mostly empty cup of ice cream. Jude quickly cleaned up while Brandon leaned against the island and babbled before he squatted in front of Brandon and placed his hands on his shoulders. “Let’s get your pants on and get you back in bed,” Jude commanded gently and Brandon frowned when his eyes found his pants.

“I didn’t even…” He mumbled before he looked at Jude. “You’re like a really dirty sex ninja,” Brandon proclaimed and Jude rolled his eyes.

“Whatever. Let’s go,” he said as he reached for Brandon’s pants and tossed them at him. It took some fumbling but eventually, Brandon pulled them on and stumbled to his feet and toward the kitchen door. He paused and his lips were pulled tight when his eyes met Jude’s. Jude raised a brow expectantly and Brandon shook his head softly.

“I’m never going to be able to eat ice cream again without getting a hard-on,” he complained and Jude couldn’t help the wide smile that filled his face.

“Brilliant!” He said as he pushed Brandon through the door. “I’ll consider that a tremendous success, then.” Jude added and Brandon frowned over his shoulder as they snuck back up the stairs.