Pushing Reset (6 page)

“Chriiiiist!” Jude shrieked as he bucked against the mattress. He became paralyzed, his eyes flared and his mouth hung open as his hands clawed at the bed. Heat, pleasure and pressure surged up the length of Jude’s cock and his balls tightened as a rush of molten come erupted from the head. He felt his body start to shake and Brandon’s name spilled from his mouth as a weak gasp. He hissed as a tremor of pleasure and warmth rolled through him. Jude’s head rolled against the pillow and he bit his lip to keep from moaning as Brandon’s hand continued to stroke, his cock was becoming too sensitive. His hand wrapped around Brandon’s wrist and he groaned his name, begging him to stop. When he looked at Brandon, his eyes were heavy and dazed. He blinked at Jude and smiled drunkenly.

“I really liked that,” he murmured as his lips fell on Jude’s.

Jude laughed against Brandon’s mouth before he opened and let his tongue caress Brandon’s. Giddy joy burst within him and his fingers slid into Brandon’s hair. He felt tears slip from the corners of his eyes and he silently thanked every deity he could recall. He was about to pull Brandon to him when his arm connected with the warm, wet slick that spread across his stomach.

“Don’t move,” Jude whispered before he rolled off the bed. He shook his robe off as he crossed to his bathroom. He quickly cleaned himself off and returned to the bed. Jude paused when he saw the look of desperate hunger on Brandon’s face.

“I need you, Jude!” He whispered shakily. “Your body… it’s so beautiful. I need it,” Brandon begged. If Jude hadn’t been leaning against the bed, Brandon’s words would have brought him to his knees. He took a moment to fill his lungs before he crawled toward Brandon.

“Tell me what you want,” Jude commanded as he fisted his hand in the waist of Brandon’s pants. He tugged and he was grateful that he already came. The sight of Brandon, hard and in his bed would have destroyed him. He could feel heat pooling in his groin as it was. Jude ignored it and turned his mind to satisfying Brandon. He crawled over Brandon until their eyes met and angled his head. “What do you need?” He let the words caress Brandon’s lips.

“I don’t know,” he whispered urgently as he arched off the bed, trying to press his body against Jude’s. “I didn’t know my body could feel like this or need like this until you touched me.” His hands slid over Jude’s back and started clawing and gripping, trying to pull Jude down, on top of him. Jude lowered his body and they both moaned in delight. “Oh, God! Jude…” Brandon exclaimed as he writhed beneath him. “This feels so good!” He whimpered as he ground his hips against Jude.

All Jude could do was groan in agreement as he set his lips to Brandon’s neck. The world spun away as his hands frantically pushed at Brandon’s pants, freeing Brandon’s legs. Then, they were everywhere, exploring every inch of Brandon’s body. Jude’s mouth slid over Brandon’s skin; lapping, sucking, biting and laving. Brandon twisted and stretched, letting Jude go wherever he pleased as the sounds of Brandon’s rapture filled the room. Every now and then, Jude would make shushing sounds, reminding Brandon to be quieter whenever he started to get carried away.

I want to hear him scream,
Jude thought as his lips skated down Brandon’s back. He let his teeth graze the tight mounds of Brandon’s ass before his tongue skimmed along the cleft. He shook his head mentally. Brandon wasn’t ready for that.
Soon,
he promised himself as he licked Brandon’s hip as he guided him onto his back. Brandon moaned Jude’s name and he smiled as he spread Brandon’s thighs wide and settled between them. He bit the inside of Brandon’s knee playfully and he jumped. Jude chuckled as he nibbled his way up, along the inside of Brandon’s thigh. Jude inhaled and sighed happily as the warm, soft smell of Brandon’s aroused flesh filled him. Jude’s lips brushed gently against his sack and a tremor rolled through Brandon. Jude rubbed his thigh soothingly and was about to press his lips against Brandon’s tender flesh when he rose on his elbows and whimpered Jude’s name. Jude looked up and Brandon was taut and confused as he stared down at Jude.

“What?” Jude asked and Brandon swallowed loudly.

“I don’t want to take advantage of you,” he whispered shakily. “ I don’t want to take more from you than I can give,” Brandon explained and Jude shook his head and laughed softly as he lowered his shoulders.

“I promise, you’re not taking advantage of me and you have no idea how much pleasure this gives me,” Jude insisted as his nose pushed into Brandon’s sack. The skin was so soft and delicate. He smelled like soap, fabric softener and need and it was making Jude’s mouth water. “You taste so good. Your pre-cum tastes so soft and sweet and your come tastes like green grapes. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about sucking your cock and tasting your come all day, Brandon,” Jude explained and Brandon groaned as he fell back on the bed.

Jude would have grinned if his lips and tongue weren’t so busy exploring Brandon’s balls. He sucked and lapped every inch before he took as much of each into his mouth and rolled his tongue around them. Jude tracked Brandon’s responses, making note of what made him hiss and jump. When Jude lifted Brandon’s sack and laved at the tender flesh beneath, Brandon became anxious. But when his tongue dipped toward the crack of Brandon’s ass, he became very still except for the slight tilting of his hips as he angled them upwards, inviting Jude to quest lower. He shook his head softly. It wasn’t time but Brandon was definitely open to a little ass play. Jude knew that if he took his time and slowly introduced him, Brandon would try anything Jude suggested. Jude’s eyes swept upward and he silently thanked all the gods before he raised his head and set his mouth to the base of Brandon’s cock.

Brandon gasped and clawed at the bed as Jude tilted his head to the side and sucked his way up Brandon’s cock. Jude hummed in delight as a generous amount of pre-cum coated his tongue and Jude flicked at the slit in the head, coaxing more out before he wrapped his lips around it and sucked hungrily. Brandon panted and writhed on the bed as Jude’s lips clung and slowly slid down Brandon’s cock until the head nudged the back Jude’s throat. Jude sucked hard as he raised his head before he took Brandon deep again. Jude repeated the motion as his hand slid up and down Brandon’s shaft, picking up the pace until his head was rapidly bouncing over Brandon’s groin.

“You’re so good, Jude,” Brandon moaned as his body became restless. “So, so, so, so gooood,” he babbled as his head tossed from side to side. “Oh, God… You’re going to make me come,” he whispered urgently and Jude felt Brandon’s cock pulse and his sack became tight and hard. “You make me come so hard. It’s so good when you make me come, Jude.” He mumbled softly before he gasped and arched on the bed. Jude saw Brandon’s toes curl and his heels dug into the bed before his body began to tremble. Brandon twisted and his head slammed into the pillow as a rush of hot, tart come filled Jude’s mouth and Brandon chanted his name. Jude swallowed quickly, determined to claim every drop of Brandon’s release as his hand stroked Brandon’s cock, pumping every drop from him. Once Jude was certain he’d drained Brandon, he released his cock and kissed it gently as it softened before he crawled over Brandon’s body until he found his lips.

“Thank you,” Jude breathed as he brushed his lips along Brandon’s and he shook his head.

“No. Don’t thank me,” he said firmly before his tongue traced Jude’s. “You don’t get to make me hear angels and then thank me,” Brandon insisted as his hands wrapped around Jude’s face. “Thank you. That was the most incredible thing that has ever happened to me,” he said before his tongue surged into Jude’s mouth and he moaned as it slid and danced around Jude’s tongue. He gasped as his lips pulled free and his eyes searched Jude’s. “I can taste my come in your mouth.” Brandon sounded a little shocked and Jude laughed as he pecked at Brandon’s lips.

“That does happen after one swallows,” he teased and Brandon rolled his eyes. Jude chuckled as he sucked on Brandon’s lower lip. “Does it bother you?” He asked and Brandon shook his head.

“No. I just… I was surprised but I liked it,” he admitted and Jude felt even more optimistic about Brandon’s sexual potential.

“Good. It might be my favorite thing,” Jude stated and Brandon’s eyes grew wide and he shook his head in disbelief. “What?” Jude asked and Brandon laughed as he wrapped his arms around Jude.

“All of this,” he said as his fingers slid up and down Jude’s back. “I can’t get over the fact that we can just do that with each other,” Brandon explained and warmth, anticipation and bliss washed over Jude.

“I know. It’s the most insane, incredible thing I could possibly imagine happening,” he admitted and Brandon’s face was still for several seconds before his body started to shake. Jude covered Brandon’s mouth with his hand and hissed. “Do not wake Noah!” He warned and Brandon’s eyes flared before his body started to shake harder. Jude couldn’t help it. He buried his face in the corner of Brandon’s neck as a wave of laughter poured from him. When they finally regained control of themselves, Jude removed his hand and Brandon sighed happily as he pressed his forehead against Jude’s.

“I’m sorry. It just reminded me of the time we hid in the pantry and we overheard your sister making out with her math tutor. Remember? I got the hiccups and you covered my mouth to keep them from hearing.” Brandon hugged Jude tighter and warmth flooded Jude and he sighed happily as he settled into the corner of Brandon’s neck.

“I remember,” Jude murmured. “He told her that her eyes were like two pools of chocolate and I was so mad at Kate for letting him get to second base with a line like that,” he said and Brandon chuckled softly.

“Your eyes are like two pools of…” Brandon paused and Jude raised his head and narrowed his eyes as he waited. “Really soft grass?” He offered and Jude snorted as he dropped his head.

“Shit, that was terrible. If you had tried that before, I never would have blown you,” he mumbled and Brandon shrugged.

“Like you could do better,” he challenged and Jude smirked against Brandon’s neck.

“Of course I could, I do that for a living,” he reminded Brandon and he groaned.

“Fine. Let’s hear it,” he said and Jude shook his head.

“No. You don’t get poetry. Not after that soft grass bullshit.”

Chapter 16

Brandon barely recalled stumbling into his room and falling into his bed. When he woke just before 8:00, more than an hour later than usual, he felt more rested than he could recall. His body felt light and thrummed with a giddy energy he wasn’t used to.
This must be what Jude feels like most mornings,
he thought and his lips pulled into a goofy grin at the thought of Jude. Holy shit. Jude had been incredible. Brandon didn’t stop his hand as it slid beneath the sheet toward the erection that was quickly becoming heavy and insistent. It felt good, waking up hard and turned on. Not fighting it for once was exhilarating. And having something real and so vividly erotic to think about was refreshing. Brandon shut his eyes and pictured Jude’s body. His cock got so hard, it hurt and Brandon shook his head in disbelief as he stroked. All these years, it never occurred to Brandon that he was gay. And he was really, really gay for Jude. And Jude had always been there, sexy as fuck and secretly fantasizing about doing dirty things to Brandon. Amazing dirty things.

He swallowed a moan as he recalled how incredible Jude’s lips and tongue felt all over his cock. Blow jobs were miraculous things, he decided as his hand tugged faster. Jude’s head was bouncing over Brandon’s groin and his balls were becoming hard and tight when Jude’s cock flashed and became the focus of Brandon’s imagination. He pictured it in his hand and his own throbbed angrily in response. Nothing could have prepared him for how good it felt, touching Jude like that and seeing him come. Brandon groaned and his head rolled on the pillow as pressure gripped his sack and the base of his cock.

Then, his tongue was sliding up Jude’s length and Brandon’s jaw twitched as his mouth watered. His lips wrapped around the head as he sucked and he was done. Brandon’s eyes snapped open and his lungs locked as pressure and bright heat surged up the length of his shaft and come shot from the head. Brandon’s shoulders came off the bed and he gasped as hot ribbons of come splashed across his chest and stomach. His nerves flickered as warmth spilled through his body and Brandon hummed softly as his hand slowed.
All my life, I’ve been doing that wrong too,
Brandon realized and he laughed as he threw an arm over his eyes and waited for his heart to slow.

The realization that he’d just gotten off thinking about sucking Jude’s cock bloomed within Brandon’s mind and he let it unfurl and settle within him. Instead of being shocked or embarrassed, Brandon felt relieved and excited. And unbelievably curious. Which was a relief in itself. He’d become used to thinking he was lacking something, or broken. Whenever he thought about sex, it had been depressing because he’d remember Emma or the general discomfort he felt with women and it had taken more effort than he was usually willing to devote to get off. But thinking about Jude and imagining what it would be like to focus that sort of attention on him felt so natural and arousing. Brandon’s eyes went wide and a wild rush of lust rolled through him when he realized that he could actually go to Jude and try sucking his cock, or just about anything else, whenever he wanted (within reason) and Jude would let him because he’d want it too.

Brandon rolled from the bed and tripped as he rushed toward the bathroom. He turned in circles as he debated simply wiping himself off and throwing on clothes or taking a quick shower before getting dressed. He wanted to hurry but he had some self respect and tearing through the house looking for Jude so he could give him a blow job while coated in dried sweat, saliva and his own come was a little shameful. Brandon looked down and contemplated the mess all over his chest and stomach. His brows pulled together as his thumb slid through a thick smear and he instinctively looked around before he raised it to his lips.
Might as well, you’re planning to go to town on Jude. At least you’ll know what to expect,
Brandon shrugged as he popped his thumb in his mouth and sucked it clean. It wasn’t great but it wasn’t awful. It was mostly sour and made the back of his throat tickle.

He wondered if Jude’s would taste different as he reached into the shower and turned the water on. Brandon frowned down at his cock as it started to get hard again. In just over twenty-four hours, he’d gotten off more than he had in six months yet his body was ready to go again. He shook his head as he kicked off his pajama pants and stepped into the shower.
It’s a good thing Jude really likes sex,
Brandon decided as he quickly lathered his skin and rinsed. He avoided all thoughts of Jude’s past as he thoroughly cleaned the parts that Jude seemed to like the most. Another rush of giddiness attacked Brandon at the thought of preparing for someone else to actually come in that much contact with his body.

There was another startling realization when Brandon was drying off. Jude was hairless in
those
areas. Brandon twisted in front of the mirror as he tried to gauge the amount of hair on his ass. He wouldn’t consider it a pelt but it was pretty dramatic compared to Jude’s dolphin-like anatomy.
What does he do? Should I get rid of it all?
Brandon wondered as he thoroughly dried his sack. He decided he’d have to ask Jude. He shook his head, trying to clear it and recalled that he had more important things to tend to first. He dashed into his closet and started to hum Jude’s new song as he reached for a t-shirt and jeans.