One Step Too Close - Coffin Nails MC Louisiana (Gay Biker Stepbrother Romance) (Sex & Mayhem Book 6) (27 page)

Ryder smirked and pulled
him close, as if he hadn’t been angry with Jed just now. “That’s not how it
works. You like guys. You’re gay. End of story, right? That’s what they say on
Wikipedia. Shit, maybe they’re right. There’s those football players who were
gay all along, and they’re not interior decorators either.”

“And you’re what?
Half-gay?” Jed sighed and kissed Ryder’s shoulder. He hadn’t even realised how
badly he needed this closeness. Relief was slowly overtaking his body.

Ryder moved them inside
the small bathroom and closed the door with his foot. His skin was warm and
smooth underneath the dark hair, and as he hugged Jed harder, it felt like the
best thing in the world. “Bisexual, I suppose. But
this
is much better
than all the girls,” he whispered. “My voice tells me I should feel guilty, but
I can’t.”

Jed ran his hands up
Ryder’s arms. They were so firm, contained so much strength. “I feel guilty
that I failed you tonight. I’ll try harder, I promise. I’ll call you out if I
think what you’re doing is shit, but I’ll always be on your side out there,
okay?”

Ryder smiled. “Okay.”

A huge ball of nerves
disappeared from Jed’s throat, and he pulled Ryder into the basin of the old
shower. It was a tight fit, nothing like the big stall in Ryder’s home. “So you
still wanna fuck girls?”

Ryder laughed and
pressed a kiss to Jed’s forehead. “I want to, but I won’t.”

“Good boy.” Jed made sure
it was Ryder who stood with his back to the showerhead once he turned on the
water.

Ryder yelped and closed
his eyes, shivering. “Oh, fuck you.”

“That sounds like a good
idea,” Jed whispered, looking into Ryder’s eyes. He’d become more accustomed to
how his own body reacted to penetration in the last few days, and everything
became easier once he relaxed about it. “I’d thought about fucking a few other
guys, but it’s only you I ever imagined fucking me. Only you know me enough. I
trust only you.” He leaned into a kiss and felt Ryder’s muscles relax once the
water got warmer.

Ryder took a few deep
breaths and stepped back, out of the basin when it was already getting warm.
“Wait here. Don’t move,” he asked before rushing through the door like a
madman.

Jed leaned against the
wall with a smile. His ass didn’t self-lubricate on command, unfortunately. But
he was happy to wait if it meant seeing Ryder so excited.

Ryder returned with a
small bottle in hand, and almost slipped on the wet floor. His eyes darted to
meet Jed’s as he returned into the shower, closing the curtain as soon as he
captured Jed’s lips in a kiss. “You were saying?”

Jed smiled and wrapped
his arms around Ryder’s neck. He stole a glance at Ryder’s hardening dick
below, and he could purr at that sight. “I was saying I wouldn't let no other
fucker screw me.”

Ryder gasped against
Jed’s lips, pushing at him with his body. “No? Just me?” he whispered as they
stumbled straight into the hot rain of water.

Jed got gooseflesh when
he felt Ryder’s cock hardening against his thigh. “Mhm… I’m Jed-fucking-Arige.
Can’t think of no other guy who’d be tough enough to deal with me.”

Ryder grinned and
flattened Jed against the wall, with warm streaks rushing down their bodies and
teasing skin even further. “No. I’m the only one tough enough for you. I’m
gonna fuck you.”

“Only if you’re sure you
can handle me.” Jed nipped on Ryder’s lip and pulled it with his teeth. His
eyes were locked with Ryder’s, and his worries evaporated. Their connection was
there again. The one they shared without words. The connection of years of
being stepbrothers, best friends, accomplices to each other’s crimes, and
witnesses to each other’s failures, only to be there to help the other rise
from them. Jed had even lied in court for Ryder once.

Ryder slid his hands to
Jed’s ass and squeezed it with his big, steady fingers. There was no doubt in
Jed’s mind that he’d never want any other set of hands touching him like this.
“It feels kinda dirty doing it here, don’t you think? They are all downstairs,”
whispered Ryder.

Strangely, Jed wasn’t
worried. “Both doors are locked. Worst comes to worst, we say we were both
taking a shower. No big deal.” He pushed his own dick against Ryder’s hard
thigh.

Ryder nipped on Jed’s
lip and took the shower gel off the plastic shelf. “I know I can’t, but I wish
I could tell them what a man I have at my side.”

Jed’s heart fluttered at
the compliment. After today, he needed to step up to the plate for Ryder. Stop
just having fun and thinking only as far as the next few hours. He’d never
realised that being the tough guy in charge was a struggle for Ryder. Jed had
always thought it was something that came naturally to him. Now that he knew
Ryder wasn’t really a know-it-all, he made a promise to himself that he’d try
harder to support Ryder. He never wanted to see him so devastated again.

“I know. I feel the same
way. But I’m happy with what I’ve got.”

Ryder smiled at him and
spilled the cool red-colored gel down Jed’s chest, only to squeeze some on his
own torso. “At least I can make you look good then.”

“By washing me, or by
standing by my side for comparison, so everyone can see I’m the more handsome
one?” Jed wiggled his eyebrows and gave Ryder a cocky grin.

“You are not more
handsome than me,” said Ryder, gently soaping up Jed’s chest. With his hands
being gentle and sensual rather than efficient, it felt more like a caress than
a wash.

Jed looked down between
their bodies. “I suppose your dick is a bit bigger…” He could already imagine
it pushing into him, making his whole body throb with arousal and that need
that was buried deep inside Jed’s body. He’d promised himself never to film
himself during sex, but maybe they could use a mirror so that he could see
Ryder’s cock entering him, drilling his tight hole.

Ryder pushed his fingers
under Jed’s arms, tickling his armpits with the soap. “It is.”

Jed laughed and grabbed
Ryder’s wrists, but was unable to pull his hands away. Ryder had always been
bulkier, but he had to have spent a lot of time at the gym in prison, because
his arms were firm and unmovable. “You’re fucking full of yourself, aren’t
you?”

“You like that?” asked
Ryder, washing Jed’s hands, then his hips. The thick digits twirled Jed’s body
hair and tickled his navel before slowly trailing lower.

Jed sucked in his lip
and closed his eyes. “Yeah, because I’ll be full of you too, very soon.”

Ryder leaned in and
lapped over Jed’s lips, just as his soap-slicked hands took hold of Jed’s cock
and tugged it gently, swirling over the entire length. Jed groaned, remembering
Ryder on his knees, sucking his cock with ferocity.

“So good… Handsome, big
dick,
and
knows how to work a cock.” Jed grinned with his skin hot from
both the water and arousal.

“I’m still learning,”
said Ryder, moving the tip of his finger under the flared cockhead. Jed
shuddered, leaning against his chest as each movement of Ryder’s hands pulled
him deeper into the unrelenting pleasure he’d never received before they got
together. No sexual experience before Ryder could compare to this.

“You’re a natural,” Jed
moaned and pushed against Ryder for a long wet kiss lavished with hot water. He
wrapped his arms around Ryder’s neck and had to admit he liked Ryder being a
bit bigger. He was like a brick wall that could protect them both from anything.
Even if Ryder doubted himself sometimes, Jed never did. Ryder would make an
amazing VP, and a prez one day.

Ryder laughed and
quickly pushed back, only to turn Jed toward the wall, but his hands stayed
where Jed wanted them and were slowly massaging the soap into his back. “I
really enjoy it.”

“Tell me more.” Jed
pushed his ass against Ryder, slowly rocking into that warm fist at the same
time. There was nothing that could beat their closeness. Just under a week ago,
his life was complete darkness, and now he had Ryder, and Dana was gone.

Ryder rested his cheek
on the back of Jed’s head as he pushed his hand lower, so low over Jed’s ass it
was already making him excited for the forbidden touch. “I like your hair so
long and thick. It’s sexy.”

Jed smiled into the
tiles on the wall. “Remember how Wolver said I looked like a girl with it when
I was younger? He cut it off, and you shaved yours in solidarity. You looked
like a baby skinhead.”

Ryder laughed out loud,
but his voice blurred in Jed’s mind as Ryder’s thick, calloused fingers dove
between his buttocks, all slick and wonderful. “It wasn’t impressive.”

Jed lost the power to
speak coherently, let alone recall the past when the tip of Ryder’s finger
teased the sensitive hole. By now Jed knew he really liked that. It sent a
spike of arousal through his body just to know that he’d have Ryder’s cock
inside soon. The anticipation was part of the fun now that he wasn’t afraid of
the pain anymore. He got to his toes. “Now you are,” he murmured.

Ryder purred. Yes,
purred
behind Jed, moving his hand in teasing circles, while the other cradled Jed’s
nuts. It felt incredible to be handled with so much tenderness after never
experiencing true satisfaction from sex.

“Come on… push it in
already,” Jed panted against the wall, rocking his ass into Ryder’s hand and
enjoying the touch in the meanwhile. His whole body was slowly reaching the
boiling point.

“Push in what?” asked
Ryder, and a second later, the warm spray of water hit Jed’s back. Ryder pulled
Jed’s buttocks apart and rubbed the sensitive flesh in between with both
thumbs.

“Oh, fuck… your fingers.
Wait, let me suck them first…” Jed looked over his shoulder and shuddered at
the teasing touch.

Ryder’s gaze met his,
and there was a strange smile on his face that only spiked Jed’s arousal. Ryder
pushed the showerhead away and slowly got to his knees, spreading Jed’s ass farther.

Jed’s lips parted, and
his mind went a bit blank even as he eagerly spread his legs. Did Ryder want to
suck him from behind? He’d watched a bit of porn in the last few days when he
had time, and he’d seen that done. But then came the warm breath on his hole,
and by the time Ryder pushed his face into the open crack, Jed was too stunned
to think. Ryder’s lips were there, his nose was there, his stubble was
scratching the sensitive creases.

Oh fuck. The stubble.
It was the best and the worst. Jed personally loved the
scratching. When they kissed, when Ryder sucked him, licked him, explored his
body. The stubble was what kept reminding Jed that he was fucking a man, a
testosterone-fueled beast with hard muscle, dark hair, and a killer cock.

He moaned and quickly
bit his lips when Ryder’s tongue went up and down between his buttocks. His
heart pounded in his chest, as if it was the fire all over again. And it kind
of was. Only bigger, and Ryder was the arsonist.

Ryder groaned into Jed’s
crack, as if he’d never tasted anything that good. His tongue was mercilessly
teasing the skin around his hole, gently pushing and tickling every inch. Jed
was gasping for breath as molten hot pleasure washed over him wave after wave.
He hadn’t expected that to happen to him. Ever.

Ryder pulled him down,
gasping and lapping at the crack as he drew back, making space for Jed in the
basin. For a second, all logistics was lost on Jed, but then he kneeled, with
his ass throbbing for action, his body excited and relaxed all at once. Nothing
like that first time when he had to fight every muscle in his body to stop
tensing up. Now he knew it wasn’t scary to give up control. That his body could
take it, and that Ryder would never do anything to hurt him. There would be
only pleasure. Only Ryder’s amazing tongue, fingers, and dick in his ass.

“You’re so fucking hot,”
whispered Ryder, blowing air between Jed’s spread buttocks. He bit into one
before continuing to tease the rim of Jed’s anus, coaxing it to relax, making
it hypersensitive with each stroke. It was amazing.

“I’m gonna come so
hard…” Jed whimpered at another unexpected touch, and he’d be ashamed of the
sound he made with anyone else. With Ryder none of that mattered. He wouldn’t
be made fun of. But the whimper turned into a moan when Ryder’s tongue suddenly
penetrated Jed’s ass, going in deep, unrelenting. Jed hardly kept his upper
body straight. He latched onto the wall for support and spread his legs wider.
He had to consciously tell himself not to touch his dick, or he’d be coming
much sooner than he wanted. He needed to do this to Ryder one day. Squeeze his
tongue into Ryder’s ultratight virgin hole. Just thinking of it brought a silly
grin to Jed’s face.

Waves of pleasure broke
over him, and when that talented tongue was finally gone, he almost begged
Ryder to push it back in. Instead, a slick finger entered Jed, tickling his
insides. “I’m gonna cream your ass so hard,” whispered Ryder, his voice
unsteady.

“Y-yeah,” Jed uttered,
stirring his ass against Ryder’s hand, horny as if it were him who just got out
of prison. “I love it when you pump your load into me. Your dick throbs when
you come, and it’s like I can feel it all over my body.”