Obsession (8 page)

“Make me forget Damien,” I say with lust filled eyes, at my words he does just that and more.

Damien

After my shower, I walk back into the bedroom. In the closet I notice that all of her things are still packed and I don’t like it, I want her stuff next to mine it’s where it belongs, I knew yesterday after the way I spoke to her she was pissed off with me, she was only running scared.

I nearly burst out laughing when I saw that Malc had her over his shoulder, arms flailing around in the air trying to hurt his back.

Dressed in my white shirt, black trousers and my favourite black tie, in the bedroom she is sat at my dresser putting her hair up, I love it when she wears it down, it cascades around her shoulders weaving my fingers through and grasping hold tightly in the throes of…. Shit I need to stop that train of thought or we will be having round two and round one was heavenly, I could get used to waking up with her in my arms.

“We still need to talk about yesterday,” I say to her, noting her eyes widen in the mirror as she looks back at me.

“I know” she all but whispered

“We know where he is, but we can’t get near him yet, he has bodyguards surrounding him.” 

“What did Cami mean yesterday, she said he was going to sell me again?”

“Right I will tell you what we know, I didn’t want to tell you yesterday in front of everyone because I didn’t want you getting upset.” She just nods her head in understanding. So I continue with our conversation, I know she has a right to know but is it so bad to want to protect her from it all.

“What we think we know from Jake, is that he has no money to pay for protection so he used the only thing he could use, and that’s you. I won’t let him near you Faith do you understand you are mine, not his, MINE!” I growl the last bit out the caveman instincts kicking in to provide and protect, it’s a strange feeling to live with, when you have gone so long being told that emotion is weak and it will destroy you.

“I hate him for what he is trying to do to me, I promise I won’t try to run again, I got scared with everything that has been going on. When you shouted at me in your office,  I felt like a child being told off, it was humiliating.”

I had known how she felt but at the time my anger was high. I didn’t want her to see. I thought by getting her out, where she could not hear, it would be better for her sanity.

“I am sorry Faith I just wanted to protect you, I did not mean to snap but I had just found out myself and the thought of anybody else but me touching you is unthinkable.” I was honest with my words no point hiding them now.

“I know and I am sorry too for running, think I owe Malc and Cami an apology too, I kind of called Malc a lapdog,” she giggled the last part of her sentence, it was a beautiful sound, something I want to hear a lot more of in the future.

“Right come on let’s go and get some breakfast shall we, you need to keep your strength up.”

I pull her up from the dresser and lead her out of the bedroom all the while holding her hand.

In the kitchen I see Malc, Cami, and Jake all sat around my huge oak table laughing amongst themselves, it’s been so long since laughter has graced this house, the morning sunshine that streams in through the bi-folding doors, it brightens the entire kitchen.

Sitting at the table, I see that the cook has placed a great variety of food down, to accommodate every pallet, Faith takes the seat at my side, and yeah I like her beside me.

“Right we need to get down to business.” Malc raises his brow to me wondering why I would talk with the ladies around, he has a point normally I wouldn’t but the ladies are very much involved and need to know what they can and cannot do.

“Do we have updates on Darren?” I aim my question to Malc.

“Boss things are pretty much the same, he has not left unescorted from the hotel.” he keeps his answer polite but I can see the tension in his eyes, I need to find out what is going on with my friend.

First I need to deal with this it is taking its toll and I want it done with now I want
moya lyubov
to be safe, shit where did that come from I have not spoken Russian since I was at home with my father, it was his native language and he spoke it often, I have never been to Russia, my dad chose to stay here, when he met my mother and they fell in love, he started the business with Anton at his side and they never went back. I heard him and my mother talking on many a night as to why he stayed but they never spoke of it in front of me.

Anton is Malc’s dad so we grew up together; we have been with each other since the beginning.

I swore that I would never represent anything that father of mine stood for, but the words sound right, she is my love and I will do anything to keep her.

“Right, Jake I want you to go and watch the hotel again count how many keepers he has with him, then report back to me later on. Then we will need to form a plan to take him. I want him finished. Malc call Anton and have him bring my mother here I want everyone on lockdown, plus we will need his certain skill set for what I have in mind.” Anton was a master at getting into anywhere, he can slip in and slip out, without being detected. He has a lot of people that owe him favours, he can also find out more information on a person than any background check ever could.

“Right Boss no problem.” Jake got up to leave, to do his job. I may have given him a black eye and a busted lip and brushed what he did under the carpet for now, but there is just something about him that does not sit well with me.

“Right ladies would you mind giving Malc and me a minute please I have a couple of things we need to discuss.” They both nod, but I don’t miss the look that Cami gives Malc it’s a don’t you dare look, they both get up to leave and I wrap my arm around Faith and crush my lips to her mouth, tracing the seam of her lips she opens without any hesitation, I devour her mouth, I love the way she tastes it’s sweet like cotton candy, realising we are not alone I begrudgingly release her, she smiles at me and it strikes me right in my core how magnificent she truly is for someone with so much crap on her plate she still gives you her all.

“If you want to make use of the gardens to the back of the house, or the pool please feel free ladies and we will come and find you both shortly.” They both leave the room and I wonder if their friendship will survive this.

I turn and sit back down looking at my friend wanting to know what his haunting him.

“What is going on my friend, you’re unfocused with the task at hand.”

He rubbed his hand across his chin, before looking straight at me

“Women, I don’t understand them, they are a puzzle, so hot and cold.” Ha well who would have thought it was a woman, Malc is not a man that forms attachments easily and he certainly does not trust quickly, I know who this is about but I want to hear it from him.

“So who is the lucky lady that is confusing you my friend?”

“Camilla” his only word that escapes from his mouth 

“So what has happened then?” I hold back my snigger knowing exactly what he is going through.

“I don’t know, damn woman is hot one minute and cold the next, it’s driving me mad, how the hell did you get Faith to be ok with all of this.” Huh is that what he thinks that I have all my ducks in a row where my girl is concerned, huh. Far fucking from it.

“I don’t think she will ever be ok with this life Malc. I have to show her that no matter what happens or what life brings to us I will never waver, my feelings will never falter,” I don’t think I even believe the words that are coming out of my mouth, will she ever be ok with this life, my life.

“I don’t know what to do she frustrates the hell out of me Damien.”

“Just give her time Malc it’s all you can do.”

“Thanks man I appreciate it. I will try to get on top of it.”

I take his words as his hint that he does not want to talk anymore about it and uses it to direct the conversation towards my mother and Anton.

“Make sure you phone Anton as soon as we are done here.” And with that he knows it’s back to business.

“Yeah I will do Boss, what do you want me to say over the phone to them?” he asks and it’s then I realise my mother has not got a clue about Faith or what I did or what I am doing, shit I think to myself how the hell is this going to play out, she won’t have a go in front of anyone, she would not show me up like that, but I can be damn well sure she is going to bend my ear in private, I do want her to know about her, I want my mother to like her.

“Just tell them that I need them up here for a couple of days, urgently!”

“Yes boss, you know she is going to kick your arse when she finds out, don’t you?” I grumble at his words knowing they’re bloody true, 30 years old and I would stand there while she did it to. She understands that in the business I am at the head of the table in control of what happens with this family. But that does not mean I would ever disrespect my mother, she understands the things I did and the reasons why, even if she did not like the way I did them.

“I know, now get it done and tell the staff to have rooms prepared for their visit.” I walk out of the kitchen noting that all the food has been cleaned up the sides all wiped clean and nothing out of place. The staff do anticipate my needs without any fuss or delay.

I come to a stop in my office looking out of the window I see her sat in the garden, Cami is with her and they seem to be talking about what, I do not know. The sun is shining down on her and when she turns to look towards the house, as if sensing someone is watching, it takes my breath away I try to turn away but she holds me captive for a few more seconds.

I spend the next couple of hours in the office looking into the businesses that I have lent money too, seeing how they are doing financially, if any seem to be falling behind they need to be given a call, if that fails well then it’s a visit.

There are a couple of small companies that need a little extra attention but nothing too big, Malc and Jake should be able to sort it out. I won’t be letting Faith out of my sight any time soon. Normally I would go with them but she takes precedence.

I took over from my father after I had killed him, he had run it into the ground. I don’t deal in women or drugs, only money and guns. I know, who am I, to take the moral high ground, when what I do is still illegal, but there is a legacy at stake, my family name is well renowned, I don’t think I could ever leave this life, I may not have wanted it to begin with. But I won’t ever walk away. My name commands respect wherever I go, people bend over backwards to help me Damien Volkov, I lead they follow, if they don’t follow I make them it’s that simple.

I leave the office and hear the girls in the living room talking I walk in and see them both sat on the huge corner sofa, It dominates the space but with the size of the room it needs to, the only thing that takes away from it is the inglenook fire that I have on the main wall, the hardwood floors are covered in rugs. I do like the creams and reds and browns that run all through this house, the designer did capture everything I wanted in a home, a place where I can raise children, family and friends to always feel free to visit and always feel welcome.

“Are you two ok?” I ask wondering if they need anything.

“We are fine thank you just catching up,” at her words they both giggle and I shake my head and turn back to head out of the room, women and their gossip, I’m glad they can laugh about this and are talking again, I am not sure on the ins and outs of their relationship but they seem close.

The kitchen is a hive of activity as the cook prepares for our evening meal, I can’t wait for the night to fall to say our goodnights and to be back with her in my arms and my bed, I need to feel her skin against mine, watch over her while she sleeps cradled in my arms, show her how she is
moi prekrasnye svet
. My beautiful light.

Because without her the darkness would fill me, with her by my side I can see the light and I want to go towards the light. Only she can chase the demons away.

Jake

I sit in the black SUV outside the hotel waiting for the right time to go in, I have sat here in this car for the past two days watching, waiting. I crack my knuckles, bored of the hanging around, I mean how long does it take for a hooker to leave. It can’t take that long for an ugly fuck like him to blow his load.

What feels like hours later I see the two bit tramp walk out escorted by one of his guards. I step out of the car and stroll across the road to the hotel.

At the doors I see the body builder guy stood there eyeing me up, he has at least double the muscle I have but that does not faze me in the slightest.

“How can I help?” He asks me in a bored tone.

“I’m here to see Mr. Young he is expecting me.” I can see him look at me to gauge if I am telling the truth, he talks into some earpiece and a second or two later he is buzzing me up to the suite where he is staying.

Walking into the suite it looks like any other rich hotel, all fancy and overly done, fashionable sofas and a flat screen TV, stepping further inside he greets me “Mr. Masters, what a pleasure to finally meet you.” I return the offered hand and give it a firm shake. I release my grip and he directs me to the couch to take a seat. I just want to get this over with I have to make sure I am only gone a certain amount of time, I don’t want Damien becoming suspicious just yet I need to set my trap playing both sides of the game. If I want my revenge then I have to play it right. I will get to see the life drain from Damien, as he watches me fuck his girl, knowing he won’t be able to help her this time. I will make right what happened, and no one will see it coming but me.

“The pleasure is all mine, I trust the guards are to your liking, keeping you safe.” I respond politely as possible.

“And how is the payment doing? Well I hope.” See now we get down to business.

“Faith is fine don’t you worry about her, once we kill Damien I will keep my payment and your debts will be paid.”

“Just how are we supposed to lure him,” he asks me “Well we will have to take away the one thing he wants won’t we.”

His chuckle grates on me “Yes we will.” He states

“So you will be waiting at the warehouse for him in two days, I will put the idea that the girls need to go shopping or some bullshit and I will offer to escort them, you will then phone and say that you have her and he is to meet you at the warehouse at a certain time to which we both will lay in wait for him to come.” That’s just the plan to get him there, what he does not know is the plans I have when he gets there.

“Ok tell me when you have the girls and I will make the call to him.” Pleasantries over I see, I stand to make my way out of the hotel turning to him so I can say my final piece.

“You don’t follow through, it will be you at that warehouse and protection disappears, understand.” He nods his head furiously at me and with that I make my way down stairs back to the car. Time to give Damien a few crumbs.

I sit in the car thinking back to how all this started, I did not know about my father, or where I came from until my mum died, don’t feel sorry for me she was a junkie who deserved that overdose. That’s when I found the letters from my father addressed to my mother telling her how sorry he was that he could not be with her but he was already married and had a son. So I packed what stuff I had left and went to find him I was 19 years old at the time and travelled from York down to London with the last bit of money I had.

The man I called father never turned me away instead he welcomed me with open arms, he and his wife and son gave me a place to stay, food, clothes and got me a job in the local warehouse, packing up goods for delivery. As the months went by I started to open up to them and they listened, we even went on holiday a couple of times, then my brother went and got involved with the wrong crowd and he changed. He didn’t let me hang around with him anymore he said he was protecting me, that he did not want me in this life with him.

I caught him one night with a girl up against the wall at the side of the club where he used to go, she was screaming at him to stop that she did not want it, but by this time he had his hands around her throat squeezing the life from her eyes, as he continued to pump in and out of her.

I watched at first, amazed that he had this raw power over another person, taking away her choice and enjoying it. I found myself growing hard whilst I watched him fucking her. Her tear stained cheeks and her red rimmed eyes, turning me on even more. I unzipped my jeans and released my cock and started fisting my cock pleasuring myself, whilst I watched my brother raping her, when her eyes locked on mine and she mouthed for me to help her, I lost it and came into my hand with a grunt.

I never found satisfaction any other way than either watching Conner or joining in with his games.

Nobody knew but us, we kept it hidden from everyone, then they took Faith and Conner was infatuated with her. Those few weeks they had her he would come home and talk non-stop about her saying how he was going to enjoy it when he fucked every hole she had. Something had happened and he found himself alone looking after Faith, she is beautiful I will say that, Damien had been absent for nearly a week only checking in via phone so Conner had told me that he had it all planned out, he was going to start the day like any other, let her have her food and shower, take her back to her room let her have her last meal. Then he would take her. He had it all planned, he was going to say that she tried to escape and he caught her so she fought back and he killed her. His words were and I quote,
“I’m going to enjoy breaking every hole she has, pumping my seed into her as she takes her last breath.”

He never came home that night and when I went to the address he had given me the next day, I saw my brother stripped naked and strung up, his dick was on the floor at the side of him and the word rapist cut deep into the skin of his chest, his eyes had been removed along with his tongue, each finger was cut off, symbolizing every part of a man that could pleasure or look upon a woman had been removed.

I left him there. I couldn’t look at the sight any longer, it was then I decided that I would make whoever did this pay and it could only be one of two people Damien or Malc, I just had to find my way in.

I had stalked them for a couple of weeks waiting for my chance to get an introduction and it came when Malc walked into the restaurant I was eating in, I looked like hell and he bought it hook, line and sinker. I had no connection to Conner so when they did background checks nothing came up, I was good to be brought into the family.

I was cleaned up given new clothes and a room at the house. It was clear to see he was obsessed by the girl only he and Malc got near her at first watching her every move making sure her dad didn’t get to her. He had us looking for him every day checking all the information we could get hold of. The Internet had vast knowledge on almost everybody and it was easy enough to hack in to cameras at airports and get passenger lists. Then after nearly six months of plotting and watching I got a hit he was on a plane heading back for London Gatwick. When he landed I checked the picture to make sure that it was him, then I followed him to the little shack of a flat that he went to. Then I called it into Malc.

I set off back to the house after watching that damn hotel a little longer, I had to make it real when I reported back to Damien that he was still there, and that people went in and out to him, but he never left unattended.

It was sheer dumb luck that he turned up at her flat it was only the third time I had been made to watch her, she had been out with her friend but I left them further up the street so I could park without being seen, that’s when I saw him enter her building, I did not go in after him, I waited and watched as the girls went into the building, so I made the call to Malc to let him know that her dad was there he said they would be there in five, so I waited at the bottom of the stairwell for them to arrive.

He gave me a black eye and a fucking busted lip for not coming in to help as soon as I realised it was Darren.

It was worth it though to know how much she means to him, so I played along like the happy lackey, waiting for my opportunity to talk to her dad, after we arrived at the house he sent us looking for him, I drove back to the flat he was staying in and rang his phone.

When he answered the conversation was tense at first like he did not believe that I wanted Damien dead for what he had done to my brother, after I explained that I would get him the protection he needed and where to go. I told him that I wanted Faith as payment, and he agreed the arsehole, did he not realise I was going to do everything to her that my brother wanted to do. I will do it different though, I will strip him naked, string him up and only leaving his eyes, so that he can watch as I fuck her taking what she will not give, and as his eyes finally close and he takes his last defining breath, I will finally spill my seed deep inside of her as I slit her pretty little fucking throat.

Arriving at the house I notice it’s all smiles the family is sat in the kitchen eating dinner I step through the doors and plaster a smile on my face.

Damien looks up at me and nods what a fucking dick. I am going to enjoy this kill more than all the others.

“Anything to report?” Damien asks me as I sit down at the table,

Smiling as best I can but not to appear fake. “Just the same boss he does not leave, unless guarded. The total number of bodyguards he has is four so that should be easy enough to take down when Anton gets here,” of course I know all this, I’m the one that hired all the bodyguards.

“That’s great Jake, now that we have that information we can plan when we are going to take them down and retrieve Darren” Malc and me both nod at him.

Tucking into my meal I eat up, I only managed a sandwich at lunch. The conversation runs smoothly around the table the worries seem to fade into the background for now.

Leaving the table I say my goodnights and make my way to the room I sleep in, getting undressed and into bed so I can play out all the delicious things I am going to do to Faith to make her scream with pain, I hope she struggles, I like it when they are feisty and you get to beat compliance into them first. I grip hold of my now rock hard cock pulling it back slowly and gripping hold of my balls tightly, I squeeze them while working myself faster, I cum onto my tummy savouring the image in my head, of her blood spilling from her throat while my cock spurts inside of her.

The time is drawing near to take action.

I will kill Damien and fuck and kill Faith.

With that last thought, I fall into a peaceful sleep counting down the days until my revenge is complete.