Not Damaged (9 page)

“Baby, I never say anything I don’t mean.”

Her family fell away completely. The modest ring glinted up
at her, perfect and show casing her future.

“Yes, yes, yes, I love you so much.” Throwing her arms
around him, she got to her knees to hug him close. Tears of happiness spilled
over her cheeks.

Ryan pulled her to her feet. “You’re so beautiful.”

Turning back to her stunned family she wiped her tears away
and smiled. “You can either be happy for me or let me go,” she said. “I can’t
live with you all thinking about what happened. I love you all but please, stop
bringing it up. It’s over and done with. I’m not damaged. I’m okay.”

Silence fell on the room and then Liam stood. “You hugged me
today and for the first time in ten years I feel like I’ve got my daughter
back.”

He pulled her in close. Her mother came next followed by her
brother. Jake stayed back, smiling at her. She smiled back at him, pleased he’d
given her to Ryan. If he’d not, she would have still been struggling with her
life.

Sitting down at the table, the atmosphere was tense but
everyone seemed happier somehow. Ryan stayed by her side while Barbara started
talking wedding. She couldn’t believe how different her life was turning out to
be. Maybe, she really could move on.

* * * *

One year later

Ryan stared at his wife as she walked around the dungeon
talking to the members. Jesse really did know her place in his life. For the
first hour she did the rounds talking with everyone to make sure they were
happy, playing the part of his wife. The rings on her wedding finger showed her
place within his life. Their wedding took place over nine months ago. Barbara
and her family helped to organize the ceremony.

The three months it took for him to marry her, Jesse had
grown close to her family once again. None of them were treating her as if she
was damaged. They all saw the beautiful woman she’d turned into, inside and
out.

“She’s really glowing, isn’t she?” David asked, coming to
stand beside him.

Glancing down the length of her body, he saw the evidence of
his true possession. Her rounded stomach showed off his unborn child. Getting
her pregnant had taken a lot of energy and determination. “She really is.”

“I envy you, Ryan. She’s totally in love with you. When it’s
slow at work, I’ve seen her admiring her ring and stroking the collar she wears
around her neck.” David slapped him on the back. “You sure are one lucky
bastard.”

He knew how lucky he was. The collar around her neck was a
simple locket. To the outside world everyone saw a devoted husband who lavished
his wife with jewels. Ryan and all in the BDSM community saw the claiming it
truly was. His mark lay around her neck, forcing others to see who she belonged
to.

In his pocket lay the key to open the collar. When she asked
about a collar, Ryan knew it had been time to make her his woman. He collared
her at Extreme in front of their friends a few weeks after they were married.

“I know I’m fucking lucky. She’s my woman, and there’s no
way I’m letting her get away. Try and find your own submissive.” Leaving David,
he walked to his little sub’s side. Wrapping an arm around her stomach he
smiled at Bill who usually manned the security within the club. Extreme was
closed for the weekend to undergo some refurbishment but the main dungeon was
still open for his
Doms
and their
submissives
.

“Hey, baby,” he said, kissing her neck.

She moaned, tilting her head back. “Hello, Sir.”

“I was just saying, Ryan, your woman is looking absolutely
lovely this evening,” Frank said. Frank was a wealthy businessman who took
pride in his ability to own more than one submissive.

“Thank you. If you’ll excuse me, my wife needs punishing.
This morning she went without food and almost made herself poorly. I take her
care seriously and she needs to know what she did wrong.” Taking her hand he
led her over to the soft spanking bench. Extreme’s dungeon had both a hard and
soft spanking bench for their women or men to lean over to punish.

Jesse took position getting her rounded stomach comfortable.
Ryan ran a hand up and down her back loving the feel of her beautiful skin
against his palm.

“I won’t give you all your punishment tonight, baby. We’ll
take it slowly because of your condition,” he whispered against her ear.

“Yes, Sir,” she said, sounding breathless.

Chuckling, he moved behind her, lifting up the skirt of her
dress to reveal the lacy purple underwear he’d given to her some time ago.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” he said, running his palm over her ass.

Several members of the club gathered around them to witness
her punishment. He’d also packed his lube and anus dildo to continue with her
punishment. Finding out about her pregnancy, he’d discussed their sex life
extensively with the doctor. Ryan knew what he was allowed to do to her without
endangering her or their baby's life.

Opening her legs wide, he tugged her panties down to her
knees, revealing her wet slit and puckered hole of her anus.

He heard her moan as he fingered her creamy cunt. Ryan
brought his hand down hard on her ass in four rough spanks. She cried out but
her pussy showed her arousal.

When he’d finished spanking her ass, her butt
glowed
a lovely pinkish red. Reaching into her bag he pulled
out her favorite crop. The leather stung her flesh but didn’t cause her to
bleed. Ryan hated hurting her beyond punishment. Striking her ass and the backs
of her legs, he held back making sure the blows were bearable without taking
her too far into a dangerous realm.

By the time he finished teasing her flesh with his palm and
the crop, Jesse whimpered, thrusting her pussy out toward him.

“Your punishment is not completely over. You’ve taken your
spanks but now it’s time to open your ass up.” He took out the lube and anal
plug he’d brought along with him.

Preparing the plug, he anointed it with plenty of lube. Ryan
always made sure to apply plenty of lubricant. He feared what would happen the
moment he didn’t.

“I’m putting the lube over your ass, baby. It’s a little
cold but it will soon warm up.” He pressed his fingers into her anus adding
more and more lube. When he sank into her ass without any restriction or fear
of hurting her, he slowly pushed the plug inside her, securing the straps
around her waist to keep the plug inside.

Replacing her panties, he released her straps, returned her
skirt down and stepped back. “Now, present to me and tell me how you feel.”

She got up slowly. Other subs would be punished for taking
their time but Jesse was pregnant and he gave her more time to compose herself.
She dropped to her knees, bowing her head, thrusting her chest out and opening
her thighs.

“Thank you, Sir, for showing me you care and punishing me
for doing wrong.”

Wiping his fingers on the towel, he nodded his approval.

“Good, I do not want you harming yourself again. You will
eat and learn to take care of yourself, or I will punish you more. Do I make
myself clear?” he asked.

“Yes, Sir, you do.”

“Good. Get to your feet and kiss me.”

Jesse rose gracefully to her feet then kissed his lips.
Wrapping his arms around her, Ryan claimed her lips showing her what he really
wanted from the kiss. The room went up, laughing, clapping and sighing.

Since their wedding they’d been the talk of the club. Their
love something to be envied and he saw many subs looking at Jesse with envy. In
time, all of them would know what it’s like to be loved by their man. He was
sure of it.

* * * *

The moment they got inside their country home, Ryan pulled
her into his arms and Jesse melted against him. She lived on cloud nine for
most of her life. The love she felt for him spiraled within her, shining out.
Her family saw the difference inside her and because of
that,
they accepted Ryan easily into the fold.

She also imagined his love for her helped. Barbara Robinson
believed him to be a true romantic at heart.

“You took your punishment well tonight,” he said, taking her
upstairs to their bedroom.

Jesse smiled. She’d purposefully forgotten to eat so he’d
play with her tonight at the club. He rarely punished her anymore.

Being pregnant didn’t mean she was immune to lust. In fact
for the last few weeks all she’d been able to think about was making love,
fucking. Her dreams were filled with nothing but sex.

He picked her up, carrying her past the nursery they'd
decorated together.

The plug in her ass reminded her of what would come tonight.
If he forced her to hold a plug in her pussy then his intentions were to ravish
her there. The same with an anal plug, Ryan would be fucking her ass tonight.

The first time he took her ass would stay with her forever.
He’d been so caring, taking his time and talking her through everything he did.
Her orgasm that day had been more powerful than anything she could recall at
his hands.

If he used a plug for her ass and pussy then he intended to
devote time to each. She smiled thinking about how easy her man was to read.

He placed her on the floor and started to undress her. When
she stood naked, he circled her admiring up and down her body. Along the base
of her back, his name was tattooed into her skin. His fingers brushed across
the words and she heard his indrawn breath.

“Every time I see this, I can’t believe you marked your
flesh with my name.”

She reached out, unbuttoning his shirt and pushing it down
his body. On his chest, over his heart lay her name. “How could I not when you
did something so beautiful?” Jesse caressed her name over his skin.

Ryan ordered her to kneel on the edge of the bed.

Out of the corner of her eye she saw him getting naked. The
long thick length of his cock shone in the low lighting of the room. Her pussy
clenched recalling how full he left her feeling.

She heard the drawer where he kept his supply of toys open
then closed. Kneeling on the bed she only heard what he did rather than saw.

Closing her eyes, she waited.

Fingers released the binds of the plug inside her ass. He
pulled them from her thighs then eased the plug out.

“It has opened you up just right, baby,” he said. Fingers
teased against her puckered anus, sliding inside and out. “Are you ready for me
to fuck this perfect ass?”

“Yes, fuck me please, Sir,” she begged.

When they were at Extreme she always called him Sir for the
remainder of the day and night. Most times she called him Sir. She learned not
to call it to him in front of her family. The first time she did her mother
looked startled. Jesse lied, telling her mother it was an ongoing joke between
them.

The tip of his cock pressed to her ass.

She didn’t tense, knowing being relaxed would help her far
more than not.

“Good girl, don’t tense around me. Take me in.”

He eased his length, inch by glorious inch into her ass.

Moaning, Jesse took him deep inside her body. Taking breaths
she forced herself to relax. His cock was huge and it took every ounce of
effort not to tense up.

“You’re doing well, baby. You’ve almost got it all.”

“I love you, Sir.”

He stroked along the line of her back then down again. “I
love you too, Jesse.”

Hands gripped her hips to thrust the rest of him within her
ass.

Jesse whimpered. The pain and pleasure combined becoming too
much for her.

“Fuck, you’re a lot tighter than I remembered.” He cursed.

His cock jerked within her.

“Touch your clit, Jesse. Make yourself come all over my
cock.”

Reaching between her thighs, she caressed her swollen slit.
The smallest touch left her groaning from the mind shattering pleasure taking
over.

Ryan took his time pulling out of her body them pressing
back inside. Each thrust driving her closer and closer to the edge.

Their moans echoed off the wall and the sounds of flesh
hitting flesh filled the room.

“Come for me,” he said, growling the words out.

She focused on her clit and within seconds she shattered,
falling over the edge into bliss. Blood pulsed around her head making her feel
light headed. Somewhere in the background she heard Ryan shout, grunt and then
the jerking of his cock inside her ass. His cum spurted inside her.

Slumping to the bed completely drained, Jesse opened her eye
to see what to do.

“Wow, fucking wow. I’ll never get tired of making love to
you,” he said, kissing her back.

“We fucked.”

He spanked her ass hard. “Every time we’re together we make
love. What I feel for you goes far beyond sex and fucking.”

Smiling, she glowed under his admonishment. “Good, I love
hearing you say how much you love me, Sir.”

“Good.”

After some time passed, Ryan carried her through to the
bathroom. She no longer complained when he picked her. There would come a time
throughout her pregnancy when she’d be too heavy to carry.

She sat on the toilet watching him run them a bath.

Once they were inside the water, she rested her head against
his chest.

“Are you happy, Sir?” she asked.

He caressed her stomach and her breast in turn.

“Jesse, words cannot even begin to describe what I feel for
you. I love you with my whole heart and when you give birth, we’ll be a family
completely. What about you, are you happy with me?”

“I’ve never been happier before in my life. Never let me
go.”

His arms surrounded her, wrapping her in his warmth.
“Never.
You’re mine to keep for the rest of our lives.”