Not Damaged (8 page)

Sinking her nails into his flesh, she reached up and slammed
her lips against his. Ryan made love to her, sliding in and out of her body,
drawing her pleasure out. He filled her completely and her moans of pleasure
turned to frustration as her need to orgasm increased.

“I love you, Jesse. You’re my woman, the love of my life.
I’ll do everything for you.”

“Yes.” He rocked into her taking her over the edge with his
cock alone.

Through her orgasm, Ryan loved her body, kissing her, whispering
sweet nothings into her ear.

His length hardened and pulsed as he climbed the peak of
ecstasy with her. Together they reached release, their moans echoing off the
walls.

Coming down from their orgasm with Ryan holding her, Jesse
truly believed in her heart and soul she was not damaged. In fact, she believed
she was finally living her life with the man she loved.

* * * *

Her cunt pulsed around Ryan’s shaft and he never wanted to
leave her body. Settling beside her so he no longer lay over her, he stared
into her eyes. The smile on her face lit up her eyes and they literally sparked
with happiness.

“We made love, baby,” he said, kissing her nose.

“I’m not damaged.”

Chuckling, unexpected tears filled
his own
eyes. Until that moment Jesse really believed she’d been damaged or broken.
“No, you’re not broken. You’re full and whole and can love with every pore of
your being.”

“I love you, Ryan.”

“I love you too.” Her lips quivered under his when he kissed
them. “No more tears, honey. This is our future.”

“I want so much. I want to be your sub and love you and give
you everything you ever wanted.”

Cupping her face, he caressed her cheek with his thumb. Her
lips were plump from his love making.

“There’s something I need to say to you,” he said, thinking
about her father. With his cock still inside her heat, she wouldn’t be able to
pull away or withdraw from him.

“What is it?” she asked.

“Your father came to see me at the club tonight.”

She tensed then started to withdraw. He forced her to lay
beside him with a hand on her hip. “No, you’re not moving away. You’re going to
listen to me.”

He waited for her to settle before continuing. “Your father
came to see me. I was surprised he came to the club.”

“What did he want? How did he know where to find you?” she
asked.

“Jake told him. Don’t worry I’ve dealt with him. He’s
suspended for the time being. I’m going to talk to the other
Doms
before I take any further action.”

“I can’t believe he would intervene like that. I’m so angry
at him.”

The glare on her face was so adorable. Pressing a finger to
her temple, he waited for her to calm down. “Whatever issues you have with him,
you can deal with him alone. What he did pissed me off, but I realize why he
did it. I love you and my main priority is to you.”

She kissed his lips. “Why can’t they leave me alone?”

“They’re your family. They love you so much.” Ryan wouldn’t
hold anything against her family for being worried. What he held against them
was their lack of understanding of her.

“I’m not ready to deal with them, Ryan.”

“Yes, you are. I thought this Sunday you and I could go and
see them for lunch.”

“Together? You want to go together?” she asked.

“Of course.
I’m your Dominant and
your boyfriend. I’m in love with you so much and I would never leave you to do
something like this on your own.”

Jesse visibly relaxed at his words.

“Come on, no more talk of this. You’ll organize it. We’ll go
and show them I’m not some horrid tyrant forcing you to do my bidding.” He
picked her up with his cock still deep inside her.

She squealed, holding on.
“Where we
going?”

“To shower.”
He carried her through
to the bathroom. For the next twenty minutes he spent a great deal of time
washing her flesh, arousing her once again. By the time he finished washing
her, Jesse was begging for his cock.

Drying her body, he carried her back to the bedroom where he
laid her on the bed. She had work tomorrow but every woman deserved to have a
day where they were sleep deprived from sex.

He slid inside her cunt, feeling her walls quivering around
his shaft.

This time he didn’t make love to her. Ryan slammed into her
hard, driving them both to the pinnacle of pleasure. When he reached his peak
he felt his cock swell, spurting his cum deep into her body.

For the first time in his life, Ryan wanted to get a woman
pregnant. He wanted his seed to take and to bind Jesse permanently to his side.
Soon she will possess a collar around her neck and a ring on her finger.

Any man who tried to take her away would answer to him.

“Ryan?”

Her head lay on his chest. Glancing down, he smiled at her.
“Yes, baby.”

“Thank you.”

“Hey, baby, you do not need to be thankful to me. This is
who you are and you’re the one who is strong. I’m just happy I found you before
another fucker got the chance to claim you.” He ran his hand down her back,
squeezing her ass in the process.

“You’re very possessive,” she said.

“Only with you.
There is no other
woman for me.” He stared down at her lips, feeling another stir of arousal at
the way she looked back at him. Lifting her up in one smooth move, he drew her
over his body. Gripping his shaft he slid inside her, feeling her warmth
surround him once more.

“You’re insatiable.”

“When it comes to you, I’m everything. I want everything you
can give me.” Sinking fingers into her hair, he gripped the length tightly.
“And it’s, Sir, don’t you forget it.”

“I’m sorry, Sir, please,
fuck
me,
Sir.”

Ryan took his time to fuck and make love to her deep into
the night. By the time he was finished, the sun was coming up and Jesse lay
over him exhausted. Running his hands all over her body he couldn’t help but
feel joyous at the love he’d found.

He knew he’d have to inform his parents of his plans and
arrange for the ceremony. Jesse was a wonderful woman, strong and he’d do just
about anything to make her happy.

By seven o’clock, he still hadn’t slept. He started to shake
Jesse awake. She groaned, trying to bury herself against him.

Using his Dominant voice, he got her to present to him once
more. Seeing her naked, bowed before him, filled Ryan with such joy and love.
Meeting her parents was a necessity. He’d marry her today and whisk her off to
his private island if he could.

Time is needed.

Stroking her head, Ryan looked forward to the weekend.
First, he needed to go shopping to get what he wanted.

* * * *

Sunday

Sitting in Ryan’s car, Jesse stared up at her parents’ home
feeling her stomach knot together. She had organized for her family to meet
Ryan, the day after he told her of her father’s visit. The house wasn’t
particularly large or threatening. She had grown up in that house and there
were so many happy memories as well as sad. Not all of them were bad, no matter
what people think.

“Are you okay with this?” Ryan asked.

“This has nothing to do with you, Sir. This is…” She stopped
talking in an attempt to find the right words. “For so long they’ve seen me as
something different since what happened.”

“I know, baby. They love you. I saw it in your father’s eyes
when he came to see me.” He took her hand, offering her comfort in his touch.

“I know. It’s just, I can’t move on when they won’t let me.”
She shrugged. “I only hope you won’t leave me after today.”

“Hey,” he said, catching her face in his hands. Ryan dropped
a kiss to her lips, letting her know with actions rather than words his
feelings. “I love you. Your parents can say anything they like. You’re here.”
He pressed her hand to his heart. “And you always will be.”

“Thank you.”

“Remember, Jesse, you’re strong. You’re a lot stronger than
they give you credit for and you must realize your worth no matter what others
say.”

When she was with Ryan or even away from him she felt
stronger, in control of her own life.

“Come on, let’s do this.”

Climbing out of the car, she linked arms with her Master and
followed him up to the house.
      
“I
think we should skip the formality today and you can simply call me Ryan,” he
teased.

“I’m sure Mom and Dad would have something to say about
that.” She giggled, knocking on door. Less than a second later her mother stood
at the door. Barbara Robinson stared from her to Ryan.

“Honey, I didn’t know when you’d be arriving. Your brother,
Chris, is here already with Jake.” They were ushered inside where she found her
father staring at her.

“Hey, Dad.”
She went to his side,
wrapping her arms around him. Liam tensed and she immediately withdrew from him.
“Sorry.” Her cheeks were on fire from embarrassment. Ryan would witness how
much her family hated her.

“No, honey, it’s not what you think. Do you know how long it
has been since you hugged me.” Liam pulled her close to his chest.

Frowning, Jesse tried to think back to the last time she
embraced her father. All the time her mind came back blank. Had she really
stopped cuddling her father?

“I’m sorry,” she said.

“Don’t be.” He kissed the top of her head and his voice was
filled with emotion. Barbara ushered her toward the sitting room. Chris and
Jake sat inside talking.

“Little sis, how are you doing?”
Chris asked.

“I’m doing
good
.” She smiled and
waited for everyone to enter the room. “I want to introduce you to my
boyfriend.” Grabbing Ryan’s hand, she pulled his arms around her. “This is Ryan
Carter.”

Her family stayed silent, frowning at Ryan.

“It’s good to meet you,” Liam said, speaking first. She
watched all of them make introductions. The greeting grew tense between Ryan
and Jake.

Jesse slowly relaxed as her mother started talking, bringing
Ryan into the conversation. They asked him questions about where he grew up and
what he did. When he took a seat, she sat beside him on the arm of the chair.
The urge to sit between his thighs was strong.

Over the last couple of days she’d grown used to sitting in
his lap or on the floor where he’d play with her hair. Ryan loved brushing her
hair and watching it dry out along his legs. He also loved how she sucked his
cock but that thought process was certainly for another time. She couldn’t be
getting aroused while her family looked on.

Jake and Chris grilled him constantly. She wanted to smack
Jake as he knew more about them than anyone else. Ryan didn’t back down once.
He took all of their questions head on answering everyone. Her father, Liam,
seemed most at ease with everything.

By the time her mother called for dinner, Jesse was ready to
leave. She forced herself to sit beside Ryan and pick up her knife and fork.

“This looks lovely, Barbara. I see where Jesse gets her
cooking from,” Ryan said.

“Jesse doesn’t cook.”

She tensed, staring across the table at her mother.

“She hasn’t cooked in a long time.”

Jesse looked down at her plate. No one ate a thing.

“Well, you clearly don’t know your daughter. She’s one fine cook
and she cooks for me all the time. I have to get her out of the kitchen to
spend some time with me,” Ryan said, dropping his fork.

“You clearly don’t know my daughter at all. If you knew what
she suffered then you’d know she’s nothing like she used to be.”

Jesse’s world closed in on her again. Her family would never
let her forget her past.

“Barbara, leave it,” Liam said.

“No, I’m not going to leave it. She may bring her boyfriend
around but we know her. We know how she’s struggled to deal with what happened
to her. No one knows the true extent of what happened. There is no way for her
to move on.”

Her temper started to spike. All of her feelings over the
last ten years rose inside and she slammed her cutlery to the plate. “Enough!”

Shocked silence followed her shouted word.

 
“There is
nothing wrong with me. Yes, I went through something no one should have to go
through but I survived. I got through it, and I’m stronger now for it.”
Shooting glares at all of them, she continued, “God, I can’t breathe around
you. I’m tired of it, and you need to stop.”

“Yes, I cook.” She turned to face her mother. “I cook a hell
of a lot because I love doing it but you stopped me from doing it for whatever
reason you thought was relevant. I’m moving on but you’re dragging me down
constantly. None of what happened had anything to do with you. This is all
about me. Stop making it all about fucking you.” She slammed her palm on the
table and stood. “I’m in love with Ryan and he’s my life. Go ahead, tell him
everything but he loves me. Nothing will change that.”

She pressed a hand to her heart, feeling the tears well up
and spill over.

“Actually, can I say something now,” Ryan said, standing up.

His large
body made her feel
so
small, so safe. Suddenly he dropped to his knee, pulling something out of his
pocket.

“Jesse Robinson, you are the love of my life. I know we’ve
not known each other long but I know there is no other woman I’d rather spend
my life with. You’re everything to me. I know you went through hell but I’m
here to make you feel like you live in heaven. Will you do me the honors of
becoming my wife?”

Staring at the ring to his handsome face, Jesse was shocked.
No words could explain her feelings for him. “Do you mean that?”