My Only - Alex & Jamie (26 page)

He continued his visual journey up until he met her eyes. She lay staring at him, her mouth slightly opened, her breathing labored.

The sight before him caused a mild ache in his chest. She was heartbreakingly gorgeous.

“You are so fucking beautiful,” he said reverently.

She looked at him, her eyes sparkling from the light of the fireplace. A small smile played on her full red lips. “So are you.”

He lifted her ankle and shifted his body as he moved back over her, positioning himself between her legs. She gasped as his erection pressed firmly against her core. Even through his sweats, he felt the heat radiating from her center.

Leaning down so that their mouths were just a breath apart, Alex breathed, “I love you,” before crushing his lips to hers.

The passion that he felt was unlike anything he had ever experienced. He realized this must be the difference between making love and simply having sex. He had always assumed that they were one and the same. He had always compartmentalized his physical connections with
women from any emotional feelings he may have had. But that was before this. That was before Jamie.

He felt her hands rest on his shoulders, moving lower and roaming his back. Her touch, her mouth, her body, all fanned the flame of desire that was roaring inside of him, causing him to moan.

She suddenly stilled beneath him.

He opened his eyes. “What’s wrong?”

“Your bandage,” she said through ragged breaths. “I don’t want to hurt you.”

He didn’t want her worrying about him. He hated the fact that she had come into his life when he was injured. Logically, he knew that his injury was, in fact, the
reason
that she had come into his life - but it still bothered him.

Alex realized that Jamie was doing
far
too much thinking and worrying so he decided to remedy that situation. A smile spread across his face as he thought about the solution. Yep, he knew one sure fire way to get her mind off of his back, his ribs, and his wrist.

Leaning down, he wrapped his arms around her as he stood, picking her up. Jamie’s arms flew around his neck again. He felt his heart expand in his chest. Carrying Jamie was quickly becoming one of Alex’s favorite things. This time around he had the added bonus of her bare legs wrapped around his waist and the amazing feeling of her (almost) naked body pressed firmly against him as he stalked toward the bedroom.

“Alex!” she gasped in surprise. He could hear the smile in her voice as he carried her down the hall.

After kicking the bedroom door closed behind him, he sat Jamie on the side of his bed and knelt in front of her. Wasting no time, he unhooked her bra and pulled it down her arms, revealing her round, full breasts. They were so beautiful. He wanted to take them both in his hands, but his damn cast prevented him from doing that. So instead, he wrapped his casted arm behind her, causing her back to arch slightly, her chest straining towards him.

He heard a guttural groan coming from deep inside of him as he leaned forward, taking one nipple in his mouth. Then, reaching up with his good hand, he cupped her other breast. He swirled his tongue around the distended nub and then pulled it deeper into his mouth, licking and sucking while his fingers played with her other nipple, rolling it between his forefinger and thumb and then squeezing it lightly.

He continued working both his mouth and hands, lavishing attention on her perfect mounds until he felt her fingers gripping his hair and her breathing became increasingly ragged. Slowly, he moved his hand down her torso. Reaching between her legs, he ran his fingers over her soft, damp panties. She gasped as his touch and tightened her grip on his hair, pulling him even closer to her bosom.

He loved how responsive she was to him. He relished the fact that every squeeze, every touch seemed to take her higher and higher. He sucked and licked her breasts as he moved his fingers up and down, rubbing her core through the thin cotton of her panties while his palm pressed firmly against her pleasure button.

Her body began to tremble as she said his name again and again. He could feel her arousal building on his fingers as her panties grew even moister. He pulled the cotton barrier to the side and, as soon as he touched her soft folds, she bucked against his hand.

He slowly worked his middle finger into her tight opening, her body clenching around his digit. He moved his finger it in and out, each time going a little deeper as his thumb circled her extended nub.

“Alex...oh God, Alex,” Jamie gasped.

Alex felt her inner walls contracting as a rush of liquid heat covered his finger. He kept a steady rhythm as she ground her hips against his hand until her body went limp and she flopped back on the bed.

Alex looked at Jamie, her eyes closed, head dropped to the side. Between short pants of breath she said, “I just need...one minute...to catch my breath.”

He thought that he had never seen anything sexier. Her arms lay above her head, her nipples glistening and shiny from his tongue. Her stomach was still quivering from her release, as her legs lay open, her moist sex peeking out at him.

Saliva filled his mouth in anticipation of tasting her sweet flesh. He swiftly pulled her panties off and then ran his hands along her inner thighs, spreading her legs open before him. His shaft was throbbing furiously at the sight of her wet core, but it would just have to wait. He needed to taste her.

He slowly ran his fingers along her slippery folds and as she looked down at him, still panting from her release. He smiled. “Minute's up.” With lightening speed, he pressed his mouth to her center.

She moaned loudly as her hips jerked up, allowing him even better access to her core. He licked her sensitized nub as his fingers massaged her in gliding strokes, never entering just firmly rubbing the skin surrounding her opening.

“That feels…so…good,” she said between ragged breaths.

He felt her thin fingers squeezing his casted hand as her body began to shake. She cried out as he licked and sucked her swollen button, his fingers now dripping as she climaxed.

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Jamie felt tremors of aftershocks as Alex’s mouth traveled up her body. She forced her heavy-lidded eyes open. Looking down, she saw his gorgeous, shiny chestnut hair as he softly kissed the flat expanse just below her belly button. Her hands immediately flew to cover her stomach. His vivid green eyes darted up to hers.

“I got them when I was pregnant,” she said, explaining the small white marks lining her lower abdomen.

“I know,” he said. His voice had a slight edge to it as he moved her hands out of the way, continuing to kiss across her mid-section.

Oh well, she thought languidly, if he doesn't have a problem with them why should I? She felt far too relaxed to be self-conscious right now anyway. Her entire body still had a buzz strumming through it and her limbs felt almost weightless.

She had had a drink or two of alcohol as an adult but never more than that. She had always wanted to stay lucid in case there was an emergency with Joey. But lying here now, she wondered if this was what being drunk felt like. And if it was, well then she definitely saw the appeal.

As Alex’s soft lips made their way back up to her breasts she was starting to feel her body coming back to life, tingling with arousal once again. She loved the way his stubble felt as it rubbed against her sensitive skin. The contrast between his soft full lips and the roughness of his short bristles created the most erotic sensation she had ever felt.

She needed to kiss him, she wanted to feel his weight on top of her. She loved how it felt to be covered by him. When he was above her, his body surrounding her, she felt as though nothing could hurt her. She felt safe, cared for, protected. She felt loved. Reaching down she took his face in her hands and guided him up to her mouth.

Alex moved over her and, the second his lips touched hers, a fiery passion erupted inside of her. His tongue swept through her mouth as she ran her hands through his thick, silky hair. She felt his erection nestled firmly against her swollen center. His hips moved in a tantalizing rhythm against hers, causing an unbearable ache to build inside of her. He still wore sweats and she did not have stitch of clothing on. She didn’t want a barrier of clothing between them.

She tore her mouth from his, “Alex. I need to feel you.” She moved her hands between them to the drawstring that held up his sweats, “all of you.” She pulled and tugged, trying desperately to untie the knot.

She sighed in frustration just as Alex stood and, in one swift movement, untied the string and shucked off his sweats. He remained still, standing before her gloriously naked.

The only light source came from the moon shining in through Alex’s bedroom window, the shadowy illumination highlighting the dips and contours of his hard muscular frame. Her eyes greedily roamed over his body. His broad chest and shoulders, his firm ripped abdomen, his strong muscled thighs were all beyond impressive. But nothing,
nothing
, could have prepared her for the sight of his long, thick erection, jutting out from the dark hair surrounding his groin. It seemed to grow even larger at her gaze, and began pulsing with need.

She licked her lips as her mouth watered at the sight of him standing before her. She heard Alex grunt as he reached down and opened the drawer of his nightstand. Pulling out a condom, he tore it open and sheathed himself.

“Scoot back,” he commanded roughly.

She felt her core spasm as she did as Alex instructed. He moved above her with the same predatory gaze she had only ever seen when she had watched a lion stalk its prey on the Discovery channel. Her body responded to his primal advances by exploding with desire.

He rested his forearm, the one that still bore a cast, beside her head and slipped his other hand down between her legs, his fingers gliding over her feminine heat.

“Mmm, so wet,” Alex said, his voice sounding as if he was on the razor’s edge.

She wanted to respond to his bold observation but didn’t think ‘yep’ sounded terribly sexy. So instead, she raised her hips into his touch, communicating silently her response. His eyes darkened as he moved his hand to lift the back of her thigh, aligning his engorged member with her ready opening. Slowly, he pushed just the tip of his steel-hard shaft inside of her.

She moaned at the intimate contact, her body pulsing around the head of his erection, her low breaths coming out in short pants.

Alex stilled, giving her body a moment to adjust to the foreign sensation. Then he leaned down and began kissing her softly. His controlled, easy kiss was at complete odds with his tense, taut body.

He kissed her thoroughly, making love to her with his mouth. Taking his time, not rushing the experience, building her desire to unimaginable heights.
She heard needy sounds of want coming from her mouth.

She reached up and gripped his shoulders.
Beneath her fingertips she felt his body beading with perspiration. He began pushing deeper and deeper. The sharp, stinging sensation of him filling her was equal parts pleasure and pain. He paused once again, giving her body time to accommodate his size and length.

She loved how this felt. Not only the thrilling sensation of Alex being inside of her, but also the care with which he was making love to her. She had never in her wildest dreams imagined that sex could feel like this. This powerful. This intense. This perfect. She loved it. She loved Alex.

Jamie felt herself getting choked up at the realization as tears began stinging her eyes.

Alex lifted his head, his eyes filled with concern. “Jamie?”

A small smile tilted her mouth as she whispered, “I love you.”

His eyes sharpened as he moved his hips against hers. She repeated those three words as he thrust into her. Her eyes closed as she reveled in the feeling of his hard, thick manhood driving inside of her.

Waves of pleasure crested, higher and faster, as they washed over her. She could feel the tension of her climax building fiercely. She wanted to draw it out. She never wanted this feeling to go away.

She dug her nails into Alex's shoulders as her legs began to tremble. She held onto him as he found the perfect rhythm to take her up and over the peak. She completely lost herself in a cloud of ecstasy.

“Jamie,” she heard Alex’s voice, raspy with need, “Open your eyes.”

She did and what she saw took her breath away. Alex’s emerald green eyes were filled with more love and passion than she had ever thought existed. His intense stare heightened the
pleasure whipping through her, bringing her to the very edge of her breaking point. Her inner walls began to spasm around him.

Every muscle she had contracted, her entire body tingling as a fevered euphoria crashed through her.
She rode out the intense orgasm, never looking away from Alex. The soul-deep connection she felt only enhanced the mind-blowing physical experience. Just as she was starting to come down from the frenzy she saw Alex’s jaw tense as he thrust deep inside of her one last time, squeezing her thigh tightly as he found his own release.

He stayed above her for a few minutes, the only sound in the room their labored breathing.

“Wow,” she gasped, not sure how to find the words to describe what she was feeling.