Memoirs Of A Gigolo (11 page)

I was very attracted to Renee, but I knew this was business. I took Renee back to her hotel, and did something I’d never done. I said, “Renee I can’t take your money.” “I’ll send over someone else to be with you.” She got upset and replied, “Is this some kind of joke? “I’m paying you a lot of money!” “I’m afraid not, I want to get to know you better, and I’m taking the money off the table.” So you’re going to leave?” “No, not if you want me to stay,” I said.

I put the ball in her court, and it was her move. She stood there as if contemplating her next move. She let the door open not saying a word, and closed it behind me.

I didn’t waste any time removing her clothes. I knew she wanted me. I had felt her vibes all night.  I parted her lips with my tongue as I laid her on the soft white rug.   The rigidness of her body melted with my every touch. I pulled the diamond clip from her hair letting it flow down her back. I kissed her sweet mouth, and down her slender neck. I felt her pulse quicken with anticipation. I had never truly wanted to make love to any woman before now.

I lowered my mouth to her erect nipple and encircled it with my tongue. She arched her back as she moaned deep in her throat, and I knew I was in control.

I moved down to the wetness between her legs, and she placed her hands in my hair. I licked her clit until her body shook with spasms.  I pulled her on top of me placing my stiffness inside her still throbbing body.  I could barely contain myself from losing control.

Her body gripped me like a vice as I went deeper. She moved her body taking all of me. I felt her quicken, and I knew her climax was close.

I laid her down, and she wrapped her legs around my neck. I hit every spot until she screamed my name, and I couldn’t hold back any longer. Damn…this pussy was fucking amazing, and my own body shook out of control. We lay there panting for air.

What was this thing I was feeling? I had my exit down pat, but why did I want to stay? “I’d better be going,” I said, and I gathered my clothes. I was expecting her to at least say stay, but she didn’t. She replied, “Nick this was nice, and maybe we can do it again sometime.” “Yeah maybe,” I tried to feel and speak confidently. Why did I have to feel like I had to measure up to these high class bitches? What in my life made me feel second class?

I stopped by Dune, and grabbed a drink before heading home. “Hey Nick, someone said, “What the hell are you doing here?” Damn, it was Aaron, and I didn’t feel like company. “Hey, what’s up?” I muttered. “Nothing as you can see, I been here most of the night, and this shit is lame.” “I came out with Vince, and he left with some want to be actress.” “What about you?”, “I thought you had a high paying client for the weekend.” “I did, but things didn’t turn out like I planned.” “Oh well, let’s call it a night, and get the hell out of here.”

“Are you going home tonight?” I replied, “Nah, I think I’ll stay at the agency.” “Nick you don’t have to stay there you can stay at my place.” I’ve got some leftovers and a bottle of wine.”  “Come on get your car and follow me.”  “What the hell,” I said, “Leftovers are better than nothing.”

“Make yourself at home, and I’ll warm up the food.” I asked, “Do you have anything other than wine?” “I might have a beer in the fridge.”  “Thanks,” I said as he handed me a beer.  We sat and had the veal parmesan left over from last night.

“Nick you seem a little down tonight,’ what going on?” “I’ve just been thinking, about this life.” “Sometimes it’s not all it’s cracked up to be.” “I know the rules to the game, and I know never to put feelings into it.” Aaron said, “Nick you are human, and all rules are made to be broken.”

Don’t tell me there’s someone that has gotten to you…?” “Who is the masked woman, I am dying to meet her?”

“It’s no one you know, and I’m not sure I know her,” I replied. “I’m not her type anyway; she comes from money, and I don’t.” “Nick you make a good living at what you do, and never be ashamed of where you come from.” “Nick, because she has money doesn’t make her better.” “People with money have more problems than you think.” “This one is different and I like her style.” “I can’t believe this is Nick talking.” I was a little embarrassed and said, “Just forget I ever said anything; I’m over it.” “Ok, but remember Nick, you have a lot going for yourself.” “Thanks Aaron, but it is what it is.”

I couldn’t get Nick out of my mind. Why had I acted so cold after we made love? I’d acted like a cold hearted bitch. That wasn’t how I felt, but I couldn’t let him see how vulnerable I really was.

I hadn’t had sex like that in a long time. I was too busy being my father’s son to let myself have feelings.

I would call him tomorrow and ask him to lunch or something. I couldn’t let this go like this. My body wouldn’t let me. “Renee, you came out here for a different reason,” I kept telling myself.

I suddenly didn’t care much about Stephora, and this whole sorted affair. I slept better than I had in a while, and I picked up the phone and call Nick’s office.  Of course, his service picked up, “Nickolas Greens office.” “Is Mr. Green in?” I asked. “No, this is his answering service, and he won’t be in until Monday.”

I had forgotten it was Saturday. I replied, “I’d like to leave a message.” “Just tell him Renee Gordian called.” All right Miss Gordian I’ll give him the message.”

Now, I had to wait and see if he would call back. 

I woke up, showered, and headed home. I hadn’t been home in about a week with business the way it was.

I thought about Renee all night, and the way she made me feel last night. I knew I couldn’t give her money, but I could give her something better.

I looked at my phone, and my answering service had called a few times. I decided to call back though I never called on a weekend. “Sandy, this is Nick, and I’m calling for my messages.” She replied, “You’ve had two messages one from Mr. Jacobs, and one from a Miss Renee Gordian.”

“Renee Gordian, she did call,” I thought.  “Thanks Sandy.” There was something about the name Gordian. How were the two connected? Was this Graham’s ex-wife? What was going on here, and what was it about?

I picked up my phone and dialed Renee’s phone number. She answered, and I said, “Hello Renee, I got your message from my answering service.” “I’m on my way home, and I decided to call.” She said, “I’m glad you did,’ I would love to see you again, maybe we can have dinner?”

I replied, “My home is in Santa Barbra, and I’m not coming back until Monday.” “That’s too bad, and I wanted to apologize for last night.” “Don’t worry about it.” Being curious, I asked, “I didn’t realize your last name was Gordian, are in any relation to Graham?”

I didn’t realize he knew my father, but I had to say something. “Yes he’s my father, do you know him?” “I’ve met him once or twice.” “What I want to know is what brings you to L.A.?” Renee said, “I’m here on business, and Susan is a family friend.” “You came highly recommended.” “I’m sure, but what kind of business?” I asked. “If you know my father, then you know he’s owns a multibillion dollar corporation.”  “So you work for your father?” “Yes, but is there a problem?” “No there’s no problem, I just need to know with whom I’m dealing with.”

“Renee I’ve changed my mind, and I’m headed back to the city.” “Can I see you when I get there?” “We can have lunch instead.’ She replied excitedly, “That sounds fantastic, and I’ll see you when you get here!”

This was about more than business. I could feel it. I was going play along and find out what her angle was.  I knew Donavan a Stephora were planning on moving to L.A. in a couple of weeks. I knew this thing with Stephora was bad news.

I wanted to inform Donavan about Renee, but I decided against it. I would handle Miss Renee Gordian my way. What I needed to know was if she here on something that didn’t pertain to business. I had a friend in the investigation business, and I was going to give him a call a.s.a.p.

“Hey Keith, its Nick, and I need some info.” “What’s her name or his name?” “This is personal, and her name is Renee Gordian.” “This wouldn’t be the Renee Gordian daughter of Billionaire Graham Gordian…?” “Yeah that’s the one.”  “You’ve got to be kidding me right..?.”

Keith said, “I met Renee at a party a few years back, and that’s one cold ass bitch.” “She was born with a silver spoon in her mouth and is the apple of her daddy’s eye.”

“This woman is a heavy hitter, and the one keeping that company afloat. After Graham marries that new wife of his, the company was the last thing on his mind.” “There’s nothing much I can tell you that isn’t in Forbes Magazine.”

“Nick, are you banging her?” he asked. Let’s say we are acquainted, and I want to know her angle.” “Nick I think you’re out of your league with this one.” He laughed, “If you play your hand right you might have just won the lottery.”

“Be forewarned my friend, and tread lightly, because daddy will have your head on a silver platter.” I said, “Keith, you’re talking to Nickolas Green, and Graham is the least of my worries.” “All right,” he laughed, “But remembered I’ve warned you.” “Thanks Keith, I’ll take it into consideration.”  “Talk to you later and keep me informed.” “Just stop by the newsstand and pick up Forbes,” Keith said as I was hanging up.

Traffic was heavy and moving at a snail’s pace. Heavy hitter my ass! She was a woman, and I knew how to treat a lady.

I wanted to get her something unexpected and out of the ordinary. What do you get a woman that has everything?

I stopped by Angel’s bakery, and had her make me a present made from chocolate. What woman doesn’t love chocolate? This was perfect; I thought something totally unexpected.

I knocked on the door, gift in hand, and the smile on her face was priceless. “Here this is something for a woman that has everything.” She said, “Nick you shouldn’t have, it’s beautiful.” “How did you know I love chocolate?” I smiled and said, “It was a hunch, I guess.” “I made reservation at Doe’s for lunch.”

I said, “I want you to call and cancel.” “I have a picnic basket packed in the car, and we’re having lunch in the park.” “You might want to put on something a bit more comfortable too.” Renee replied, “A picnic, are you kidding, I haven’t been on a picnic in years.” “Give me a few minutes to get ready.” “Jackpot, I was in there.”

I sat and waited while she dressed. Renee was like a skittle hard on the outside, and soft in the middle. I knew what she needed, and that was attention from the right man. “Ok, I’m ready.” she looked stunning in her white cotton shirt, and slim jeans. She had pulled her hair back in a sleek ponytail, and I wanted nothing more than to screw her right there.

  The day was incredibly gorgeous , so I let the top down. There was a symphony playing in the park, so I laid out the blanket close by. I said, “Renee you’re so beautiful with and without your clothes on.” “Thanks Nick and flattery will get you everywhere,” she smiled.’

I poured her a glass of wine and placed the cheese and crackers on the plate. “Nick can I ask you a question?” “If I say no will you ask anyway?” “No, but why would you say no if I haven’t asked.” “Ask your question Renée.” “Why me, I’m sure you don’t take the woman you date on a picnic?”  “What do you mean?” I asked. “I take the woman I meet anywhere they want to go” “You know what I mean.” “I have a thing for you, even after you put me out last night.” “I just thought that’s how things were done.” I replied, “I must say it is, but usually I leave without a backward glance.” “Nick how many women have you slept with,” Renee asked. “Why don’t we talk about something else, because this is going nowhere” “I didn’t mean to offend you I was just curious.” “I did what I had to do to get where I am today.”

I said, “I wasn’t born with a silver spoon in my mouth.”  “My father wasn’t a billionaire, and as a matter fact, I didn’t even know him.” I’m sorry Nick; I didn’t know.” “Well you do now…”

“What about you Renée, you’re harder than most men I know.” She replied, “I had to be hard; my father never had a son, and he wanted one so bad.” “I’ve done everything to be accepted by my father, but sometimes he still takes me for granted.” “I think we should listen to the symphony, and finish our lunch.”

“I don’t have a problem talking about my life, but it seems you do.” I answered, “You called me for sex, not to know my story.”

She sipped her wine and pretended to listen, but her mind was a thousand miles away.

I wanted to know more about this dark headed beauty that sat beside me. “Hey, there’s an ice cream vendor, would you like a Popsicle?” I asked. She replied, “Yes, and see if they have strawberry shortcake it’s my favorite.’

I was literally saved by the ice cream bell. I needed to put some space between us. I slowly walked back, and we sat and enjoyed our treats. “Renee, I want so much to kiss you right now.” She smiled and said, “What’s stopping you?” I placed my lips to hers, kissing her tenderly then deeply. I was breaking down her defenses, and I think she trusted me. What she didn’t know was she was breaking down mine, as well.

I had never trusted any woman until this very moment. I thought that Trisha had destroyed that in me.

I was so busy trying to be the best, and have the best that I forgot what matters. Was I willing to let her into my heart and finally be loved? I had to know that this wasn’t just another woman wanting a piece of Nickolas Green.

We laid there and held each other for what seemed like hours. “Nick I think we should go it’s getting late.” I agreed with her and said, “Yes we better get going; I have a bit of a drive.” You know you’re staying at my place tonight.” “Yes, I kind of figured that,” and we both laughed.

Make yourself at home while I shower. I fixed myself a drink and sat there inside my head.

I knew my father had called, but I didn’t want to call back right now. I didn’t come to L.A. to fall for this man, and I found myself doing just that.  I sat on the bed, and the tears began to flow, and I didn’t know why. Why was I feeling these things? I had always been strong, but for whom? I was my father’s daughter, and I ran one of the most powerful companies in the world. Now I sit here falling for a man that was nothing more than a womanizer, just like my father.

Who was I fooling? Renée was way out of my league. I wanted her for more than just an occasional fuck, and I knew it. I wanted a wife, and perhaps someday a child, but Renee was from another world.

She stepped in the room wearing a powder pink negligée, and my god she was stunning. “Is all this for me?” I asked, smiling. She straddled me wrapping her arms around my neck. “Yes Nick, this is all for you, do you like it?” I smiled like the cat that swallowed the canary, “I have never wanted anything more than I want you right this minute.”

I parted her full lips with my tongue, tasting her sweetness. I moved down to her breasts sucking one nipple then the other. She ran her fingers through my hair as her body squirmed on my lap.  The scent of her perfume mixed with her scent of her was making me dizzy. My dick was so hard it ached with the anticipation of fucking her.

I unzipped my pants standing with her legs still wrapped around my waist. I ripped the lace panties she was wearing for immediate access. I went in her with my full length, and she moved her hips to meet my thrust. I gripped her ass positioning her for better leverage. “Oh, Nick”, she called my name over and over. I wanted to explode, but I wanted her to be pleased. I moved her to the floor with my pants around my ankles. I kicked them off putting her legs over my shoulders.

I felt a warm gush, and I knew I’d hit her G-spot. She bucked wildly, and I never let up giving it my all.  Her body shook, and she moaned deep in her throat arching her back to meet me as felt my own climax coming on. 

I collapsed on the rug feeling exhausted, and energized at the same time. “Your spectacular Renée” and I kissed her gently. I’m going to take a shower. You gave me a real workout, but this rug is scratching the shit out of my back. “You’re so full of it Nick,” she said and we both laughed. “Order some room service and spend some of daddy’s money,” I said.

She pursed her pouty lips together, “I don’t have to spend daddy’s money.” “I have my own, and I make it the right way.” “We’re not going to get into this right now, and I’ll have an egg white omelet.” “Nick you’re jealous, because I make more money than you.”

I replied, “Maybe princess, but I have something better than money.” “Your right about that, and we both laughed.”

While Nick showered I ordered room service, and called my father. “Hello Renée, how are things going out there,” he asked. “They’re going fine, but I haven’t found anything of interest.” “I’m going to have to stay longer than I expected.” He was silent for a moment, “I can put some else on this, you need to come back to Miami” “Dad, I came out here for a reason, and I have everything under control at the office so don’t worry.”

“Renee, have you seen Stephora?” he asked. “No, but I’m sure it won’t be long before I do.” He replied, “I know she’s in Chicago because I’ve traced her credit cards.” I was getting irritated, “I thought you had those cancelled before I left?” “I decided against it for now, but if she continues this I will.” “Daddy, you’re giving me mixed messages right now.”

I heard Nick in the other room. “Daddy, I need to let you go, but I’ll call you later.”  “Who were you talking to?” he asked. “Oh, that was my assistant about some contracts.”

“What’s going on with the food Renée?” Nick asked. “I have no idea, but I’ll call back in a moment.”  “So you’re the C.E.O of your fathers company?” I laughed, “Yes, it’s like looking out for my legacy, and I enjoy it.” “What about your social life?” I said, “I don’t have much of a social life because it’s a 24/7 obligation.”

“I think most men are intimidated by a woman in my position for some reason. “Now who’s full of it?” Nick grinned. “I’ve always had money Nick, but men see me as a threat.” “Those kinds of men are weak and insecure, and they struggle with their manhood.” “It’s always about money and power with most men.” He said, “If you didn’t know babe you’re working in man’s world.” 

I heard a knock at the door. “That must finally be room service, and you’ll have to get it.” Nick replied, “Let me slip on my shorts, but if you like I could eat in the buff.” I smiled, “Nick don’t be ridiculous and put something on.” 

We sat on the terrace that overlooked the pool, eating and talking. I thought Renee was one of the most intelligent and sexy women I’d ever met.

“How long do you intend to stay in L.A?” I asked her. “I don’t know maybe a few weeks maybe more if things go as planned.” “What’s that supposed to mean?” I asked. “It means if you want me to stay I would love too.”  “Renee nothing would bring me more pleasure, but let’s stay at my place.

“I’ll call the office and say I’m on vacation for a few weeks.” She said, “What about your partner can’t he take over while you’re gone?” “He’s in Chicago but is planning a move soon.” “Aaron my assistant can handle things.” She smiled, “All right then it’s settled.”

“It will take about an hour to check out, and get my things together.” “Well get going and I slapped her playfully on the butt.

I made a few calls letting my staff know I was officially on vacation. I hadn’t had a vacation since I started this escort business.  “Vacation…?.” When did you decide you needed a vacation?” Aaron asked. “What’s with the third degree, and you can handle things while I’m away?” “Your damn right I can, but this is sudden isn’t it?” “Nick this doesn’t have anything to do with that Ms. Gordian does it?” I shut him down by saying, “This is my business Aaron, if you run into anything you can’t handle call me.” “I hope things work out stud because you deserve it.”  “Thanks Aaron and I’ll see you in two weeks.” 

Renee had more luggage than I expected.  “Where in the hell did you think you were going, and how long did you intend to stay?” I asked. “I just brought the things I needed.” “I can’t put all this Louis Vuitton in my car.” “I’ll have a service bring it up to the house.”

The time Renee and I spent together was magnificent. I never thought I’d be so caught up in one person. Waking up the arms of same woman was so amazing. What I didn’t understand was her father phoning as much as he did.  I knew they were close, but this was insane.

Every morning Renee insisted on preparing breakfast for the two of us. I must say Renee wasn’t a very good cook, but I gave her an “A” for effort.  What I loved about her wasn’t her cooking; it was the way she made me feel.  Her smile was infectious, and the sex…”Wow...” 

I notice Renee taking her phone out on the patio. It must be her father for the fifth, tenth time today. “Renee,” I called to her from the house, “I’m ready to leave.” We’d planned a drive to San Francisco to do some shopping.

“I’ll be right there give me a minute.” I knew Nick was getting annoyed with the fact that Graham was calling every hour on the hour. I needed to come clean with Nick, but the timing had to be right. I was in love with Nick, and I didn’t want to keep secrets from him.

“Daddy, I have to go now.” “I’ll call you as soon as I find out anything.”

He asked, “Renee where are, and who are you with?” “It’s no one you know so can we talk about this later?”