Invincible (A Kingpin Love Affair Book 3) (18 page)

“Your past with Tegan concerns me because I plan on making her my future.” His words altered every single thought that had formed in my mind. A zing went down my spine as a fire developed in my belly. Before I could talk myself down, I lurched at him unable to resist the desire any longer.

My fist connected with his face and my mind went blank. I drifted to a time when I had Tegan as my own. When I didn’t have so many fucking obligations. When the only thing that mattered was she and I.

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

Devon

 “I CAN’T DEAL with it anymore. One minute, everything is okay, and then the next, you’re so distant. It scares me.” She was huddled on the bench outside of the school. Fresh tears had filled her eyes, an emotion I had yet to see from her. Sadness.

“Everything is okay. I just have a lot on my plate right now. I have a lot of people wanting things from me. I have to follow rules, Teg. I have to make the right choices. That’s all that is different. Nothing has changed between us,” I said softly as I caressed her hand. She was so beautiful and she was mine. Tegan was my world, and I would do whatever I could to get out of this shitty town and do better for the two of us.

She sniffled as her eyes glazed over. “I don’t want to lose you. I don’t want to ever be with someone else, and I don’t want you to be full of regrets when it comes to us one day, years from now. I just want you. Now and then. I don’t ever want someone else to say I’m their future, Dev.”

She never even faltered as she spoke those words with so much emotion. I could feel them beating with my heart. She had to have been thinking about this very moment, about our unknowing future. At this realization, my heart sank to my stomach. If she was thinking this very thing, then she was second guessing everything that made us who we were.

“Are you saying you think I’m going to leave you? That someday I might regret my own actions?” I was in a state of shock.

“No… I’m just saying someday things might not be this way and if they are, I don’t want you to regret losing me.”

“Teg, I won’t…”

“He had a gun on him,” I could hear Caroline say. Her voice was like nails on a chalkboard. My head throbbed, and for a moment, I had to remember what the fuck was going on. The carpeted floor was beneath my body. I was on the ground? Why the fuck was I on the ground?

“Don’t worry, Caroline. He isn’t our problem. I’m not worried about some gun-wielding boy. He isn’t anything to us.” Tony’s voice met my ears. What the hell were these two doing together?

“What about Tegan? We can’t let her know that we’re together.” It was obvious what she was concerned with. If Tony and Caroline were both in here, then where the fuck was Tegan, and what the hell happened to me?

All I could remember was seeing red when Tony mentioned something about Tegan being his future. My fist connecting with his face and the pleasure that ran through me as I caused him pain. Someone had to break up our scuffle. Someone had to pull me off. 

“Tegan isn’t your problem. She’s mine,” he all but growled, which caused me to sit up from the spot they had thrown my unconscious body. I watched as a man in an all black suit, dark shades, and an earpiece in his ear stepped toward me, blocking any advance I would have on taking Tony down.

Then everything came back to me all at once.

The commotion I had caused. The guard that came out of nowhere. He telling me something, but I couldn’t hear him because I was so far gone. My anger swallowing up all coherent thought as I grabbed Tony by the lapels of his suit jacket. This fucker was going to pay. That was my last thought before I felt something hard followed by a sharp pain in my temple, black spots clouding my vision.

The guard.
That big motherfucker must’ve knocked me out with something.

“Problem? I wouldn’t call her a problem. She’s just a woman who got caught up in some bad shit. You know? Wrong place, wrong time,” I interrupted them, my voice weak from blacking out. My head was pounding even harder as I shoved off the floor and came to a standing position gripping onto the wall for support.

Tony turned to face me, a smile on his face that made me want to lurch at him again. “Welcome back to the world.” His voice was far from welcoming. I reached to the back of my jacket for my gun but came up empty.
Fuck.

“Looking for this?” He taunted me as he waved my Glock 9mm around in his hand. Knots formed in my stomach. I had no gun and no idea where Tegan was. Both of which I needed in order to get the fuck out of this place because there was no way I was leaving without her. I would fuck up everything in my way before I left without her.

Finally, I was standing without the support of the wall as I watched Caroline. She was hiding behind Tony, her body shielded.
What a fucking coward!
That bitch is one woman I wouldn’t think twice before laying out—especially seeing her for her true colors.

She called herself a fucking friend? Yea, some friend she is. There was always something off about Caroline, even back in high school. She always had this shady demeanor about her. It all made sense now though. Everything was becoming clear as day to me.

Tony knew far more than what he had told Teg, and whatever the fuck was going on, Caroline was in on it, too.

“I was, but it looks like you found it for me,” I joked, trying to cut the tension that was evident.

“Why do you have a gun, this one in particular? Why would someone like
you
… have a gun like
this
?” He was asking questions, but I knew he already had the answers.
I couldn’t allow my cover to be blown all because I lost my shit. I needed to lie, and I needed to lie good.

“Dude, it’s a fucking weapon for protection. In case you hadn’t noticed, there are a lot of shady people living in this town. Sorry I want to take precautionary steps to protect myself,” I scoffed.

Tony smiled, covering up the ugliness in his eyes. He was thinking something entirely different. I’m almost positive whatever it was he was thinking he wasn’t far off. I was FBI. I was all about saving lives, but I was going to take this motherfucker down.

“Really? What kind of people you trying to protect yourself from? I heard about your parents. They’re a…” He paused, turning to look at Caroline over his shoulder. “Perplexing couple if I do say so myself.”

“Don’t they deal drugs and shit?” Caroline added. I wanted to feed her to the sharks.
Don’t they deal drugs and shit?
I mocked her in my mind. She would know more than anyone I was sure with stripping being her career of choice.

She was supposed to be Tegan’s best friend, which only meant one thing. Other than Tegan, she had to know about my past. That alone made her dangerous to me. She was a liability.

“Don’t know, don’t care.” I gritted my teeth with the words that left my mouth. I was forcing myself not to lose control again and act on my anger.

“Doesn’t matter really. What does matter is the fact that you attacked me over Tegan? Someone who hasn’t meant a fucking thing to you since you left this town all those years ago. You think you can come back here and act as if you own her? As if she belongs to you?” He stepped forward, leaving Caroline in her standing position as he made his way in front of me.

“What do you care?” I goaded him. I didn’t need to know his reason for wanting to know. I didn’t even fucking care. He didn’t know our past. He didn’t know my reason for breathing was Tegan, and he most definitely had no idea I had left this pathetic town to protect her. I gave up my love for her in return for her safety.

 He leaned into me, the difference in our height noticeable. He was taller and had a good twenty pounds on me, but he wasn’t trained. He wasn’t an agent and just like before, he didn’t know what the fuck to expect from me.

“I care because I do. I stayed in the background and watched her love another guy with all the pieces of her heart that you broke when you left her. Then what happens? That same guy falls victim to gambling and drug use—being caught up in so much shit and ends up leaving her, just like you did. It was something she never saw coming, which made shit worse. What I found because of him was a girl broken, a girl who was unloved. I healed her, brought her back to life, and made her happy.”

He looked at me as if he knew the very reason I had left. As if I was the real problem in our broken love story.

“You ruined her. You thought I didn’t know who you were when you came in to rescue her like a damsel in distress, but you were wrong. I knew who you were, and I know what you’ll do to her again. Don’t ever throw a punch at me again, or I’ll do more than take a walk down memory fucking lane and take your protection. When you leave, and you will leave… She will become mine…
again.
” His voice was a whisper, but it wasn’t the strength of his voice that hit me.

It was his words altogether.

He truthfully thought Tegan was his. He thought she belonged to him because he had safeguarded her while I was gone. Little did he know, I knew there was more to him. He was leading everyone to believe he was the good guy in all of this. A facade was really all he was. 

“Whatever, cowboy. Just know I won’t walk away from her again. If you think for one fucking second I will leave her with the likes of you, then you have another thing coming. This time, when I leave, be warned Tegan will be leaving, too. A mongrel like you doesn’t deserve such a beautiful woman.” I was lying, and maybe he was aware of it, or maybe he wasn’t, but I would do anything I could to make him believe it. Tegan deserved more than just this. She deserved more than just an FBI agent on the run from his own fears, and God knows she deserved more than the likes of Tony.

“I don’t think… I know.” There was finality in his voice as he shoved my gun into my chest and turned on his heels, walking away with the guard behind him.
His guard.
I needed to find out who Tony really was. A cook in a fucking diner doesn’t have a guard following him. Caroline’s heels clicked across the marble flooring reminding me I needed to find Tegan.

Hiding my gun in its original place, I scrambled to find a door out of the room. There were tons and tons of halls. The floors and walls were colored in bright oranges and reds not helping to ease my pounding head at all. 

My head continued to throb as music from the ballroom blared in the distance. Even though my body told me not to go through the doors, I did. I had a burning desire to make sure Tegan was okay.

Pushing through a crowd of people, I spotted her up on a table. She was dancing to a Justin Timberlake song that made my ears bleed.

“GET. DOWN. NOW.” I growled, gripping her by the ankle. Her attempts to shake my hand off were pointless only causing my hold on her to tighten. Her face turned down toward me, and I could tell she was about ready to backhand someone.

“Look, buddy…” Her words were lost as she realized I was the one who had a hold on her.

“Get down now! We’re leaving this fucking place,” I ordered. If I had to, I would go all caveman on her ass, throwing her over my shoulder kicking and screaming. 

“No!” She refused. My temper was about to be shot to hell. “You aren’t my daddy, Devon. I’m allowed to have fun. I’m allowed to go out and spend time with my friends.” Her words were slurred and her movements off. I could feel my blood boiling. Not only had she lost her fucking mind while I was gone, but she was drunk. No, she was fucking pissed.

“Are you drunk?” I asked pulling on her ankle until her ass landed firmly on the table. She protested, pushing me away as I pulled her to the edge of the table wrapping my arms around her so she couldn’t go anywhere. I could feel her chest heave against mine, her thighs pressed against my waist as she struggled to get loose.

“Are you drunk?” She repeated my question back to me like I was the one liquored up. I almost wanted to laugh. “Wouldn’t you like to know?” She giggled. It was so feminine and soft that my cock was brought to life immediately
. Stop.
We needed to get the fuck out of here, and we needed to do it now. My cock needed to get that memo and get it fast, but so did my heart.

“I would, actually. What have you been doing this entire time?” I whispered in her ear, gripping at her like a life line. My heart raced in my chest knowing deep down I loved her with every fiber of my being of who I was. Tony’s fresh-said words rang true in my head…
I could never have her as my own.

“Dancing, drinking, dancing, flirting, flirting some more…” She sighed against my skin. I could feel her hot pants of breath and smell her sweat. It was intoxicating.

“Where were you? I saw you leaving with that big giant.” She interrupted my thoughts.

“In trouble.” My answer was short. She didn’t need to know the extent of what trouble really meant.

I gazed around the room making sure there were no eyes on us. “Look, as much as I would love to stand here between your legs, we really need to leave. I know you’re having an excellent time, but your friend Tony is up to more than he’s telling you and Caroline is just as sneaky as she used to be. Real friends you got there.”

She squirmed as I adjusted her in my arms. I took notice of all the attention we were starting to get. My heart raced, and a fire lit under my ass when I noticed Caroline and Tony were entering the room from the right side. What the fuck were all these people looking at when I got into it with Tony? No one cared what was going on then, so why now?

Sweat formed on my brow, and my mouth grew dry at the very thought of them getting their hands on her.
They could beat her, break her…
I shook my head not even wanting to think the worst.

“At least they have been here for the last some odd years while you have been… Wait… what did you tell me the other day? Oh, yea… gallivanting around the countryside like some Men in Black shit.”

“Men in Black would have been way cooler than anything I’ve ever done,” I added keeping it casual as I moved her to my shoulder.