Holding On (18 page)

“
See you
ladies this weekend; I’m assuming you will be at the Club party
right?  Hem suggested I go before committing to be sure I can
handle
all
aspects of the guys in
motion
.”  Oh gross, I can
picture Hem explaining about those parties to him in detail.
 You can claim a man’s heart but a man’s mind will always be
his own.  

“
Yes, Honor honey, we will
be there and we will both see you then.  Thanks for the help,
and the um… discretion.”  Sadey and her inability to be coy.
 Honor just smiles and heads out the door, taking her cue for
confidentiality.

“
Let’s get you gals
pierced!”  Steph looks a little too excited but, off we
go.

Sadey opted to get her
nipples pierced.  Since she went first and having hearing and
seeing what she just went through, I skipped the nipple decor and
just went with one in my nose.

Steph is really good at
her job, making us comfortable and continuing to chit chat about
the people in this town and asking about the Club, my mom, and
Greyson.  Not all of the discussion was uncomfortable, at
least not compared to our precarious position laid out on her
table.  

“
I have an idea if you
guys want to hear it, it really is the latest man crave.”
 This sounds like trouble but of course Sadey and I are
listening, ears up and ready to hear what all the young folks are
doing.

After it is over, we are
headed home.  We are so excited to get back to the boys that
we decide to surpass on the shopping for today.  

*****

“
I’ve missed you, woman.
Only been a few hours but I feel as though I haven’t seen you in
days.”

Shame missed me, I love
that more than I know I should. It makes him hungry for me that I
was away from him.  I missed him too but I want to show him
what I had done today with Sadey and Steph.  All of a sudden
I’m nervous though, what if he gets pissed or he doesn’t like
it.

We are sitting in his room
and I’m watching him clean his boots and his cut. He’s so engrossed
in what he’s doing he hasn’t really looked at me after giving me
that chaste kiss to say hello.

“
So, did you buy me
anything?” I can see he is rushing to finish his task now, he has
an agenda and I’m game for it, so I just start in.

“
Nope, just for me.”
 Oh he’s looking at me now, he has just spotted the nose ring.
 

I’ve never been one to get
something so dramatic and daring quite like this, so being that
it’s so out of character for me I’m worried he’s going to be upset
about it.  Now he’s waiting for me to continue, in for a
penny, in for a pound I guess.

“
Do you like it?  I
know you see it, you’re staring at it.  I have never did
anything this crazy but I thought maybe you would like it.
 It’s still swollen and it hurts but it will get better they
said in a few days.  I’ve um… seen some of girls around here
with nose rings and was hoping you would find it just as sexy on
me, maybe?  I mean, if you don’t like it I can take it out or
go back to ‘Ink’ and have them remove it maybe they would even get
my money back…”

I’m expelling words for no
other reason than just to fill the room with
something
because he hasn’t said
anything at all.  Damn, he’s mad.  He stops my word purge
before I can keep going.

“
Shut up, Mace.  Let
me look at you.  First of all, you were beautiful before, you
do not even compare to ‘the girls around here’ so don’t put
yourself in their league again, do you hear me?  That trash
talk will get you spanked and not for my pleasure. It pisses me
off.” His tone is quick and to the point.  “Now, to what I’m
really fuckin wondering is who touched you at ‘Ink’?  Let’s
get to that point because right now baby, hurting someone is all I
can see.  Someone had to get real fucking close to your face
and have his hands on you to get this done.  I swear to Christ
baby, if you say it was Honor working you over I will fucking break
him.”  His mind is bouncing everywhere and I’m trying to
navigate where I’m supposed to be in all this.

“
Geez, relax for a minute
would you?  Honor was there, but he left before Steph took
Sadey and me to the back.  He knew Hem would break him for
touching Sadey and everyone knows it goes unsaid with you, my crazy
crazy troglodyte. You are worse than Hem ya know, and I didn’t ever
think that possible.  I do think though that before I go
anywhere next time you should hike your leg and just pee on me so
that no male within 300 feet attempts to get close to me.  Is
that a chill I feel, I mean, are we living in the wild?  Is
the cave door open? Because I’m starting to feel a draft.
 Between you and Hem dammit, you are making me insane.
 Do you fuckin like or not?”   I know I’m dropping
the F bomb for effect, I’m pissed and he needs to know he’s hurting
my feelings.

“
Okay I get it, alright?
 The thought of Honor putting his southern hand anywhere on my
woman just pisses me off though.  I’m sorry.  No, there’s
no need for me to piss on you baby, I think the ‘I’m with Shame’
bumper sticker I put on your car and the ‘Don’t fuck with my girl’
sandwich board that I’m going to require you to have to wear when
you’re not with me from now on should cover it.” He’s smiling a
little now but he still has things to say.  “Jesus, you said
you were just going shopping!  Not out to get body
alterations, do you women even acknowledge the difference?
 Getting a hole through your fucking nose isn’t exactly what I
consider adding to the certainty of the economy.  Now c’mere
and let me get a better look.”

Walking to him I drop
myself into his seated lap.  Sitting here so close to him, he
grabs the tops of my thighs and I start to tingle,
down there
. Oh shit this
is new.  It’s warm and I feel a bit flushed.  Damn, was
this a good idea?  I’m already a live wire when I’m around
Shame, and now I’ve just amped up the electricity by 1,000 volts.
He hasn’t even moved his hands, they are just sitting in one place
now, resting on either side of me. I must take a breath.  I
attempt to get off him so I can calm down a bit before I end up in
orgasm while fully dressed in his arms and having to explain myself
because he literally hasn’t even touched me.  Is there a
friggin fan in here?

“
Where the fuck you
going?” He grabs me and doesn’t give me room to move. “You are not
seriously upset about what I said, are you?  I was just
kidding Mace, lighten the fuck up.”  He doesn’t understand my
intent and he doesn’t like it. Looking at him here sitting on his
bed without his shirt or shoes on has me feeling like now I’m the
panther I want my prey.  

I break from his hold and
stand right in front of him but far enough away he won’t be able to
touch me unless he gets up and off the bed.  I turn around so
that my back is to him and I can see him behind me in his dresser
mirror.

I hastily take off my
shirt and can see his expression change from concerned to
questioning.  Keeping him on his toes, I remove my bra and let
my breasts fall, thinking now I should have just gotten the same
piercings that Sadey did.  Mental note taken and stored.
 This would definitely be a shocking moment had I been brave
enough today, but I have one more secret I’m about to expose and I
want to see his face when he catches sight of it, or better yet the
feel of it.

He’s still looking at me
in question, but his eyes are a bit more hooded now.  I can
see him in the mirror, we are looking at each other closely, sizing
each other up.  I break from his stare and unbutton my jeans,
pulling down both my panties and jeans in one pull.  When I
stand back up I can see that he’s in motion.  Not towards me,
but in the motion of touching himself.  He’s unzipped his
leathers and he is now holding and stroking his cock while he
watches my reflection in the mirror.  Oh my god, this is hot.
The piercing throbs against my clit, I’m excited and I can feel the
wet between my legs.

It’s only early evening so
the room is still bright with late afternoon sun and I can see
everything he’s doing and I can also hear his ragged breathing over
my own.  I stand straight up and just continue to watch him in
the mirror.  If he’s not coming after me then I’m going to
watch him get himself worked up.  

“
Are you finished with
your little striptease now, baby?  What are you waiting for?
 Is there anything else maybe that you’re looking for?” His
voice is raspy and low.

I turn around to face him,
I’m completely exposed and he’s looking at me with such adoration
I’m not even self-conscious because I know this is Shame, the man
has already seen all of me.  I start to make my way towards
him and his head lifts from my body to my face to keep eye contact
with me and since he’s still sitting down on the edge of his bed,
this makes me taller than him.  I move his legs with my knee
to open him so that I can get closer and now that I stand between
them I let my body drop.  I’m on my knees nearly eye level
with his hands and cock. He’s still stroking it aggressively and he
is massive in size.  His cock ring is shining in the light of
the sun.  God, the man looks amazing.

“
Give it to me.”  I
say in a soft voice but he heard me because his stroking stops and
he grabs my hand and is now stroking his cock with me, his hand
covering mine.

He’s showing me how he
likes it.  Jesus, this is so sexy.  I feel him twitching
in my grip so I wave his hand away, confident I can continue my
assault on him without help.  He leans back on his forearms,
closing his eyes and looking up to the ceiling.  I see his
neck muscles moving and his pulse quicken.  The tattoo on his
left bicep is tense with wait.  Before he can react I wrap my
mouth around the head of his cock and suck, hard.  

“
Fucking
hell, Mace. God dammit.”  
His barbell grazes my teeth and
makes a clicking sound in my mouth that apparently turns him on
even more.  He tenses and one hand comes out from behind him
to grab my head and he starts to gently push it up and down,
setting the rhythm that he wants.  Again, he’s showing me how
he likes it and I’m a very willing pupil so I let him guide me.
 Now he’s going in and out of me at the speed he has
fixed.

“
You are so damn good with
your mouth.  Suck it hard baby, take it deeper.  All of
it.  Do not fucking stop. Fuck me; your mouth is so damn
hot.”

I continue to suck and I
suck him so hard that my jaw starts to tighten.  He must sense
that because his hands are at my face, running along my jawline
with his thumb.

I feel the salty taste of
what’s to come and I let go of him with a pop and look up to see
he’s been watching me, intently.  I don’t know if he wanted me
to finish that job or not, but I don’t want to lose what he’s got
for me, wasting down my throat.  I think I will reserve that
for another time. Right now though, I want to feel him inside, and
yes I want to test the new toy!

Whoa, I’m tingling again, time to
share my surprise.

“
Shame, I bought something
else while I was out.  Something for us to share
actually.”

Being that we are currently in the
position that we are in, he looks a bit scared.  What in the
world does he think I brought in here?

“
Touch me, Shame.
 Put your mouth on me.  Tit for tat, baby.”  Such a
setup and he’s falling for it.

His eyes look up and down my body for
a split second then lifts me off the floor by my arm and then like
a sack of potatoes, he tosses me on the bed.  Not that I
resist by any means, I’m so close to showing him what I bought that
I am smiling without control.  Dammit he is going to ruin this
for me if I can’t hold in the giggle!

He comes down and is lying
on top of me, my legs are spread and he’s nestled himself in
between them.  Propped up on his arms his face is angled into
mine, he’s looking down at me.  

“
Never knew you had that
talent in you, Sexy.  I love that.  You amaze me, again
and again I always think I know what to expect from you but I
don’t, do I?  I love your face, beautiful.”  My heart
melts and I almost forget where I want this to go.  God his
words are so damn distracting.  

“
I love you.”  He
doesn’t wince when I say it this time.  He just lets himself
absorb the words, closing his eyes.  I’m thankful for that,
it’s a small feat but it carries a lot of meaning for us both.
 He’s starting to accept me saying this to him, he’s always
assumed it because we’ve always been in each other’s lives but now
he’s actually hearing the words and what it means for me to say
them.

Back to business though,
“Now, ummm, I believe we had a tit for tat situation, and I’ve had
my taste of you so big boy, it is your turn to taste me. Unless
you’d rather not, I mean I can just get dressed and come back when
you’re less busy.  You kind of appear distracted anyway, can
you even...? I mean you’re older than me, like a lot a lot older...
are you still... ya know, ready.. down there?”  I am pulling
at him now.  I know he’s going to beat my ass for this one but
I can’t help it.  I love getting at him.

He leans down into me and bites my
bottom lip hard, trying to get me to shut up. He holds my lip in
his mouth until I reach up and flick his nipple with my finger.
 It’s pebbled from arousal and I know this will get him going
faster to where I want him.  Instantly he releases my lip and
I suck it to relieve the pain.