Chasing Imperfection (Chasing Series 2) (29 page)

    
My face split in a huge grin. The woman has a shrewd eye.

     “I can’t force her Luce—and even if I still do, what does it matter? I
do
and
do not
want her. Her sexual stint with Kyle did not bide with me well.”

     She puffed and folded her arms. “
Only a
chauvinistic man would say such thing. Do you not recall that you shagged two different women on the same day, Blake? Because I certainly do. It was quite
epic really
and I
didn’t even dare judge your character then.
So what if
Sienna did it—
what?
A day or two after
?
Y
ou dare crucify her for it?

    
“
Even if her intentions were not to go through with it, given the circumstances of her being surrounded with rock stars and alcohol—
do you not think Kyle would resist having that chance to be with her?
He’s in love with her too. If the roles were reversed, you would’ve done the very same thing. So, put aside your
bigotry where I can’t see it.”

    
She was starting to get heated but even if I argued my case, she would not have
agreed
with it. Instead,
I applauded her performance with a standing ovation and a good chuckle.

   
“Oh heavens do shut up with your stupid laugh!”
Lucy exclaimed.

     For the rest of the flight, we enjoyed good laughs. It was rather refreshing to spend time with Luce again without her glaring or throwing daggers at me for a change.

     Her somber state resurfaced once the pilot announced our landing. This weekend is going to be rather interesting.

19

Sienna

A week later…

     My hands were shaking from what I had just done. But I couldn’t stomach it anymore. Watching him openly flirt with two women
drove me mad and I acted out of instinct
.
W
hen I found him with that arrogant smirk on his face, it angered me like no other. I didn’t even think twice but just went over
to him
and dumped my
drink
contents
in his lap,
to
the surprise of
all
three
of my gaping audience
. The women threw horrifying shrieks but what stilled me was the
look
on
Blake’s face.

     The storm was coming and I scampered for a place to hide.
I ran back inside the villa.
I was afraid of that
look
he had. It was different—he didn’t even look at me like that when I told him I slept with Kyle.
T
hat’s
what
scar
ing me
…
.
I certainly pressed the wrong button this time.

     
This is
his twenty-fifth birthday! He was going to be beyond outraged!

    
I couldn’t
go straight upstairs to my
bedroom because that’s where he’d start looking first. I pushed the heavy double doors of his study and walked over to where a small bar was located.
I needed to calm my nerves.
I poured half a glass of cognac and downed it in one
gulp
.

    
“
Have you
h
ad
enough fun for one night, Sienna?
” his voice totally caught me off guard. I jumped and the glass I held in my hand slipped and fell on the carpeted floor
with
a
thud
.

    
Fuck!
I didn’t hear the door opening.

     My heart was lurching out of my chest. He
trod
lightly and I knew he was close behind me.
I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to breathe.
My exposed back
tingled
a
nd the hair on my nape stood out as I felt him
so near
, only a hairsbreadth away.

    
My body was on high alert and I almost fainted when his hot breath touched my sensitive ear. “
Why were you jealous?
Can’t stand seeing me
want
another woman or
women
for that matter?” My breathing hitched.

    
His hateful voice made me shiver
, goose bumps spread all over my body
. “I didn’t know what came over me—”
I wanted to apologize, but he knew my apologies were empty
.

     “
Yes, you do
. Need you spout more lies? We both
know
what it is you want. You’re always libidinous and carnal when I’m around.
You
threw
hysterics because you felt threatened
when you saw me cavorting
with those two women
. Y
ou deci
ded to sabotage any chance of
a
celebratory
threesome shag
because…
you
want
ed
me for yourself
.”
Hot, heavy breath tickled my ear. I clamped my legs tighter when I felt a shot of wetness seep out of my over excited mound.

     I shook my head in denial. “That’s not true. Stop it
….
with this
sexual trip
Blake—”

     He barked an evil laugh.

    
I was immobilized when I felt the back of his finger caress my exposed back,
up
and
down
in smooth….slow strokes.
I shuddered from his hot touch.

     
I swallowed
,
and lick my lips.

      Shit.
Fuck
. S
hit!!!!

     “
Look at you
—
you
’
re
already wanton
and shamelessly aroused
and I
’ve
barely even touched you. Are you
sure
you don’t want me to fuck you,
baby?
Your cunt is calling for me and I ache to remedy it. Do you want my cock to soothe your ruffled feather
s
,
baby?
”
Blake’s condescending tone didn’t go unnoticed.

    
Baby
. He never calls me baby. It was either poppet, my sweet, my love or
cara mia
but never
baby
. He
knew
Kyle called me
“
baby
”
and he
’s using it
to hurt me somehow—to hurt me for sleeping with Kyle.

     If I was a meek woman, I would’ve succumbed to his spiteful spew and begged the lovely man to have me. After all, I did want him like crazy. The
throbbing need of my body was obvious. But I am not a meek woman
—I am stubborn and difficult.

     I hardened my resolve and turned away from him. I sauntered towards
the middle of
his large oak desk and lifted my ass to sit atop.
The cognac I took started to work its magic over me.

    
The wicked side of me rejoiced
.

     He was still rooted to the spot where I left him.
His eyes watched
every single move I made. He looked like a sleek panther, predatory and ready to pounce. His beautiful face was hard
but
his dynamic eyes spoke volumes.

    
Waiting….

     I held his eyes and scooted a bit more
on the desk for space. I held
the slit of my dress and opened it. My legs were open wide, for his viewing.
My pussy exposed for his scrutiny.

    
Still
, he held eye contact and didn’t move
an inch
.
I touched my inner thigh with a finger and traced it all the way to my crotch. I gleefully gasped from the contact. His eyes darkened. My face broke into a smile.
Gotcha
.
My middle finger
found my nub and I
started to rub
it. We were having a silent conversation through
our eyes. My
eyes were telling him
“H
ow long will you last watching me touch myself
until you fold?
”

     His eyes told
me that I
was
playing with fire. But I didn’t care—I felt free and so….
alive
. 

    
I pulled the
fabric
knot on my neck with my free hand. My breasts spilled free and I think I
heard him
grunt
painfully
. “
Do you like watching me
, Blake? You
like me out of control,
don’t you?
” My eyes daring him as I bit my lip
,
cupped my breast and moaned
achingly
. I was rubbing myself furious
ly
as I touched my breasts.
Together, both
sensations were getting intense and I threw my head back
with reckless abandon.

     “
Damn you
, Sienna!”
h
e roared and my
gold/green
eyes snapped back at him. He was standing before me, h
is eyes glazed with blatant desire
as he watched me rub myself. He released a guttural growl and shoved two fingers inside
my hole. My body crumpled from the feel of him….from the knowledge that he can’t resist me, the way I can’t resist him.

     I rocked my hips back and forth, biting my bottom lip. “Come for me. I want to see you beautifully come apart.”

    
I whimpered when he captured my nipple and furiousl
y slid
his fingers in and out of me. 

    
“Blake—FUCK! You’re driving me crazy!
I want you
….I’ll always want you…”
I
gasp
ed
for air as I violently convulsed around him.

     He pulled his fingers out and made
me
lick my juices off. I fumbled at his trousers and sighed when my hand captured him. The satiny
rock-hard cock twitched when I stroked it. “
You’re so big
—it’s hard to resist a man who is well-endowed and quite gifted in the
shagging
department.”
My teasing tone made him pause and he became eerily still.

     He took my chin and stared right through me.
I was a little more than taken aback from change of his demeanor.
I was perplexed, stupefied.
What is he doing? Can’t we
just
fuck?
I wanted to say but I was paralyzed by the depth
of his scrutinizing
eyes.

    
His eyes were flicking back and forth, studying
and searching….
searching for answers
.
WTF?
My heart was galloping like a wild horse
.
W
hat’s he doing?
!

    
I
started
to panic but I can’t break eye contact
.
I want to
but
his
searing gaze froze me on the spot. “Blake….I’m ready for you….
what are you waiting for?
” I rasped out, a little desperate. I want it to be about sex,
only sex
and nothing else.

     “Kiss me.”

    
W
hat?

     “
Excuse me?
Did I just hear you right?
You want to make out
instead of being inside me?”
I questioned his motives with apparent disbelief.