Can’t Hide My Love (7 page)

Alec wanted to taste Preston before taking him, so he bent low, kissing Preston’s ankle, making a trail of kisses and licks up to his knee. Alec paused, glancing to Preston’s face. Their eyes met and held, energy passed between them. Alec moved slowly, skimming his chest over Preston’s knees and thighs until his lips were even with Preston’s dick. He stuck out his tongue and gave a tiny lick.

“Oh fuck,” Preston cried out as he threw his head back and moaned.

Alec smiled before taking another lick, his tongue tracing the vein on Preston’s dick. He enjoyed listening to Preston’s moans and whimpers as he licked his cock again and again. Then he slid his tongue lower, over Preston’s sac to his taint. Preston clutched Alec’s hair, squeezing the strands in his fist. Alec stopped moving and looked up.

“You okay?”

“Oh damn, that was so freaking amazing. Fuck, what the hell were you doing to me?”

“Just tasting you.”

“Fuck me, please, please fuck me.”

Alec chuckled, glad that he was having an effect on the man. “We’ll get to that. Let me make you feel good first.” He hooked his arm under Preston’s knee and pushed his leg up, spreading him wide. Alec licked from Preston’s balls to his hole, loving the reaction he was getting.

Preston was writhing, his whimpers turned to begging and then pleading. Alec’s dick had grown so hard it was painful. He needed to grab a condom but he didn’t want to stop his pursuit of driving Preston crazy.

When he couldn’t stand not being inside of Preston, Alec reached for a condom on the nightstand and rolled it on. In the time it had taken for him to put the condom on and grab the lube Preston had lost a bit of his erection. Alec knew he was nervous, but he wasn’t going to make a big deal out of it. Instead, he hooked his arm under one of Preston’s knees and pulled his leg back, exposing him before lowering for a kiss. After applying a lot of lube, Alec lined up, his cock so stiff he didn’t need to guide it too much.

Preston’s eyes were wide, and his lips thin. His body shook as Alec pressed against his hole.

“Relax, I’ll go slow.” Alec brushed a kiss over Preston’s lips and sighed as Preston blew out a harsh breath.

“I’m just scared.”

“I know. We don’t have to—”

“No, I want—” The tip of Alec’s dick slipped in and Preston groaned, cutting off his words as his eyes rolled up into his head.

Alec stilled, waiting for Preston to relax a little. “That’s it. We can go slow and take it easy.”

“Fuck, it hurts.”

“We don’t—” Alec tried to pull out but Preston clasped onto his hips and held him close as he raised his hips, forcing more of Alec in.

Preston groaned and threw his head back, biting his lower lip. “Oh fuck, Alec. So big. Fuck.” The words came out on a ragged breath.

He tried to stay still and not force more in, but Preston pulled him closer. Alec slowly inched in, wishing the first time could be easier for Preston, but this was going to hurt no matter what. Then Preston opened his mouth in a silent cry and Alec stilled. He was ready to pull out when Preston’s fingers curled into Alec’s flesh, pressing hard enough to leave bruises.

“Holy fuck, what the fuck is that?”

Alec smiled to himself. “Feel good?”

“Fuck.” Preston looked up at him, blinking as he sucked in air. “More, I need more.”

He chuckled and slid in deeper before pulling out a little. Preston arched and wiggled below him, his moans and grunts telling Alec that he’d settled into the experience, no longer in dire pain.

They were rocking together, Alec memorizing every move, every sound that Preston made. This wasn’t what he thought being with Preston would be like. After what had happened in high school, he’d wanted to punish the man, then his dreams and fantasies turned to gentler sex, but this was beyond anything he could have dreamt up.

They fit together exceptionally well. Preston was a man made to be loved. Alec didn’t know how he’d ever get over this man now that he’d experienced this. Before, when he’d just kissed Preston and had been stroked to heaven by him, he’d almost gone crazy missing him, now, after being connected with him in the most intimate way possible, he knew there was no way he’d ever survive if Preston decided to leave.

Alec couldn’t stand the thought of Preston walking away and tears burned the back of his eyes. Their gazes connected and Preston must have seen something in Alec’s eyes because he reached up and cupped the side of Alec’s face, his thumb gently grazing Alec’s cheek.

“Alec,” the word was whispered reverently.

He lowered to kiss Preston’s lips and was shocked by how sweet the kiss was. This was more than just fucking. It was beyond his wildest imagination. Everything with Preston was so much more than he’d ever had before. Preston wasn’t just another guy to mess around with, this was deep and powerful, amazing and wonderful. If he had Preston with him, he’d never need another.

Alec stroked in slowly, hoping he could make this last, but he knew it would be over long before he wanted it to end. Preston arched up, his sweat-damp skin sliding against Alec’s. Every movement brought Alec closer to orgasm and he wasn’t having to fuck Preston hard to get off. Hell, he hadn’t even moved to slam into the guy and already he was ready to come. With other men, he had to do tricks to get off, but Preston made everything better.

“Oh God, this is so...” Preston’s eyes rolled up into his head as his ass squeezed around Alec’s dick. The guy was going to come and Alec hadn’t even done more than slide in slowly.

The squeezing around his dick was too much and Alec drove in hard once, then stilled as his balls fired. He came, his cum pulsing into the condom and he wished they were having sex with nothing between them, because he wanted to really be a part of Preston, separated by nothing other than their skin.

Preston clung to him, his fingers digging in harshly. They both were gasping for breath, neither one of them speaking as they held each other. Alec kissed Preston’s shoulder, then his neck, and finally he made it to Preston’s mouth. Their tongues twisted together, the kiss deep.

“That was exceptional,” Preston ground out.

“Very. I’m going to pull out and it’s going to sting. I’m sorry, but there’s not much I can do about the ache.”

“I’m okay. It was worth any pain.”

Alec pulled out slowly, feeling bad when Preston winced. “Next time, you can do me.”

“I don’t know if I’ll be able to survive that.”

He dropped to the mattress beside Preston and removed the condom, tying it off and dropping it to the floor beside the bed. “Why do you say that?”

“Are you kidding me? Just the thought of being inside of you is making me quiver.”

“Really?”

“God, yes. I’ve wanted to be with you that way for too long.”

Alec smoothed his fingers over Preston’s chest and then lower to his abs and finally he cupped Preston’s soft dick. “I like being with you.”

“Same here.”

“You know, if we stay together, it’s going to come out.”

Preston sat up and turned his back to Alec. He probably shouldn’t have mentioned it, but he didn’t want to live his whole life in the closet, both of them keeping separate residences and maintaining appearances if they were actually going to be together.

“Preston, I’m not saying we have to be out now, but eventually—”

“You have to give me time. I’m just—” Preston turned around to face him, the pain evident on his face. “Can we not talk about this right now. I need time to think.”

“Sure, but you do need to figure out how you’re going to deal with it. People at the university know I’m gay.”

Preston nodded before he stood up and moved to the bathroom. Alec let him go, knowing that the man was having to deal with a lot. Not only was he finally admitting to himself that he wasn’t as straight as he pretended to be throughout his life, but he was going to have to let other people know eventually. That had to rock Preston’s world.

After he heard the toilet flush, Alec got out of bed and waited for Preston to open the bathroom door before he reached out and pulled Preston into his arms.

“Hey, you okay?” Alec gently kissed Preston’s chin before hugging him close.

“Yeah, it’s just a lot to think about. I promise I’m not running again. I’m done with that. Plus, after having you in me—fuck, I could never walk away from that—from you. I just need some time.”

“I understand.”

Preston kissed him before pulling back. “You are staying all night, right?”

“Of course. I just need to use the bathroom then brush my teeth. I want to spend the night wrapped in your arms.”

“Maybe later, you know, once I can get it up again, maybe...”

Alec ran his nose over Preston’s neck to his ear. He nipped the soft lobe and smiled to himself. “Yes, I want you inside of me.”

Preston chuckled. “Good, because I really want to do that, even if it does kill me.”

They laughed together before Preston let him go. Alec hoped Preston would come around fast and then they could really live together because he sure as hell never wanted to spend another night alone.

****

Preston woke to the soft snores coming from Alec and smiled. He crawled out of bed and emptied his bladder before sliding back under the covers and getting close to Alec. At first he was a little afraid of touching and waking him, after a short while of lying there, listening to Alec breathe, he couldn’t hold back. Preston skimmed his fingers over Alec’s back and down to his butt cheeks. The fine hairs on Alec’s butt tickled his fingers and he sighed, wondering how he’d accepted being gay so easily. At what point did it become something that he was okay with? Just the other day he was sure he wasn’t gay, now he was in bed with Alec, thinking of waking him so he could sink into him, taking pleasure from the guy’s body.

A man in his bed!

His head swam and he had to draw in a slow breath. How in the world had he changed so much? Or maybe he hadn’t changed at all. Alec moaned and Preston stopped moving. After it seemed like Alec had fallen back into deep sleep, Preston traced his finger over the curve of Alec’s ass then up his crack and back down again. His own dick was growing hard, getting to the point that he wanted to do something about it. He brushed his fingers along the inside of Alec’s thigh and froze when he realized his hand was on Alec’s dick. His cock was hard and lengthening. Alec moaned and rocked his hips.

Preston rolled to his side and scooted closer, rubbing his cock against Alec’s leg. A deep moan came from Alec as he moved, rolling to his side so his ass was pressed up against Preston’s leg. Alec lifted his leg and Preston’s dick slid against Alec’s pucker. Alec moaned again and reached back, pulling Preston closer.

“Grab a condom,” Alec growled.

Preston snagged one off the nightstand and picked up the lube bottle. He scooted closer to Alec and ran his nose up Alec’s neck. “Are you sure?”

“God yes, especially after you’ve been playing with me like you have.”

“You were awake?”

“Kind of. Now fuck me because I need to feel you inside of me.”

Preston rolled on the condom and spread lube over his dick. He remembered how much it had hurt and wondered if he should put more lube on.

“Now, just do it,” Alec growled.

His hands shook and his heart sped up. This was the first time he’d ever entered a guy and it was exciting as hell. Preston lined up and pressed forward, his dick not sinking in. With a girl, there wasn’t a tight ring of muscles blocking his path. He wasn’t used to the way this felt. It was different, better. Alec pushed his hips back and Preston pressed forward. Something gave and he popped in, the head of his dick passing through the tightest grip he’d ever experienced.

Preston’s breath whooshed out and his whole body tightened. He tried to breathe normally, but it was like he couldn’t catch up and his breath was racing away from him. Preston cried out, his fingers digging into Alec’s flesh.

“Oh damn, so—fuck, Alec, you are tight.”

Alec chuckled and pushed back. “Give me more.”

“God, so...mmm.” Preston thrust in, going deeper. The heat was almost overwhelming. He had to stop moving and draw in a slow breath, calming himself. He was going to come if he wasn’t careful. Not even one full stroke in and he was going to blow his load.

Alec moved his leg, dropping it over Preston’s legs. They were both on their sides, Alec’s hair tickling his nose. He shifted, moving his hips closer, plastering his chest and belly against Alec’s back.

“Oh God, damn, Alec! This is amazing. Fuck, really amazing. I mean damn, you are so tight. I can’t move or I’m going to come.”

Alec started stroking his own dick and moving his hips. Preston clung to Alec, trying to stay sane and conscious as Alec moved. He was fucking Alec and it was the most amazing thing he’d ever experienced. Alec shifted again and started moving his hips faster. Preston adjusted and reached for Alec’s cock, stroking him as he started moving his own hips. He bit down on Alec’s shoulder, eliciting a cry from Alec. They were getting down and dirty fast. Preston moved again, pressing Alec into the mattress as he rose up and started slamming his hips fast, driving his dick into Alec’s hot hole.

“God, now!” Preston cried out.

“Yes,” Alec yelled.

The pulsing and gripping around his dick pushed him to a point he’d never been before. He wasn’t breathing, wasn’t thinking, all he could do was lay on top of Alec and just be. At some point, Alec pushed him off and he rolled to his back. Alec removed the condom on Preston’s dick and stood up. Preston wanted him to stay but couldn’t move to stop Alec from walking away.

He sucked in air, trying to calm his racing heart and clear the fuzz from his brain. It was no use. The mattress shook and he flashed open his eyes. Alec was there, a smile wide on his face.

“Did you like that?” Alec asked.

“Oh man, that was nothing like anything I’ve ever experienced. What the hell? How come I didn’t know?”

Alec laughed and slid his lips over Preston’s. “I’m glad you liked it.”

“That was more than liking it. I have no words to describe how good that felt.”