Blue Hour (7 page)
Authors: Carolyn Forche
wind etching the walls
wind singing in the chimney
windows X’d against fire
windshield wipers clearing a wedge of water
wisteria floating along the fence
with a camera hidden in a loaf of bread
with empty suitcases, pretending to be refugees
with how much uncertainty they told it
with revolutionary hope we searched, believing
with the flurry of a dovecote
without passing through thought
without personal history or desire for selfhood
without so much as a biscuit tin of water
without wandering too far into the past
woman in black holding daisies in paper
woman in mourning black with baskets of lemons and eggs
wood crates of cognac and ordnance
wooden crosses in snow
words burning in the windows
words carried by countless mouths
work shoes, soda cans, holy braided palm
world without having been
world without origin
would return to the point of departure
would reveal itself as other than chance
writing, an anguished wind
written over an open grave
x
does not equal
yet the women dancing with white scarves
yet the women veiled in cirrus
you are the ghost through whom we see the wall
you come to earth in your sorrows
you, leaping tall fields, cornflower and milk
you might be the revenant of the earliest years, you might be within
you must leave, you cannot remain here, you must leave at once
you spit out your teeth, give it up
you will see the generation into which you should have been born
your churches will warehouse weapons and wheat
your freedom is an abyss
your hand awkward between us in the absence of love
your heart in the guise of mysterious words
your light narrow coffin
your mother waving goodbye in the flames
your notebooks, the sorrow of ink
your things have been taken
your things have been taken away
zero
May 2001
from the quarry of souls they come into being
supernal lights, concealed light, that which has no end
that which thought cannot attain
the going-forth, the
as yet cannot be heard
—as a flame is linked to its burning coal
to know not only what is, but the other of what is
“Blue Hour”
When my son was an infant in Paris, we woke together in the light the French call
l’heure bleue,
between darkness and day, between the night of a soul and its redemption, an hour associated with pure hovering. In Kabbalah, blue is
hokhmah,
the color of the second
sefirah.
In Tibetan Buddhism, the hour before dawn is associated with the ground luminosity, or “clear light,” arising at the moment of death. It is not a light apprehended through the senses, but is said to be the radiance of mind’s true nature.
Everything in the world has a spirit released by its sound.
—John Cage to Oskar Fischinger, 1984
“In the Exclusion Zones”
refers to the thirty-kilometer radius of contaminated lands immediately surrounding the Chernobyl nuclear reactor.
“Hive”
is after Maurice Maeterlinck.
“On Earth”
was written during the spring of 2001.
Gnostic abecedarian hymns date from the third century
A
.
D
. Along with Christian and Buddhist texts, they were recovered from small towns on the northern fringe of the Taklamakan Desert early in the twentieth century. The texts were written in seventeen languages, including Sogdian and Tocharian, as well as Aramaic and the “Estrangelo script,” a script for Syriac.
appears to feel the soul go forth
—Lucretius,
De rerum natura
(translated by W. H. Mallock)
a knowledge that burns thought
—Maurice Blanchot
I am alone, so there are four of us
—Gaston Bachelard
La terre nous aimait un peu je me souviens
—René Char
behind the face that speaks to us and to whom we speak
—Emmanuel Levinas
black with burnt-up meaning
—Julia Kristeva
Ça ne veut pas rien dire:
this does not mean nothing
Ce voyage, je voulais le refaire:
this journey I wanted to make again
dans le vrai:
in the midst of things
enough seen. enough had. enough
—Arthur Rimbaud
idam agnaye, na mama:
this is for the fire, not for us.
—Vedic mantra
Il n’y a pas d’absence irremplaçable:
there is no absence that cannot be replaced
—René Char
J’ai rêvé tellement fort de toi / J’ai tellement marché tellement parlé:
I have dreamed so strongly of you / I have walked so much, talked so much
—attributed to Robert Desnos
not only the flow of thoughts, but their arrest
—Walter Benjamin
oder nicht:
or not
on lave les corps, on les prépare pour l’ensevelissement:
one washes the bodies, one prepares them for burial
pleroma:
fullness, plenitude; in Gnostic theology, the spiritual universe as the abode of God and of the totality of the divine powers and emanations
musée hypothétique:
hypothetical museum
—after the painter Ashley Ashford-Brown, of Ivry-sur-Seine
the very language of lack
— Edmond Jabès
une enfant qui meurt:
a child who dies
zero: also the “pure zero” of C. S. Peirce’s semiotic metaphysics
With gratitude to my editor, Terry Karten; my literary agent, Virginia Barber; the poets Frank Bidart, Robert Creeley, Barbara Cully, Forrest Gander, Louise Glück, Lise Goett, Ellen Hinsey, Fanny Howe, Ilya Kaminsky, Semezdin Mehmedinovic, Honor Moore, Michael Palmer, Robert Pinsky, Lloyd Schwartz, C. D. Wright; and, as ever, my friend Svetozar Daniel Simko and my dear husband, Harry Mattison, for readings of this work during its making.
Gathering the Tribes
The Country Between Us
The Angel of History
Against Forgetting: Twentieth-Century
Poetry of Witness
(Editor)
I am deeply grateful to J. Patrick Lannan and Lannan Foundation for the support that made this book possible, and also to Robert and Peggy Boyers, editors of
Salmagundi,
where “Blue Hour” and “Nocturne” were originally published, and Michael Ondaatje and Linda Spalding, publishers of
Brick,
where “Afterdeath” and “Refuge” first appeared.
These moments are immortal, and most transitory of all; no content may be secured from them…. Beams of their power stream into the ordered world and dissolve it again and again.
—Martin Buber
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:
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“Part of poetry’s tragic knowledge is that elegy is endless. Yet in its power to recall and to memorialize, elegy also effaces time and reinvests loss, the lost, with life. It is a form of overcoming, essential to our knowing of, and dwelling in, the present, and to our becoming human. As
Blue Hour
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Placed in the context of twentieth-century moral disaster—war, genocide, the Holocaust, the atomic bomb—Forché’s ambitions and compelling collection of poems is a meditation of memory, specifically how memory survives the unimaginable. The poems reflect the effects of such experience: the lines, and often the images within them, are fragmented discordant. But read together, these lines become a haunting mosaic of grief, evoking the necessary accommodations human beings make to survive what is unsurvivable.
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The book opens with a series of poems about El Salvador, where Forché worked as a journalist and was closely involved with the political struggle in that tortured country in the late 1970s. Forché’s other poems also tend to be personal, immediate, and moving. Perhaps the final effect of her poetry is the image of a sensitive, brave, and engaged young woman who has made her life a journey. She has already traveled to many places, as these poems indicate, but beyond that is the sense of someone who is, in Ignazio Silone’s words, coming from far and going far.
“Here is a poetry of courage and passion, which manages to be tender and achingly sensual.”
—Margaret Atwood
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