Amy Bensen 01 Escaping Reality (22 page)

coming for you.
If they come for me, they could come for Liam too.

Chapter Fifteen

I twist out of Liam’s arms and rush for the hallway, certain he will

follow. Eager to get as much of a jumpstart on him as I can, I all but sprint

the rest of the distance and a second knock sounds on the door right as I

reach for the knob. I don’t bother with “who is it?” as I normally would. I

yank the door open and I am both stunned and relieved to find Jared

leaning casually on the doorframe, one elbow on the frame above his head,

a Boeing logo on his pale blue t-shirt.

He straightens when he sees me, one thin strand of light brown hair

falling from the clasp at the back of his neck. “Hey,” he says, and offers me

a sexy smile I imagine a guy like him has down to a science.

That familiar sensation I get with him is back. “Hi.”

He pulls an envelope from behind his back and the adrenaline

already racing through me spikes. “This blew off of your door so I thought

I’d hold onto it for you,” he explains, and offers it to me.

Remarkably my hand does not shake as I accept it, and I note that it’s

free of any text or stickers. It’s also not sealed. “I appreciate you doing

this.”

“It gave me an excuse to check on you.” He gives me a half-smile I

just manage to return as he adds, “You gave me a scare yesterday. I actually

came by last night before the envelope to check on you but you didn’t

answer. I was concerned about you being alone after you almost bit the

dust.”

“She wasn’t alone. She was with me, and what do you mean she

almost bit the dust?”

Liam steps by my side, his hand sliding around my waist, and the

touch is a branding, his hip leaning into mine, fingers flexing into my skin.

The two men’s gazes lock and I am suddenly swimming in a pool of

testosterone, in need of a life raft. The crackle of power being pulled and

pushed is almost palpable. The certainty Liam and I will have words over

the encounter: absolute. He’s out of control, or rather, he’s making me out

of control.

“Liam Stone,” I say, “meet Jared Ryan. Jared lives across the hall, or

at least he will for thirty days.”

“Thirty days?”

“That’s right,” Jared says, offering no explanation, the two-word

answer hanging in the air with the heaviness of a storm cloud about to

erupt. Silence lingers and we all three just stand there. And stand there. Oh

good grief, I’m losing my mind. Someone say something!

“Do you work for Boeing?” Liam asks, proving he is not done being

direct, and I am not done being flustered by it, and yet, I find myself curious

about the answer as well.

“No,” Jared replies. “But I have a Dallas Cowboys shirt too and I don’t

play football.”

“Smartass,” Liam says, sounding irritated while I am slightly amused,

though still uncomfortably lost in the power play between these two. I

wonder why Jared is so secretive.

Maybe it’s simply that he doesn’t like Liam. I’m pretty sure Liam

doesn’t like him either. Maybe though, like me, Jared has something to

hide. This, with the familiarity I feel for him, does not sit well.

“Most of the time,” Jared agrees, and I find myself caught in the line

of his stare. “Glad you’re okay. If you need anything, you know where to

find me.” He turns away and makes his way to his door and neither Liam

nor I move, and I wonder if Liam is as surprised by Jared’s abrupt departure

as I am.

Jared unlocks his door and he’s about to enter when he cuts us a

sideways look. “I’m in safe now. You two can go back inside.”

He disappears into his apartment, leaving me with my new envelope

and the overwhelming man that is Liam Stone.

I am the first to move from the doorway, turning away from Liam

with every intention of escaping to the other room to see what is in the

envelope. I cannot be cornered by Liam until I know what I am facing. In

another mad dash, the bedroom is my destination, but I do not make it.

Liam shackles my arm and the next thing I know I am back against the wall,

caged in his arms. Clearly we are turning the entryway into the

confrontation corner of the apartment. “What does he mean you almost bit

the dust?” he demands.

“I hadn’t eaten.” Truth.

“You had another blackout.”

“You’re being overbearing.” Another truth. I’m liking this

confrontation so far. I’d like it better if it were after I opened the envelope.

“Don’t be coy,” he warns.

I deflect. “What was the ‘she’s with me’ thing? I’m not property,

Liam.” I try to duck under his arm. He blocks me and I can feel emotions

building inside me, ready to explode. I need to know what is in this

envelope. “Let me pass. You’re being more barbaric than you are Prince

Charming.” I can’t pull it back. It’s out and it’s like a rock landing at our feet

and I try to cover it up. “You’re suffocating me. I need space.”

It’s too late. Liam’s hands drop away as if I’ve burned him and there

is no missing the petrified look on his face. My gut twists in knots. “Stop

looking like one of your sharks just bit you.”

I head to the bedroom and this time he lets me. He lets me. Damn it,

I keep turning this into more than it is but he sends mixed signals. I don’t

need or want Prince Charming. Okay, maybe sometimes I do. I don’t know

anything anymore.

I pause at the bed to grab my shorts and t-shirt I wore yesterday, and

I both wish Liam would appear and pray he will not. Yep. That is how much

of a tripped-out mess I am. And I lied again. I said I wasn’t looking for Prince

Charming, but deep down, I know I’ve made Liam my hero. And I know how

dangerous that is, for too many reasons to count.

Glancing at the still-empty doorway, I head to the bathroom and shut

myself inside, setting the envelope down on the sink and staring at it like

it’s alive and will move. The possibility it might send me racing for another

new location is too much to take. I can’t seem to make myself open it. I kick

off my heels and tear my dress over my head, then stare at the envelope

some more. It still hasn’t moved and I still haven’t opened it.

“Just get it over with, Amy,” I whisper and reach for it, flipping open

the flap and pulling out what appears to be a copy of my signed lease with

a note attached.
I
w
as in your
neighborhood and Dermit wanted me to

check on you and drop this by. Looks like I missed you.

Call the office if you need anything. Luke Evernight.
I should be

relieved—this is not a warning or instructions to leave—but instead a

frisson of unease slides down my spine and I’m not sure why. What is it that

is bothering me?

Abruptly the door behind me opens, and Liam is an unstoppable

force. He lifts me and sets me on the counter, dislodging the papers from

my hand in the process, and sending them flying to the floor. His arms

frame mine, his hands on the surface by my knees.

“Reality check, Amy. I never promised to be Prince Charming.”

I flinch. “I told you. I’m not looking for a Prince Charming.”

“I fuck and move on.”

“You told me that, too. Stop saying it. I don’t want to hear it.”

“The last time I had a long-term girlfriend was college, and she left

me because she said I was self-centered, cold, and just wanted between

her legs. And it was true. For all kinds of reasons, it was true. I am
not
a

relationship guy.”

“What do you want me to say, Liam? Please fuck me for a few days

and move on? I didn’t even say that word before I met you. But fine, fine,

fine! Fuck me for a few days and move on, but stay out of my business.

Stop asking questions. Stop trying to change my locks and order me to go to

the doctor and just stop. No barbarian routine unless it’s when we are

naked.

Period. The end.”

He scrubs a hand through his hair. “You don’t get it. I’m not

explaining myself well, which is a testament to how out of my skin you

make me. My point is that
I’m the one
who’s on unfamiliar territory. When I

saw your smartass neighbor look at you like he wanted to strip you naked, I

had to fight the urge to throttle him. I have never felt that. Never.”

“What? No. He—no.”

“He wants you.
I want you
. I can’t walk away from you, Amy, and I

have this sense that you could bolt at any minute. And yes, you’re right. I’m

being barbaric. And intense. That’s who I am and I can’t be anyone but me.

When I want something I go after it. And baby, I want you, and all I can say

is you might be smart to run before I get any more into you, but please

don’t.”

His voice is gruff, affected, vulnerable in a way I didn’t know him

capable of being. And his eyes, those deep blue, amazing eyes are blurred

with shadows and torment over me, over something in his past I am not

sure I understand. All I know is he’s letting me see it, and him, and he is

exactly what he preaches. Raw and honest, and intense, and I believe in this

moment we are a rainbow of the same colors, none of them bright or

beautiful. We are the many shades of gray and black, hoping to find a

glimmer of light in each other, not more darkness.

I press my hand to his cheek and he leans into my touch. “I don’t

want to go anywhere,” I whisper, and I don’t want him to go anywhere

either, but deep down I know he will or I will. We are destined to end. This

is the way of my world and he is as captive to it as I am without knowing it.

“Then I’m not going to let you,” he says, his hand sliding into my hair,

his mouth closing down on mine, and there is more than passion that

bleeds into my mouth. There is the promise he means to hold onto me, and

I pray it’s not one we will both regret.

***

Liam and I are about to walk into the cell phone store when Liam’s

phone rings. “It’s

Derek. I’ll meet you inside.” Relief washes over me. He won’t see my

Colorado license.

Liam holds the door for me and I step into the store and hear him

say, “No, I am not going to meet with him today,” followed by a deliciously

deep, sexy laugh I could seriously get drunk on.

I find Scott behind the counter on the phone and he waves me

forward. Eager to take advantage of Liam’s absence and wondering how

long I can really keep secrets from him, I rush forward. Rushing does me no

good. The customer Scott is talking to is difficult, and I find myself twisting

my fingers in knots, trying to will the call the end. My gaze falls on a typed

note about some cell phone accessories and my mind goes to the typed

note left on my door. I can picture it.

I
w
as in your neighborhood and Dermit wanted me to check on you

and drop this by.

Looks like I missed you. Call the office if you need anything. Luke

Evernight.

I straighten and stiffen. The note was typed, but it sounded like he’d

handwritten it when I didn’t answer the door. That isn’t logical. Why didn’t

he handwrite it? Surely he didn’t go back to his office to type it. And why

would he type a note stating I wasn’t home before discovering that to be

the case?

Scott hangs up and slides my ID to me. “Here you go, Ms. Bensen.

Nice and safe.”

I shake off enough of the unease to focus on the present. “Thank

you. I’m so glad you kept calling. I thought it was a wrong number.”

He frowns. “I only called the one time and got lucky you answered.”

“One time?”

He nods.

“Oh.” My throat thickens. Someone else
had
called me. “I received

another ‘unknown’ call. Can you look up who it came from?”

“Unknown or blocked?”

I grab my phone and look. “Oh,” I say again. “Blocked. I guess I

thought they were the same. Yours was blocked, too.”

“No, blocked means you intentionally make sure the person can’t

find your contact info. I called from my cell so I blocked the call.”

“But no one but you has my number.” And Meg, but not before the

first call in question.

“It’s probably overflow from whoever had the number before you.”

“Okay. Thank you for everything.” I sound robotic. I don’t feel it. I feel

more like a wheel spinning out of control. Liam’s right. Something is off

about what is happening around me. I pull up the internet on my phone

and go into Gmail, watching the door for Liam, and checking my new inbox.

Nothing. No messages from my “boss”, or anyone for that matter.

Suddenly, that apartment I will never call mine by choice feels creepy. I’m

all for going to Liam’s safe hotel. I’ll figure out what to do next when Liam

goes to his meetings tomorrow.

I reach the exit and Liam holds the door for me, ending a call as he

does, and just seeing him brings down my nerves a notch. We start walking

toward both the hotel and my apartment.

“I found an acupuncturist to come to the hotel this afternoon and do

a treatment,” he informs me.

“I didn’t even know they would work on Sundays, let alone do house

calls.”