A Long Distance Love Affair (15 page)

Didn't get swept off my feet by any Frenchmen....think because I'm already footless with you...

Chariette

My Beau Chevalier

Lovely email and lovely calls this week!  Oh your voice sounded so divine on Friday.  You create such a state of heightened sexual excitement in me!  I have had to indulge in quite a bit of self pleasuring because of this - thinking of you all the while and what we could be doing together - (and what we have done: there are certain things that I find just wonderful to muse on!)

I have made a lot of progress this weekend with organising for the move up to Brisbane.  I have also found some housing possibilities on the internet for when I get there. 

I have had great pleasure in tossing out a lot of paperwork from my study related to my old job.  Still waking at 4.00 am and feeling fuzzy brained during the day.  Hope this passes soon as I have a lot to do this week.

How are things with you mon coeur? What's happening in your life and how are you feeling at work?  Any signs of any big change yet?? (I wish you so well in all that happens to you.)

Look after your beautiful body for me.  Just longing to indulge in it...

Your amoureuse Chariette

My beautiful dear Chariot

With regard to the suggestion in your email...you're on!  Would love you to do the same for me by your own means too as I would find that very exciting too.  I would love to do all sorts of things to/with you too (up, down, over, under, in, out, above, below, against, between, harder...faster...deeper...Oh God!!....)

Also, apart from the shoes, I bought something extra special in Paris in the way of undergarments to wear for you which I think you will like exceedingly well.  Oh you just thrill me so...

It is very easy to be open with you.  I feel completely safe with you and so trusting of you.  If only you knew how different this is for me and how wonderful after years and years of the complete opposite.  You make me feel like a flower opening up to the sun.  I am SO happy!

At the Musée D'Orsay I bought a CD of music of 'La Belle Époque' (I would have loved to have lived in those times).  I bought it thinking I could play it to you some time and maybe we could dance together.  That would be very lovely.

Listening to it though, it made me realise that the French are not a musical people.  I don't know of any great French composers come to think of it.  They were probably all too busy involved in more carnal activities...I don't think you and I will ever write much music either...

Chariette

Dear Chariot

Thank you for your lovely message.  I'm very excited about the last day tomorrow and have done all I have to at work apart from packing the last few things from my office (including a institutional Christmas card that you sent me a few years ago where you said you were ‘hoping to catch up next year’!)  Well we certainly ‘caught up’!

I won't be able to contact you again until Sunday night as my computer will be packed up tomorrow and Saturday night my sister has organised a big family get together to say farewell before we set back off up north which I'm looking forward to in a happy and sad way.  I've had a lot of strange feelings like this over the past few days -  think I'm just a bit overwrought with everything.  The whole thing is a big step for all of us but I'm sure we'll be OK.  I'm so looking forward to being able to settle down at last in a place and an environment that makes me feel very happy.

I was thinking on the way home on the train (almost my last journey..) how I would love you to lift my hair and kiss me on the neck and for you to hold me in your arms.  I would also love to wrap my legs about you and experience you to the very depths of me. Oh that would be just so wonderful.

My space would love to have you in it.

So Good Night my heart's delight and may angels guard thee til the dawn!

Chariette

Dear Chariot

Can't believe my last night in Melbourne has finally arrived.  I'm drunk with emotion and fatigue after such a hectic month.

I will miss Melbourne.   I am after all a daughter of Melbourne, and it has done much to fashion my outlook on life, my personality and politics.  But I am very much looking forward to settling down in Brisbane.  I feel a lovely undercurrent of excitement and optimism all the time when I think of it.

The poor dog is psychotic - little does he know that he has the big aeroplane ride tomorrow....then a week at the dog's home.  We'll get in there mid afternoon and it's straight into house hunting.  I'm hoping to find something by Wednesday.  It's a strange feeling not having an address - a peculiar mixture of disquiet and liberating excitement, not knowing what's around the corner.

I hope you've had a great weekend.  Wishing very much I could be lying in your arms tonight (for a little while - then getting a lot more active...).  You thrill me and stir me and excite me so... I am so full of desire for you and full of kisses and full of tender touches.

Your Chariette

Dear Chariot

Wonderful to hear from you last night.  Beautiful voice...

I am SO HAPPY to be here.  Finding it very hot though - it will take me a while to adjust.  Also the house I've been chasing has come through, so we'll be moving in there on Friday (if all goes to plan.
I'll be able to walk to work from there!
  It's an old place with no wardrobes (or heating!!) but liveable enough with lovely outdoor areas so I think the three of us (me, son and dog) will be happy there.  Have to retrieve the dog from the dog home at the weekend and he will be delirious with joy to see us again.

Hope your trip to Tasmania goes well for you. .  Wish I was there to keep you warm...very warm.  And ditto for Canberra.  Hope you have some more interstate trips coming up so we can get together and do a lot of relishing of each other.  How I long to do that.  You are so extremely relishable. I so adore you...

Chariette

Le désir de mon coeur

Spent all of yesterday with my head in boxes and things are starting to take shape although I still haven't found the iron..or any towels.  I am delighted with the house.  It has a lovely aspect and is up high and gets a lot of cheerful breezes. There are many magpies and kookaburras around too and that's so lovely.

I haven't got the phone connected at home yet, so no internet either.  I'm at a cafe sending you this.  I can access hotmail from work but I'm a bit reluctant to send you the passionate outpourings of my heart and body from my work terminal, so please be patient with me until I can get it on at home.

Your call from Tasmania was utterly lovely.  I so love to talk to you.  I so appreciate your calls. I think I must be your biggest fan....  I will gladly speak to you in French next time we're together (not for the promised reaction) but because there's so much I'd like to say to you....Oh I am so glad to have connected with you.  I love your proportions (one in particular..), I love your voice, and think you are just heaven sent all around really. You are one complete package of lusciousness and oh how I could do with you....

Dear Divine One

I've been here a week now and what a dream week it's been.  Still have to keep pinching myself to see if it's real. 

What I love is driving around the streets and feeling your presence here.  I feel close to you...  I hope that your week is going well.  I know that budgeting is always a fraught experience, there's never enough to do all that you want, and none of the recipients is ever pleased with what they get and suspect that you're being a bastard holding back great pots of gold that should be theirs. You can never please anyone in this process and it must be quite awful for you (you always please me though...no matter what...).

Thank you for your lovely calls this week.  You are the complete 'objèt du mon désir'.

Chariette

Dear Chariot

I need to tell you something about how I'm feeling now that we’re in the same state ....I'm feeling a little bit restrained just now about telling you how much I adore you, long for you, want you.  I think it's because I'm very conscious of not wanting to make you feel as though I am putting any pressure on you re real contact (as opposed to virtual).  I think I would die if I couldn't tell you these things because it acts as such a relief valve for me.  So - how about this:  I continue to outpour as per past behaviour and you just continue to enjoy being on the receiving end and we'll think no more of it than we have in the past.  I am putting my trust in you completely to handle and manage our newly changed circumstances in the way you see fit and I will not make any attempt to influence you.

Having said that....I wish you were handling me right now!! I would love to be sucking your fingers and pushing them into secret parts of me

I love being here.  I enjoyed the rain yesterday.

Thinking of you very tenderly and lasciviously beyond description.

Mon vrai coeur

So wonderful to hear from you again last night.  Oh you thrill me so much!!  I love talking to you.

Did you like the Rodin? I think that what is just so amazing about his work is that he captures such fluid moments of connection and evokes such sensuality in his figures - you can almost FEEL the moment yourself. And then when you realize it's captured in marble - well - the paradox of that really brings home his genius.  His sculptures just exude life and deep passion and feeling (not just sexual passion - there's one called Ugolino that's just the most moving and disturbing piece I've ever seen.  I can hardly bare to look at it...)  What a stir he must have caused in his time when you think of the contrast between his work and the classical sculptures which I've never really taken to because I find them cold and lifeless (apart from David's legs because they remind me of your beautiful thighs and calves).