A Bit of Me (35 page)

Xavier scrambled to get the desk drawer open, wishing to hell he’d got the lube out in the first place. He pumped his fingers into Chase’s ass one more time, making sure to rub over his gland, then Xavier had to pull out. His other hand was shaking too bad to manage the lube.

“Give me a sec to lube up,” he explained when Chase glared at him over his shoulder.

“Just fucking spit,” Chase snarled. Xavier hesitated for a moment then shook his head.

“No. Not as hard and rough as I’m gonna fuck you. Just be patient for a second.” He made it an order and hoped Chase would comply, because if he demanded Xavier use spit as lube again he was probably going to get it and they’d both regret it after.

“Fine, just hurry,” Chase grumbled. Xavier finally got the lube open. He poured a line of it down his dick then squirted some into Chase’s crease just to be safe. With one hand spreading the goop on his cock and the other smearing it around Chase’s hole, Xavier had them ready in seconds.

“Put your hands out on the desk,” Xavier said, a not-so-subtle reminder about Chase’s offer. Chase let go of his butt and slapped his hands on the desk top.

“Now will you hurry the fuck up? I need you so much.”

As if Xavier could resist that order and plea. “Yeah, sweetheart, I’m right here.” He parted Chase’s cheeks with one hand and lined his cock up with the other. As soon as he bumped the tip of his dick against that snug hole, Xavier dropped down over Chase, his www.total-e-bound.com

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hands twining with the man’s smaller ones, and Xavier thrust, burying his cock in a velvety glove that rippled and massaged his cock with maddening perfection.

“God,” Xavier gasp, closing his eyes and resting his cheek against Chase’s. “My fucking God, you’re gonna kill me with this sweet little ass.”

Chase snarled at him even as he wriggled his hips. “Can you talk less and fuck more?”

Xavier nipped at Chase’s ear and pulled out a few inches before slamming back home.

“How ‘bout I talk more and fuck more?” Chase didn’t take compliments well, even ones about his sexy body. Xavier wanted the man to know how special he was. Maybe one day, he’d succeed. “You fit me like the most perfect sheath, all hot and tight, smooth and so…

fucking… glorious… around… my dick!” Xavier punctuated each of the last words with hard thrusts, hammering into Chase’s ass.

Chase grunted, ‘uhn’s’ and ‘more’ as he fisted his hands, making Xavier’s curl around them lest he lose some fingers. “This what you want now?” Xavier asked, plunging into Chase harder. “You want me so deep inside you can taste me?”

“Fuck yeah,” Chase managed, although it was barely a whisper. Xavier let go of Chase’s hands and shoved his own under Chase’s torso, reaching around to grab his shoulders. He held on, wishing he could jerk Chase back into his thrusts, but unwilling to risk hurting him even though Chase’s shoulder was, according to the doctor, back up to snuff. Instead Xavier anchored him in place, and began fucking him with short, sharp thrusts, trying not to jostle him too much.

“Stop treating me like I’m breakable,” Chase snarled brokenly, slitting his eyes at

Xavier. “Give me what I need!”

“I don’t want to hurt you,” Xavier snapped, regretting his tone the instant the words were out, but he was already on edge, and he was so tempted…

“Xavier,” Chase growled, and something in his tone set of a warning in Xavier. He

realised, even stupid with lust, that he was hurting his lover more by holding back than he would if he gave in. Treating Chase like he was fragile, especially so obviously and when his doctor had cleared him, would be a blow to Chase’s ego and not something Xavier ever wanted to do.

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“You got it,” Xavier said as he surged forward, hands clamped on Chase’s shoulders,

jerking that lean body back. “Damn, sweetheart…” He was fucking screwed, no doubt. There was no way he’d last like this!

“Yeah,” Chase rasped, arching his back somehow and drawing Xavier’s dick in deeper.

“Like that, baby!”

Xavier tried to say something, loosing instead an embarrassing gurgling sound as he

slammed into Chase’s ass again and again. His vision blurred, sweat and pleasure blinding him as Chase’s inner muscles sucked his brains out his dick. Xavier tried to shout, to say something as ecstasy exploded inside him, coating his nerves with pleasure, ringing around his spine and freezing his lungs on a strangled sound. His cock throbbed as he shoved deep into Chase’s opening, then his climax poured out of him, filling Chase’s ass with hot bursts of spunk. Xavier collapsed, boneless and brainless on top of Chase.

Chase grunted, and Xavier tried to move off his lover only to have Chase snarl at him.

Then his hand was yanked down, folded around a hard, steely spike of dick, Chase’s hand closing around Xavier’s. “Yes,” Chase hissed, “so good!” Xavier perked up a little more and he fisted Chase’s length harder.

“How good?” he asked, licking the shell of Chase’s ear.

“Guhn!” Chase responded as his cock pulsed.

“God, you and me are gonna kill each other doing that,” Chase said several minutes

later. “Best way to die, ever.”

Xavier snorted and flopped onto his chair, grimacing at the feel of cold leather against his bare ass. He reached for Chase and pulled him onto his lap, relieved when the man cuddled so willing with him. Chase wasn’t a huge fan of sitting on Xavier’s lap for very long, but sometimes he’d do it, and it always made Xavier so happy he felt like he’d float away.

“Best way to live, too,” Xavier said.

Chase smiled up at him with so much love it made Xavier’s heart ache. “That it is, Xav, so let’s make sure we have lots of years together.”

Xavier nodded. That sounded like the best plan ever.

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Coming Soon from Total-E-Bound Publishing:

A Bit of You

Bailey Bradford

Released 26th December 2011

Excerpt

Geez, Xavier could be such a grouch!
Billy couldn’t be too irritated at the man, though; after all, Xav was getting older and obviously couldn’t handle his liquor worth shit any more.

Billy snorted as he fixed breakfast for the both of them. Xavier had freaked out last night when he’d found Billy kind of willingly but not totally in a way giving a blowjob to Xav’s brother Randy. The fight between the brother’s had been scary as hell to witness, especially since Xav was already shit-faced at that point and Randy took advantage of that by pounding the crap out of his brother. Billy had finally threatened Randy with a letter opener he’d grabbed off Xavier’s desk.

As far as Billy knew, Xavier hadn’t remembered that little nugget, which, considering Randy had just clocked Xav in the temple before that? Yeah, he wasn’t likely to remember much from last night—other than the blowjob thing and that a fight with Randy followed.

Billy was trying his best to hide his own guilt from Xav, but he really,
really
wished Xav hadn’t walked in on that last night. Now there was going to be more trouble between the brothers. They didn’t exactly get along to start with, but Billy hadn’t wanted to be the cause of any further estrangement between them, which was why he’d just blown Randy anyway rather than go running to Xav. Xav was the only family Billy had even if they weren’t related by blood. He’d never been close to Randy—and a blowjob or whatever didn’t change that, especially not when Billy hadn’t wanted Randy’s nasty dick in his mouth.

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Besides, sex was just sex, it didn’t make you like someone, or love them, and Billy

loved Xav. The man had rescued Billy from the streets when he was just fifteen. Billy had been heading down the path to an early, and most likely violent, death all ready, so it was a stroke of luck or fate or whatever that he happened to proposition the handsome man one evening on the street.

And now, here he was years later, wondering how much damage he’d caused

between Xav and Randy. Truthfully, Billy had known Randy hated him for a while now. He didn’t pay any attention to Billy the first few years he’d lived with Xav, but lately, definitely over the past year, Billy hadn’t been able to ignore the way Randy had been treating him. He wished the fucker had just kept right on ignoring him, but Billy suspected Randy was jealous, more because he thought Billy was getting chunks of Xavier’s money than because Billy and Xav were close. If Randy had wanted to be close to his brother, all he’d have had to do was talk to Xav with consideration instead of constantly bitching at him.

“Right.” Billy snorted. All Randy wanted from his brother was money. Xavier and

Randy had both inherited a lot of money after their parent’s deaths. How much exactly, Billy didn’t know or care. Xavier had been smart with his share and invested. Randy had burned through his in a matter of years and had nothing to show for it other than an unhealthy addiction or three.

Billy poured Xav some coffee and headed to the bedroom to wait for him to get out of the bathroom. He wondered, if things had been different, if he and Xav had met when Billy was an adult—if he’d lived that long—whether they’d have had a different sort of

relationship. He didn’t think so, but it was hard to imagine it because Billy kept getting grossed out. Xav was too much like an older brother, or a father even.

Still, Billy got really lonely. Not horny-lonely, that could be cured at the club. He wasn’t a bad looking guy, and his natural exuberance drew plenty of interested men. The thing was, they were only interested in getting off. Billy hadn’t even had an actual boyfriend.

Maybe if he got out more… Billy sighed. Like that would happen. He worried about

Xavier being alone so much. The man didn’t even bother with quick hook-ups any more, hadn’t for a while now, and anyway Billy usually worked at The Xxchange, the club Xavier owned, almost every night. His nights off were usually spent vegging out in front of the TV

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watching reruns of sitcoms or reading a book. Sometimes both if he was having trouble chilling.

Of course, if he read a romance like he did sometimes, then he’d even feel lonelier.

Billy wondered if guys like those in the books existed, then he thought about Adam and Les, and a few other gay couples he’d heard about—and there was even a triad or ménage or whatever it was called, and everyone was supposedly all happy and lovey-dovey.

How is it they can all find someone else—or hell, a couple of someone elses’, and all be happy
and crap when I can’t even get a freaking boyfriend?

Billy stewed on that for a while until Xavier came out of the bathroom. The man

obviously hadn’t thought Billy’d be sitting there on the bed because Xav was completely naked and, while he was magnificently built, it was kinda like seeing your dad naked. Billy cringed inside but decided, judging by the angry glare Xav was giving him, that this was an opportunity to tease them both right out of their funky moods.

Billy pasted on his brightest smile. Too bad he didn’t slap his brain into gear first. “I made you coffee and toast. You look pretty good naked. Your dick’s bigger than Randy’s.”

Xav looked stunned, then he looked green as he turned and ran back into the bathroom, his firm butt flexing and bouncing just a little with each footfall.

Billy sighed and silently cursed himself. Maybe one day he’d learn to think before he spoke. Until then, it sounded like he might have a mess to clean up in the bathroom.

Billy was in the employee room getting ready to clock in when the door opened. He

squealed when he saw who was entering.

“It’s about time you came back!” Billy rocked onto his toes and bounced once before

tackling Adam in a hug. The shock on Adam’s face as his hands fluttered in the air was priceless. But Billy was a friendly guy, and…he’d known Adam wouldn’t be expecting a hug, which was partly why he’d done it. In his opinion, everyone needed to be kept on their toes.

Plus, he was really glad Adam wasn’t dead.

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“Uh. Thanks?” Adam finally said as he patted Billy’s back. Billy turned his head and grinned at Adam’s boyfriend Les. The big guy looked like he didn’t know whether to be angry or amused. Billy finished off the hug with a big squeeze that had Adam’s breath whooshing out then he stepped back and held his arms open to Les.

“Aw, are you feeling left out?” Billy wiggled his fingers.

Les’ dark brows snapped together and he waved his hands in front of his chest as if to warn Billy off. “No! I just—”

Billy batted his lashes at the grumpy looking man. “Don’t want me groping your

boyfriend?”

“No—yes—you can’t just…” Les snapped his mouth shut when Billy started giggling.

He pointed one big finger at him and narrowed his eyes. “You’re just trying to irritate me!”

“Duh.” Billy slapped a hand over his mouth. That was supposed to have stayed inside

his head.

Adam laughed while Les glared. Billy wished he could glare like that. Jerks like Randy wouldn’t bother him if he could give them a look that made their balls shrivel. He studied Les and tried to copy the man’s stern expression. Judging by the way the big guy started snickering, he wasn’t very successful.

Adam didn’t seem to think so either. “Come on, Billy,” he said as he nudged Billy’s

shoulder. “You aren’t cut out to be a snarly type.”

“Fine,” Billy huffed. So he couldn’t snarl—but he could pout. He crossed his arms

over his chest and let his lower lip do its thing. That bottom lip had gotten him out of more trouble and tight spots than he could count. Xavier was a sucker for it, and that man was one giant hard-ass most of the time.