Authors: Nancy Springer
“But who?” she asked in her soft way, and Kyrem laughed without mirth.
“That is a very apt question.”
The men had gathered around, listening. “If you fail to arrive,” the captain said, “Auron will be able to accuse your father of breaking faith. Perhaps he will use the pretext to march.”
“Then you say it is Auron himself who sets traps for us?”
“King Auron would not do that,” the girl protested, and all the men laughed.
“'Tis a tempting theory, Captain,” Kyrem said judiciously. “But in all fairness it ought to be said that Auron has not been one to march in the past. Also, my father seems to trust him, which is odd.”
“King Kyrillos hardly trusts anyone,” the captain wryly agreed. “Even himself.”
“But who else could it be but Auron?” a man spoke up.
“For the present, it scarcely matters,” the captain grumbled. “Here we are, half naked, our comrades slain, here in a wilderness without food or gold or gear, and three weapons among the seven of us. Yonder lad would be better off back with his family.”
“I have no family,” the shuntali said.
“None?” All eyes turned on the lad. “What might your name be?” Kyrem inquired.
“Name?” she repeated stupidly.
“Yes, your name.” He smiled with genuine friendliness. “You know mine. What is yours?”
“I have none,” she whispered.
“No name?” Kyrem sat down by her, dumbfounded. “But how can that be? What was it that they were calling you at the inn?”
She could not answer, could not bring herself to say the hated word. “Shuntali, my lord,” someone else told him. “It is a sort of curse. Vashtins use it for those they consider unfit to live, beneath regard. The boy is an outcast.”
“But he is a mere slip of a lad!” Kyrem turned to the girl. “What can you have done at your age to deserve contempt?”
She kept her eyes turned to the ground. Kyrem raised her chin with two fingers of his right hand.
“Answer,” he commanded.
She knew she must have done something. “I was born evil,” she said, and Kyrem sighed with exasperated relief.
“You're a bastard, then? Well, so am I. So are we all.” The men roared with laughter and nodded their agreement.
“I'll give you a name,” Kyrem said.
Her eyes widened enormously. Everyone saw, but no one laughed anymore. Her world awaited redemption. Kyrem looked at her carefully, seeing a rather delicate boy, sensing how brashly he had trodden on ground where no man had yet gone. Holy ground or unclean, it made no difference, the risk was the same.â¦
He thought frantically. The name had to be right.
In Vashti people were named according to their place in the planets, the family, the clan, the magical chart of seven times seven correspondences. But in Deva folk took the names of things they found lovely or significantâflowers, jewels, birds, the breezes that sifted through the bristling black upland trees, the echoing mountains themselvesâ
“Seda,” said Kyrem. “Your name is Seda. That is what the Old Ones would have called you, because you speak softly, like an echo, a whisper. Will that do?”
A tear brimmed out of one wide eye by way of answer. Kyrem tried to reach out and wipe it away, found that he could not quite do it and turned his back instead.
“Crazy Vashtins!” he shouted at the distant peaks, and the words came echoing back to him.
“Are you mad? That will bring all the rabble within hearing after us,” the captain said sharply. “Let us ride.”
Kyrem and Seda drank at the spring, for Kyrem would not be hurried. Then they mounted, with Seda on Omber behind Kyrem as before. Omber was the largest and strongest stallion of the lot. “Omber,” someone remarked. “That means âshadow.' The echo rides the shadow. You choose strange names, Kyrem.”
The prince made no comment as they rode to the fern-fringed lower edge of the meadow and into the shadows of the black forest.
No rabble came after them, for the time. They rode through tree shade and out into yellow sunlight again, into another spring-green mountain meadow, this one contained by shelving red rock. The blue rose of the wilderness grew there. In spite of tense thoughts and an empty belly, Kyrem smiled at the beauty of the place. But as they traversed it, with ominous silence and suddenness a moving shadow swept over them. “Curse you! Curse you all!” a voice rasped from overhead.
The horses shied, coming dangerously close to the rocky edge, and the riders could not control them, for the riders themselves were staring skyward, as unnerved as their mounts. The horses spun and circled, striking against each other, and great black wings wheeled above them, the wings of a mighty raven larger than any ordinary raven, but the baleful face that glared down was that ofâhow could it be? A horse, a black bony horse's head with flaring nostrils and long yellow teeth. The yellow, scaly, reptilian legs of a bird were tucked under the thing's feathered tail, but instead of claws, the legs ended in two hard black hooves. They hung heavily from the bird's body, making it lurch and lumber in air, clumsy, ugly.
“Curse you!” the thing said again quite plainly, eyes rolling whitely in its black equine head.
“Demon,” Kyrem breathed, gaining control of Omber at last, and he sent his long knife darting up at it like a javelin. The weapon flew both short and wide, out of its element, and came to earth somewhere on the rocks with a clatter. But the weird horse-bird swung away nevertheless and flapped off, lifting itself with difficulty toward Kimiel, the tallest mountain.
The men quieted their horses, soothing themselves as much as the steeds, and then sat staring at each other, pallid.
“What in the name of Suth was that?” someone faltered at last, breaking silence. At once a hubbub went up.
“Watch out how you mention the name of Suth! That might have been Suth himself, come to punish us.”
“I have heard that Suth is a mighty flying horse, but I never thought of him in such form as that!”
“But it must have been a god, it was so big it blotted out the sun. Bigger than any natural birdâ”
“Did I see hooves?”
“I saw blood in its nostril and fire in its eye.”
“Had we not better pray and make sacrifice? If Suth is angry at usâbut we have nothing to sacrificeâ”
“Silence,” Kyrem said, not too loudly, but the babble stopped at the sound of his voice. “You are talking nonsense,” he said fiercely. “What reason could Suth have to curse us? That was some sort of demon, and a paltry one at that, not much bigger than a raven, forsooth! Not nearly grand enough to be a god. Think on what little learning you have, and be silent.” Glowering, he slid down from Omber and marched off to find his knife.
Likely his men thought more of their own fears than of learning, but if they obeyed him, they remembered the legend.
In the beginning days the Mare Mother rose up, the brown mare great of girth, she whose black, bristling mane forms the forests of the Kansban, she whose ears are the holy eminence, and this great mother of earth opened herself and was impregnated by the hot, wild waft of the south wind, and out of that union Suth was born.
And Suth's first and final form was that of a stallion, the most splendid of horses, of what color men could not agree; the Vashtins said that he was the varicolored horse of the pattern that is or is not, but the Devans scorned the piebald horse as a cousin to the cow, and they called Suth the
kumait
, the shining and sacred bay. In his broad forehead between his wise and dangerous eyes nestled a jewel, which jewel men could not tell, but all men knew that he carried that treasure between his eyes. And all men agreed that he was winged to fly with his father wind, though the Vashtins sometimes said that the wings were made of flame.
And the Mare Mother bore daughters as well, the lovely twins Vashti and Devaâand men quarrel still as to which one came first from the wombâand Suth came to his sisters in his holy stallion form and wed them, and they bore him seven sons to fly with him, winged on the wings of wind. The white horse of moonlight and the yellow dun steed of the sun, the red horse of red fire and of the fertile red soil of Vashti (for in Deva the soil is as yellow as the sun), the blue horse of love and leaping water, the sorrel brown of the mountains, the gray horse of the mysteries, and the black horse of death and thunder and the stardark sky.
And on the flanks of the mother the scurf and small sheddings rose up and became people, men and women, and they had children, and needed barley to feed them. Then lovely Vashti came (said the Vashtins) and lay down as a willing sacrifice, and the hero struck the blow of immolation, he, Auberameron, first priest and first king of Vashti, and out of the wound the red blood flowed, and bright green vegetation sprang up all around it. And ever since that day the good soil of Vashti has been as red as that blood, but the soil beyond the bourne, the boundary river, where no one goes, where magic grows and the melantha, that soil is as black as that black lily flower.
And in those days all the horses could fly, and they spoke to man as equals, or more than equals, for they were far wiser than men and possessed of prophetic powers. In the fall of all things from the glory of those beginning days, they had lost the wings and the power of speech, but Devans said that they still possessed the wisdom, and Vashtins, that they retained the power of prophecy.
But how could the horses be called wise and prophets, she wondered, the girl who was a boy who was newly named Seda wondered while sitting on a blue roan rump and waiting. How so wise, when they let the Devans use them so, suffered themselves to be sat upon, and so tamely? Being a horse was a godlike state. It ought not to be at all like being a shuntali.
Kyrem returned with his knife, and Omber lowered his head and neck to help him vault on. Silently the party rode the length of the meadow and down through the next belt of blackthorn. Shadow-tails moved in the treesâsmall furry climbing creatures; squirrels, the Devans called them. Thin and famished with springtime hunger, they scurried about to feed on buds, and at each scrape or clatter of the branches, every rider stiffened on his mount. Though none of them would say it, they were each taut and tense, ears alert and eyes roving, watching for the return of the horse-bird. Hunger and human enemies were almost forgotten, except by Seda, who was accustomed to thinking of the many foes at once, the rocks that came hurled from all directions.
They are not so accursed, she thought, though she did not speak her thought, for she seldom spoke much. To Kyrem she said only, “Look. Devil's toe.”
“What?” Startled, Kyrem glanced all around, for she was pointing at what looked like merely a weedy tangle to him.
“Good to eat,” Seda explained. And enough for all, she thought, though again she did not speak.
“Show us,” Kyrem said, signaling the halt.
She showed them, pulling the plant up boldly and rubbing the dirt off the fat root with her hands; it was the root that was to be eaten. They all ate after watching her bite into it fearlessly. The root was dull dun in color, crunchy on the outside and mealy within, and they found it oddly satisfying. Vashtins, even beggars, seldom came near this plant because of its fearsome name and its claw-shaped, red-tipped leaves, but Devans thought differently about such things, Seda already surmised. As for herself, she had eaten it many times. A shuntali had to learn to brave superstitious fear.
“Good,” the captain said judiciously.
They ate their fill and stuffed their few pockets with more and rode on, their mood somewhat lighter. And as day wore away into afternoon and no ill chanced, they began to feel that they had outridden the curse, and they talked to each other and grew merry.
Chapter Three
Evening came on, the dusky melantha of night spreading her black petals in the dome of the sky, and they began to look for a place to stop. No dwellings were near, for they rode far off the track in hopes of avoiding their unknown enemies. Only the mountain wilderness surrounded them, fresh green of ilex and laurel and springtime white of blackthorn bloomâfor the season advanced as they descended the slope; red bud had gone to white bloom here, and farther down they would find the green leaf of early summer. But these blackthorns were still bare, deep shade seemed caught in their branches, and twilight brought on again the feeling of danger. Men were shivering, whether from that or the evening chill. Few of them wore so much as a shirt to warm them.
“There,” said the captain finally. “A dingle. We will be able to risk a fire.”
A hollow had sometime been scooped in the flank of the mountain, as though by a god's hand. Laurel clustered thickly around the rim of it and tall iron-black trunks marched down within. The trees stood so closely ranked and the drop fell away so steeply that they had to cling to their horses. Once standing at the loamy bottom, they felt as if they were in another world. Relieved and eager, they set to work, some building a makeshift shelter of laurel boughs, some gathering last year's fallen thorns for fuel, some kindling fire with bow and bore since no one had flint and iron.
“We have no water,” said Seda.
“We shall see,” Kyrem replied, pointing at the horses. Off to one side Omber stood pawing at a patch of moss and ferns. Seda went over and discovered that the steed had uncovered a trickle of water and was digging himself a basin to catch it in. She ran back to the prince.
“A spring,” she reported, astonished. Kyrem nodded.
“In Deva we value our horses for many reasons,” Kyrem said obliquely. And Seda remembered that the great horse-god had made Ahara Suth, the sacred spring near Avedon, with a single blow of his mighty hoof.
Huddling together in their shelter after nightfall, eating their remaining roots and a coney caught in a snare, watching the fire that burned just outside their open entryway, the company felt nearly comfortable. Still, the men of Deva mourned their lost comrades. Talk turned to how they might avoid further tragedy, and to Auron of Avedon, king of Vashti, and how he might be plotting to kill them all.