Wild Swans: Three Daughters of China (28 page)

9. "When a Man Gets Power, Even His Chickens and Dogs Rise to Heaven'-living with an incorruptible man

My mother was now in a new Party cell, made up of herself, Mrs.  Ting, and a third woman who had been in the Yibin underground, with whom my mother got on very well.  The nonstop intrusion and demands for self-criticisms came to an immediate halt.  Her new cell quickly voted for her to become a full Party member, and in July she was given Party membership.

Her new boss, Mrs.  Ting, was no beauty, but her slender figure, sensuous mouth, freckled face, lively eyes, and sharp repartee all exuded energy and showed she was a character.  My mother warmed to her at once.

Instead of sniping at her like Mrs.  Mi, Mrs.  Ting let my mother do all sorts of things she wanted, like reading novels; before, readin, g a book without a Marxist cover would bring down a rain of criticism about being a bourgeois intellectual.  Mrs.  Ting allowed my mother to go to the cinema on her own, which was a great privilege, as at the time those 'with the revolution' were allowed to see only Soviet films and even then only in organized groups whereas the public cinemas, which were privately owned, were still showing old American films, such as Charlie Chaplin's.  Another thing which meant a lot to my mother was that she could now have a bath every other day.

One day my mother went to the market with Mrs.  Ting and bought two yards of fine pink flower-patterned cotton from Poland.  She had seen the cloth before, but had not dared to buy it for fear of being criticized for being frivolous.  Soon after she had reached Yibin, she had had to hand in her army uniform and return to her "Lenin suit."

Under that she wore a shapeless, undyed, rough cotton shirt.  There was no rule saying it was compulsory to wear this garb, but anyone who did not do the same as everybody else would come in for criticism.  My mother had been longing to wear a dash of color.  She and Mrs.  Ting rushed over to the Changs' house with the cloth in a state of high excitement.  In no time, four pretty blouses were ready, two for each of them.  Next day they wore them under their Lenin jackets.  My mother turned her pink collar out and spent the whole day feeling terribly excited and nervous.

Mrs.  Ting was even more daring; she not only turned her collar outside her uniform, but rolled up her sleeves so that a broad band of pink showed on each arm.

My mother was staggered, almost awestruck, at this defiance.  As expected, there were plenty of disapproving glances.  But Mrs.  Ting held her chin up: "Who cares?"  she said to my mother.  My mother was tremendously relieved; with the sanction of her boss, she could ignore any criticisms, verbal or wordless.

One reason Mrs.  Ting was not frightened of bending the rules a bit was that she had a powerful husband, who was less scrupulous in exercising his power.  A sharp-nosed, sharp-chinned, and slightly hunched man of my father's age, Mr.  Ting was head of the Party Organization Department for the region of Yibin, which was a very important position, as this department was in charge of promotions, demotions, and punishments.  It also kept the files of Party members.  In addition, Mr.  Ting, like my father, was a member of the four-man committee governing the region of Yibin.

In the Youth League my mother was working with people her own age. They were better educated, more carefree, and more ready to see the humorous side of things than the older, self-righteous, peasant-turned Party-official women she had been working with before.

Her new colleagues liked dancing, they went on picnics together, and they enjoyed talking about books and ideas.

Having a responsible job also meant my mother was treated with more respect, and this increased as people realized that she was extremely capable as well as dynamic.

As she grew to be more confident and to rely less on my father, she felt less disappointed with him.  Besides, she was getting used to his attitudes; she had stopped expecting him always to put her first, and was much more at peace with the world.

Another bonus of my mother's promotion was that it qualified her to bring her mother to Yibin on a permanent basis.  At the end of August z 95 x, after an exhausting journey, my grandmother and Dr.  Xia arrived; the transportation system was working properly again and they had traveled the whole way by regular train and boat.  As dependants of a government official, they were assigned lodgings at the state's expense, a three-room house in a guesthouse compound.  They received a free ration of basic goods, like rice and fuel, which were delivered to them by the manager of the compound, and they were also given a small allowance to buy other food.  My sister and her wet-nurse went to live with them, and my mother spent most of her brief spare time there, enjoying my grandmother's delicious cooking.

My mother was delighted to have her mother and Dr.  Xia, whom she loved with her.  She was particularly glad that they were no longer in Jinzhou, as war had recently broken out in Korea, on the doorstep of Manchuria; at one point in late 195o American troops had stood on the banks of the Yalu River, on the border between Korea and China, and American planes had bombed and strafed towns in Manchuria.

One of the first things my mother wanted to know was what had happened to Hui-ge, the young colonel.  She was devastated to hear that he had been executed by firing squad, by the bend in the river outside the western gate of Jinzhou.

For the Chinese, one of the most terrible things that could happen was not to have a proper burial.  They believed that only when the body was covered and placed deep in the earth could the dead find peace.  This was a religious feeling, but it also had a practical side: if the body was not buried, it would be torn to pieces by wild dogs and picked to the bone by birds.  In the past, the bodies of people who had been executed had traditionally been exposed for three days as a lesson to the population; only then were the corpses collected and given a sort of burial.

Now the Communists issued an order that the family should immediately bury an executed relative; if they could not do it, the task was carried out by grave diggers hired by the government.

My grandmother had gone herself to the execution ground.  Hui-ge's body had been left lying on the ground, fiddled with bullets, one of a row of corpses.  He had been shot along with fifteen other people.  Their blood had stained the snow dark red.  There was no one from his family left in the city, so my grandmother had hired professional undertakers to give him a decent burial.  She herself brought a long piece of red silk in which to wrap his body.  My mother asked if there were other people she knew there.  Yes, there had been.  My grandmother had bumped into a woman she knew who was collecting the corpses of her husband and her brother.  Both had been Kuomintang district chiefs.

My mother was also horrified to hear that my grandmother had been denounced by her own sister-in-law, Yu-lin's wife.  She had long felt put-upon by my grandmother, as she had to do the hard work around the house, while my grandmother ran it as its mistress.  The Communists had urged everyone to speak up about 'oppression and exploitation," so Mrs. Yu-lin's grudges were given a political framework.  When my grandmother collected Hui-ge's corpse Mrs.  Yu-lin denounced her for being well disposed toward a criminal.  The neighborhood gathered to hold a 'struggle meeting' to 'help' my grandmother understand her 'faults." My grandmother had to attend, but wisely decided to say nothing and appear meekly to accept the criticism.  Inwardly, she was fuming against her sister-in-law and the Communists.

The episode did not help relations between my grandmother and my father.  When he found out what she had done, he was enraged, saying she was more in sympathy with the Kuomintang than with the Communists. But it was obvious that he also felt a twinge of jealousy.  While she hardly spoke to my father, my grandmother had been very fond of Hui-ge and had considered him a good match for my mother.

My mother was caught in the middle between her mother and her husband; and between her personal feelings, her grief over Hui-ge's death, and her political feelings, her commitment to the Communists.

The execution of the colonel was part of a campaign to 'suppress Counterrevolutionaries’  Its goal was to eliminate all supporters of the Kuomintang who had had power or influence, and it was triggered by the Korean War, which had started in June 195o.  When US troops had come right up to the Manchurian border Mao had feared the United States might attack China, or unleash Chiang Kai-shek's army against the mainland, or both.  He sent over a million men into Korea to fight on the side of the North Koreans against the Americans.

Although Chiang Kai-shek's army never left Taiwan, the United States did organize an invasion into southwest China by Kuomintang forces from Burma; raids were also frequent in the coastal areas, many agents were landed, and acts of sabotage increased.  Large numbers of Kuomintang soldiers and bandits were still at large and there were sizable rebellions in parts of the hinterland.  The Communists worried that supporters of the Kuomintang might try to topple their newly established order, and that if Chiang Kai-shek tried to stage a comeback they would rise up as a fifth column.  They also wanted to show people that they were there to stay, and getting rid of their opponents was one way to impress the concept of stability on the population, who had traditionally yearned for it.  However, opinions were divided about the degree of ruthlessness necessary.  The new government decided not to be fainthearted.  As one official document put it: "If we do not kill them they will come back and kill us."

My mother was not convinced by the argument, but she decided there was not much point trying to talk to my father about it.  In fact she rarely saw him, as he spent much of the time away in the countryside, troubleshooting.

Even when he was in town, she did not see much of him.

Officials were supposed to work from 8 a.m. until 11 p.m., seven days a week, and one or both of them usually came home so late they hardly had time to talk to each other.

Their baby daughter did not live with them, and they ate in the canteen, so there was almost nothing one could call a home life.

Once the land reform was completed, my father was off again, supervising the construction of the first proper road through the region.  Formerly, the only link between Yibin and the outside world had been by river.  The government decided to build a road south to the province of Yunnan.

In only one year, using no machinery at all, they built over eighty miles through a very hilly area, with numerous rivers.  The labor force was made up of peasants, who worked in exchange for food.

During the digging, the peasants hit the skeleton of a dinosaur, which got slightly damaged.  My father made a self-criticism and ensured it was excavated carefully and shipped to a museum in Peking.  He also sent soldiers to guard some tombs dating from about ~ zoo from which the peasants had been taking bricks to improve their pigsties.

One day two peasants were killed by a rock slide.  My father walked through the night along mountain paths to the scene of the accident. This was the first time in their lives the local peasants had set eyes on an official of my father's rank, and they were moved to see that he was concerned about their well-being.  In the past it had been assumed that all officials were only out to line their pockets.

After what my father did, the locals thought the Communists were marvelous.

Meanwhile, one of my mother's main jobs was to galvanize support for the new government, particularly among factory workers.  From the beginning of 1951 she had been visiting factories, making speeches, listening to complaints, and sorting out problems.  Her job included explaining to the young workers what communism was and encouraging them to join the Youth League and the Party.  She lived for long periods in a couple of factories: Communists were supposed to 'live and work among the workers and peasants," as my father was doing, and to know their needs.

One factory just outside the city made insulating circuits.

Living conditions there, as in every other factory, were appalling, with scores of women sleeping in a huge shack built of straw and bamboo.  The food was woefully inadequate: the workers got meat only about twice a month, even though they were doing exhausting work.  Many of the women had to stand in cold water for eight hours at a stretch washing the porcelain insulators.  Tuberculosis, from malnutrition and lack of hygiene, was common.  The eating bowls and chopsticks were never properly washed and were all mixed up together.

In March my mother began to cough up a little blood.

She knew at once that she had TB, but she kept on working.  She was happy because no one was intruding on her life.  She believed in what she was doing, and she was excited by the results of her work: conditions in the factory were improving, the young workers liked her, and many pledged their allegiance to the Communist cause as the result of her.  She genuinely felt that the revolution needed her devotion and self-sacrifice, and she worked flat out, all day, seven days a week. But after working without a break for months, it became obvious that she was extremely ill.

Four cavities had developed in her lungs.  By the summer she was also pregnant with me.

One day in late November my mother fainted on the factory floor.  She was rushed to a small hospital in the city which had originally been set up by foreign missionaries.

There she was looked after by Chinese Catholics.  There was still one European priest there, and a few European nuns, wearing religious habits.  Mrs.  Ting encouraged my grandmother to bring her food, and my mother ate an enormous amount- a whole chicken, ten eggs, and a pound of meat a day sometimes.  As a result, I became gigantic in her womb and she put on thirty pounds.