that, trying her hair up and down, bunched or to one side, contented and pleased with what she saw. the bruises were fading. her body was quite dry from her bath and she powdered herself, stepped into her underclothes.
jari bustled in. "oh, princess, aren't you ready yet? his eminence your brother is expected back for lunch any minute and the whole house is frightened he'll be in another of his rages, oh, please hurry, we don't want to excite him now do we?..." automatically she pulled the plug out of the bath, began tidying, all the time fussing and muttering and coaxing sharazad along. in moments sharazad was dressed. stockings no panty hose on sale for months now, even on the black market no need for a bra. warm blue cashmere dress of paris cut with matching short-sleeved shawl coat. a quick brush and her naturally wavy hair was perfect, the barest touch of lip makeup, a line of kohl around her eyes.
"but, princess, you know how your brother doesn't like makeup!"
"oh, but i'm not going out, and meshang's not..." sharazad was going to say "my father" but stopped herself, not wanting to bring back that tragedy from the recesses of her mind. father's in paradise, she told herself firmly. his day of mourning, the fortieth day since he died, is still twenty-f~ve days away and until then we must get on with living.
and loving?
she had not asked jari what had happened at the coffee shop, the day she had sent her there to tell him her husband had returned and that what had never begun was ended. i wonder where he is, if he'll continue to visit me in my dreams?
there was a commotion downstairs and they knew meshang had arrived. she checked herself a last time, then went to meet him.
after the night of his clash with lochart, meshang had moved back into the house with his family. the house was very big, sharazad still had her rooms and was delighted that zarah and her three children noised away the crushing silence and gloom that had previously been pervading it. her mother was a recluse now, in her own wing, even eating there, served only by her own maid, praying and weeping most of the day. never coming out, never inviting any of them in: "leave me alone! leave me alone!" was all she would whimper through the locked door.
during the hours that meshang was in the house, sharazad, zarah, and others in the family were careful to cajole and flatter him. "don't worry," zarah had told her. "he'll be to heel soon enough. he thinks i've forgotten he insulted me and hit me and dares to flaunt the young whore that that vile son of a dog kia tempted him with! oh, don't worry, darling sharazad, i'll have my revenge it was unforgivable bad manners to treat you and... your husband like that. soon we'll be able to travel again... paris, london, even new york
... i doubt if he'll have the time to go with us and then, ah, and then we'll kick up our heels, wear see-throughs, and have fifty suitors each!"
"i don't know about new york putting oneself in so much danger of satan," sharazad had said. but in her secret heart she trembled with excitement at the thought. i'll go to new york with my son, she promised herself. tommy will be there. soon we'll be normal again, the power of the mullahs over khomeini will be broken, may god open his eyes, their control of the green bands eliminated, the revolutionary komiteh disbanded, we'll have a true, fairly elected democratic islamic government with prime minister bazargan its leader under god, women's rights will never be touched again, the tudeh no longer outlawed but working for all and there will be peace in the land just as he said would happen.
i'm glad i am who i am, sharazad thought. "hello, darling meshang, how nice you look today but so tired, oh, you mustn't work so hard for all of us. here, let me pour you some more cool lemon and water, just the way you like it."
"thank you." meshang was lounging on the carpets, propped against cushions, his shoes off, already eating. a small brazier was ready to barbecue the kebabs, and twenty or thirty dishes of horisht and rice and vegetables and sweetmeats and fruit were within easy reach. zarah was nearby and she beckoned sharazad to sit on the carpet beside her.
"how do you feel today?"
"wonderful, not the least bit sick."
meshang's face became sour. "zarah was sick all the time, and moping, not like a normal woman. let's hope you're normal, but you're so thin... insha'allah."
both women put on a smile, hiding their loathing, understanding each other. "poor zarah," sharazad said. "how was your morning, meshang? it must be terribly difficult for you with so much to do, so many of us to look after."
"it's difficult because i'm surrounded by fools, dear sister. if i had efficient staff, trained as i am, it would all be so easy." and so much easier if you had not beguiled my father, twisted him, failed your first husband, and disgraced us with your choice of the second. so much anguish you've caused me, dear sister, you with your consumptive- looking face and body and stupidity me who has worked all hours to rescue you from yourself. praise be to god my efforts have borne such fruits!
"it must be terribly hard for you, meshang, i wouldn't know where to start," zarah was saying and she was thinking, simple to run the business providing you know where the keys are, the bank accounts, the debtors' paper and all the skeletons. you don't want us to have equality and the vote because we'd easily work you into the joub and take the best jobs.
the rich lamb horisht and crisped golden rice was delicious, fragrantly spiced just as he liked, and he ate with enjoyment. mustn't eat too much, he told himself. i don't want to get too tired before little yasmin this afternoon. i never realized how succulent a zinaat could be, or lips so grasping. if she gets with child then i shall marry her and zarah can rot.
he glanced at his wife. immediately she stopped eating, smiled at him, and gave him a napkin to take the grease and dribbles of soup from his beard. "thank you," he said politely and once more concentrated on his plate. after ['ye had yasmin, he was thinking, after her i can sleep an hour and then back to work. i wish that dog kia was back, we've much to talk about, much to plan. and sharazad will ha
"meshang, dearest, did you hear the rumor the generals have decided to launch their coup," zarah asked, "and that the army's ready to take over?"
"of course, it's all over the bazaar." meshang felt a twinge of anxiety. he had hedged as best he could in case it was true. "the son of mohammed the goldsmith swears his cousin who is a telephone operator at army headquarters overheard one of the generals saying they've waited to give an american task force time to get in range, and it'll be supported by an airborne landing."
both women were shocked. "parachutists! then we should leave at once, meshang," zarah said. "it won't be safe in tehran, we'd better go to our house in the caspian and wait for the war to end. when could you leave? i'll start packing immed "
"what house on the caspian! we don't have any house on the caspian!" meshang said irritably. "wasn't it confiscated along with all our other property that we worked generations to acquire? god curse the thieves after all we've done for the revolution and for mullahs over the generations?" he was red in the face. a dribble of horisht went into his beard. "and now..."
"do forgive me, you're right, dearest meshang, you're right as usual. do forgive me, i spoke without thinking. you're right as usual but if it pleases you we could go and stay with my uncle agha madri, they have a spare villa on the coast, we could take that and we could leave tomorr "
"tomorrow? don't be ridiculous! do you think i won't have enough warming?" meshang wiped his beard, somewhat mollified by her abject apology, and sharazad thought how fortunate she had been with her two husbands who had never mistreated her or shouted at her. i wonder how tommy's getting on at kowiss or wherever he is. poor tommy, as if i could leave my home and family and go into exile forever.
"of course we bazaaris will have warning," meshang said again. "we're not empty-headed fools."
"yes, yes, of course, dear meshang," zarah said soothingly. "i'm sorry, i only meant i was worried for your safety and wanted to be prepared." however
foul he is, she thought, her insides fluttering, he's our only defense against the mullahs and their equally vile green band thugs. "do you believe the coup will happen?"
"insha'allah," he said and belched. either way i'll be prepared, with the help of god. either way, whoever wins, they'll still need us bazaaris, they always have and always will we can be as modern as any foreigners, and smarter, some of us can be, certainly me. son of a dog paknouri, may he and his fathers be in hell for endangering us!
the caspian! her uncle madri's a good idea, the perfect idea. i would have thought of it myself in a moment. zarah may be used up and her zinaat as dry as summer's dust, but she's a good mother and her council if you forget her foul humor is always wise. "another rumor's that our glorious ex-prime minister bakhtiar is still in hiding in tehran, under the protection and roof of his old friend and colleague, prime minister bazargan."
zarah gasped. "if the green bands catch him there..."
"bazargan's useless. pity. no one obeys him anymore, or even listens to him. the revolutionary komiteh would execute both of them if they're caught."
sharazad was trembling. "lard said there was a rumor in the market this morning that excellency bazargan has resigned already."
"that's not true," meshang said shortly, passing on another rumor as though it were private knowledge. "my friend close to bazargan told me he offered khomeini his resignation but the imam refused it, telling him to stay where he was." he held out his plate for zarah to give him some more. "that's enough horisht, a little more rice."
she gave him the crisped part and he began to eat again, almost replete. the most interesting rumor today, whispered in enormous secrecy from ear to ear, was that the imam was near death, either from natural causes or poisoned by communist tudeh agitators or mujhadin or cia and, even worse, that soviet legions were waiting just over the border ready to march into azerbaijan again, and on to tehran the moment he was dead.
nothing but death and disastertre ahead if that's true, he thought. no, that won't happen, can't happen. the americans will never let the soviets conquer us, they can't allow them to take control of hormuz even carter will see that! no. let's just hope the first part's true that the imam is going to paradise quickly. "as god wants," he said piously, waved the servants away, and when they were alone he turned his full attention onto his sister. "sharazad, your divorce is all arranged, but for the formalities."
"oh," she said, at once on guard, hating her brother for disturbing her calm, sending her brain into overdrive: i don't want to divorce, meshang could easily have given us money from all the swiss accounts and not been so nasty to my tommy and then we could have gone don't be silly, you couldn't leave
without papers and exile yourself and tommy left you, it was his decision. yes, but tommy said it would be for a month, didn't he, that he'd wait for a month? in a month so many things can happen.
"your divorce presents no problem. nor your remarriage."
she gaped at him, speechless.
"yes, i've agreed to a dowry, much more than i expected for..." he was going to say for a twice-divorced woman carrying an infidel's child, but she was his sister and it was a great match, so he did not. "the marriage will be next week and he's admired you for years. excellency farazan."
for a moment both women could hardly believe their ears. sharazad felt a sudden flush, disoriented even more. keyvan farazan was from a rich bazaar) family, twenty-eight, handsome, recently back from cambridge university, and they had been friends all of her life. "but... i thought keyvan's going to be ma "
"not keyvan," meshang said, irritated by her stupidity. "everyone knows keyvan's about to be betrothed. daranoush! excellency daranoush farazan."
sharazad was transfixed. zarah gasped and tried to cover her lapse. daranoush was the father, recently widowed of his second wife who had died in childbirth like his first, a very wealthy man who owned the monopoly for the collection of waste in the whole bazaar area. "it's... it's not possible," she muttered.
"oh, yes it is," meshang said, almost glowing with pleasure, totally misreading her. "i never believed it myself when he broached the idea after hearing about your divorce. with his riches and connections, together we become the most powerful conglomerate in the bazaar, togeth "
sharazad burst out, "but he's loathsome and small and old, old and bald and ugly and he likes boys, and everyone knows he's a ped "
"and everyone knows you're twice divorced, used, you're with child by a foreigner," meshang exploded, "that you go on marches and disobey, your head's filled with western nonsense and you're stupid!" he knocked over some of the plates in his fury. "don't you understand what i've done for you? he's one of the richest men in the bazaar, i persuaded him to accept you you're redeemed and now you "
"but, meshang, ha "
"don't you understand, you ungrateful bitch," he bellowed, "he's even agreed to adopt your child! by all the names of god, what more do you want?"
