Uptown Girl (3 page)

Kate and Bina walked down Lafayette Street, gazing in the windows of the fashion boutiques and art galleries that lined the SoHo strip. Kate looked and felt at home in SoHo. She would have liked to live in the neighborhood, but it was far too pricey for a school psychologist's salary. Her apartment was on the West Side, in Chelsea, but Kate could pass as a downtown hipster. Bina Horowitz, on the other hand, was still all Brooklyn: her dark hair too done, her clothes all ‘matchy-matchy', as Barbie used to say back in high school. Short, a little dumpy, and wearing too much gold, the truth was that Bina stuck out like a sore thumb among the modelesque shoppers converging in one of the coolest sections of downtown Manhattan. That didn't stop Kate from loving her friend dearly but she was grateful for all she herself had learned about style from Brice, college, Manhattan boutiques and her current New York friends. She'd left her Brooklyn look far behind, thank goodness.

‘My God, Katie, I don't know how you live here,' Bina said. ‘These people in Manhattan are the reason girls all over the country go anorexic.' Kate just laughed, though Bina was far from wrong. Bina continued to crane her head around at every opportunity, slowing them down to look at a pedestrian painting of a nude at which she raised her brows, a dress shop window where the clothes were torn into strips, and to marvel at the boutique called Center for the Dull. Kate had to explain it was just a clothing store like Yellow Rat Bastard – a store that Kate didn't shop in though she did have a shopping bag of theirs.

‘Why all the confusing names?' Bina asked. ‘And isn't it hot?' she added, fanning herself frantically with a flyer for a failing off-off-Broadway show that some guy had just shoved into her hand as they walked by. He hadn't tried to palm one off on Kate, but then she didn't look like the kind of person who accepted garbage.

‘Well, it
is
nearly summer,' Kate observed. She tried to quicken their pace – the salon was notorious for demanding promptness – but Bina was Bina and she simply couldn't be rushed or silenced. The Horowitz family had taken Kate in when she was eleven and Kate knew practically everything about Bina. Kate had once done the math and realized Mrs Horowitz had fed her more than five hundred meals (most of them made with chicken fat). Dr Horowitz had taught her to ride a two-wheeler bike when Kate's own father was
too drunk or too lazy (or both) to bother to do it. Bina's brother Dave had taught the two of them to swim in the municipal pool, and Kate still swam laps three times a week. Kate was grateful and loved Bina, but she had to admit that Bina was the Mistress of the Obvious in most of her observations.

‘It's really hot,' Bina said, as if Kate needed proof of her belief.

Back in Brooklyn, when Kate had had no other outlet and longed for more sophisticated friends – like Elliot and Brice and Rita – with whom she could banter or talk about books, Bina had sometimes annoyed her. But now that she had a circle of intellectual, cosmopolitan pals, she could give up the frustration over Bina's provincial interests and conversation and simply love her good heart.

‘It's really hot,' Bina repeated – a habit she had when Kate didn't respond to her.

‘Is it hotter in Manhattan than it is in Brooklyn?' Kate asked her, teasing.

‘It's
always
hotter in Manhattan than it is in Brooklyn,' Bina confirmed, completely missing Kate's mild irony. Bina definitely had an irony deficiency. ‘It's all these damned sidewalks and all this traffic.' Bina looked up and down Lafayette Street and shook her head in disgust. ‘I couldn't live here,' she muttered, as if the choice was hers and million-dollar lofts were an option she and Jack could consider. ‘I just couldn't do it.'

‘And you don't,' Kate reminded her, ‘so what's the problem?'

Bina stopped fanning herself abruptly, looked at Kate with wide-eyed appeal and meekly asked the question that she always asked midway through one of her anti-Manhattan tirades. ‘Am I being horrible?'

Kate felt a rush of affection overcome her annoyance and, as always, remembered why she loved Bina. Then she gave her the answer that she always did: ‘Same old Bina.'

‘Same old Kate,' Bina responded, in the litany they'd used to make peace and settle differences for two decades.

Kate grinned. The two of them were right back on track. Kate could neither imagine introducing Bina to her Manhattan friends nor imagine life without Bina – although she sometimes tried. Bina absolutely refused to grow and that was both irritating and comforting to Kate – and sometimes downright embarrassing.

Just as they crossed Spring Street, Bina, as if reading Kate's thoughts, virtually shouted, ‘God, look at him!'

Kate turned her head, expecting, at least, to see a mugging in progress. Instead, across the street a pierced and tattooed guy of about their own age was going about his business.

Not the slightest bit fazed by the local wildlife, Kate didn't even comment and merely looked down at her watch. ‘We can't be late,' she warned
Bina. ‘I have something special reserved.' And, to change the subject – ‘So have you picked out a manicure color?'

Bina dragged her eyes away from the local sideshow with obvious difficulty and focused instead on Kate. ‘I was thinking of a French manicure,' she admitted.

Kate felt distinctly unenthusiastic and it must have shown. Bina had been having the tips of her nails painted white with the rest a natural pink since high school.

‘What's wrong with a French manicure?' Bina asked defensively.

‘Nothing, if you're French,' Kate retorted, having conveniently forgotten her teenage days when she, too, thought a French manicure the height of sophistication. Bina looked puzzled by Kate's remark. Kate had also forgotten Bina's irony deficiency. ‘Hey. Why don't you go for something a little more up-to-date?'

Bina held out her hands and studied them. Kate noticed she was still wearing the Claddagh friendship ring Kate had given her for her sweet sixteen. ‘Go for something … daring,' Kate suggested.

‘Like what?' Bina asked defensively. ‘A tattoo on my fingernails?'

‘Oooh, sarcasm. The devil's weapon,' Kate said.

‘Jack likes French manicures,' Bina whined, still looking at her left hand. ‘Don't push me around like you always try to.' Then she dropped her hands to her sides. They were both silent for a
moment. ‘I'm sorry,' Bina said. ‘I'm just a little nervous. You know, I've been waiting for Jack to propose for over …'

‘… Six years?' Kate asked, forgiving her friend. She had to stop giving unwanted advice, which was difficult for a woman with her temperament in her profession. She smiled at Bina as they continued down the street. ‘I think on your first date with Jack you started designing the monograms for your towels.'

Jack and Bina had been seeing each other for so many years. He had been her first and only real love. He'd made her wait while he finished college, got his degree and became a CPA.

Bina giggled. ‘Well, I knew right away he was the one. Such a hottie.'

Kate reflected on the wide variation of people's tastes. To her Jack was so far from a hottie that he left her ice-cold. Of course she'd never, ever, in all the six years of their courtship revealed that to Bina. And Bina had thought Steven was sour and gaunt, while to Kate he'd been … Her thoughts were interrupted by Bina's continued chatter. ‘I just can't believe now that he's leaving for Hong Kong for five months tomorrow, and tonight's the night …' Bina trailed off, her voice unsteady.

There were few secrets among Kate's old Brooklyn posse, so when Jack had consulted with Barbie's jeweler father to get ‘a good deal' on an engagement ring, the news had traveled faster than e-mail among them. The day Bina had waited for for so
long had finally arrived but when Kate glanced at her friend, Bina looked anything but happy. Surely she couldn't be having second thoughts. But Kate knew Bina well enough to see that something wasn't right.

Oh my God, thought Kate. Bina has changed her mind and she's afraid to tell anyone. Her parents – especially Mrs Horowitz – would be beside themselves if … ‘You're starting to have doubts?' she asked, as gently as she could, stopping to look at her friend. ‘You know, Bina, you don't
have
to marry Jack.'

‘Are you crazy? Of course I do! I want to. I'm just nervous that … well, I'm just nervous. Normal, right? Hey, where is this place anyway?'

‘Just to the left on Broome,' Kate said. And if Bina didn't want to talk about her nerves it was fine, she told herself. Give the girl a little space. ‘This is the Police Building,' she said as a diversion while they passed the domed monument that Teddy Roosevelt had built when he was chief of police. ‘It's condos now,' she went on, ‘and they found a secret tunnel from here to the speakeasy across the street so …'

‘… So the Irish cops wouldn't be caught getting drunk,' Bina said, then stopped in embarrassment. Kate just smiled. Her father, a retired Irish cop, had died three years ago from cirrhosis of the liver and she couldn't help but consider it a release for both of them. It was the Horowitzes who couldn't get over it.

‘No harm, no foul,' Kate told her. ‘We're almost there, and we're only four minutes late. You're going to like this place. They have great nail colors, but just in case I bought a few alternatives for you.' Kate scrabbled around in her Prada bag – the only purse she owned, and she carried it everywhere. It had cost her an entire paycheck but every time she opened it, it gave her pleasure. Now she pulled out a little bag. It contained three nail polishes, each one a wildly different seductive shade.

Bina took the bag and peeked into it. ‘Ooooh! They look like the magic beans from
Jack and the Beanstalk
,' she said. Then she started to giggle. ‘Get it? Jack and his Beanstalk?' she asked, suggestively raising her eyebrows.

Kate gave Bina her ‘I'm-not-in-the-mood' look. Clearly her moment of nervousness had passed. ‘Hey, spare me the details of Jack's beanstalk or any other part of his anatomy,' she begged. ‘Consider that your bridesmaid's gift to me.' Kate took Bina's arm to get her around the guy selling used magazines on the sidewalk and across to their destination.

Just then, as they crossed the street, Bina stopped – as if the Manhattan traffic would wait for her – and pointed to the corner. ‘Ohmigod! That's Bunny's ex.' Kate looked in the right direction as she simultaneously pulled Bina's arm down. She was about to tell her not to point when she caught sight of one of the best-looking men she had ever seen. He was tall and slim, and his jeans and jacket
had the perfect casual slouch. The sun reflected off his hair as if he had a halo around his head. He had stopped for the light, and before he began to cross the street he fished in his inside pocket.

‘He went out with Bunny?' Kate asked. Of her posse, Bunny was probably the most garish and certainly the dimmest bulb.

Bina nodded. Kate could only see the movement in her peripheral vision because she couldn't tear her eyes off the man just twenty feet away.

‘Are you sure that's him?'

Just then a taxi honked, the driver deciding he would warn them before he ran them over. With a shriek from Bina the two of them scampered across the street. By the time they had walked single file between parked cars and got to the sidewalk, the Adonis had put on sunglasses and strode away.

‘What color do you think I should do for bridesmaids?' Bina asked.

Kate repressed a groan. Bev had them all in silver and Barbie had picked a pistachio green that not even a blonde could wear without looking sallow. ‘How about basic black?' Kate asked, but she knew there wasn't a hope in hell. She sighed. She and Bunny would be the last of their high school crowd not to be married – at least there was still Bunny. Kate would try not to mind, but everyone else would. No one at Bina's wedding would leave the naked state of her left finger unnoted. ‘Please, Bina! Don't make me walk down that aisle again.
Why not just make me wear a sign that says “unmarriageable”?'

‘Kate, you have to be my maid of honor. Barbie was always closer to Bunny and Bev … well, Bev never really liked me.'

‘Bev has never liked anyone,' Kate informed Bina, not for the first time, and took her arm. ‘Hey, I'm really touched.'

The pair came up to the door of the salon. Kate held the door open for Bina, who nervously stepped inside.

Kate knew the spa was unlike any place Bina had ever seen in her life – a sort of post-industrial French boudoir with Moorish touches. That was exactly why she had chosen it. Not to show off, but to make it very special for her friend. ‘This is,' she informed Bina in a dramatic stage whisper, ‘
the
most expensive spa in the city of New York.' She studied Bina's face to make sure what she was telling her was sinking in. ‘And I mean the
entire
city,' Kate continued.

‘Wow,' was all Bina could manage, looking around at the sheer curtains, the concrete floor and the Louis XVI bergère armchair.

Kate smiled and walked up to the counter. A chic young Asian woman smiled back and, without speaking, raised her perfectly shaped eyebrows. They did a good brow wax here. ‘Kate Jameson,' Kate announced. ‘There are the two of us here,' she added, because Bina had disappeared shyly behind Kate. ‘For manicures, pedicures, and toe waxing.'

From behind, Bina whispered, ‘Toe waxing?' but Kate ignored her. ‘We have a reservation. I have the confirmation number.'

‘It will be just a moment,' said the beautiful receptionist. ‘Please, have a seat.'

Of course, that was difficult with just the one antique armchair, but Kate motioned for Bina to sit and she did, albeit gingerly.

Then she looked up at Kate and grabbed her hands. ‘Oh, Kate. I'm nervous. What happens if I go through all this and it jinxes me. What if Jack doesn't …'

‘Bina, don't be silly. You can't “jinx” things.' Kate sighed. ‘I just spent an hour trying to convince an eight-year-old that magic won't work. Don't make me repeat myself.'

‘Look, I know all about you. Little Miss Logic. But I'm superstitious, okay? No black cats, no hats on the bed, no shoes to friends.'

‘Shoes to friends?'

‘Yeah. You give shoes to a friend and she walks away from you,' Bina said. ‘Don't you know that?'

‘Bina, you are truly crazy,' Kate said. ‘Anyway, this is your big day and I want to be a part of it. So relax and enjoy. Everything will be fine, and tonight with Jack will be wonderful.'

Bina still looked doubtful. She craned her neck and looked around again. ‘It just must be so expensive,' she said. ‘You know, I can have all of the same thing done in Brooklyn at Kim's Korean
place for about one quarter the price. And I bet it's every bit as good, too.'

Kate smiled. ‘Maybe – maybe not. But here you have ambience.'

‘Well, my mother would say “ambience, schmambience, paint my nails”.'

‘You know I love your mother, but sometimes she's not up-to-date. And by the way, how do you spell schmambience?' Kate asked with a smile.

‘You don't,' Bina told her. ‘It's Yiddish. It's a spoken language.'

Kate laughed. This was typical of the verbal exchanges Kate and Bina had been having since Kate first entered the Horowitz household, and Mrs Horowitz pronounced that Kate's father knew ‘bupkis' about raising a ‘shana maidela'.

Kate, at the time, didn't know that ‘bupkis' meant virtually nothing or that ‘shana maidela' meant pretty little girl, but she figured it out from context. She learned what ‘putz' and ‘shnorrer' and ‘goniff' meant, all words that sounded better, more accurate, than their English equivalent. And from that time on she had been asking Bina for Yiddish spellings and translations.

Kate had celebrated every holiday at Bina's house – even if they weren't Kate's holidays. And the cultural expansion wasn't just limited to Jewish events. When Christmas and Easter rolled around, Mrs Horowitz made sure Kate got a Christmas tree and an Easter basket, complete with a chocolate bunny, and just for extra, sweet noodle kugel
(which had nothing to do with Easter but was a dish Kate loved). When the time came for Kate's first Holy Communion, Mrs Horowitz sewed up Kate's white dress and bought a headpiece. (When Bina wanted a white dress and headpiece too, she got one, though Mrs and Dr Horowitz drew the line at allowing Bina to get on line with the little Catholic girls for the ceremony.) And, though Kate didn't take the weekly ballet lessons Bina did, she did get a pink tutu just like Bina's. Not to mention a dozen Halloween outfits over the years. Kate sometimes thought of it as the Costume School of Child-rearing but she was always grateful.

Kate, told by a priest in her catechism class that trick or treating on Halloween was a mortal sin, felt tremendous disappointment. When she shared this with Bina's mother, the reassurance Kate got was, ‘Sin – schmin! Do your best with that meshugana in a dress and go out to get your candy. Don't worry about it.'

‘But I don't want to go to hell after I die,' Kate told her tearfully.

‘Hell – schmell,' Mrs Horowitz had responded. ‘Trust me, there's no such place except here on Earth
before
you die.' She raised her voice. ‘Norm, can you believe the chutzpah of these priests and what they say to children.' She drew Kate onto her lap and held her close. ‘There's only heaven, honey,' she whispered. ‘And that's where your mama is.'

Somehow, Mrs Horowitz's complete conviction
sank in. A few months later, after catechism, when Vicky Brown told Kate and Bina that Bina's Jewish mother was going to hell after she died, Kate turned to Vicky and declared, ‘Hell – schmell! What do you know?' Then she pushed Vicky into a pile of garbage cans and made a very satisfying mess of her. ‘Yeah!' Bina had declared. ‘And if you say that again, we'll turn you into a toad. And I mean it.' After that, Kate and Bina made a pact to stick up for one another.

Maybe it was from that day they became known as the ‘Witches of Bushwick'. As teenagers, their posse grew, with Bev and Barbie and, later on, Bunny, but they stayed the same, though in the neighborhood their nickname changed to ‘Bitches'.

Bina was still holding onto Kate's hand. ‘Oh, Kate,' she said and squeezed it hard. ‘I'm so excited! Tonight's the night I get proposed to by the man I love.'

‘Don't forget to act surprised,' Kate warned her. ‘You don't want Jack to know you already knew.'

‘I wish Barbie hadn't told me that he bought the ring,' Bina sighed. ‘I'm so nervous. Why couldn't she just let it be a surprise for me?'

‘Oh, honey,' Kate laughed. ‘You don't want surprises. You want to look your best.'

Just then another Asian woman, even more beautiful than the receptionist, walked into the waiting area. ‘Kate Jameson?' she asked. Kate nodded. ‘We have your room all ready. Follow me, please.'

‘A room?' Bina repeated, sticking behind Kate as they followed the woman down the pristine hall.

‘Highest luxury,' Kate told her and led her into their own private boudoir. Bina looked around her, clearly in a state of confusion.

‘Take a seat,' Kate told her. ‘And just relax.'

Kate sat down in one of two facing chairs. Each was throne-like, with a built-in foot Jacuzzi already filled with delightful-smelling bubbling water. The softly lit room, all in soothing sea blue, also had two glass tables on wheels prepared for hand pampering. Two young Asian women knelt on blue silk pillows on the floor beside the foot baths. They helped their clients out of their shoes and indicated that they should plunge their feet into the fragrant Jacuzzis, in preparation for the pedicure. Bina looked across at Kate in amazement. Kate merely smiled at her. Her plan was working. This would be something Bina never forgot.

The air smelled of freesias and Kate took a deep, appreciative breath. If she had to pay half her salary check for the ‘ambience-schmambience', it was so worth it.

Bina, still a little dazed, turned to the shelf beside her left elbow and stared at the almost endless rack of nail polishes. The second beautiful Asian woman came back into their blue heaven and asked the pair, ‘Would you like bottled water, coffee, tea, juice or champagne?'

‘You're kidding!' Bina almost squealed.

‘Champagne, I think.' Kate replied as if Bina hadn't reacted. Bina didn't usually drink but, ‘This is a big celebration,' Kate told her.

The woman nodded, smiled, and walked out of the room.

‘Kate, this is so nice of you,' Bina began. Kate was pleased to see she was beginning to relax. ‘But how come a pedicure? Jack isn't going to put the ring on one of my toes.'

‘No, Jack would never think of a toe ring,' Kate agreed. Jack was nothing if not conservative. ‘I just thought it would be a nice treat.'

One of the two pedicurists began to massage Bina's feet. She giggled, pulled them away, and giggled again.

‘Oh, just relax, Bina,' Kate told her. ‘Breathe.' For a moment the two were silent. Kate closed her eyes and let herself feel the strong hands work her heels and instep. It was delicious.

‘This is great!' Bina leaned forward to whisper across the small room. ‘It's better than when we both earned the Brownie badge for First Aid on the same day!' Kate looked at Bina in disbelief. ‘Is this really where Sandra Bullock, Giselle and Gwen Stefanni get their manicures?' Bina continued.

‘Yup,' Kate said. ‘And it's where Kate Jameson and Bina Horowitz have their manicures, too.'

‘Soon to be Bina Horowitz Weintraub,' Bina reminded her. She was silent for a moment, but Kate was nice enough not to shut her eyes. For,
as she expected, in another moment, Bina spoke again.

‘Kate, you know I love Jack so much. I'm just so … so happy today and so glad I'm spending part of it with you.'

Kate smiled at her friend, who was, at that moment, having her cuticles cut.

‘I just want you to find your Jack and be as happy as I am.'

Kate laughed. ‘As your mother would say, “From your lips to God's ears”.' Before Bina could speak, the door opened and the woman entered with a tray holding two flutes of champagne. She offered one to Kate and one to Bina. ‘Enjoy!' she said as she glided from the room.

Kate felt a slight change in her emotional landscape. There was a time when she thought she might be drinking champagne to celebrate something with Steven but she had been very wrong. She wondered if the time would come when she and Michael … She pulled her thoughts away and focused on the moment.

Bina looked at her glass. ‘I don't think I should start drinking this early in the afternoon.'

Kate rolled her eyes. Bina never wanted to drink. ‘Oh, come on, Bina,' she said. ‘Live a little.' She lifted her own flute. ‘May your engagement be as happy as your dating and your marriage even happier than that.'

‘Oh, Kate!' Bina was clearly touched. Tears softened her brown button eyes. Both girls took a
sip of their champagne. Then Kate started looking through the polishes. She narrowed her selection to two but couldn't decide between them. ‘Boy, I bet Bunny wishes she was in my chair,' Bina said, leaning back.

‘How is Bunny?' Kate asked. Bunny was a dental hygienist with a poor record with men. Kate thought of the delicious-looking man they had seen outside. It was hard to imagine Bunny with him.

‘You don't want to know,' replied Bina.

Bina was right. Kate
didn't
want to know. Bunny was really more Bina's friend. She'd entered Kate's life in junior high, taking the Bitches to five, and changing her name to begin with ‘B' so she'd fit in with the gang. Kate had already drifted a little from the group by then, and though she still went to the movies, dances, and hangouts with all of her crew, she also spent more time studying and reading. While the others were worrying almost exclusively about hair, makeup and boys, Kate was worrying about SAT scores and college scholarships. And when graduation day came, the other Bitches set their sights on non-demanding jobs, good marriages and babies, while Kate declared that she was not just going to ‘sleep away' college but also intended to graduate to become a doctor of psychology.

As Bev put it, ‘She thinks she's who the fuck she is.' If it hadn't been for Bina, that would've been the end of Kate's association with the Bitches
and everyone else in Brooklyn. When Kate left for Brown she truly believed she had left her loneliness, her father's alcoholism, and her grammar school friends behind. Of course she was wrong on all three counts. Bina made friends for life. At first Kate had resented what she had considered Bina's ‘clinging'. Then she realized that there was no one who knew her the way that Bina did. And while some of Kate's other ‘backlash' from Brooklyn were incidents and memories she'd prefer to drop, for Bina's undemanding friendship Kate was grateful.

She finished her glass of champagne and was immediately brought another. She realized she was feeling more than a little sentimental as she watched Bina slowly sipping her champagne and trying to repress a giggle every time the pedicurist touched her foot. She was still talking about Bunny.

‘… So the guy drops her like a rock. You saw him. I mean Bunny should have known he wasn't for her, but she took it hard. And now she's on the rebound. She's going out with another guy – Arnie, or Barney, or something – and she's already telling Barbie they're getting serious.'

Big news flash. Bunny picked inappropriate man after inappropriate man, always thought they were ‘serious', and was always wrong. Classic repetition compulsion, Kate thought, but what she said was, ‘Denial ain't just a river in Egypt.'

‘What?' Bina paused for a minute. ‘Oh! I get
it!' She paused again, then made her voice falsely casual. ‘How are things going with this Michael?'

‘All right,' Kate said noncommittally and shrugged. She liked to keep a low profile on her dating life with Bina and the others or else the Horowitz family would be sending out engraved announcements. ‘He's very smart and seems promising. We're going over to Elliot and Brice's tonight for dinner.'

‘Who's Brice?' Bina asked.