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Authors: Peter Watts,Madeline Ashby,Greg Egan,Robert Reed,Elizabeth Bear,Ken Liu,E. Lily Yu

Tags: #anthology, #cyborg, #science fiction, #short story, #cyberpunk, #novelette, #short stories, #clarkesworld

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The captain hangs in the air, eyes drowned in shipboard internal information, but now he stirs and looks at you. His skin is brown, like yours. Like many of the crew’s. From what you’ve heard, they all hail from the Caribbean. DeBrun has been smuggling people out of the solar system to points beyond for a whole year now.

“I’m John deBrun,” he says. “You’re Pepper.”

You regard him neutrally.

DeBrun starts the conversation jovially. “In order to leave the solar system, I need anti-matter, Pepper. And no one makes it but the Satraps and they only sell to those they like. They own interstellar commerce, and most of the planets in the solar system. And according to the bastard aliens, you do not have interstellar travel privileges. I’ve let you aboard, to ask you a question, face to face.”

You raise an eyebrow. It’s a staged meeting. DeBrun is putting on a show for the bridge crew. “Yes?”

“Why should I smuggle you from here to Nova Terra’s Orbital?”

A moment passes as you seem to consider that, letting deBrun’s little moment stretch out. “It’ll piss off the Satraps, and I’ll wait long enough so that it’s not obvious you’re the ship that slipped me in.”

DeBrun dramatically considers that, rubbing his chin. “How will you do that?”

“I’m going to steal something from a Satrap.”

“Steal what?”

“My memories,” you tell him.

DeBrun grins. “Okay. We’ll take you.”

“Just like that?”

“You know who we are, what we’re planning to do?”

You nod. “An exodus. To find a new world, free of the Satrapy.”

“Not to find,” deBrun says. “We found it. We just need to get there again, with five ships. And having you distract the Satrap at our rally point . . . well, I like that. There are a lot of people hiding on that habitat, waiting to get loaded up while we fuel. The first people of a whole new world, a new society. You should join.”

“The Satrap at your rally point has something I want.”

“So I’ve heard. Okay. Jay, shut the locks, clear us out. Our last passenger is on board.”

Jay and DeBrun could be brothers. Same smile. Though you’re not sure. You don’t look at people that much anymore. Not since Susan. You don’t care anymore. You can explore the fleshy side of what remains of you after you get the memories back.

Because they will make you whole again.

The ship’s cat adopts you. It hangs in the air just above the nape of your neck, and whenever the ship adjusts its flight patch claws dig into the nape of your neck.

Claws, it seems, are a benefit in zero gravity.

No matter how many times you toss the furball off down the corridor it finds its way back into your room.

How many wormholes between Earth and Nova Terra? You lose track of the stomach-lurching transits as the cylindrical ship burns its way upstream through the network.

You dream about the one memory you still have. The palm tree, sand in your toes.

It could have been a vacation, that beach. But the aquamarine colors just inside the reef feel like
home.
It’s why, when you heard the shipboard accents you followed crew back to this ship and chose it. The oil-cooked johnny cakes, pate, curry, rice . . . muscle memory and habit leave you thinking you came from the islands.

You don’t know them. But they are your people.

At Nova Terra, slipping out via an airlock and a liberated spacesuit, you look back at the pockmarked outer shell of the ship. It’s nestled against the massive, goblet-shaped alien habitat orbiting Nova Terra’s purplish atmosphere, itself circling the gas giant Medea. The few hundred free humans who live here call the glass and steel cup-shaped orbital Hope’s End.

You’re a long way from home now. Hundreds of wormholes away, each of them many lightyears of jumps. Each wormhole a transit point in a vast network that patch together the various worlds the Satrapy rules over.

Too far to stop now. You only were able to come one way. This wasn’t a round-trip ticket. You’ll have to figure out how to get back home later.

Once you have memories. Once you know exactly where that palm tree was, you’ll have something to actually go back
for.

The woman who sits at the table across from you a week later does so stiffly, and yet with such a sense of implied ownership that your back tenses. There’s something puppet-like, and you know the strings are digital. Hardware buried into this one’s neuro-cortex allow something else to ride shotgun.

Something.

She’s in full thrall, eyes glinting with an alien intelligence behind them. The Satrap of Hope’s End has noticed your arrival and walked one of his human ROVs out to have a chat. That it took it two days for it to notice you, when you’ve just been sitting out in the open all this time, demonstrates a level of amateurishness for its kind.

Then again, Hope’s End is sort of the Satrapy’s equivalent of a dead-end position. A small assignment on a small habitat in orbit. The real players live down the gravity well, on the juicy planets.

“I know who you are,” the woman says. Around you free humans in gray paper suits stream to work in the distant crevices of the station. Life is hard on Hope’s End, you can tell just by their posture. The guarded faces, the invisible heaviness on the shoulders.

You say nothing to the woman across from you.

“You are here without permission. Do you know you I could have you killed for that?”

“You could try that,” you say. “The cost would be high.”

“Oh, I imagine.” She leans back, and flails an arm in what must be some far-off alien physical expression badly translated. There is a pit, a cavern, somewhere deep in the bowels of Hope’s End. Somewhere with three quarter’s gravity, and a dirt pit, and a massive recreation pool. And slopping around is a giant wormy trilobite of an alien. “I know a lot about you. More than you know about yourself.”

Indeed.

The thing you need is that cavern’s location.

Until you get that, everything is a dance. A game. A series of feints and jabs. Your life is the price of a single misstep.

But what do you have to lose? You don’t know. Because you can’t remember. It was taken from you. The Satrap owns everything you would lose by dying. You’re already dead, you think.

“So why haven’t you killed me?” you ask the Satrap.

“The
Xaymaca Pride,
” it says. “They’re sneaking people around my habitat. As if I wouldn’t notice. And they’re hoping to leave . . . for a new world.”

“You believe deBrun’s propaganda?” you ask. Because even you don’t half believe it. The man is slightly messianic. He’s probably going to lead them all to their deaths, so far from Earth. Alone among uncaring, hard aliens the likes of which haven’t even bothered to make it to Earth.

The Satrapy is vast. Hundreds of wormhole junctions between each habitable world, and dozens and dozens of those linked up. And the Satraps hold the navigation routes to themselves. The few individual ships out there blunder around and retrace their steps and are lucky they’re not shot down by the Satrapy’s gun banks in the process.

“DeBrun destroyed his own ship upon return from the Fringes,” the woman says. “He has memorized the location in his head.”

“Ah. So you believe it is true.” A ship. There were corporations on Earth that couldn’t afford an interstellar ship. Not a small act, destroying one.

“Many people raised funds to create this . . . Black Starliner Corporation’s fleet,” the Satrap’s thrall says. “I believe the world he found is real. Unspoiled and real. And I want it for myself.” That last bit is lashed out. There is hunger in that statement, and a hint of frustration.

This Satrap is trapped up here, while its siblings cavort on the surface of Nova Terra. They have thousands of humans and aliens in thrall at their disposal, chipped with neurotech that let them create an army of servants they can remote control around with mere thought.

“I am stuck in this boring, metal cage. But I have great plans. Would you like to know how you got that scar above your left inner thigh? The jagged one, that is faded because you’ve had it since you were a teenager?”

You stop breathing for a second. Unconsciously you run a hand down and trace the zig-zag pattern with your thumb.

“You were climbing a fence. Barbed wire curled around the top, and you were trying to get over it into a field. You slipped. You were so scared, for a split second, as it ripped open your leg. The blood was so bright in the sun, and the ground tumbled up toward you as fell, in shock.”

When you break the stare, you’ve lost a little battle of the wills. “So you do have them.”

“I love collecting the strangest things,” the Satrap said through the woman. Now that you are paying attention, you see that her hair is unwashed, and that there are sores above her clavicle. “I have two thousand humans, in thrall to me. Many other species as well. And I’ve used these eyes to pry, sneak, and attempt my way on board. I want John deBrun. I’m tired of watching these free humans skulk about.”

“So go pick him up,” you say.

“Oh, yes. I want to sink my tendrils into deBrun’s fleshy little mind and suck those coordinates out. But he remains on that damn ship, with guards ever at the airlocks. I’ve learned he has protocols for an attack, and anything I can do leaves me too high a risk of him dying in a large attack. So I want
you
to bring me John deBrun. It is the sort of thing, I’m told, you are good at.”

“And in exchange you give me my memories back?”

“You’re every bit as sharp as your memories indicate you ever were,” the woman says, and stands up.

“What if I refuse? What if I go after the memories myself?” you smile.

“You are alone, on a station, where only a few hold their own freedom. Every other eye in here is in thrall to me. Most of the time, they are free to engage in their petty lives, but the moment I desire, I could command them all to rip you from limb to limb with their bare hands. I considered it. But I think instead, we will both be happier if you bring John deBrun to level A7. Portal fourteen. My security forces will be waiting.”

And there is your way in.

You wait in the shadows.

You’ve often been something that goes bump in the night.

The Satraps consider themselves gods to the species they rule over. But sometimes, gods want other gods killed. In theory their reasons are arcane and unknowable. But as far as you can tell they are the usual: jealousy. Covetousness. A desire for more power.

Sometimes gods want other gods to die, and you decided you didn’t just want to go bump in the night and scare people. You decided you could aim higher than being just a human assassin. And when the Satrap of Mars decided it wanted the blue jewel of Earth, you let it sharpen you into a weapon the likes of which few wished to imagine.

All that gooey alien nanotechnology that burrowed through your pores, all that power . . .

Behold the giant slayer, you once thought, looking in the mirror.

You weren’t supposed to live, but even jealous alien eyes from the dusty red ruin of Mars couldn’t imagine the hells you would face to continue feeding your quest. It had no idea the depths of your anger. The strength of your resolve.

It didn’t know you had such a cold, cold heart, and that it had helped make it so much colder. You were already steel, and artificial sinew. It only furthered a transformation that had begun long ago.

The gun that John deBrun points at your head when he comes into his quarters is capable of doing much more than give you a headache. He’s good. Knew you were in the room. Maybe considered flushing out this part of the ship, but instead comes in to talk.

He’s keeping his distance though.

“You’re here for the coordinates, aren’t you?” he asks.

You nod. “I am.”

You keep your hands in the air and sit down. You want John as comfortable as possible.

“If it’s not me, someone else will come. They’ll cut your head off and run it back to the Satrap. What I have in mind is a little different.”

John shakes his head sadly. He lifts up his shirt to show several puckered scars. “You’re not the first to try. We have systems in place to deal with this. Every possible variable. I have to assume that everyone is trying to stop me. Other humans, my own crew, people at Hope’s End. I’m tougher than they realize.”

“You’ll want to do this my way,” you say.

“And why is that?”

“Because it is happening, John. This right now is happening: I will take you to the Satrap. Because I have come too far, and done too many things, to not go there and get my memories back. Nothing else matters to me. Not you, your ships, your cause, the people in this habitat. There is nothing for me there. There is everything in the Satrap’s den.”

John shakes his head. “Do you know how much they’ve taken from us? You think your memories are the worst of it? Let me lay down some history on you: there’s always been someone taking it away. They took it away from people like us when we were transported across an ocean. Taken away when aliens landed and ripped our countries away from us. Claimed our planets. There’s a long, long list of things ripped away from people in history. You are not alone.”

“Unlike them,” you say, “what was taken from me is just within reach now.”

“At a price,” John says.

“Everything has a price,” you say, moving toward him.

John blinks, surprised. He’s been thinking we were having a dialogue, but you were waiting for the gun to dip slightly. For his attention to waver.

He’s a good shot. Hits you right in the chest. A killing shot. One that would have stopped anyone else. The round penetrates, explodes. Shrapnel shreds the place a heart usually rests.

But that is just one small part. One bloodstream.

That faint hiccup of backup pumps dizzies you slightly as your blood pressure shifts and adapts. You cough blood, and grab John. You break his hand as you disarm him and knock him out.

For a while you sit next to him, the horrible feeling in your chest filling you with waves of pain.

Eventually that ebbs. You evaluate the damage, glyphs and messages ghosting across your eyeballs as your body, more alien machine than human, begins to process the damage and heal itself.

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