Two Brothers (68 page)

‘Dagmar,’ Paulus began.

‘And what a wonderful idea. Of course, the wife of an SS man, what better cover could there possibly be? Well, it’s not a very romantic setting to be saying it in, I’d always imagined Paris and the Eiffel Tower, but I accept.’

Silke stared at the table, drawing rings with her finger in the beer froth to cover her evident embarrassment.

Paulus took Dagmar’s hand.

‘Dagmar,’ Paulus said, ‘you know how much I would love it if that could be. You know how I feel about you.’

Now Silke turned away completely, staring at the barmaids rushing about in their Bavarian costumes with their trays full of brimming steins of beer.

‘But you said,’ Dagmar began.

‘It’s illegal for a German to marry a Jew, you know that.’

‘But you said I was to have a new identity.’

‘Yes, we hope, but not one that could possibly stand the scrutiny it would be under in a marriage contract. You know very well that any German, particularly an SS man’s fiancée, must provide proof of racial lineage back to the eighteenth century before they can marry. Every church and civil record is checked.’

‘Then what are you talking about?’

‘Dagmar, a married German soldier is entitled to a home, and his wife is legally entitled to employ a maid.’

‘A maid?’

‘Yes. Tens of thousands of Czech and Polish girls are being stolen for domestic service in Berlin.’

Dagmar’s mouth dropped open.

‘I’m … to become a Polish maidservant?’

‘To the world, yes!’ Paulus said with a smile. ‘It’s a brilliant plan, though I say it myself. One set of forged papers plus a peasant’s haircut and we’re done. Nothing else, no records, no family, no past. No conversation even, since you don’t speak German. You were snatched from your village three hundred miles away and forced into domestic service in Germany. These girls are getting off the train with nothing but a movement order. I’ve seen them; their lives begin at the station. Dagmar Fischer’s life, on the other hand, is over. She left a suicide note like so many Jews are doing and threw herself in the river Spree, no body was ever found. Little Miss Czech or Pole, however, is working legally in Berlin for Corporal and Frau Stengel.’

‘Frau Stengel,’ Dagmar asked, ‘and who’s Frau …’

The penny dropped. She looked across the table at Silke.

‘Who would have thought it?’ Silke said. ‘I’m marrying Paulus.’

‘You –’ Dagmar gasped – ‘marrying Paulus.’

‘Yes,’ Silke said with a smile. ‘Funny the way life goes, isn’t it? When I was a little girl I can remember dreaming of marrying Otto Stengel and now I am. Of course, it’s not the one I imagined, but we all have to make readjustments, don’t we?’ Silke raised her glass. ‘Shall we do it properly and put an announcement in the
Völkischer Beobachter
, Pauly? Otto Stengel, betrothed to Silke, only daughter of Edeltraud Krause.’

Final Briefing

London, 1956

‘YOU WERE RIGHT,’ the man who looked like Peter Lorre said, ‘Silke Stengel née Krause is an officer at the Ministry of State Security. Right at the heart of it, in fact. In Berlin-Lichtenburg on the Ruschestrasse.’

‘Stasi headquarters.’

‘Yes. Stasi headquarters. She has a service record dating back to shortly after the war. You say she used to be a friend?’

‘Yes. A good friend.’

Stone closed his eyes.

Seeing once again the golden freckled shoulders. The thin strip of sunlight from the window moving across them over and over again as the train thundered towards Rotterdam.

Other memories flashed across his mind.

Silke at three or four years old in a flurry of tumbling wooden bricks, sitting first on Paulus’s fort and then on his.

At the Saturday music lessons, singing and banging a tambourine.

Running, jumping. Dancing. Fighting.

Helping carry a body in a rolled-up rug into a lift.

Brown legs pumping at the pedals of her bicycle. Pretty legs, surprisingly pretty.

Lying beside him beneath the stars telling him for the first time about the
Rote Hilfe
.

Locking horns with Dagmar, the millionaire’s daughter.

‘She always was a Communist,’ Stone said. ‘I suppose she still is.’

‘Well, then,’ Bogart remarked with a gentle smile, ‘here’s your passport, all stamped and ready. Off you go.’

Mixed Marriage

Berlin, 1940

NEITHER THE BRIDE’S nor the groom’s parents attended Paulus and Silke’s wedding.

Silke’s father had of course last been seen disappearing from a boarding-house bedroom in 1920, and she and her mother had not spoken to each other since the mid-1930s.

Wolfgang was dead, which left only Frieda.

She stayed away as a matter of decorum. It would not have done for an SS corporal to have a race enemy attend his wedding.

Paulus had known that he must move quickly to get his domestic arrangements in order. Germany may have been victorious in the east but the nation was still at war with Britain and France and there was little doubt that a reckoning would not be long in coming in the west. As a soldier in the Waffen SS, Paulus would have to fight and might very well be killed, so there was no time to lose.

He and Silke had settled on a furnished apartment in his mother’s childhood district of Moabit. Neither he nor Silke were known there, and it was also a goodish distance from the leafy suburb of Charlottenburg in which Dagmar had grown up.

As a single man and serving soldier it would have been out of the question for Paulus to have enjoyed the luxury of a foreign maid, so before Dagmar could be hidden away in her new home with her new identity, Paulus must first marry Silke according to their plan.

On the morning of the wedding, Silke and Paulus met at the apartment which from that day on they were to share.

‘You look very nice, Silks,’ Paulus said.

She was wearing a pale green two-piece suit and a cream-coloured hat with a feather in it. Her thick blonde hair had been set specially for the occasion, and, rarely for her, she was wearing lipstick.

She did indeed look nice.

‘Thanks,’ Silke replied. ‘I’m trying to look stern and noble but also feminine and compliant. A credit to the Führer.’

‘You got it bang on. Goebbels could put you on a poster.’

Silke smiled and looked Paulus up and down.

‘I won’t say you look
nice
,’ she said. ‘Not with that awful armband. But handsome. Very handsome. They do good uniforms, the Nazis, you have to give them that. I saw some photographs of British Tommies in a
Signal
magazine somebody left on the
U-Bahn
and they looked like plumbers in overalls.’

‘Come on,’ Paulus said, ‘take a look at the apartment of the soon-to-be Frau Stengel.’

He took Silke’s arm and guided her around the flat.

‘I thought this could be your bedroom,’ he said. ‘I mean, if that’s all right. Then Dagmar and I could take this one. It’s up to you, of course. I mean, you can choose.’

‘I’m fine, whatever you think,’ Silke said briskly. ‘I imagine I’ll be out quite a lot anyway.’

They paused together outside the room Paulus had suggested for himself and Dagmar.

‘Funny how things turn out, isn’t it?’ Paulus said.

‘Do you think,’ Silke began, and then stopped.

‘Do I think what?’

‘Nothing. It’s not important.’

‘I know what you were going to ask,’ he said. ‘Do I think Dagmar would have ended up wanting to marry me if there’d never been any Nazis? If she was still a Ku’damm princess and me the son of a trumpeter?’

‘And a doctor.’

‘All right, I have a bit more class on my mother’s side, but I’m right, aren’t I?’

Silke sat down in one of the easy chairs in the living room, giving a little bounce, testing it for comfort.

‘Well, all right. If you like,’ she said. ‘I have wondered.’

Paulus sat down in the chair opposite, grimacing slightly as he detected a jutting spring in the upholstery.

‘Well, she probably wouldn’t, I imagine. I mean, it’s impossible to know what might have happened in our lives if Germany had been a normal country, but I expect Dagmar would have gone to a Swiss finishing school and then married a multi-millionaire.’

‘Yes, I think so too,’ Silke admitted.

‘But Germany’s not a normal country. It’s a nut house. Hitler won and so here we are. Making the best of it. As is Dagmar. I don’t blame her for that. Come and look at the kitchen.’

They got up and went through into a decent-sized room with a modern gas stove. Silke opened the cupboards, running her finger along the shelves. A year of compulsory, unpaid domestic service had made her very aware of dust.

‘And I do admit,’ Paulus went on, ‘that I like to think she
does
love me, however that love might have come about. She certainly
says
she does. Life happened, didn’t it? She never did get to go to finishing school, and that’s that.’

‘And you’ve got the very thing you’ve wanted since you were twelve years old. So the really funny thing is, if it wasn’t for Hitler, you wouldn’t have got it. You owe Hitler for Dagmar.’

‘I know,’ Paulus conceded. ‘I think that’s what they call irony.’

Silke leant against the fitted drawer unit, her feet crossed on the shiny yellow linoleum.

‘I was in love with Otto, you know,’ she said.

Paulus had been checking a dud light bulb. He turned and looked at her.

‘Were you?’ he said rather weakly.

‘Don’t tell me you didn’t suspect. Otto may have been pretty blind to a woman’s emotions, but I always credited you with subtler instincts.’

Paulus looked a little embarrassed. ‘I suppose I have wondered. Mum certainly thought you were.’

‘And now he’s gone,’ Silke said. ‘You persuaded him to switch identities with you.’

‘Silks,’ Paulus said very seriously, ‘I didn’t come up with my plan so I could steal Dagmar and cheat you of Otto. I came up with it to save her life.’

‘The life of the person you happen to be in love with.’

‘Are you blaming me, Silke? Are you angry? I really thought you understood.’

Silke looked away.

‘I do, Pauly. Actually I do. I think you did have to do what you’ve done … I just wanted you to know, that’s all. I was a bit fed up of suffering in silence.’

‘Did you ever tell Ottsy?’ Paulus asked.

‘Sort of. In a way. On the train, but it was no good. He loves Dagmar. Just like you. So I was never in with any sort of chance really.
Bugger
that bitch!’ But she said it with a laugh. ‘Don’t worry, I’ll play my part, Pauly. I’m a Communist. I believe in helping my fellow man – and woman.’

Paulus smiled, and then Silke gave him a hug.

‘It’s a nice flat, isn’t it?’ Silke said. ‘We’re lucky.’

‘I suppose so.’

‘Do you think it was stolen from Jews? Like your grandparents’ apartment was?’

‘I don’t know. I asked, but the agency said they didn’t discuss those things.’

They were silent once more. Wondering if weeks before there had been children forced with clubs and rifle butts from the very room in which they were standing.

‘I saw a lot of that in Poland, you know. Forced evictions,’ Paulus said. ‘It was just dreadful. Thousands of Polish families, not just Jews either, torn out of their homes in an instant. The radio left on, food still on the cooker, it was that brutal.’

‘Come on,’ Silke said. ‘We don’t want to be late for our wedding, do we?’

Paulus put Silke’s bags in her room and took up his brand new SS forage cap from the little table in the hallway.

‘Silke,’ he said hesitantly, ‘it’s an amazing thing you’re doing, you know. A wonderful generous thing you’re doing for Dagmar.’

‘I’m not doing it for Dagmar, you silly arse!’ Silke laughed. ‘I’m doing it for you. And for Otto. For the Stengel twins! Both of you. Because
you
want to do it for her. Because being men you both fell in love with the prettiest girl you knew, but she’s a Jew so now we’ll all have to spend the war looking after her.’

‘And what about you?’ Paulus asked. ‘It means an empty sort of life for you. Married but not married. I mean, you can’t build a life for yourself.’

‘Bit late to try and talk me out of it now.’

‘I’m not, it’s just …’

‘Look, SS
Sturmmann
Stengel,’ Silke said, putting aside the little posy of primroses she was carrying and taking Paulus’s hands, ‘I
want
to do this. For a number of reasons. And it isn’t
just
the Saturday Club or the fact that you and Otto have always meant everything to me. This is a good life, actually. It means I can leave compulsory domestic service, for a start, which believe me is no small thing. And marriage to a serving man, a serving SS man, brings lots of perks too. I’ll eat well, I’ll sleep comfortably. And most important of all, this isn’t just good cover for Dagmar, you know. It’s good cover for
me
.’